Synchronized Heartbeats

Written By: TCOOKIES777

Chapter 33: Baby, it's Cold Outside


Gou is 20 weeks pregnant.


"Onii-chan, I'm pregnant." Gou announced.

She stared back at her reflection in the mirror with silence returning in answer. Shifting her feet around, Gou sighed and smoothed a hand down her rounded belly outlined beneath the velvety emerald dress she donned for this special occasion. Her hair had been pulled into a ponytail with loose curls trailing down her back and she worried if the look was enough or too much.

"Onii-chan, I'm carrying your baby." Gou murmured at the mirror, swiping a bit of tinted gloss to give her lips more color. She stood back, observing her dressed self for a moment before letting her gaze fall down to the way her four-month-old belly was so obviously swollen with life. No accessory could be distracting enough to pull attention away from her bump—the definitive winner of all fashion statements.

I might as well pretend to be Santa Claus, Gou had complained to Sousuke as he helped set up her tree this morning. She had the belly and all she needed was the beard. The idea had almost made Gou snort in laughter at the thought that Rin might try to make love to her while she was dressed as an old man.

Gou sucked in a deep breath, practicing in front of the mirror as she had been for half an hour already. "Onii-chan, you put a baby in me."

No, that sounds too accusing. She didn't want to approach him so aggressively just when he was coming home for the holidays.

"Onii-chan, we… we made something special?"

She winced at that.

"Onii-chan, I got knocked up by you!" Gou rolled her eyes as soon as the words fell from her mouth.

Yeah, real subtle, Gou. Classy. I might as well announce it to the whole world.

"Onii-chan," She wrung her hands together, pretending it was her brother before her and not her own reflection, "you remember when we had sex for three days without protection? And then I took the Plan B pill at the end of the third day? W-Well, it turns out the emergency contraception didn't work and I… You see, I was at peak fertility those days we had sex and… um, m-maybe… W-Well, maybe you just have fast swimmers, you know?"

Yeah, Gou, split the blame between us. After all, it takes two to tango.

She groaned, exhausted from the pregnancy and mentally tired of trying to come up with ways she could smoothly reveal her pregnancy to her brother. Oh, how was she supposed to tell him? The bit of online research Gou had done beforehand had not been very helpful either. Everywhere she'd checked for advice, everyone said to simply lay out the truth. But she hadn't found any advice for how to tell a brother that he'd gotten her pregnant. Surely, incest was a gamechanger?

How to tell him….

"You see, Onii-chan, when a brother and sister are in love and have sex," Gou pressed her lips together, letting a bout of rage bubble in her chest, "they make a baby because they're so stupid! Gah, stupid, stupid, stupid!"

A quick flutter in her lower belly had Gou freezing mid-rant and she touched a hand to her swell, caressing where she felt the movements most. Halfway into her pregnancy, the fluttering in her belly had become more frequent, almost incessant. Every time she felt it, Gou couldn't help but think of the ultrasound images she now kept at the bottom of her underwear drawer alongside her pregnancy stick. She saw the face of her baby with every flutter that tickled within, and Gou wondered if the child in her womb was waving good morning to her, or dancing, or maybe just trying to get into a more comfortable position in her belly.

"Onii-chan." Gou whispered, cradling her roundness with both hands. She smiled, light and serene, pretending she was seeing her brother in the mirror—the father of her unborn child. Rubbing her swollen belly in gesture, Gou said quietly, "I'm pregnant, Onii-chan. I'm carrying your baby…"

The fluttering stopped and Gou found her smile widening slightly as she peered down at her stomach.

"Are you excited?" Gou asked. "You'll be meeting your Papa tonight. Mama's excited to see Onii-chan too!"

Glancing at herself in the mirror once more, she turned side to side, checking her appearance from different angles. The dress stretched tight across Gou's full breasts which were becoming heavier into the pregnancy, and the skirt was a lot shorter since her bump had taken up much of the fabric. Sousuke had insisted on buying some clothes from a maternity store, but the idea of doing that had terrified Gou. She knew the women there would have judged her the moment she stepped in.

A pregnant seventeen-year-old perusing a maternity store? Gou had rejected his idea a split second after he'd suggested it.

"Oh well," Gou sighed, having given up on trying to tug the skirt down so it'd meet her knees instead of mid-thigh, "your papa said he'd still love me even if I'm as round as a donut. Besides, he's the one who put you in my tummy…"

And in just a couple of hours, her brother would find out just that.

No amount of holiday spirit or 'Merry Christmas' could calm the fear and anticipation gnawing at Gou's nerves. She was absolutely terrified of what would happen. Of the look on Rin's face once he saw her belly. How her brother would react once he realized that they'd committed a far worse taboo than love.

Maybe word vomiting the truth was just going to have to be enough. After all, there was no way to soften to blow of it. Her brother was going to find out the truth no matter what.

"Onii-chan," Gou looked at the mirror again, adjusting the wine curls of her ponytail and checking her glossed lips, "w-we made a baby together…. What should we do?"

What would Rin do? Would he run away? Take the next train back to uni? Or would he ask her how much would an abortion cost? She kept asking herself this. Had thought of every possible scenario and yet none could prepare her for what was to come.

Or maybe… Gou could see it now and she played out the idea in her mind, fantasizing her brother kissing her fully on the mouth. His hands would rise to cup her swollen baby and he'd murmur against her lips, 'Congratulations'

And the fantasy ended there. Open and ambiguous. Something she could only hope for. A whimsical dream that sounded too good to ever be true.

"What should I do?" She asked herself.

The silence was deafening.

"Onii-chan…" Gou sighed, sweeping a hand down the velvet skirt and then raising the edge of it.

She'd worn one of her best panties for tonight, just in case something did happen, although Gou didn't exactly expect anything either.

But it doesn't hurt to come prepared…. Oh, who am I kidding? How would Rin ever want her when she was as big as a whale? She'd probably smother him atop of the bed.

Biting her lip, Gou watched in the mirror as she slid a hand past the lacy band of her yellow panties, releasing a shudder as she cupped herself.

It'd been so long since Rin had touched her. Masturbation could not compare to the sensation of Rin's wicked tongue or his thickness filling her up to the brim, stretching her so deliciously. And with her belly growing bigger and heavier each day, Gou had found it difficult to even try masturbating. It was made worse by the fact that the pregnancy had nurtured Gou's more hedonistic needs and she often found herself in a horny mood as of late.

Last week, she'd been so horny and Sousuke had been sitting right beside her. A terrible thought had echoed in the back of her mind: ask Sousuke to touch her. It'd be just his fingers—nothing else. Her own fingers were too small to properly help Gou attain that release she craved so badly.

Gou had never felt such shame and guilt the second the thought crossed her mind. Yet, she had felt a certain warmth trickle onto her panties while Sousuke had commented about the food commercial playing before them.

A part of her, that kinky side that had been born the moment Rin had taken her virginity, hoped that her brother had indeed bought a dildo for her to use. She was almost desperate enough to just start humping Rin-chan for some sense of relief. Anything to relieve the incessant ache between her legs.

"Onii-chan…" Gou gasped, bending over slightly and bracing the side of the mirror for support. Her fingers rubbed at the swollen bundle of nerves that left her panting with wanton need. Dipping a finger into herself, Gou groaned at the light penetration, trying to imagine that it was Rin fingering her instead, teasing her insides and gently stretching her body to prepare for their forbidden ritual. "Onii-chan, please, I want it! I want it…"

She wanted her brother at her side, embracing Gou and whispering sweet nothings as he touched her everywhere and inside her. She wanted Rin to hold her as they did in secrecy from their friends and mom, devouring her with those hungry kisses that always left her dizzy for more. Gou wanted him to make love to her and promise her that everything would be all right. She wanted him to cup the life nestled in her womb and kiss where it swelled in her belly.

A lump began to build in the back of her throat, heart stuttering at the thought of what might happen in a few more hours.

"Onii-chan," Gou paused with her ministrations, lowering herself to the floor as several hot tears spilled down her cheeks, "I… I want to give birth to our baby…"

It took longer than she'd have liked for the sobs to die down. Crying was something she was not accustomed to. She'd held the fort down on her own for years and suddenly spilling out such raw emotions was unbecoming of the youngest Matsuoka. She hated it. Hated being so vulnerable and pathetic.

So, after her tears ran dry, Gou stood up, smoothed down the skirt of her dress, fixed any stray hairs, and forced a smile on her face as she proceeded to prepare for tonight.


Rin's heart was thumping so fast with excitement. He wasn't sure how much longer he could hold out like this.

He'd gone and done it. Had waltzed into that store and swiped his credit card before walking back out with Gou's sapphire ring. Sure, his bank account was slightly below its usual amount, but Rin had been too impatient to wait any longer for Ami. He had woken up this morning, duffel bag packed with just the barest essentials, and the next thing Rin knew he was already practically skipping his way to the jewelry store.

Besides, Ami was going to meet him here at the pool to give him her payment. It wasn't like he couldn't afford to feed himself anymore.

Perhaps it was that all his hard work had paid off, or maybe because he was seeing his sister soon but, for a while, Rin had not felt as happy and excited as he did now. Even as he continued a few extra laps around the pool, he couldn't stop grinning. The only downside was that he hadn't bought the sex toys for Gou. Oh well, he'd make sure to make up for the dildo tenfold.

There were more important matters at hand.

"Gou," He stared up at the rafters, slowly backstroking his way across the lane, "will you be mine forever?"

Too cheesy? Too possessive? What if she doesn't like it?

"Gou," Rin tried again, "I-I saw this ring and the sapphire reminded me of you… of us."

Gah, that sounds stupid, idiot!

He groaned aloud. Why was it so hard to be romantic?! At times like these, Rin kind of wished his old man was still alive to at least give him some tips on how to impress a girl. Maybe he should have done some research on love advice beforehand. Ugh, this was mortifying. At least all the other students on campus had already left for home so no one was around to witness his pitiful practice at presenting a ring.

Dunking his head underwater, Rin rose back up, murmuring, "Gou, please take this ring as a promise of our love."

Yes… yes, that sounded just fine, right? Although such words felt foreign and strange on his tongue, it was short and direct to the point. All Rin had to do was make sure that he said the whole thing without bumbling like a lovesick fool. Easy!

"Not easy." Rin muttered to himself, floating on his back.

None of this would be easy. He was about to give his sister a promise ring and then proceed to tell her that he was leaving her side again for a couple of years. It didn't help that America was dozens of miles further from Japan compared to Australia. How can I tell Gou I'll love her forever and then just up and leave her like that? I'm such an asshole.

A part of Rin believed he had made a severe mistake in signing those papers for Bowman. Abandoning Gou to pursue his dreams? It didn't sit well with him, but what else could he have done?

No, no I'm not abandoning Gou, Rin told himself. I love her. I'll always be there for her. In whatever way she wants me… I would never leave my sister.

He could see it. Them together in the future, spending their days idling in love and being so happy. The kind of happiness their mother had missed out on after the death of their dad.

"Gou," Rin pinched his fingers together, imagining holding the sapphire ring to her, "will you marry me?"

As soon as the last word left his mouth, Rin's eyes widened and he lowered himself further. The water felt cool and refreshing against his burning cheeks and he only stood up when he was sure he was no longer blushing.

"Stupid…" Rin mumbled, slicking his wine locks back from his face.

Yet, the proposal kept echoing in the back of his head and so Rin decided to swim a couple more laps despite his muscles aching.

He was tired, practically running on fumes, and last night he'd hardly been able to sleep. Adrenaline and the desire to reunite with Gou was what kept him going. Love did strange things to a man, as Rin was gradually learning the longer he kept up this forbidden relationship with his sister. Her voice could turn his brain to mush, and a single touch from Gou could instantly have Rin feeling horny like a young teen entering puberty. His cheeks already ached from how long he'd been grinning all day, but Rin couldn't stop.

Not when he was so close to seeing her again and holding her in his arms once more. So damn close. If he closed his eyes, he could remember the taste of her flesh and lips like it'd just been this morning since their last tryst. Most of all, he just wanted to spend time with her in any way possible.

Rin blew a sigh of frustration, slapping a hand against the water upon feeling that familiar hot tingle in his gut start up again at the thought of his sister.

It was the ringtone of his cell that drew Rin's attention and he immediately began paddling his way to the edge of the pool, exhausted and no doubt done with swim practice for the day.

"So, I decided." Gou's voice came from the other end of the line, breathless with excitement. "I can't wait for you to come home. So how about I meet you at the train station instead?"
Rin frowned, patting his face with a towel first before slinging it across his shoulders. "I don't know, Gou. It'll be late evening by the time I arrive. I don't like the idea of you outside so late."

"Your train arrives by nine, right?"

"Yeah, and it'll be cold and dark by then."

"Then I'll just get there at the time you arrive. That way I won't have to wait long." She said.

Rin slicked his hair back again, ignoring the droplets tickling his skin. "I have a feeling that, even if I say I don't approve, you're still gonna go ahead and do it anyway."

"You know me so well, Onii-chan." Gou said, bubbly with laughter.

"You sure I can't convince you to stay indoors for me?"

"I really want to see you." Gou lowered her voice. "I'm so lonely here and my bed is so empty without you. I feel empty without you, Onii-chan."

Biting back a groan, Rin tried to ignore that persistent heat pooling in his gut again, tingling with urgency. "Not fair, Gou. Not fair."

She snickered, knowing exactly what he meant. "I just can't wait for you much longer. I wonder... Have you been masturbating, Onii-chan?"

"No." His answer came out raspy. Rin swallowed hard, "No, it's been too long. It doesn't feel the same without you, Gou."

"Tonight, it'll just be you and I. Together, Onii-chan."

He could feel his speedo shorts tightening against his crotch the more Gou spoke as if she was right there, whispering into his ear such sweet temptations. He wished it was exactly like that. If his sister was actually here, it would've been so much easier to be able to kiss her and prove just how much he'd missed her.

"Let's try to use the whole bottle of lube before Christmas ends." Gou suggested so casually as if she had proposed to stay up late to catch Santa Claus as they had done so when they were children.

"Th-The whole bottle of lube?" Rin choked out, brows shooting up in surprise.

"It's still in your drawer. So, this is what you were rubbing onto me that day we had sex in the pool. That was the plan, wasn't it, Onii-chan?" He winced at her accusing tone. "To make me comfortable enough in the pool so we could have sex in it? After all, you didn't need to lube me up just to teach me how to float."

"Actually, I forgot about that bottle of lube." Rin said, wincing again when his voice resounded in the gym. "I guess we don't need the other one I have with me right now in my duffel bag."

"Wow, Onii-chan, you're really insistent with the lube." He could practically sense his sister rolling her eyes right now. "You know I doubt we actually need to use it. Plus, it might make things too messy. We shouldn't leave any evidence around for Okaa-san to find."

"Everyone needs lube when having sex." Rin repeated what he'd once overheard from a teammate of his. "Besides, a little extra won't hurt. And I… I need to make sure your body can take it without any pain or dis—"

"I can take it!" Gou said sharply and he was left taken aback. In a mumble, she added, "I was able to take it without lube the first time you put it in me."

"That's…" Running a hand down his face, Rin explained, "that was different. You cried a little, remember?" The sight of seeing the bit of blood staining those ivory sheets was still burned fresh in his mind and Rin had to blink it away. "If we're going to have anal sex, we're not going to use spit and cum. You don't know, Gou. You don't know how terrifying it is… to be the one to cause you any kind of hurt."

When she didn't respond, Rin added, "Also, if I tear up your butt and you start bleeding, it's gonna be a lot messier than the lube or your first time. Cleaning blood out of white sheets isn't easy and I don't want Mom questioning it."

There was a small sigh on the other end, and then, "I hate it when you treat me like a little sister."

He blinked at that. "You are my little sister."

"You know what I mean." Rin knew Gou was pouting now. "I hate it when your brotherly nature comes out."

"Well, I am your brother. You can't expect me to not treat you like the little sister you are."

"Well, I don't think brothers are supposed to have sex with their little sisters, Onii-chan." Her words dripped heavy with sarcasm.

"This isn't about me being brotherly." Rin stammered, tripping over his words. "I mean, this… we're… We'll talk about this next time. Let's not argue, all right? It's Christmas Eve, and we'll be together soon. I've got a huge surprise for you I've been waiting to show."

"Yeah, I'm sorry, it's just… um, hormones. Girl stuff…" After a quiet sniff, Gou continued, "I've got a huge surprise for you too, remember? You promised not to freak out."

Rin smiled, wondering what her surprise for him could be. "Whatever it is, Gou, I'll love it."

"You better!" There was a mix between another sniff and a giggle. "Because it took a lot of work to make it, Onii-chan."

"It's homemade?"

"Um, yeah…"

Rin's smile widened. He couldn't remember the last time someone had given him a homemade gift and Gou had stopped making those cute little cards for him as soon as she'd reached her teens and gained an allowance. "Even better. Homemade is the best."

"This one is definitely special." His sister said quietly.

A sudden buzz against his ear had Rin glancing at the preview of the text he'd received. Quietly cursing, Rin pressed the phone to his ear again. "Hey, Gou? I gotta go right now, but I'll see you at the train station tonight. Be careful, okay?"

"O-Okay, Onii-chan, I will."

"I love you, Gou." Rin whispered into the line.

"I love you, Onii-chan." His sister whispered back.

"See you soon."

As soon as he ended the call, that spike of annoyance from the text surged up in him once more and Rin sucked in a deep breath as he scrolled through his contacts. Sitting on the bench, still partially wet from the pool, he waited as the phone rang for Ami to pick up. When she didn't, Rin tried again only to end up with the same result. Clicking his tongue, he decided to shoot her a text himself.

Ur late

It's 3 already

Where the hell r u?

Ik. Omw.

Be there soon.

You were supposed to meet me here by two, Rin wanted to text back. It was a good thing he'd bought the ring earlier after all. Still, he hated it when people didn't fulfill their promises.

"Oh, still here, Jin?" A voice weathered with age echoed from the other side of the pool.

He glanced up at the elderly custodian who'd worked here on campus for at least a decade. Perhaps it was because of his fragile age, but the man could never get Rin's name right no matter how many times he'd been corrected. Rin had stopped bothering to correct him long ago. "Yeah, sorry, Bon-san. I'll be leaving real soon though."

"It's all right. You athletes work so hard. Take your time, Jin." The elderly custodian was already shuffling away, and Rin couldn't help but wonder why he was still working during the holidays.

"Thanks, Bon-san! Happy holidays!" Rin shouted, still focused on his phone.

Gonna shower.

If ur not here when I'm done then I'm just gonna go.

But u need the $$$

So hurry up, ami

Setting down his phone, Rin took a swig of the protein shake he'd prepared, only to nearly spit it back out. Ugh, he'd been in so much of a hurry to buy Gou's ring this morning that he'd poured in too much whey protein and hadn't blended the banana well enough. Shaking his head, Rin tossed back another mouthful of the drink, too thirsty to bother with the taste, and then he grabbed his stuff to head for the showers.

Hot steam began curling into the locker room as Rin browsed through his duffel bag on the bench. A smile twitched at his lips when he plucked out the dark red velvet box, prying it open to reveal the sparkling sapphire stone sitting snug within. In a few hours, he'd be able to slip the ring onto Gou's finger.

Rin grinned, somehow finding himself both thrilled and nervous to give his sister the promise ring. It was crazy to think that there would come a day when he'd present a ring to the one person he couldn't live without.

Should I get down on my knees?

Yes, every fiber of his being insisted on getting down for Gou. One knee, or both? Wouldn't it seem like he was proposing to his sister?

But, Rin thought, that wouldn't be so bad…

If he did ask her to marry him, what would Gou say?

Could they even…?

"You're getting too ahead of yourself, Rin." Shaking his head, he returned the velvet box back into his bag before proceeding to peel off his speedo shorts.

His naked body shivered against the cool temperature of the locker room and Rin hurriedly grabbed his towel before wandering towards the source of the hot steam.

The water pelted his solid muscles as Rin mechanically scrubbed himself down. The scent of his body wash filled the space with faint pine and something lemony. Gou had once commented on his scent while laying in bed with him. She'd loved how clean and masculine his skin smelled before mentioning that she appreciated the bit of chlorine that always still clung to him. Rin hadn't understood what his sister meant by that, but if it made her nuzzle closer to his shoulder, then he was happy about it anyway.

Maybe I should cut my hair, Rin thought as he rinsed the shampoo away. His thick locks pressed flat against the nape of his neck, shaggy bangs clinging to the sharp angle of his jaw. It was becoming a bit of a hassle to stuff that much hair under a tight cap. Then again, he liked having Gou grip his hair in the middle of sex.

I'll ask her opinion when I get home.

Drying his hair, Rin paused at the slight noise that came from nearby. He tipped his head back, shouting, "Don't lock up yet, Bon-san, I'm almost done!"

Wrapping a towel around his hips, he made his way back into the locker room, heading for the aisle where his locker was. The metal panel creaked open and Rin briefly eyed the small photo he'd taped onto the door to his locker. Gou at seven years old grinned back at him, chubby cheeks blushing with excitement and bright eyes sparkling so joyfully. She was clutching a fistful of wildflowers as vibrant as her smile, hair tossed in the warm breeze as she posed in the middle of a hiking trail.

It was the photo he'd taken with him the first time he'd departed for Australia, and it had stuck by his side throughout the years, fraying slightly at the corners.

Rin smiled at the image of his little sister while shoving some of his goggles and other equipment into his locker. It took him a while to notice that his bottled protein shake was nowhere to be found. The bright blue canister had been sitting at the end of the bench when Rin left for the showers.

"C'mon, Bon-san." Rin groaned.

Of course the old man would forget. He probably mistook my bottle as a lost item left behind by someone else. Still, his throat was parched, and the heat of the shower had only made him feel more dehydrated than earlier.

His footsteps echoed loudly as Rin sauntered down the hallways for the vending machines situated just outside the pool deck. His student I.D. card had enough funds to at least buy a water bottle, but Rin sighed at the sight of the empty rows in both vending machines. "Great, of course it wouldn't be restocked right before the holidays."

He could try to look for Bon, but Rin didn't think it was worth it. He'd just have to get his bottle back after the Christmas break.

At least, that was the plan until Rin returned to the locker room and found the blue canister perched on the bench, exactly where he'd last placed it. Shaking his head, Rin gulped down the protein shake, ignoring the strong chocolate flavor and chunks of mushy banana. When he set the canister back down, there were only a few inches left of the chocolate sludge. He was thirstier than he'd thought. Still, it didn't do anything about the exhaustion setting in his bones these days.

All that extra work to afford Gou's ring had taken a heavier toll on him than Rin had expected. Still, he decided it was all worth it. Anything to see his sister's face light up and break into that gorgeous smile she unknowingly possessed.

Slipping the towel off, Rin draped it on the bench behind him before reaching into his locker for a comb. He wasn't sure how to dress for tonight. A suit and tie seemed a bit too much, but sweatpants and a jacket were too casual. Instead, Rin had opted for a dark button-down shirt and jeans. On the other hand, he knew he couldn't just pull his hair into the usual small ponytail. Still, he wasn't used to relying on hair wax to slick his hair back, trying to replicate the look Mrs. Matsuoka used to do for when he was a child and they had to attend professional affairs. He looked like a gentleman with his hair back. As much a gentleman a ten-year-old boy could look like. Or, that's what Mrs. Matsuoka used to say at least.

Rin paused in the middle of preening.

Is this still considered a date? They hadn't been afforded many chances for such privacy let alone a romantic date, but since Gou and him would be alone for the night…

He locked his hair in place with a smidge of wax, lips twitching for a grin. If tonight wasn't planned as a date, then he was going to make sure it ended as one. The dinner, the ring, the exchange of I-love-you's and kisses. With their mom away, he had Gou all to himself in that house. And he planned to hold her all night.

Peering at himself in the small face mirror kept in his locker, Rin blew a breath, nodding in approval. He'd hardly looked the gentleman with his hair slicked back at ten years old. Now? Yes, almost twenty, he certainly played the part.

I wonder what Gou is going to wear.

There was no doubt his sister was going to wear a dress. Skirts and dresses had been a thing of Gou's since they were little, and it had made things a lot more difficult for Rin when he'd hit puberty.

Once again, that perverted side of him led his mind to naughty ideas. Whatever Gou was going to wear, he knew she was bound to look amazing in it. She could wear a potato sack and Rin would still think his sister was the most beautiful thing to ever walk the Earth. However, at the end of the day, he'd prefer her without any clothes on. Just bare, naked, and smiling at him with the intense love that shone in her beautiful garnet eyes.

He ached for those moments when they were in bed, bodies pressed together and still flushed from making love. Gou's skin would be glistening—no, glowing—and he'd admire the way her chest rose up and down as she tried to regain her breath. The way her bruised lips called to him. Sometimes, he liked to just caress her head until it lulled his sister to sleep, head tucked against his shoulder as she settled in his arms, safe and warm. Other times, they would talk about the most arbitrary things. The weather, sports, some celebrity athletes, school, an upcoming movie or a popular TV show.

And there was not a single second that he did not cherish with her.

Rin shuddered, glancing down at his cock that was beginning to harden and rise. He hadn't even touched himself, but his body was somehow starting to feel warm with anticipation. Closing his locker shut, he turned around to reach into his bag for some clothes, but the world seemed to tilt, and Rin stumbled slightly. He blinked, squinting his eyes through the bit of blurriness distorting his vision.

"Ugh…" He shook his head, fighting through the wave of heat building in his gut and spreading to his limbs. His hand reached for the duffel bag and it took a bit of effort to retrieve his cell phone.

The screen was painfully bright against his eyes and the letters seemed to be swimming around. His fingers trembled against the screen and Rin wasn't even sure what app he had opened. He didn't even know what he was trying to do or whom he wanted to contact. All he knew was that something was off. That much was obvious.

"It's all right, Rin. I'm here." A blonde girl with caramel brown eyes suddenly appeared from the end of the locker aisle.

"A-Ami?" His whole body shuddered with heat and it took Rin a moment to realize he was still completely naked. He cursed, swiping for the towel on the bench and nearly tripping in the process. Holding the towel to his crotch with one hand and gripping his phone in the other, Rin stammered out, "What the hell are you doing here?"

"I'm here to give you the rest of the money." She said, slowly stepping closer. "Remember?"

The remains of snow clung to her strawberry blonde roots, but her red coat was notably drenched from the outside weather. Yet, despite Rin squinting at her, he saw no envelope in her hands. Or were his eyes playing tricks on him?

"Ah, n-next time, okay? I… I need to go." He leaned against the lockers, relishing the ice-cold metal on his burning skin.

Hot… That hot shower was a bad idea.

He wiped an arm across his forehead. Had Bon turned up the heater or something?

"You don't look so good, Rin." Ami said, taking another step closer until she was just at arm's length away. "How much did you drink?"

"I didn't drink." Rin breathed out, closing his eyes to try and pull himself together. Suddenly, his eyes shot open and he flicked his gaze to the blue canister sitting by the duffel bag. His mouth went dry and he asked slowly, "What did you do?"

Ami remained silent, picking up his bottled protein shake and frowning as she shook it to hear how much remained in the canister.

"What the fuck did you do, Ami?!" His words came out slightly slurred.

"Shit, Rin, you drank almost the whole thing?!" Doe brown eyes stared back at Rin with such open concern. He thought it was so unusual to see such an expression from her, Rin couldn't hold back a chuckle. It sounded strange to his ears, almost hysterical.

"You… What'd you do to me?" His body felt heavy and it was all he could do to keep himself leaning against the lockers with nothing but a scrap of cloth covering his building erection.

Fuck. There was so much blood rushing South, warming his core with unwanted anticipation.

Rin would've been pissed as hell as equally as he was humiliated, if only he was in the right mind. But he felt like he was only partially in his body, barely able to control his limbs and unable to fight that heat tingling throughout his core and pulsing out to his limbs.

"It's soap."

"The fuck it's not soap!" He snapped at her, heart pounding fast and sweat beading on his temple. "You don't see me burping bubbles, do you?!"

Ami shook her head, hands raised towards him but not touching. "Not that kind of soap. It's G… You know, liquid ecstasy?"

"You fucking drugged me?!" Rin asked through a bout of nervous laughter. He felt lightheaded and loose, flushed with heat despite standing naked in a chilly locker room.

"It's an anabolic drug." She shrugged, face calm and neutral but eyes wide with feigned innocence. It was hard to read Ami's expression when there seemed to be lights twinkling around her face. "Athletes take this shit for fun and sports. I-I thought you—"

"I don't do that shit." Rin said, taking an unsteady step towards the bench. "You fucking drugged me…"

"I didn't know you were going to consume so much a-and I thought you'd taken G before like other athletes!" Her voice rang in his ears and Rin tried to ignore the sharp tingle rapidly building in his groin. He mumbled something incoherent to even his own ears. Ami gasped when he suddenly lurched forward.

Suddenly, worn, cool hands were gripping his waist and trying to steady him. The pleasing sensation affected him more than he'd expected, and a loud moan escaped his lips.

"So good…" He grumbled to himself.

"You like that?" A sweet voice murmured in front of him, cool hands gently guiding him to the bench. "Ssshh, it's all right. Everything's going to be all right, Rin."

Rin groaned aloud when those fingertips trailed across the ridges of his abs, prompting a violent shudder from him. Something clattered onto the ground when he reached back with both hands to grip the edges of the bench.

His heart pounded in his ears, blood still rushing South as the temperature rose.

Hot.

He was so hot, body flushing with need.

His head was stuffed with nothing but cotton.

He leaned back on the bench, not trusting his legs to carry him anymore. Almost lying down, Rin struggled to find a sense of balance and control over his mind and body. But he was unbearably hot despite his full nudity. It was as if a peculiar fever was sweeping over his senses.

Swallowing hard, Rin managed to say something along the lines of "There's something happening to me."

He gripped the bench tighter with both hands, fighting back the strange whimpers that threatened to slip out of him.

There was a sharp gasp before him, followed by a quiet, "Wow…"

"Fuck!" Rin tossed his head back when a hand wrapped around the solid length of his cock. He nearly came right there, exploding with months' worth of pent up need and desire.

Blinking through the blurry vision and sweat, Rin ogled at the wine-red hair tickling his abs. Bright garnet eyes stared back at him, so demure before Gou lowered her mouth back onto his swollen tip.

"NNGH!" He grabbed her head, calloused fingers tangling into her fiery hair as he let out a painfully loud moan.

"You like that?" Gou drew back slightly to ask, glossy lips sticky and smeared all over with precum which she was already licking away.

His tongue was too heavy for him to be able to speak properly, so Rin nodded vigorously. Her tongue swirled around his hot tip and she giggled when he grew another inch, foreskin peeling back to wholly reveal the pink skin of his head.

"You're spilling, Rin." Gou whispered, flicking her tongue against the dip of his slit to pick up the clear fluid weeping out.

His eyes rolled back and he bit his lip, desperately trying with all his might to keep from pressing his hips up. Groans of urgency rumbled in his chest as Rin watched his sister slip the fat head of his cock back into her mouth, her tongue swathing his slit, cherry glossed lips wrapped tight around his hot girth. He hissed when a nail grazed the cleft of his ball sack, Gou humming sweetly above his lap.

"Poor Rin." She whispered, licking the corner of her mouth. Her hand wrapped once more around his cock, squeezing him up and down. They both watched his slit spill streams of precum, his cock pulsing dangerously each time she pumped him. "Poor, poor, Rin. I can feel you throbbing so hard. You want to cum?"

He grunted, tears building in the corner of his eyes as he endured Gou's merciless touch and fighting to keep from shooting his stuff all over her face. She traced the angry veins bulging across the length of his cock, the thin skin glistening with his own arousal. Gou brought her mouth close, brushing her lips up and down his shaft so that he was shivering from the light sensation. She slipped her tongue out and gave him a single, languid stroke from the base of his cock all the way to the tip, kissing the slit and finishing with a giggle that had Rin's stomach tightening eagerly.

"I don't know if I can take you all in, but I'll try." Gou murmured, half-lidded eyes focused on his raised erection.

She opened her mouth and Rin watched, bracing the bench tightly in a death grip as she slowly took his tip in and then gradually sucked the rest of his cock into her mouth, inch by inch. His body was flushed hot, throbbing incessantly like his cock. When Gou hummed, taking the last few inches so that her nose was nearly pressed to his pelvis, Rin could do nothing but jolt his hips up into her mouth as he came.

Gou made a sound of surprise at the sudden movement, eyes then widening at the amount of cum abruptly filling her mouth like a geyser. Yet, her lips remained clamped onto him so firmly with determination. Rin gripped the back of her head, pressing his hips up and groaning with relief as he continued to spurt against the back of her throat. Months' worth of cum poured into her mouth and Rin watched as she struggled to swallow, throat bobbing in between draws. Loud gulps sounded after each wave of cum that shot forth from his tip, each less voluminous than the previous. She was hardly able to keep up, swallowing around his cock as much as she could and as fast as possible, lips tight on his girth. But he was too out of it to worry if she'd choke even though her breathing quickened.

Rin didn't know how long it lasted, but Gou's mouth was still wrapped around him even when the cum stopped shooting out. Brown eyes blinked up at him and Rin rubbed a hand down his sweaty face, smiling back at his sister as she swiped a hand across her sticky lips. Her cheeks were splotched a pretty pink.

His smile felt awfully dumb and weak, almost dazed.

"That was a lot more than I expected." Gou panted, unbuttoning her red coat and letting it fall to the floor. "But you don't taste that bad. You have a strange sweetness."

Her turtleneck sweater joined the red coat on the floor and Rin stared at the breasts straining within the cyan sports bra as Gou proceeded to shuck off her jeans and boots.

"Have you ever been with a girl, Rin?" Gou asked him, reaching into his duffel bag for something.

The bizarre question confused his already addled mind and Rin merely grunted in answer, staring at those dark eyes. Damn, why were the lights so bright?

He felt both euphoric and drunk at the same time, ecstasy pumping through his veins and filling his body and soul with a certain high that no kind of pleasure ever gave him before. He was loose like a doll running on too many batteries, charged with a sexual want that ached so profoundly in his gut like never before.

"You're already getting hard again." Gou noted aloud, straddling his hips. "It's been a while for you, hasn't it?"

Rin frowned at the white lacy panties rubbing against his crotch, but then she was touching him again, stroking him firmly to full erection. Each touch stole a bit of breath from his lungs, leaving him dizzy and twitching in her grasp.

"You're a bigger boy than I'm used to." Flashes of blonde mixed with Gou's garnet hair and Rin blinked up at her, squinting through the bright lights. "But that's okay. I love big boys as much as I love foreplay."

She shifted the bridge of her panties aside and then grabbed Rin's hand, pressing it between her legs. They groaned in unison when his forefinger slipped into her tight heat, stretching her silky channel.

"That's it, Rin…" Gou panted, rocking her hips against his hand. "Yes… Yes, good—so good!"

He added a second finger, watching Gou's eyes flutter close as he continued to tease her body with the light penetration. His thumb rolled and pressed her swollen clit, observing the way it elicited sharp gasps of pleasure from her.

'You're so good at this', he thought he heard her say. Rin wasn't sure what to think of that—not that he could even think at all. His hands and fingers seemed to be moving of their own accord, knowing exactly how to finger Gou just the way she always loved it. Exactly what spot to rub that would get a cry—ah yes, there it was.

She rewarded him with a moan so lewd and eager, strong hips humping as her hot cunt sucked his fingers in.

"You want to fuck me?" His sister eventually asked, smiling coyly at him.

Rin nodded, staring up at the woman on top of him. His whole body was strung tight with need once again as if the blowjob from a few minutes ago hadn't made a difference. His head seemed to be empty of sense and reason, but his body was unbearably hot with the urge to fuck and reach the pinnacle of euphoria. Euphoria that was set in his bones and rushing through him from his groin to his head and back again.

A wet heat slid across his solid length and they both groaned again at the sensation of their bare sexes gliding together.

She took his free hand and held it against her lower belly. Rin smoothed his palm across the wall of muscle and Gou leaned in, lips pressed against his ear. She whispered, low and sultry, "You want to make me pregnant?"

A hard shudder rocked his body in response to the question and Rin found himself nodding eagerly again at his sister.

She bit back a smile. "Then make me pregnant, Rin. Fuck me."

The hand pressing his between her legs let him go. He traced a finger between the puffy lips slicked with arousal, Gou nodding at him in approval. She fisted a hand onto his cock, already swollen and hard to the point of bursting once more.

"Make me pregnant, Rin." His sister breathed, aligning his tip to her soaked entrance.

Slowly, gradually, Gou lowered herself onto his cock. His tip squeezed past her folds and Rin eyed the way her body sank down on his, inch by inch, enveloping his thickness in her tight, wet heat. Gou whimpered, brow furrowing the more she took him in. She paused halfway, hips trembling above him.

Rin growled, grabbing her hips and slamming her all the way down onto his cock while throwing his own hips up against her. A sharp yelp flew out of Gou's mouth and she braced a hand against his chest to steady herself. For a moment, they both struggled against each other, Gou wanting to hold still and Rin wanting to just thrust like a wild animal.

"D-Don't thrust!" Gou panted, eyes wide and hand cupping against her stomach. "Oh god, I can feel you pressing against my cervix… Holy shit..."

Another growl of impatience rumbled from his chest and Rin began jolting his hips slightly, teasing her body to stretch around his cock with each gentle bounce.

"Oh! Y-Yes—ah! That's it!" Gou tossed her head back, brow furrowed as she adjusted to the considerate pace. "Good, Rin! Ah! Ahn—yes, l-like—ah!—like that!"

Her own hips started rocking in unison with his as they both worked to match each other's pace, trying to one up the other. Licking his lips, Rin reached to shove the cups of her bralette up, revealing the pert breasts bouncing above him. He surged forward, capturing a pale nipple in his mouth and tasting the light sweat on the rosy tip.

Gou cried out, hips yawning wider to grind her clit on his pelvis as he continued to thrust into her. It began slowly, their hips rolling against each other, gravity letting her sink all the way down until her mound was flush against his pelvis and every inch of him throbbing deep in her wanton heat. Then, it was Rin who sped up the pace, eager to find release after so long of holding it in. She hissed, murmuring words of encouragement and approval. Without her coos of pleasure, Rin would've mistaken his sister's eyes squeezed shut and brows furrowed as a face of pain rather than eroticism.

In no time, the sound of wet flesh slapping together filled the quiet space of the locker room together with feminine moans and rough grunts.

"You're—ahn!—h-hitting my womb!" Gou whimpered, no longer able to keep up with his pace. "Sh-Shit, you're rough!"

Rin moved without thinking, hands groping her breasts, tongue licking her skin, hips thrusting into hers. He felt like a puppet with no soul or mind. Just moving to achieve one goal: ecstasy.

Locks of blonde hair mixed with garnet brushed against his cheek. Rin could feel himself reaching that edge of euphoria once more though. Close. He was so close, and he could tell Gou was close as well. He could feel it. The way her walls began convulsing erratically onto his cock, smooth ridges massaging and pumping him deep into the heat of her body.

Their flesh smacked against each other, over and over and over, raunchy and obscene and alarmingly primal. She rode him, barely able to keep up with the way he pounded into her so aggressively and eagerly that it was borderline violent. Rin didn't even know how he was able to move his hips when the rest of his limbs were practically deadweight.

"Inside!" Gou whimpered in between moans. "I want your seed! Sh-Shoot it into my womb! R-ah! Ah! Rin!"

He stared into brown eyes for a split second before her mouth slammed onto his. The saltiness of Rin's own cum as well as a hint of cherry-flavored gloss clung to his tongue. Something nagged at the back of his mind, tugging at the cotton that filled his head as they kissed. Suddenly, Gou was screaming against the kiss, body arching against him as she came.

Rin groaned at the sensation of her walls clamping down on him, squeezing and massaging his cock so eagerly. Her orgasm came in a rush of warmth that trickled down his sack.

Pregnant. Pregnant. Pregnant.

The word screeched in his mind like a P.S.A. announcement. Rin could see it so vividly now like a dream come true. His sister in a white dress, wearing his sapphire ring on a hand that rested on a belly so heavy and rounded with love. Their love.

Rin locked his hands onto Gou's hips, gripping her so hard that she was sure to end up with bruises after. He slammed his hips up just as he felt his cock swell sharply in warning, and then he was spraying his release, hot and thick, deep inside her.

"So much..." Gou mewled, face pressed against the bulk of his shoulder. "Oh god, it's so hot, Rin… Mm, it feels so good..."

His hips jerked sloppily against hers as the pit of his belly pulsed right before another spurt of cum. Erratic wave after wave after wave until Rin was too exhausted and merely laid back with Gou on top of him as he finished shooting the last drop into her. They both waited until he was soft enough to slip out, neither willing to move once it was over, even when his semen began dripping out of her.

"You were amazing, Rin." Gou looked at him, smiling so wide with perfect pearly teeth. She suddenly shuddered, eyes squeezing shut, "Oh! It's coming out…"

He felt something hot trickle onto his inner thigh and limp cock, but Rin was too out of it to bother. That nagging feeling was back again, and he tried to piece his mind back together to grasp what was wrong. Something was wrong, his instincts were screaming in alarm despite his dulled mind. Something was horribly, terribly wrong.

It was like he was swimming through murky water, unable to escape and unable to see more than a few inches ahead.

"I've been waiting for this for so long, Rin." Gou sighed against his neck, pressing a kiss like a sated lover. "I didn't expect such a big cream pie though. Mm, guess it shouldn't be surprising considering it's you. Thank you for it, Rin… For all of it. It was amazing."

A sweet, fruity scent reminiscent of strawberries filled his nose now that she was laying atop of him, bodies pressed flushed together like he'd fantasized. Rin turned his face away, perturbed.

Drowsiness made his eyes begin to droop, but adrenaline kept him awake. He wasn't sure where the adrenaline was coming from. Out of fear? Anxiety? Excitement? It was difficult to put a finger on it, but his heart kept racing on as if he was still stuck in the pool.

Minutes passed while Rin stared at the phone on the floor a few feet away. With numb fingers, he reached towards it, called to the notification light blinking on the black screen. But his strength had been sapped away, his muscles and bones filled with a funny feeling. A feeling that did not belong.

"Look at you," Gou cooed, sitting back up on his pelvis, "you're getting hard again. You wanna fill me up with more of your cum, Rin?"

Rin.

Yes, that was his name. Rin.

So why did it sound wrong?

He tried to speak that one word that fit in his mind. That one, sensible word he'd managed to piece together. "Hnn…"

A hand squeezed Rin's cock and his attempt to speak his name twisted into a quiet moan.

"How the hell do you have so much cum left?" Gou mumbled, sliding her hand down his shaft until she was cupping his ballsack, thumb grazing the cleft and leaving him shuddering at the surge of arousal. "Have you not been touching yourself lately? Hm? You have so much cum in here. You know it needs to go somewhere, Rin. It's not good to hold it all inside… but don't worry, I'll take it all for you. Fill me up nice and full of your baby milk. You'd like that, wouldn't you, Rin?"

Babies…

He felt like a zombie, just thinking the thought over and over in his mind, mentally digesting it until nothing was left over.

Babies…

Something about that word…

"Here we go…" Gou murmured, positioning herself above his cock once again.

Brown eyes met his gaze and Rin stared long and hard at the vision of his sister. "N-No…"

He blinked through the haze of sex and something else. Something that had pulled a wool cloth over his eyes and now he was struggling to lift it off.

"Sshhh…." The vision above him gave Rin a smile smeared with his cum and cherry-flavored gloss.

"N-No…" Rin tried to say again, blinking through the blurriness clouding his sight.

Colors and bright lights swirled above him even as he felt that tight heat sink down onto his cock and capture him in the eager channel of her body. His body flashed hot and cold, confused and muddled like his mind.

He reached out to finger a long tress of hair, eyeing the honey blonde that had been garnet just earlier. His sister bounced herself atop of him, heavy and wet and quietly moaning with pleasure.

His sister whom he loved. Whom he secretly sought to marry and have children with and make happy. His sister, Gou Matsuoka.

Except the woman riding his cock wasn't Gou.

"A-Ami…" Rin choked out, feeling horribly nauseous now despite the euphoric sensation pulsing throughout his entire body. "Stop!"

"Rin!" She panted out, bracing her hands onto his chest and pinning him down to the bench. Strong thighs tightened around his waist and he felt like a log, unable to move. "Rin, I love it! Ah! Ah! Ahn—yes! Oh, god, you're big! Oh, god—Rin!"

Oh, fuck—he could feel it coming! That familiar rush of euphoria sweeping through him, tingling sharply from his core and radiating to his limbs and tips. It came stronger, electrifying with each sharp throb that stole his breath every time she sheathed his cock back into her willing cunt.

"No!" He hardly had the strength to stop, not that his body even wanted to. It was like his mind and body had completely separated from each other. "Pl—nngh!—please, s-stop! Ami! Hah! Hah! Oh, fu…!"

His limbs and eyes were so heavy, threatening to pull Rin under as he struggled with what effort he could muster against the drug's effects.

Any attempt to throw Ami off only served to pleasure her as she rode the motions of his hips. Sweat clung to Rin's skin like a second layer, his bangs plastered to his cheeks like Ami's. The stench of sex and cum hung heavy in the air and the lewd noises of their sexes meeting together joined the symphony of Ami's pitched moans and his own grunts.

His fingers and toes began to tingle sharply in warning.

"Make me pregnant, Rin!" Ami whimpered out, tossing her head back upon climax, nails digging into his chest.

"No, Ami! NO!" He roared, jaw clenched tight as he locked his hands onto her hips once more but this time in a final, desperate attempt to push her off him.

But it was too late, and Rin came inside her just as hard and thick as ever. He watched in horror as Ami pressed a hand to her stomach and he felt her pressing down on his cock within, urging each hot spurt.

"I can feel it shooting out!" She moaned weakly.

Spurt after spurt, each as strong and eager, gradually dying in succession like a receding wave. Rin watched, helpless, fighting to keep his hips from instinctively pressing up. He clenched his jaw through it all, wishing each time was the last.

"You're twitching so much in me…" Ami panted with exhaustion.

It felt like forever when the last spurt ended, and Rin was too horrified to do anything by then. It was Ami who moved first, letting his cock slip out of her as she stood up. Her legs were shaking, and Rin's mouth went dry as he watched his semen stream down both her thighs, more dripping directly from her folds and splashing onto the floor everywhere she stumbled.

So much of his own cum spilling out of her. He almost couldn't believe it. He would've thought this was all just a bad dream had his body not been so electrified with drugs and sexual euphoria.

There was a loud 'bang!' as Ami slammed a hand against the lockers to steady herself, still weak and numb from all the sex.

"Shit…" She panted heavily, taking weak but careful steps to pick her clothes back up. "Oh shit, there's so much."

Her panties did nothing to stem the flow of cum spilling everywhere and staining her legs, deluge after deluge.

"Fuck, Ami!" Rin cried out, running a hand through his fixed hair which had miraculously stayed in place the entire time. "Fuck!"

Even after a third orgasm, he still felt the drug running through his system, causing his body to flush with heat and arousal again.

"How are you… You're getting hard again." Even Ami was surprised, brows shooting up as they both peered at the way his cock was already twitching. A sign that it was ready to rise for another round, slower than last time, but surely.

"I…. I feel strange…" His eyes were heavy with both euphoria and exhaustion, but Rin fought to keep them open. Second by second. "I don't f-feel good…"

"Here, let me help." She offered a hand but Rin smacked it away, nearly rolling from the bench and onto the ground when he tried to get up. Holding onto a locker, he heaved himself onto his feet, his vision rolling around for a dizzying moment.

Ami held out his towel and Rin grabbed it from her, wiping wherever he felt too sticky and doing so clumsily.

"I thought you had taken G before." She said, still breathless from their recent activity. "It's a common drug for people our age, even non-athletes. I was just trying to help, Rin. You liked it."

"No…" Was all he could say as he struggled to gather his bearings. There was an annoying buzz in his head like he had downed too many vodka shots too soon.

"Yes, Rin. Yes…" She stepped towards him and he almost fell back just leaning away from her.

"No." He mumbled, tongue still heavy.

"This…" Ami shushed him when she grasped his cock once more. He flinched, extremely sensitive but already hardening in her grip as she stroked him with surprising expertise. "This is a natural reaction. Don't fight it."

Stop, he tried to say, but she was stroking him faster now, more relentlessly to the point that it was almost painful. Rin tried to ignore the promiscuous sounds his slick cock made in her grip, but it was horribly loud and wet in his ears. His own breathing and small sounds of pleasure that Ami managed to rip out of Rin only shamed him further.

"That's it, Rin." Ami moaned into his ear, breath hot and quiet. "That's it, let it come out. Come on…"

"It hurts…" Rin mumbled, voice laden with fear like he was a kid crying over flu shots again. He was way too sensitive for any more of this and Ami was handling him more roughly, almost desperately now. Each stroke of pleasure was laced with a bit of pain that had Rin moaning weakly in protest. "Stop, it hurts...!"

"Come on, you can do it, Rin." Ami panted, lips brushing the edge of his jaw like a featherlight kiss. "Let it come out… let it come out! Let it come out, Rin!"

Crying out as the last of his restraint withered away, Rin watched along with Ami as his seed abruptly burst forth from his tip and flew several feet until it splattered against the lockers across from him. He was unable to stop the second and third ropes of cum from shooting out, leaving thick lines of cum on the bench between the locker rows.

It was a perfectly good time to cry, had Rin not been so exhausted and dehydrated and still had his system flooded with drugs.

"You still have so much in you." Ami mused aloud, studying the work he'd left all over the place. She turned her curious eyes to him, "You haven't been masturbating?"

"Get the fuck off me!" Or he said something like that as he shoved Ami away with as much strength as he could muster, not caring if she ripped his dick off.

She caught herself, much to his chagrin, raising both her hands to appease him. The sight of his cum clinging in sticky strings all over her fingers only agitated Rin. He didn't want to even look at the mess he'd left all over the bench and locker walls, knowing they were painted with the same sticky whiteness as Ami's hands. The color of his guilt and evidence of his pleasure.

The room stank of sex and too much semen. His semen. And underneath that stench was that horrible artificial scent of strawberries that served only to remind him of Gou. A poor, sick replica of the scent of his own sister.

Rin stumbled past Ami, bumping shoulders gracelessly, and proceeded to scoop up his phone from the floor. His hand and eye coordination were still awful, so Rin felt like an idiot when his hand missed his phone several times until he practically threw himself onto it.

Upon seeing what time it was, his stomach flipped in a panic.

"I'm late!" Rin gasped out, dragging his feet to his locker and nearly crashing into it.

He slammed it shut, grabbing the duffel bag and knocking aside his protein shake in the process as well as the bottle of lube Ami had stolen from his bag to use on herself.

Ah, fuck it! He didn't want to touch either item with a ten-foot pole anymore.

Ami watched him silently from the side, her clothes sloppily put on and hair obviously mussed from sex. "You're still naked, you know."

Rin glanced down at himself, inwardly cursing at his current state. Shoving a hand into his bag for clothes, he snapped at her in a slur, "Yeah, no thanks to you!"

His cock was almost fully erect, and Rin winced and hissed as he forced his jeans over it, forgoing the boxers. There was no time to put on a shirt and certainly no time to yell at Ami for what she did to him. There wasn't even time to think of what to say to her. All of his mind was focused on the fact that he was running late and needed to get home to Gou.

His sister was his number one priority above anything else.

Rin sprinted out of the gym, half-naked and still resisting the influence of the drug. The strap of his duffel bag scratched and dug into his bare chest as the snow tickled his sweaty skin.

Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit!

Each breath of his fogged up the air as Rin ran as fast as his legs could carry him, nearly tripping several times due to how weak his limbs still were.

Come on! Come on! Come on!

Faster! He could still make it if he ran faster!

The world was a swirl of white in his eyes as Rin sprinted for his life through the chilly weather, the snow crunching beneath his feet. His sneakers were not laced all the way and threatened to fly off, but Rin didn't dare pause.

Gou was waiting for him! She was calling for him! Calling for her brother—for him!

The freezing cold bit into his bare skin as he raced to the train station, his bag banging against his hip. The pain of the chills and aches of the drug could not compare to how he was feeling right now.

Pedestrians gasped and yelped as Rin shoved past anyone who didn't move out of his way fast enough. He ignored all the strange looks his half-nakedness earned, streaking down and across streets, nearly getting hit by a car one too many times.

His lungs felt ready to burst, heart slamming in his chest. The only thing that kept him going was the woman waiting for him. The woman whom he would promise his whole heart to. And that love was what kept his legs moving as he pushed through the cold and snow.

"I'm coming!" Rin's breath was ragged as he pushed himself forth, his body so heavy and aching everywhere. "I'm coming, Gou!"

He would make it. He was going to make it for her.

Because he loved his sister with every fiber of his being.

He loved her dearly, and he was going to promise her just that.


"Your papa is going to be here any minute." Gou whispered, rubbing her belly as she checked the time on her phone again.

Her mom had called earlier to inform Gou that the flight back home had been canceled for the next couple of days due to bad weather. Gou had nearly collapsed with relief. Unexpectedly, this was wonderful news. That meant she had more alone time with Rin. More time to figure out what they would do about their baby and they had to figure things out soon because twenty weeks into the pregnancy was really pushing it.

Gou jolted when the station's speaker clicked on, followed by the stationmaster's voice announcing the arrival of the train. Standing up from the bench she'd been resting on, Gou peered to the side, eyes widening at the sight of the train approaching. She glanced down at her baby bump, just barely seen beneath the thick layer of the coat. "Onii-chan is here! You're going to meet your papa!"

The train doors opened with a soft 'swish!' before handfuls of people began pouring out. On her tiptoes, Gou raised her head, struggling to find Rin through the groups of students and families spilling past her. She kept her hand pressed against the swell of her belly as she scanned the crowd for her brother.

Minutes and people passed by, but still no sign of Rin. When her feet began to ache, Gou took a moment to rest on the bench. She checked her phone for any messages he might have sent, but it seemed her phone had died recently.

Sighing, she patted her belly to appease the slight fluttering that had started up again. "Don't worry, Onii-chan is coming. He promised me. You'll get to meet your papa soon. Tonight! I promise."

She'd been so focused on her baby bump that Gou had failed to hear the heavy sound of feet crunching against snow. However, she soon noticed the boots that stopped in front of her, right at the edge of her vision. A bright smile broke out on her face and Gou raised her eyes to the man before her, "Onii-chan!"

The smile froze on her lips.

"Gou." Sousuke stared down at her, his teal eyes full of pity. "He's not coming."


A/N: Gamma-Hydroxybutyric acid or GHB, otherwise known as G, Liquid Ecstasy, Gina, etc. is a common date rape drug. This kind of drug is a depressant on the central nervous system; basically a relaxant in small amounts. It is popularly used in parties due to its aphrodisiac and euphoric effects on the victim. When administered, the victim will feel groggy with reduced motor function and allegedly have an increased libido/sex drive among other (negative) effects such as hallucinations. It is also popular in athletics and sports since it is considered an anabolic agent or performance-enhancer.

And yes, to be clear and frank, Rin was sexually assaulted and raped.