Chapter 38th Shadows Of My Mind

The minute the words came out of Beckett's mouth, that she wants her husband back, she needed to go see him and stay in his room, until she has the proper answers to her questions.

She was given permission, to stay as long as she likes, no matter what might happen.

She took the elevator to her husband's floor, when she walked off, her stomach was in knots from what had happened earlier.

When she finally arrives at his room, the door was opened, she could see him sitting in the chair, having to be looking out the window.

She walks in to lock the door. She slowly moves over to pull over another chair to watch out the window as well.

Her husband knows that she is there next to him, he takes her hand into his.

"You know Kate, I hate myself right now for what I have done in my life, and even more so with you and our marriage." Feeling somewhat remorse with his statement.

She gets up to knelt in front of him to hold him very tightly. "Look Rick, for god sake, you were young, your life back then was a total mess with having to be with Meredith, and your father having to use, you like that was not right at all!"

"I am so sorry, Kate to have, you think, probably that I was having an affair with someone during the time, I was missing for those two months."

He has her sit into his lap. "I love you, and I need to make sure that you understand on what had happen with Shonda, I need Kate, to find her no matter how long or how much money it will take to do the job."

He kisses her very hard to have her to return it back to him without having to push him back.

"Rick, listen to me, I will see what I can do with my connections, on whether or not, I or any others would be able to find her, as with Haley for one."

"My mother won't help, since she has been working with my father since day one, I have always wondered why my mother has acted strange sometimes over the years."

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Colorado Rockies Sentinel Private School

Shonda Williams age 25 was working at the private school the last ten years, as a aide for one of the teachers in English and Math.

She is currently living in a commune with others to have a place to live and work to pay there freight.

Shonda has very few friends, she mostly keeps to herself, once she is finished for the day at the Sentinel Private School.

She has always wondered where or who, her adopted father might be. But for now she is willing to wait, no matter how long it may take.

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Home of Jerome Middleton

After the session was over and seeing three of his patients, he decided that it was time to come home and be with his wife Roberta. After today, he would of never suspected that a adopted daughter would come out of all this mess, let alone having to find out that Richard Castle actually was not cheating in the first place.

Since there has been too much talk of babies, adopted daughters and etc, he was in need to make that baby with his own wife, he was ready never the less after today.

He had told his nurse and secretary that he was taking the rest of the day off, and was not to be bothered at home, unless it was an extreme emergency.

He walks into the house, it's quiet, since he knows that his wife is in the house, some where with her car having to be in the driveway.

Having taken off his shoes and jacket, he goes to the back bedroom, to find her laying down on the bed resting for a nap.

He needed to take a nap, having to be emotionally drained from the entire day. He takes off his clothes, not bothering to pick them up from the rug, he gets into bed on his side with a woman that he loves a great deal, he could see that she's awake and alert.

"Jerome, I love you, I must say, this is a wonderful surprise to see you home." She moves to climb onto her husband's chest, with him feeling her breasts against his chest. She could sense that something was surely wrong with her husband. "What's wrong?" Kissing his lips ever so tender.

"Sweetie, it turned out that Richard Castle didn't have an affair after all, but rather an adopted daughter that he took in from his own father and mother, his mother wasn't able to take care of her."

"That is just sad Jerome, does anyone know just where this girl lives now by chance?" She asked.

"Her name is Shonda, and no to answer your question at the moment, and besides I am no longer talking about it for the rest of the day and evening, I am here to spend time with my wife, to see if we can make that baby the both of us want really bad.