I am your fan, Harry James Potter

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Chapter 38


''Everyone, Please take out your Charms Book by Miranda Goshawk'' Flitwick said to the class full of seventh year newt students.

Everyone took out their books instead of Harry Potter who was staring outside the window and was in a daze.

Flitwick moved his small body towards Harry's seat and frowned at him ''Mr Potter?''

The sound of Flitwick's voice broke his reverie, Harry looked at Flitwick and asked ''what is it?''

''Mr Potter, where is your book?'' Flitwick said.

''I forgot to bring it'' Harry replied. The whole class laughed at Harry.

''Mr Longbottom, share your book with Mr Potter'' Flitwick said to Neville who willingly shared his book with Harry.

''Now class have you done the homework which I have given to you last week?'' Flitwick asked the class.

Everyone takes out their homework except Harry. Flitwick stares at Harry and sighed ''Mr Potter?''

''I forgot my homework, sir'' Harry answered. The whole class laughed at him again.

Flitwick pressed his lips together and said ''20 points from Gryffindor''

''Thanks Harry'' Lavender and Parvati said it to Harry with sarcasm. But Harry ignored them.

Hermione and Ron exchanged glances with each other and studies Harry with curiosity.

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Harry stared at the assembled Gryffindor Quidditch team in the Quidditch pitch. He said ''Ron, you need to do the servings with a bit more strength''

Ron said ''you need to say this to Ginny, Harry'', Ginny gives Harry an odd look.

Harry stares at Ginny and said ''Uh, yeah, Sorry'' he then looked at Ritchie Coote ''Ritchie, you are telling me that you were having a bit of problem in your beatings, give me your bat''

Ritchie passes his bat, Harry tooks it and started to swing it ''you need to keep focus on your target and be a little more fast, okay''

Everyone gave Harry more queer looks. Dean, whose broken hand was mended and now returned to his chaser position, and other team members thanked to Merlin for mending Dean's hand quickly, cause Romilda was a super pain in the arse, and she has more interest in gossiping rather than playing Quidditch. Dean said ''Harry, this is Quidditch, not Cricket''

Harry realizes his mistake, and cleared his throat and said ''Uh, yeah''

And then the bell rang, Harry said ''so see you in next Saturday'' and then left the pitch and heads towards the castle.

Ron trails him behind. Harry stops near the Quidditch broom closet. He turned back and asked ''Why are you following me?''

''Harry, what's got your wand in a knot? Why are you behaving like a barmy mad hatter?'' Ron asked.

''I am fine, Ron, now leave me alone'' Harry said.

''No I won't because I care for you, and I can guess there is something fishy going on with you, Harry, don't tell me is it about those….or Her?'' Ron asked.

Harry in annoyance run his fingers through his hair and ruffles it making it messier.

''I am fine, Ron, Nothing is bothering me'' Harry said with a huff.

''No, you're not fine, Harry, can't you see? You have become disarranged, a complete mess, and desolate too, you are not talking with us, and you haven't given any mail to Sirius or Remus, I think you should talk with them about your problems'' Ron suggested.

''I don't want to Ron, Remus is a busy person, so as Sirius'' Harry said.

''Harry, I have problems too, Mione has problems too, but we are not like you, When I can't share my problems with my friends, I share them with my girlfriend, When Mione has problems she shares it with Malfoy, but you, look at you, you're just keeping all to yourself'' Ron shouted.

''I can't, we fell apart, we are like strangers now'' Harry said bleakly.

''You can start it over, ask her to go out with you to the ball'' Ron indicated.

''It is impossible, and besides I hate balls, remember the Yule ball in 1994'' Harry said.

''Your excuse is nothing but irrational'' Ron said ''Fine, stay like this'' and then walked away from there.

Harry sighed.

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Hermione looked at herself in the mirror. She can't deny the fact that she is looking highly gorgeous with her brown hair in a relax bun and her metallic and black gown looks extremely beautiful. She is wearing that golden snitch necklace whom she got from a secret admirer in 1995 Christmas. She has taken a vow this year, that she won't let that prat Ronald Weasley to ruin her night. Last time, it was completely ruined because of him. But this time, she won't let him ruin. Hermione exited her room and walk through the dark corridor. She saw Draco, as handsome as ever, waiting for her at the end of the corridor.

''Draco'' Hermione called. Draco turned around and her eyes fell upon her, observing her.

''You look beautiful'' he remarked.

''Thanks'' Hermione smiled and then she looked here and there and saw that Ron was nowhere. She hits her fist in the air and said ''Yes''. Draco stared at her with an odd expression.

''Granger, are you alright'' he said.

''Uh'' Hermione realizes that she is behaving really oddly and blushed ''Oh, I was just...We should head towards the Great Hall quickly''

''Uh, yes'' Draco and took her hand and kissed her. Hermione stares at him.

''Oh, it is just Pureblood, elite courtesy'' Draco said. ''Come on'' and they walked together towards the Great Hall.

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The Great Hall is looking magnificent. It is like they were in heaven. The hall is filled with white snowy clouds, which makes it look like they were walking over clouds. The ceiling is filled with glittering stars making it more ravishing.

Draco and Hermione are standing either side of the doors greeting the students. It is the duty of the heads to do it. Hermione notices McGonagall staring at all the students with a stern expression. Hermione then notices Neville Longbottom who cleaned up very well, and Daphne, she looked brilliant, she is looking like a Doll with her blonde hair in a ponytail and her white sleeveless dress is exotic. She then notices Luna Lovegood in a maroon dress robes and Theodore Nott in blue dress robes, both of them looked eccentric but great. Her eyes then laid on Astoria Greengrass and Dean Thomas, both of them looked marvelous. They are dancing next to Ginny and Blaise. Ginny is wearing a sparkling green dress robes which suits her figure perfectly. Hagrid was also there dancing with Madam Maxime. She also noticed Parvati Patil in a beautiful Indian gown, known as Lehenga and she is doing nothing but chit chat with her Best Friend, Lavender Brown who is wearing a sweet bodice pink dress gown and Parvati's sister, Padma was also there in a glittering navy blue gown. Her eyes then fell on Ron Weasley, who is wearing better robes this time and Pansy Parkinson in an artistic dress which fits her flawlessly. When Ron notices her gaze, she looked away.

''Draco, let's go somewhere'' she told to Draco. Draco raised an eyebrow and asked ''But Why?''

''Well, it seems like all the students are present here, so our job's are done, I don't think no one else will come'' Hermione explained.

''Granger, you are behaving really weird'' Draco said. Hermione scooted closer to Draco, she would do anything, she don't want Ron to ruin her night ''let's go somewhere quiet, Draco''

Draco sighed and said ''Fine'' and then Hermione hurriedly caught Draco's hand and grabbed his hand and exited the Great Hall. They climbed upstairs and stopped near an unused classroom.

'' Granger…?'' Draco stares at Hermione. Hermione leaned against the wall and pulled Draco closer to her.

''Don't ask anything'' she whispered in his ear and then pressed her lips into his lips. He didn't say anything and kissed her back. And then he gently carried her in his arms and spins her around. She smiles and kissed him again. They can hear the song playing in the Great Hall.

''you're still wearing that necklace'' then he paused.

''What?'' Hermione stares at Draco, then her eyes turned wide in surprise.

''Merlins Beard, It was you'' Hermione said.

''Ha ha, yes, that's me'' Draco grinned. ''I bought that for you, I just wanted to give you something special for you''.

''You...?'' Hermione gazes at him.

''Merry Christmas Hermione'' Draco said and leaned closer and kissed her. She kissed back.

''Merry Christmas Draco''

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Harry stood near the White Tomb. It looked more beautiful during night. Harry stared at the castle which was full of lights, looking so bright, so beautiful. Harry didn't attend today's ball, he didn't attend not just because he has no date, he didn't attend because the ball was for bright, colorful people, and the ball was not for dull people like him.

He still expects for her to come here, Lilia, she always comes whenever he visits this place, but he knows that she will never come here anymore.

And there was movement in the forest, Harry turned around and saw a very scarce blue light coming from the forest. And then the light was becoming clearer, and then Lilia Black Burke comes into view with a lit wand in her hand. Harry gazes at her, she looked really beautiful. She is wearing an emerald blue dress robes and her hair was in curls, falling behind her back.

''Harry'' she muttered his name.

''Li-Burke, your dress is nice'' he said.

''Thanks, but your pajama is messy'' Lilia stares at him. He looked really weird, his hair is messy and he looked a bit flustered.

Harry snorted and said ''what are you doing here? Where is your date? Don't tell me did Darius Berrow ditch you with some other girl?''

''I didn't have a date, and I would rather bring a hippogriff as a date but not Berrow'' Lilia admitted.

''Don't kid me, then why are you kissing him on that celebration party?'' he asked.

''It was not a kiss, it was just a lip lock, I was playing truth or dare with some other friends, and I was given a dare by those friends to lip lock with Berrow in the corner, and I was doing nothing but keeping that dare but you thought something else, and I kinda played along with that'' she said.

''What are you doing here?'' he asked.

''I came here to check on you, I knew you'd be here'' she said. ''What's going on with you? Are you alright?''

''Why do you care? I do not reckon that it is any of your concern'' he said. ''Haven't you said, I am better off without you?''

''I guess I was kinda wrong'' she said.

''Absolutely wrong, I am a complete mess now, and who is to blame? You, it is all your fault'' he shouted.

''My fault? How come it's my fault? Who told me that I was incorrigible, annoying, intolerable, you wish you could get rid of me'' she snapped back.

''Well you are, who told you to help Romilda Vane?'' Harry scowls at her.

''She is my friend'' Lilia said ''and she is a fan girl, and it is the duty of a fan girl to help another fan girl''

''Friend? What kind of friend is she who is after her friends boyfriend?'' he yelled.

''How would I know that she is after you?'' she shouted.

''Burke, I have heard from Professor Slughorn, that you are a brilliant student but looks like he is wrong, you are a complete fool who forgets everything, Have you forgotten that Romilda had tried to use love potion on me?'' he said.

She remained quiet and looked down. Everything became quiet; all they can hear the sound of lightning thunder.

''I am sorry'' she said.

Harry sighed and looked away from her ''what kind of Fan girl are you? Making your idol suffer?''

She looks at his way.

''You told me that I have bad eyesight, but the one with bad eyesight is actually you not me, Can't you see that I am nothing but a lifeless blob without you? I feel so helpless, so lost'' he said.

''Harry, I thought that I only do nothing but humiliate you, you told me you want to get rid of me, that's why I left you'' she said.

''It was your fault for making me angry'' he shouted, then pauses for a moment, then said ''you told me once that you can't live without me, you always think about me every second, every minute, every hour, at that time I felt that you are a nutter who talks embarrassing, weird things but now I see that you were right, I can understand your feelings now, because I feel the same too currently, I tried to move on but now I see it is impossible, and I don't think any mature person like Ginny or Hermione can make me well, only you can make everything right, you are the only person who can make this dead man alive again''

''You're mental, Harry'' she cried ''Sometimes you say you need me, sometimes you say you want to get rid of me, you are such a complicated person, it is really difficult to figure you out''

And then it started to rain, the castle looked more beautiful.

They stared at each other. Both of them are dripping wet because of the rain.

He smiles at her and said ''I guess I am mental''

She shooks her head and then hugs him tightly . He hugged her back.

"It feels so good" he said. She smiles and then tries to lift him.

''What are you doing?" Harry asked.

"I am trying carry you" she grinned.

"You can't" he shouted and then they fell into the slippery ground.

"I told you" he said.

"Its because you're a bit heavier" she said. "It is fun, but my dress robes are all wet"

"We'll take care of that later but for now" he said and leaned forward and kissed her on the lips, she kissed him back.

The night is surely magical.

To Be Continued...