Farewell
I thought I would never say this, but I feel like I need a break from writing fanfictions on here. When I started writing on here, I thought I would meet FSOG fans who were welcoming. But I was terribly wrong. From the first day I have started writing on here people have hated me and ignored me. But I kept writing thinking that I would meet other people, Even they had something against me. These few months I have been writing on here have been so hard for me. It's been a very difficult process for me, and it has made me depressed rather than happy. I realized that writing doesn't make me happy anymore than a couple of months ago, which I never thought would happen. I feel pressured to write something, and always been meeting with dissapointments. I don't write for myself anymore. To write on here has been one of the darkest paths I have been through and it has been hell for me. I can't appreciate what I am doing anymore and somehow lost myself. To be honest, I shouldn't be writing on here in the first place, because I am not strong enough to handle all this. So for now, I wish all the FSOG fanfiction writers good luck! and I know all of you will create beautiful stories. Thank you for all of you who have taken your time to write comments and reviews. Thank you for everything! It's over for my part this time. Remember Anastasia and Christian will continue to live in your imagination, but unfortunately not in my stories. So I guess it's a farewell, even though it's hard to say it! I will most likely not come back. Good luck with whatever you do, and have fun reading other stories!
Love from
Atonement-beloved