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Sean's mind was racing, Emma was giving him a blow job almost entirely against her will just because she thought that was how he liked his girls. He was seconds away from calling it all off until he closed his eyes and all he could hear was Emma screaming at him about other girls. No he was going to go through with this, it was the only way she would ever learn.

He placed hand on the back of her head and pushed down slightly, Emma's gag reflex acted up a little. Normally Sean could care less, it was Emma he could go with out any type of sex for years for her. But this time it was different, she wasn't Emma tonight.

"Just take it Emma, come on" he pushed a little a harder.

Emma wasn't enjoying this at all but was going to go through with it for Sean, not knowing or thinking that Sean in all actuality wanted the exact opposite of what they were doing.

She tried her hardest to take him all in her mouth but struggled in doing so. Sean had began thrusting upwards and with his hand still on the back of her head she was trapped.

Sean was growing impatient. He swiftly pulled her head up and tucked himself back into his pants and opened the car door. Emma wiped her mouth and ran a hand through her hair as she looked at him.

"Get inside" Was all he said in a cryptic manner.

When they entered the apartment Sean turned on a lamp and headed straight for the kitchen. He pulled a bottle of rum out of a cabinet and looked back at Emma who was standing there with her arms crossed in front of her, she looked scared to Sean.

Sean opened the bottle he needed a drink if he was going to do what he was thinking about doing to the love of his life. He kept his eyes on her as he drank straight from the bottle. He had ingested about 4 shots during his chug. He set the bottle down and took a second for the alcohol to settle.

He took off his jacket and motion for Emma to join him in the kitchen. Emma didn't move, she wanted to turn around and run home.

"Emma, come here" Sean bellowed.

Emma reluctantly began walking towards him. Half way to the kitchen she knew it was too late to turn back now, she had just lost the final chance to get out of it. She finally reached the kitchen and stood in front of Sean. Sean took another swig from the bottle and handed it to Emma.

"You're gonna need this"

Emma looked down at the bottle and pushed it away. Sean shrugged his shoulders "Bad choice" he commented as he took one last swig. He was sufficiently tanked now and was ready for the task at hand. He set the bottle down and started to unbuckle his pants. He was still hard from Emma's actions minutes earlier.

He leaned in to give her one gentle kiss before pushing her backwards towards the kitchen counter and the kiss became rougher. Emma tried to return the kiss but Sean's force was almost overwhelming. Sean removed her jacket and her tank top soon followed.

Sean's head dropped down to her nearly exposed chest where he placed frantic kisses. Emma's head dropped with his to whisper in his ear.

"What do you want to do to me?"

Sean stopped what he was doing, he was trying his hardest to go through with this but with Emma saying things like that he just couldn't. All he could think of was a slut named Sarah who would ask that every time they messed around. He had finally had enough he pushed himself away from her and grabbed her articles of clothing off the floor just like before at Paige's house.

He handed her clothes to her and went into the bathroom slamming the door behind him. Emma stood there speechless, she didn't even argue this time. She'd never seen him just go cold in an instant to such an extreme. She slowly dressed, she was more relieved than she thought she would be.

She stood in the kitchen for a few minutes, every once in a while she would hear noise come from the bathroom. She didn't know what to do all of a sudden this whole situation was awkward. She felt bad that she talked him into all of it, and even worse that he couldn't go through with it.

Sean looked at himself in the mirror. He was fairly intoxicated and sick to his stomach which he was pretty sure wasn't the alcohol's fault. He splashed cold water over his face to try and sober up a little bit. He couldn't believe he was actually going to go through with the things he was going to do to her. He was angry at himself and angry at her for putting him in the situation.

He leaned against the sink and hung his head. After a few minutes he heard a light knock on the door. He ignored it.

"Sean?" Emma called through the door. She leaned against it placing her ear close to listen for a response. Still no answer.

Emma was realizing that she had just made a big mistake, he obviously had reasons for not wanting to do anything. She just figured he was lying. She was scared that he pushed him to far, way to far.

"Sean, I'm sorry" she spoke again. She was fighting back tears. She didn't want this, she didn't want this at all.

"I thought it was what you wanted, I just wanted to be the girl to give you that. Please Sean" she continued. "I'm Sorry" she whispered again this time with tears flowing freely down her face. She didn't know why this was such a big deal but she knew it was and she couldn't fight that.

Emma sat against the wall with her head on her knees and waited for Sean to come out. Sean heard every word she said, he was happy that she was sorry but was still furious that she thought that was actually what he wanted, even after telling her it wasn't numerous times.

He thought about going out and talking to her, he had his hand on the doorknob once he heard her crying but couldn't do it. He knew he was too angry to face her. He too sat down against the wall and sat there for a long time.

Out in the hall Emma had fallen asleep, she was exhausted and had been crying and drinking it didn't take to long. Sean had finally calmed down enough to exit the bathroom. He felt like an idiot for running into the bathroom in the first place but it needed to happen. He quietly opened the door and saw Emma asleep against the wall. He half expected her to leave, he smiled when he saw that she was still right by the door. Even if she was asleep.

He kneeled down in front of her. He was going to wake her but decided against it, he still needed time. He placed an arm behind her back and another behind her knees to lift her up. He carried her slowly into his room and set her down on his bed. He tucked her in and exited the room. He grabbed a blanket off a chair and went to pass out on the couch. He had no plans for the next day and what would happen with Emma, right now he didn't care all he needed was sleep. He just wanted to forget this entire night.

So im so sorry it took like 7 months for me to update. DAMN! But I was going to update sooner but I got surprised with a 2 week cruise for Christmas…it was pretty effing awesome. Anyways I'll update soon hopefully thank you for all the reviews the readers rock my world. Tell me what you think. Ya'll had to know he couldn't go through with it (wink) thanks!