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I got up and started to walk away from the forest, I started to sing an old song I had heard from my old world.

"Tell me what to do, now the light of my life is gone from me, is it always the same, is the night never ending..." I sang quietly as I walked.

I looked down at my pearly white robe, 'I don't deserve this' I thought, taking it off, and teleporting it to the princess' castle. A cold wind blew through me and I shivered a bit, but kept walking, head held high.

A small scroll appeared from a bout of green flame in front of me, it started to drop, but I caught it in a hoof and opened it.

It read;

I don't even know your name so I'm not going to be formal. What you did, put my friend Fluttershy, and YOUR filly, through a lot of pain. I hope you're happy to know that you made both of them cry, Marrisa is still bawling and has locked herself in my cellar with her magic, that I cannot break. You just go and drown in your self pity for your stupid life, you worthless sack of garbage.

I started to laugh. I sat there laughing for almost an hour, but tears started to pour out of my eyes because, I knew she was right. I looked at my pure white coat, with it's baby blue stripes, and realized.

'The light doesn't suit me'

I summoned up as much magic as I possibly could from my horn, and created a sphere of black energy, like I had in my dreams.

I shot it up in the air and flew towards it.

I don't know what happened, but I hit something on the way up.

I started to tumble to the ground and the ball of energy exploded in the sky. The shock wave sent whatever I had hit flying into me, which hit me in the stomach knocking the wind out of my lungs.

When I opened my eyes everything was blurry, getting up on wobbly legs. I went over to whatever had hit me, my vision started to clear up.

There was a mare lying on the floor, with a cyan coat, but the thing that mainly got my attention. She had a rainbow mane and tail.

'Oh, for the love of all that is holy' I thought.

I poked her side for a moment to see if she was really knocked out. No response. 'Of corse, I've already pissed off Twilight and apparently, Marrisa and Fluttershy hate me. NOW I've knocked out the all to well known Rainbow Dash.' I thought. I looked up at the sky, "If you hate me that much just strike me down now!" I yelled.

I picked up the unconscious mare, put her on my back, and took off for Ponyville.

'I hate my life, I hate my life, I hate my life...' I kept saying in my head as I was flying over the Everfree.

Tein apparently was still angry with me, because as I was flying over something from within the forest was shooting things at me.

I heard a voice yell out from inside the forest.

Stay, Still, Dickhead!

I was a bit shocked, seeing as I never expected Tien to use that kind of language, or to even know it, but she probably was going through my mind while she was in there so it kinda made sense.

I swerved to the left a little to avoid a flying dead tree that she had thrown at me. As it passed one of the sharper branches cut a nice gash into my face and threw both of my eyes. I yelled in pain, and clutched my face with my hooves, but kept flying.

I felt Rainbow Dash move a little on my back and tried yelling at her, but she didn't do anything. I sighed and wrapped a pair of wings around her to keep her on, flying with only one pair. 'I don't know why I have four wings, but thank God I have them' I thought.

I noticed that nothing had came and hit me and started to question it, bad choice.

I felt a rather large rock hit me on the side of the head, and I started to lose consciousness. 'Why... does everything bad always happen to me?' I thought right before impacting the ground.

I felt a bit of grass on my face as I slowly faded back into consciousness.

"Oh, so you're awake" I heard a voice say.

I just sighed and laid back down, "Yea what's it matter?" I said in a dark tone.

"Well I didn't get to kill you for running into me, and what fun would it be to kill an unconscious pony?" I heard the voice say. I guessed by what it had just said, and the voice that it was Rainbow Dash.

"Oh so you're going to try and kill me are you?" I said in a flat voice raising my head a little from my position. I felt a hoof hit me across the face in answer, and another come up and hit me in the jaw.

"That was for ramming into me, and almost killing me with that magic you did back there." I heard her say.

I quickly go up, before she could do anything else and spat blood on the ground away from her voice. "Happy now? Now go tell Twilight that the useless sack of Garbage rammed into you and tried to kill you so she comes after me, She' ll want to finish the job on my ugly, blind ass." I said doing my best to glare at where I heard her voice.

I immediately felt her trying to push me to the ground, but I fought back and got on top of her. "I said leave me alone" I barked in her face, or at least where I thought it was.

I felt a slight shiver from her so I let her up. "What did you do to Twilight to make her so angry?" she asked, a hint of fright in her voice.

I pulled the letter out of my pack and threw it to her. "Here read this, it'll give you the basics of how I bucked up" I said before sitting down.

There you are I heard Tein say behind me. I turned my head so that my face was in her general direction and heard her gasp. What happened to your eyes?

I laughed thinking about it, "Oh, it's from when you threw that tree at me, one of the branches came by and" I motioned across my eyes and made a noise that sounded similar to cutting something. "So, basically, I'm blind now!" I said with a fake grin on my face.

I heard Rainbow Dash say something, and I turned my face towards her, just in time to receive a hoof to the face. "You deserve worse!" I heard her yell at me.

'That's it.' I thought. And I took flight, and made my swords appear around me. "Go back to your friends, and leave me the fuck alone." I said venom dripping from my voice.

"What'll you do if I don't?" I heard her say tauntingly.

I used where I heard her voice from as a reference point and used magic so I could see somewhat. The vision was very blurry, but I could see a splot of Cyan. I quickly used a binding spell on her and put a flaming sword next to her head, making the smell of burning hair assail my nostrils.

"I'll kill you." I said simply. I used what was left of my magic reserves to teleport her to the main square in Ponyville and fell to the floor panting. "Tein, I know you probably want to kill me after what you just saw, but can you please tell me where I am?" I said rolling over onto my back.

You're right outside the Everfree she said before I heard her hooves patting on the dirt as she walked away If I ever see you in the Everfree again, I will kill you and burn your corpse I heard her say.

Before she was out of earshot I yelled at her "Why not now?" and started laughing manically.

I don't know how long I laid there before I heard the clomping of more hooves, and wing beats approaching me.

I didn't move, and just sat there with my injured eyes closed. I heard a familiar voice say sadly "daddn", and I twitched slightly.

"Will my torment never end?" I said quietly before I felt a horn pressed up against my throat. "Oh ho ho!" I laughed "Going to kill me now?"

"No, but if you don't shut up I will" I heard Celestia's voice say. "So, do you have any good reason for attempting to kill one of my little ponies?"

I sat still for a moment thinking, "When I threatened too, or when one of my spells messed up and knocked Rainbow into me?" I deadpanned.

I felt the horn press harder, "You threatened one of them?" She said in a surprised, but obviously angry voice.

I nodded the best I could with her horn where it was. "And, I have no good reason for doing so, other than she assaulted me, but of corse, who would take my word for it. Look at my face and ask Miss Rainbow Dash." I said again, with little emotion in my voice.

The horn lightened as Rainbow Dash said "yep I beat him" answering the obvious question that the others probably had.

"Oh and before you ask why I'm blind let's just say I learned to not try and carry a mare over a forest who's spirit hates me" I said, with a small chuckle.

There was a lengthy silence, where I half expected the horn to plunge in and kill me, but nothing happened. I felt the horn slowly leaving my throat and I got up.

"So, what happens now?" I asked as I felt a filly wrap her hooves around my leg. "Daddn" She said rubbing her face into my leg. I bent down and nuzzled her for a moment, but backed away from her. "What are you to forgive so quickly?" I said rubbing a hoof through her mane.

"Well, either you can go and live a peaceful live with YOUR filly," I heard Celestia say "Or I could throw you in the dungeon. Girls? What do you think?" She said.

Rainbow Dash immediately retorted with "Dungeon", but I;m guessing that the others gave her a look, because a few seconds later she said "What? He's Dangerous"

The rest of them, weighed it on what Twilight and Fluttershy told them.

Well at the end of it, there was two votes I go to the dungeon, Dash and apparently Twilight. And the rest said Maybe I could diverse another chance.

"Hm," I said "I woulda thought you ladies would hate my guts after what Twilight and Fluttershy told you. Ah well, like they say, Don't look a gift horse in the mouth." I said pointing my face up like I was looking at the stars.

After a few days, I had enough magic to make my eyes heal up so that I could see again. I just walked around the town a couple of times happy to have my sight back, and even happier that nopony I saved recognized me.

It was peaceful, and eventually I ended up asking Fluttershy, why Marrisa kept on with the whole idea of us getting together, but every time I asked she immediately started to shy away from me. I had no idea what had gotten into her, so I just overlooked it.

Ending Notations: Yay for random ass one-eighties that made the chapter end rather nicely! No I have No freaking clue WHY I did this, I just FELT LIKE IT! and before anyone asks, this is not the last chapter