Chapter 38

Hazel POV

"WHERE THE FUCK IS MY EYELINER, WHERE THE FUCK IS MY EYELINER, IM GETTING MARRIED IN AN HOUR AND I CANT FIND MY FUCKING EYELINER" Kira cried, manically searching for eyeliner, her hair in an up do and standing in a corset. "Jesus christ Kira, just use mine" I said, thorwing my eyeliner at her.

"I aM EXTERMLY STRESSED RIGHT NOW HAZEL, WHERE THE FUCK DID THAT EYELINER GO GODDAMMIT" Kira shouted angryily. "Kira for fucksake sit down and Ill do your fucking eyeliner" Cherry said, pushing Kira down by the shoulders to make her sit on the chair. "Mmm I say that was a fabulous shower god bless hotels" Christa strolled into the hotel room where i was laying on the double bed, texting Bob, Cherry was currently applying Kira's make up as Cherry was ready already as was I. Christa was one of Kira's friends she had met in New York, she lived in the apartment opposite Kira and Andy. They had made friends quickly and her she was, as one of Kira's bridesmaids.

"uhm Hazel?" Gerard popped his head around the door.

"gERARD FUCK OFF WERE GETTING READY" Cherry shouted, throwing a nearby pillow at his head.

Normally he would of rolled his eyes at her but he seemed super nervous. "H-Hazel, I need to talk to you" he quivered. I jumped up off the bed and went out of our room. "What's up Gee?" I asked. "No, not here, we need more..privacy" he mumbled as he began walking in a different direction, I followed suit. He lead us to storage room of the hotel where we went inside and I sat down on a box.

"Gee what's wrong? what's happened?" I asked, he was trembling.

"I..I...I did a bad thing" he mumbled.

"What Gerard, what did you do?" I now stood up, I could tell this was serious.

"I..I cheated on Frank" he slumped down onto the box I was previously sat on and buried his face in his hands.

"You what?!" I cried, shocked.

"It was at Andy's stag, I was super drunk and I had lost the guys because I was dancing and then I accidentally knocked this girl over, I helped her up and apologised. Her name was Tracy and she looked just like Christina Ricci. Somehow, I can't remember who started it but we were making out and then I started to get a boner and she felt it so I carried her into a cupboard and took off each others clothes and we ended up fucking I am such a terrible person oh god" Gerard said, not even able to look me in the eye. I was gob smacked, he looked up at me panicked. "Oh god please say something Hazel, I know im a jerk and I'm gonna loose the love of my life and all of you guys and oh fucking hell" He began crying. I immeaditly wrapped my arms around him. "Gee, Gee, shhh, its gonna be all okay you stupid idiot" I hushed, he chuckled a little bit inbetween sobs. "Does anyone else know yet?" He shock his head in response. "and I dont want anyone else to know, please Hazel, you're my best friend, no one can know" he looked up at me with tears down his face. "Okay baby, everything will be okay" I said kissing his forehead. I bent down so I was level with him and wiped his face with a tissue that was handily nearby. "Common" I said, standing up and putting my arm out for him to link into, "we gotta get back before the wedding starts". He stood up and linked his arm with mine, we went back to our rooms. I opened the door to the bridal suite room. "Is the bride ready?" I giggled. Kira swished round in her white dress with black lace detail on the corset and skirt, with a red ribbon round her waist to match her red ribbon lace up gloves, clutching a bouquet of blood red roses, she looked beautiful.

"I'm ready."