Here is the next chapter!

I know i have not updated my other stories, but i am still trying to recover them back.

Anyways let me know what you think.

On with the story.

"Good morning, I am doctor Evans." The doctor was pretty, short brown hair, olive colored eyes that matched with her olive colored skin, she held her shoulders up and walked in with certainty. "I am the one and only who will be having direct contact with Ms. Jearue."

Hotch shared a look with the team. "Just you? Don't you have nurses?"

Evans gave him a sweet smile. "You must be agent Hotchner, he told me you would be suspicious." That made Hotch and the others become alert.

"Who is he?" Reid asked.

"Frank Donovan." She said it as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. "He called me yesterday and asked to watch over her, he and I go way back. I was the one who treated of his wounds."

Kate grabbed Hotch's arm and pulled him out of the way. Evans proceeded to check her vitals and blood. "Do you know where he is?"

Evans chuckled. "No idea, he avoided the question every time I asked him." JJ began stirring and the sensation of cold yet friendly hands on her arm woke her. "Good morning agent."

JJ glanced up relaxing at the sight of the doctor. "Hi."

"Well your vitals are good, blood pressure is steady and so is your heart. Your ribs will take some time to heal, but they seem to be doing just fine." Evans moved to the feet of the bed. "You will need absolute bed rest, no exceptions." JJ groaned, but nodded. "Umm...JJ when was your last menstruation?"

JJ raised an eyebrow. "I don't really remember; a lot has been going on lately."

"Well I can estimate it hasn't come along for about a month now." Evans hinted.

Everyone was quiet, Garcia and Kate's eyes widen once they catched on. JJ stared at her in confusion? "What do you-ahh." He hands flew to her stomach, that simple gestured made the men in the room come to realization. "A-are you sure?"

Evans nodded, sporting a huge grin. "I am 100% sure. You are at least a month pregnant." JJ stared down at her stomach, a grin creeping onto her face and tears slowly falling. She was going to have baby! A baby from frank! She was barely aware of her team congratulating. "Now because of your broken ribs we need to monitor you closely, so that means coming in at least twice a week for a checkup. We ran some test and the baby was not hurt in anyway. Baby is a strong one."

"Just like its father." JJ whispered, rubbing her stomach. "Thank you doctor." Evans smiled as she walked out followed by everyone, but Morgan. JJ was thrilled, since the events of her kidnapping she hasn't even thought of having another child. Will had always accused her of wanting to replace the one she had lost with a new one. Now here she was a month pregnant with the child of the man that stole her heart. Her smile dropped at the thought of Frank, he would never know of his child and if he did return when would that be? A year? Two? Five? Could she really hold on to him that long? And what would she tell her child when it asks for its father? So many questions where popping into her head, none to which she had the answers to.

Morgan turned to his fellow friend, frowning at the sight of her silent tears falling. "JJ? What is the matter?"

"Nothing, just thinking what the future might hold out for me. I mean I was just saved from a vengeful CIA agent, the love of my life left me and to top it off I am pregnant with his child! Don't get me wrong I am thrilled, but when would he find out. I mean what if he doesn't show up until after five or more years?!" JJ was letting it all out. "I love him! I love him with every fiber of my being. We have been thru everything together, but I don't know if my will and love are strong enough to hold onto him."

Morgan sighed, taking a seat on the bed he reached for her hand. "JJ listen to me, now I have never liked the man and don't think I ever will, but I am certain he loves you just as strong as you do him. I can guarantee that it could be one or ten years and you would still be waiting for him." Lifting her hand up, he gestured at the watch. "This, this here is proof that he will come back to you."

Pulling him into a tight hug, she buried her face in the crock of his neck. "Thank you Derek, you did always know how to make me feel better."

"That's what family is for." At that moment the team came back in, Hotch was carrying a grinning henry. Jessica was in the back, with jack by her side.

"Look who we bumped into while coming back here." Hotch dumped him on the bed careful to avoid hitting JJ.

"Mommy!" Henry threw himself into her arms.

"Oh, henry. I missed you so much." JJ wrapped her arms around his tiny body. Being in that room all she thought about was him. Henry was the one that gave her the will to fight, so having him in her arms this very moment was her reward.

They spent the next two hours going over everything she has missed since the beginning of the case to the moment she woke up. Henry had been taking care of Luna and the five pups she had, apparently they all looked like Luna, but two. Kate and Hotch would be taking one of the puppies for jack which then drove Garcia and Morgan into wanting one as well. JJ didn't know what to say, Luna wasn't hers and she didn't know if frank would want to keep any of them. Thinking of frank, she frowned, not once has henry asked for him.

Now was as good as ever to tell him. "Henry can you come here for a bit." Hotch picked him off his lap and onto her bed. "Listen, I have to tell you something Important. Frank had to leave I-"

"I know." Henry cut her off. The entire BAU stopped what they were doing and stared at the mini family.

JJ opened and closed her mouth a few times. "What do you mean you knew? Did either of you tell him?" Everyone shook their heads.

Henry took a deep breath as if what he was about to say would be long. "I was at school and I was waiting for Jessica to pick me up. Frank came to see me, he gave me a paper and told me he had to leave for a while. I asked him for how long and he said he wasn't sure. Mommy he was hurt, I could see red on his shirt and face. He told me to take care of you and Luna, that I was the man of the house. He kissed me and then left."

JJ held back the tears that threaten to fall. "Baby what was the paper?"

Henry jumped off the bed and ran to his bag, rummaging thru it he pulled out a white envelope. Handing It to her, she smiled at the familiar handwriting in the front. The letter was addressed to her. Taking a deep breath, she opened it, aware that all eyes were on.

JJ,

I want to start off by saying I love you and always will, which is why I am leaving. I cannot see you or henry get hurt once more because of me. You know that day I met you at the beach I fell completely In love with you, the way you smiled at me and the way you looked at me. That moment I knew I was in deep. I know you might be hating me right now and I wish it was true for it would make all of this easier for both of us. I had hoped to finally leave all of my past behind me and form a family with you, get married, have kids, watch them grow up, and grow old together. Now I know that, that life is not meant for me. You on the other hand can still find the right man to make you happy and give you all that you deserve.

I will not personally be there with you, but I will be keeping an eye on you. Someone will always be protecting you when I can't, that includes henry and your team. I really am sorry love, and I hope a day comes where you no longer remember me or the pain I have brought you.

Please tell henry Luna is now all his, also there is a house in Virginia under your name. It is close to both Henry's school and your job. I had told henry I would be back soon, if he asks tell him I am overseas or dead which ever one you want, I do not want him to wait for me. Same goes for you.

I love you.

I am sorry.

Frank.

JJ clutched the letter to her chest letting the tears fall. He was gone, truly gone. Henry having seen her reaction to in the paper he sat on her lap and hugged her. JJ pulled him in and held him, the one man she had really fallen in love with was gone. No one spoke, there was nothing anyone can say.

Somewhere far away:

Frank Donovan walked the busy hallways leading to his boss's office. His mind was lost in thought of the woman he had just abandon. His heart screamed and pounded at his chest to go back, that what he did was a mistake, but his brain and gut told him to stay strong and that this was the only way to keep them safe. Lifting his head up and high he became aware of all eyes on him, glaring back at them just before entering the office.

An elegant yet common woman sat behind her desk, she was beautiful, long blond hair with blue eyes. Frank had to look away when the memories began flying into his head.

"How are you?" She asked him.

Frank stood tall. "Doing good Joan."

Joan smiled. "Well I just wanted to give you this." She reached for a black case in front of her and handed it over to him.

Frank cautiously took it opening it carefully he almost gasps. "I-seriously?"

"Seriously, you were one of my best agents Levine. I want you back and so do the others." Joan stood from her desk and walked up to him. "We have many missions that require your qualification. Plus, Anne has been nagging me to bring you back into the agency."

Frank glanced back at the badge, he really couldn't deny he missed the action and adrenaline. Plus, he had nothing else to do, his job with NCU was on hold which made Jake the team leader. With a smile he held his hand out to her. "I would love to take my job back, but please don't call me frank or Donovan."

"What should we call you then?"

"What I have always been called, Eyal Levine."

Shaking his hand, she pulled him into a hug. "Welcome home agent Levine. The CIA really did miss you. As for what happened all those years ago, I am happy to tell you the agencies has taken care of them."

Frank scrunched his eyebrows together. "How so?"

"They were arrested for man slaughter and treason." Joan had only heard about the death of his family weeks after it had happened. The thing is that everyone knew how protective she was of her agents, so no one was surprised when the men were arrested and punished.

Frank nodded softly. "Thank you." Walking out of the office he took no more than three steps before being tackled by a familiar blond.

"Oh my god Eyal! What are you doing here?" She squealed.

Frank hugged her back. "Well neshema looks like you and I are once more going to be causing mischief in the field."

Anne pulled back staring at him in disbelieve. "Seriously? You are back?" Frank nodes earning him another hug, the laughter had caught the attention of Anne's handler, Agguie.

"What is all the commotion about and why did I hear a certain Mossad's voice?" Agguie made his way thru the bullpen, his laser guide helping him along the way. He knew the place like the back of his hand, but Joan thought it was time for a remodel.

"How are you doing Agguie?" Frank clapped him in the arm, with a little more force than necessary. Him and Agguie were never friends and he doubt they ever will be. You see Anne and Frank had a thing years ago, but according to Agguie that thing was still there. The only reason he cared about it all because he was now engaged to her.

"I was doing good, until about three minutes ago." Agguie sassed.

Frank rolled his eyes. "Funny so was I, neshema I will be over there waiting for Joan to call me in."

"Okay." She watched him walk to his old desk and just sit there. Something was off, this was not the man she knew. The old Eyal was always active and alert, he was full of life and jokes. This man was the shell of that, his eyes held a beep depth of pain, he looked exhausted and beaten. It was as if he had lost the fight with life and was only living because he had to. She didn't know what happened to the man she loved, but she will find out and fix it.

ONE MONTH:

JJ was released from the hospital, she still had to go back every other day for a checkup. Emily had come back a day ago and gotten caught up with all that had happened. Feeling guilty for not being there for her friend she was the one to take her home and care for her. JJ was still hurt about Donovan, but she was handling it. Henry would ask for him at least once a week, she would come up with the first thing that would pop into her head.

Frank had just finished his second mission, so now he was home relaxing. About an hour ago he had called his men asking how JJ was doing. Happy she was now home and in the safe hands of her team he felt a huge load off his shoulders. Frank has had a crazy month, on his first mission he had an encounter with an agent from Mossad. That lead to Joan having a heated discussion with Rivok as to why he would not be returning to mossad. Then the target he was to take out, was saved by that same Mossad agent, so Joan gave the order to not only take out the target but then agent as well. His second mission was even worse; the man he was after happened to be a CIA agent gone rouge. He was just about to sell classified information regarding some nuke's when Frank took the shot. He had missed the action, but never the killings. But that was what he was, a trained dog that did his owners dirty work.

THREE MONTHS:

JJ was now five months pregnant and showing, the team had surprised her with a baby shower at Rossi's house. An even bigger surprise was seeing her mother and father there as well. Rossi had gotten her the crib and furniture for the room. Hotch and Kate gave her the stroller, car seat and bouncer. Garcia and Morgan bought her clothes and a lot of toy's. Reid had gotten her bedtime books and music. Her parents gave her clothes and the essential care equipment. They were all waiting to know what she was having, so when she told them it was a girl everyone cheered. Henry was thrilled in being a big brother. Her parents although trying to hold back the curiousness asked who the father was. JJ thought in telling them he was dead, but something inside her told her he would be back. So she settled with telling them he worked in another agency. Now that she was almost healed from her ribs and her trips to the hospital were changed to once a week, JJ and henry moved into the house frank had bought them. To their surprised the house was furnished and ready to be used. Henry had run to his room while JJ went to hers. Walking in she let a small tear fall, on the bed laid a dried up rose and a small note.

Love,

Welcome to your new home! I am not sure if you remember that talk we had about what your dream home would be like. Well I called a friend and gave him your list, this is what he came up with. I thought it was perfect and I hope you like it. If not James would be happy to find you another one, he can also help you in selling the old house if you'd like.

I love you.

Frank.

Folding the note neatly and placing it inside a box on the night stand she went on a tour. Top level was just four bedrooms, two which were empty and three bathrooms. On that same level were also two offices with a spiral stairway that led to a catwalk circling the room, the walls on the cat walk were shelfs, one office was completely empty as for the other was furnished. The shelfs filled with all kinds of books. Walking back down stairs she found the kitchen, a bar, living room, game room, and closet. The house had a back yard with a small playground and enough space for Luna, shadow and lobo to run around in. Hearing henry laugh and run with the dogs had a smile on her face, taking a seat on the couch she sighed happily this was home.

Frank cussed for the fifth time in the past five minutes. He was trying to keep the blood from gushing out, but it appeared that adding pressure only made things worse. Scared green eyes stared back at him as frank yelled for the ambulance to hurry up, this mission was supposed to be a simple one. He wasn't sure when everything went south and he sure as hell didn't know when the bullets started flying. Frank spoke to the boy in whispers telling him everything will be okay and that he was fine, but Frank knew otherwise the bullet had puncture his lungs in any moment he will start drowning. Once the paramedics arrived he was pushed out of the way and ordered to go get checked, but he stayed put and watched as they carried him away. The kids eyes always on him. Back in the office Joan ripped him a new one for the death of ambassador white's only son, once kicked out of the office he took his weapon and ran to the shooting range. Another innocent life added to his failure list.

THE BIRTH:

JJ was in the office visiting the team when her water broke and just like the time henry was born, Hotch ran for the car while Kate, Emily and Garcia rushed her out. Hotch and Kate were the ones inside with her, in any other occasion she would be embarrassed but the pain was too much for her to care. That and she didn't want to be left alone. The rest of the team waited pacing the room and drinking large amount of coffee. After a labor of twelve hours' baby Allison Donovan was born, she had dark black hair like her father by her mother's eyes. JJ had talked it over with the girls and they had all agreed that Rossi and Emily would be the godparents. During the night as they all slept JJ held Allison in her arms, she was sound asleep looking as perfect as an angel. Her mind drifted to frank, she wondered how he would have reacted to seeing his daughter be born, to hold her in his arms. Glancing down at the new awake baby she began telling her about her father.

Frank was called into Joan's office; he was beginning to regret ever taking the job once more. Joan gave him the mission of taking out a politic that had been selling information about their agents to the Russians. Not only CIA, but FBI, DEA, ICE, and SWAT as well, why they had no clue. The higher ups wanted him gone so Joan sent him in, frank took the job just so he could leave the office. In a week's time he was back with more blood on his hands. During his eight months with the CIA he became distant, he rarely interacted with anyone. The only person that was able to pull out the man he used to be was Anne and that was only when they were off duty.

ONE YEAR LATER:

Today was Allison's first birthday, JJ did a small get together with the team and their families. JJ was back to work and Jessica would watch Allison during the day. The party was going fantastic, everyone was having a blast. JJ and the girls laughed as henry had Allison ride lobo as if he was a horse. It was then that their phones went off together and that could only mean one thing. They had a case.

Frank finished breaking the sniper apart, as the man who owned it laid dead a few feet away. Frank had been given the order to stop the man that has been taking out FBI agent for a sometime now. When he got there it was too late to stop anything, so instead he focused on not letting the man get away. The dude instead of giving up, took his gun out and shot himself in the head. Just as he was about to leave the door was knocked down and in rushed ten FBI agents. Frank rolled his eyes as he did what they ordered, placing the handcuffs on they dragged him into the SUV, but just before they arrived at their destination they did a small detour. That detour gave him two fractured, one broken rib and a bruised jaw. Looking out the window he sighed at the building, this was going to be fun.