Hello, here's chapter 35. Hope you enjoy it!
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I do not own RWBY and make no monetary gain from this. Writing is for entertainment purposes only.
Quick recap from last chapter:
The day after a friendly game of Remnant: The Game turned into Weiss trying to fend off an overly flirty Neptune, then met Winter on the airship dock. Needless to say, Ruby was a nervous mess. This chapter starts just after Winter's request for her and Weiss to speak alone for a while.
Weiss led them to an outdoors seating area away from prying eyes. Beacon's cafeteria offered sweets, coffee and other refreshments outside of the regular meal hours, and she was now carrying a plate stacked with two large paper cups, one with coffee for herself and one with tea for Winter, together with a few biscuits to share between them.
As they walked, she glanced at her sister, who was busy looking around to study the lawns and buildings. Winter didn't hold quite the same regal posture anymore, looking more at ease. Not that most people would've been able to tell, but Weiss knew her sister well enough to pick out such small details. At the same time, she noticed that her sister appeared tired, her makeup not quite hiding the bags under her eyes. No wonder with the recent deployment of the Atlesian army.
I'm glad she could make the time to visit. I hope she knows when to rest, but giving our family's propensity for stubborness, she's probably overworking herself.
As for herself, Weiss was brimming with energy and positivity. She hadn't seen Winter for so long, and their few texts and the phone call some time before the summer break just hadn't been enough. At the same time, she knew there were heavier topics to discuss, which made her stomach sink momentarily.
Winter's words of regret still rang through her mind. Through my own failings, I have not always been the sister I should have, and it's time to change that.
"Interesting choice of architecture. Atlas academy was much more functional and don't hold the same appeal," Winter mused as she looked around.
Weiss smiled and glanced at her sister, putting her ponderings to the side for a moment. "Yes, and for a school for huntsman, it is in remarkably good shape considering the student body. Professor Goodwitch plays a large part in that."
"I have heard rumors of her. The general doesn't often talk about her, but when he does, it is with utmost respect." Winter replied, meeting her gaze. "Weiss, are you happy here?"
The sudden shift in the conversation caught her off-guard, but she smiled and gestured towards a table. "Yes, Winter, I am, enough so that I sometimes find my vocabulary insufficient to convey it. "
They seated themselves and Weiss was pleased with her choice, the spot overlooking the grounds, allowing her plenty of opportunity to notice anyone before they approached, giving her peace of mind that they could speak freely.
"Thank you for visiting, Winter. I mean it. I missed you," Weiss said. It felt important to say it once more, to drive the point home that she was happy Winter was finally here, even if she knew it would likely cause her sister to feel guilt. Her sister's expression faltered for a moment, even if Weiss ensured she was smiling and looking her in the eyes.
It took a moment, but Winter composed herself, reaching for her cup of tea. "And I missed you, sister. I'm sorry I haven't been there for you as much as I should have." Her voice was sincere and Weiss could make out the guilt in her eyes. She absentmindedly reached for a cookie as Winter seemed to gather her thoughts.
"I… hated Schnee Manor and when I joined the army I essentially forced the role of heiress onto you, along with father's expectations." Winter let out a weary sigh. "I left home and abandoned you to pursue my dreams."
Her sister's statement was true. It was something Weiss had once thought of as, while perhaps not a betrayal, at least unfair and like she had been left to fend for herself. At the same time, she'd never questioned why Winter did leave, and that understanding had grown into acceptance and forgiveness a long time ago. "Winter," Weiss reached across the table and took her sister's hand, "Are you unhappy with where you are right now in life?"
Winter shook her head. "No, truth be told, I couldn't be happier. The role of being groomed into an heiress is a far cry from what I'm drawn too."
"Then there's nothing to forgive," Weiss stated simply, smiling at her and squeezing her hand. "Because just as you want me to be happy, I want you to be happy in turn."
Winter seemed stunned, her face frozen into a mask of shock, eyes slightly widened.
I should have told her this a long time ago. She must've blamed herself all these years.
Weiss' smile grew as she recalled some important life lessons. "Two things that Ruby, Blake, and Yang have taught me is to live more in the moment, and look to the future." She grasped Winter's hand again and gave it a gentle squeeze. "I refuse to let the past come between us. All I want is that we talk and see each other more."
Winter was quiet, searching for words and appearing lost as their eyes met. It wasn't often Weiss saw this side of Winter, so she pressed on to give her sister more time. "Something else they've taught me is that family is what we make of it. I used to believe that family was only constituted by blood, but lately I've increasingly felt that it's instead composed of who we elect to call that. You, Sebastian, Ruby, Blake and Yang are all people I think of as family." Weiss thought back to their little camping trip and how she'd cried as she had revealed her feelings. It was a fond memory but also terribly embarrassing to think back on. Yet, she was glad she had managed to say those words.
Winter held a contemplative expression, glancing out over the grounds for a moment before her attention refocused on her. "You have blossomed into a beautiful young woman. Intelligent, wise, kind. Mother would be proud." A wistful smile pulled at her sister's lips at the last part.
Gratitude rose in Weiss, along with her face flushing from the sincere compliment. There were few kind words that meant so much to her as these, and she thought back to when Sebastian had said the same thing. Knowing that the people who remembered her mother could confidently say so made everything she'd gone through all the more worthwhile.
I hope you're proud of me, mom. I wish so badly you could've stayed with us longer.
"Enrolling at Beacon was the best decision in my life. Had I not… " she drifted off, not wanting to contemplate the alternative, swallowing down the lump in her throat.
"I agree, Weiss. You selected the right path," Winter confirmed in a soft voice, pride evident in her features.
"It was thanks to you, Winter. Had you not set out on your own path, I don't think I would ever have considered such an idea." An unbidden shudder went through Weiss when she contemplated a life where she'd never struck out on her own. She would've been groomed to be the heiress and hated her life every day she woke up, until there was nothing left of her but a soulless, uncaring copy of her father.
"I'm glad I can still give our father headaches even after I left." Winter chuckled and reached for a cookie on the tray. "Speaking about that, I understand that our father made an unreasonable demand recently." A flash of anger passed over her. "He never fails to amaze me, but for all the wrong reasons."
Weiss appreciated the support and the opportunity to broach a subject nobody outside of the Schnee family could fully comprehend. "I feel the same way. What a useless father we've ended up with." Anger flared in her over the memory. She had been through so much anxiety and pain because of him. There were many people in the world who would do anything to have a child and who would love their children unconditionally, yet he had two children and had only taken them for granted and viewed them as pawns to be used.
Winter nodded. "Indeed. It is not entirely his fault though; mother's death certainly changed him for the worse. I remember a lot more than you do… it's disheartening to consider how much we lost."
"I just wish things were different," Weiss revealed. A familiar pang of longing went through her, as futile as it was. She knew she would never escape these feelings but had come to terms with it at this point. They would pass soon enough.
A sigh escaped Winter as she leaned back into her chair. "I know, little sister, I know. However, don't keep mourning the past and what could've been. Focus on the present and the future, just like you said."
"I will," Weiss replied with a wistful smile. In a way, Weiss was glad that Winter seemed to share her desire to have a normal father. It meant that it wasn't just her that was clinging to the past. She reasoned she would always be angry and disappointed in him, but deep within her the pain would linger. As time passed, she was increasingly learning to accept that. "Do you speak with him then?" she asked. As far as she knew, her sister didn't.
Winter shook her head. "No, I haven't done that since he called me after you had enrolled at Beacon. I'm fairly sure he would be glad to never see me again after what I told him then."
Weiss let out a laugh at that, imagining how he must've seethed over having been defied over and over. "He probably feels the same way about me by now."
Winter smirked. "I'm proud of you for telling him off and leaving. My little sister has turned into quite a rebel."
Weiss blushed when a realization hit her. "The Patch trip definitely was something akin to a poster story for a teenage rebellion." Never in a million years would she have imagined she'd one day run away from home to see her secret girlfriend.
It's almost like something out of a movie, isn't it?
She wanted to switch the subject to happier topics, but there was something she had to do before that. Something long overdue. "Winter, I love you, you know that, right?" Weiss couldn't even remember when she'd last told Winter that. If anything, that spoke volumes about how much those precious words needed to be said.
She put her cup down and stood up. Winter looked caught off-guard but happy. Maybe Weiss was imagining it, but her sister's eyes appeared to grow misty as well.
Catching on, Winter rose up, walked around the table and pulled her into a hug. "I love you too, Weiss, never doubt that. I'll try to be a better sister to you, okay?" she whispered.
"And I to you," Weiss replied, smiling into the hug. She was glad to have gotten so much off of her chest, and she imagined that Winter felt the same. They couldn't redo the time period where they'd barely kept in touch, but they could certainly make up for lost time going forward. The hug reminded her of times past, when she'd seek her sister's comfort whenever she'd been upset.
And as they hugged, Weiss felt how another weight was removed from her shoulders. Her relationship with her sister was finally mended.
I love you, Winter. I love you so much and I'm so grateful for your help. I'll try to be a better sister to you too.
"How about you tell me of your stay in Patch? How was it? Did you enjoy yourself?" Winter asked as she pulled away and sat back down, leaning forward in her chair slightly, eager to learn more.
"Well….." Weiss seized the chance to switch to a less gloomy subject, and delved into a long explanation, outlining everything from her playing with Zwei and meeting Taiyang, to cooking, to the late nights playing games and the time they went camping. As she talked and shared her precious memories, she found herself cherishing every second of this moment. It had been such a long while since they had sat down together and just talked. Hopefully, it was something they could repeat. That Winter asked plenty of questions and showed a genuine interest made it all the better. Some things she naturally kept hidden, like the more intimate moments with Ruby, the heavier subjects they'd broached etc.
"It seems like it was two weeks well-spent." Winter smirked. "What a fairytale twist to what started on a rather glum note."
Weiss smiled. "I agree. There is one more piece of good news, something I'm very proud of."
"Oh, and what is that?"
Weiss was unable to keep a grin from her face. "I went on dates with Ruby in the town."
Winter's eyes widened. "In public?"
Nodding, Weiss began to recount those fond memories. She even let slip that she kissed Ruby and cuddled on a bench near the sea, even if that was terribly embarrassing.
"You were brave, very brave" Winter complemented. "I thought you acclimatizing yourself to being more open would be a slower process."
Weiss nodded, but privately her enthusiasm waned. Winter's praise, while heartfelt and something Weiss was very grateful for, felt misguided since her sister didn't know everything yet.
Pondering it further, now that she'd laid out the past two weeks of her life, being afraid to hold Ruby's hand seemed like such a trivial matter to worry over. Maybe Winter could offer her advise. Even if she couldn't, her just listening and offering her support would mean a lot.
Weiss decided to go about it in a roundabout manner, however. "Winter, have you ever thought of," Weiss paused for a moment as she thought of the best way to frame her question, "dating the same gender?" Privately, she was rather curious as well.
"No, I've never done that. Not seriously, at least. After your call, I tried imagining what it would be like to date a woman and it felt odd to me." Her sister's eyebrows shot up in surprise as a realization seemed to strike her. "Is that how you feel if you imagine yourself with a man?"
The idea of dating a man, while not revolting, felt entirely foreign to Weiss, as there was not a shred of attraction or interest to kindle into something more. Indifference was all such thoughts conjured in her. "Precisely. Imagining dating a guy makes me feel like something's not quite right." A slow breath escaped her as she prepared for revealing her recent setback. "Winter, you know how terrified I've been of showing my preferences in public." Weiss looked at her sister, who nodded. "At Patch, I was," she hesitated for a moment as she sought the best words," … free. I don't think I'll be properly be able to convey how liberating it was to feel like I could be open with who I am."
Winter's brow furrowed slightly as she caught on. "Do you mean that you aren't open with your relationship here?"
Weiss nodded, her shoulders slumping as the admission caused a wave of defeat to roll through her. She thought she would've been able to discuss it without feeling so useless, but now the regret and disappointment came back in full. "Precisely. Ruby just wanted to hold my hand yesterday and I panicked and caused a scene."
"How did Ruby take it?" Winter asked carefully.
Weiss averted her eyes. "She was confused since I acted so differently than on Patch, but we made up. She's supportive and will wait for me for whoever long I need. To help me get over my fears, I've begun to see a therapist. I wonder what I did to deserve someone as sweet as her." She gulped, a rush of emotions making her want to cry. Ruby was such an angel. How many others would've put up with her for months on end as she wallowed in indecisiveness and irrationality?
Now I'm ruining the mood too and Winter's worried for me again.
Winter leaned forward, her expression turning into one Weiss was sure the soldiers under her command had seen countless times. "Weiss, you have to put yourself over those demons. I'm sure it's not easy, but keep in mind what you want in life. In order to reach that, you'll have to make some sacrifices. In this particular matter, that would be leaving your comfort zone."
"It's not easy", Weiss countered, immediately wishing she hadn't. She'd fallen back on excuses so many times and didn't want to keep doing that anymore.
Winter pursed her lips as she thought on how to best approach the matter. "I'm not saying that. It's never easy in the beginning, but it will be as soon as the initial apprehension leaves you. I'm sure you're imagining all the manners in which showing affection in public will hurt you. From public scorn to glances and slandering whispers. However, just as you are no longer shackled by our father's will, you must also throw off the outdated notions of the Atlas nobility. There is nothing wrong with being romantically involved with someone of the same gender. Vale isn't Atlas, Weiss. You'll do just fine." Winter's voice grew kinder towards the end, perhaps having realized how harsh she had initially sounded.
Weiss mulled it over, taking comfort in her sister's reassuring gaze. Winter was right, of course she was. Logically, she knew that. Two days ago, she had unsuccessfully tried to overcome her complex by sheer will… would it be too soon to try again?
"And Weiss?" Winter said, her tone of voice oddly upbeat.
"Yes?"
Her sister gave her an inquisitive look, smirking. "Do you really think someone would do you harm and risk incurring my wrath?"
The joke was so unexpected that Weiss burst out laughing. "No, I don't think they would risk that."
"All I'm suggesting is that you take another leap of faith and see where you land. Because let us not forget that you've done that successfully several times in short order, and you have come out of all of them for the better." Winter gave her a pointed look before taking another sip of her tea.
Weiss silently considered her sister's words. Logically, she knew that nothing bad would happen, even if the dread pooling in her stomach wished her to think otherwise. At some point, she would have to take that leap, lest she risk the deterioration of her relationship with Ruby. She was sure Ruby would be patient with her, but that couldn't by necessity go on forever, and it was moreover an impossible burden to impose on her.
Furthermore, she didn't care if her father found out anymore. During the first semester that had been a point of concern, but now, after all that had happened, that particular concern was at the very back of her mind.
"You're right. I'll try again, and this time I will succeed." She smiled as newfound determination filled her. Deciding that it just wouldn't do dwell on her troubles anymore, she asked Winter something else. "We've talked a lot about myself now, but how are things for you? I barely even know what you're doing at your job."
Her question led to a long discussion that backtracked to when Winter had joined Atlas Academy, rose to prominence there and had later been recruited by general James Ironwood. Hearing Winter reminisce about her career path was enlightening and gave Weiss a newfound respect for her; Her sister had a lot more on her plate than she could've imagined.
"I think it's time for Ruby to join us. Don't you agree?" Winter asked when they'd exhausted that subject.
Weiss could practically sense Winter's hidden curiosity. She pulled out her Scroll and smiled fondly as she texted Ruby. "Be nice to her. She's been a nervous wreck since yesterday."
Winter raised her tea cup to take another sip, Weiss mimicking her. Her own coffee was lukewarm and she decided to get a refill together with something for her girlfriend.
"Poor girl. Well, she has made a good impression so far. Who's surname will she take once you two tie the knot?"
Weiss nearly choked on her coffee.
"And be sure to call me if you want to talk. I may not be able to respond right away though," Winter advised, her expression tightening as they walked towards the airship. "Particularly not for the foreseeable future." The bullhead Winter had arrived in was already in waiting, which meant that their goodbye would be all too soon.
Ruby wondered how much Winter knew of what was going on with the White Fang. She was curious but didn't ask; such information would be classified anyway, kept far away from the ears of a curious civilian.
By now, nearly half an hour after she had joined Weiss and Winter, Ruby was a little less nervous than before. Winter had made an effort to get to know her and they'd bonded over everything from grievances over classmates to field training advice. She was a nice big sister, even if she was stricter than Ruby was used to.
I guess that's what years of military life does to you. She's nice though, so I hope we can meet again.
"Now, Weiss, do you mind if I borrow Ruby for a minute or two? I want to speak with her privately," Winter requested.
"Yes, of course," Weiss said. "I'll wait by the airship." She picked up the pace into a brisk walk, smiling encouraging at Ruby one last time before looking ahead.
Winter, in turn, slowed down the pace considerably. Ruby had a sneaking suspicion that what she'd dubbed 'big sis talk' was incoming, and while she realistically knew that she didn't have much to be worried over, logic didn't prevail. Anxiety coiled in her as she waited with bated breath for Winter to say what was on her mind.
"It was nice to meet you, Ruby, it really was. I admit I was initially worried who my sister had fallen in love with," Winter's gaze seemed far-off for a split second before refocusing on her, "First loves can be confusing. Now though, I am reassured that my sister has found someone who is looking out for her and put her before themself."
"Thank you, Winter," Ruby said, relief welling up in her now that had Winter accepted her. Again, she felt silly for working herself up like that, but maybe there was just no way to get around it. "I'll continue to do so. Her happiness is more important to me than anything else. I hope," she blushed and had to make a colossal effort to not break eye contact, "That what I have with her will last for a very long time."
She couldn't exactly tell Winter just what she hoped for, but she was sure Weiss' sister could guess from how much she was blushing. Her daydream of Weiss in a wedding dress had gone on for some time now, but had lately began to take shape past that stage.
Ever since they returned from home, her thoughts had increasingly swirled around what her and Weiss' life would be like a few years from now. Spending time with Weiss on Patch had opened her eyes to the domestic bliss that was the two of them cooking food, lounging about or just going for a walk in the woods. She wanted that. Marriage, buying a home and making it their own… maybe one day even have children. The last point was a fairly recent addition, and she knew she was too young to really comprehend the magnitude and difficulties of raising a child, but what she envisioned sounded so enticing. For some reason, her thoughts on that matter always gravitated to a pile of children coming in to cuddle with them on an early Saturday morning.
It's a nice dream. Maybe it can be reality one day.
Winter smiled softly. "From what I now know, I will hope for the same. May I have your contact information? Work is demanding, though I shall do my best to stay in touch with both you and Weiss."
"Sure." Ruby pulled up her Scroll and they exchanged numbers, trying her best to not reveal just how flustered her thoughts had made her.
Winter chuckled. "I simply did not want to embarrass Weiss any further by telling you this when she's within earshot."
Ruby giggled. "That's very considerate of you. It's pretty fun to see her so mortified though, isn't it?" Her girlfriend always looked so adorably flustered and like she didn't know what to do next. Many a time, Ruby had gone out of her way just to see that face, and then pepper her with kisses to make up for it.
"Indeed it is," Winter admitted smugly. "I need to talk with her more than I do, particularly after what our father asked of her." She looked over at Weiss and her stoic look crumbled to reveal regret.
At first, Ruby thought about not saying anything but then changed her mind. Even if she was a stranger to Winter, that didn't mean she couldn't chime in with some good advise. "You will, I know that." There was something else she wanted to say too, even if it maybe wasn't her place. "I know some of what you two have been through, and I'm sorry. I wish things could've been different."
How many times haven't I wished Weiss could've had a good childhood. The same goes for Winter. She left home rather than stay and suffer, which must've been tough.
"A sentiment I share with you. I have nothing but hatred left for that old fool," Winter said bitterly, before schooling her expression. "Anyway, again, thank you for making my sister happy. That means a lot to me."
Ruby smiled at her to try and hide how self-conscious those words made her. "Speaking about making her happy, did she tell you that we're going on a date this Sunday?" she asked, not being too subtle with trying to change the subject to something less gloomy.
Winter shook her head, taking the invite. "No, I don't think she did. We covered so much else it must have slipped her mind. Where are you taking her?"
"Vale's botanical garden," Ruby replied eagerly. "I know she likes flowers a whole lot so I thought it would be the perfect date location."
A smile graced Winter's features. "Then I hope you two enjoy yourselves. I've read there is an impressive collection of plants, so I'm certain my sister will enjoy it." Then she looked like she recalled something important, snapping her fingers to herself. "Ruby, before I forget, there is one thing I wanted to ask you. Are you by chance related to Qrow Branwen?"
Ruby couldn't stop the small squeak of distress that escaped her.
She knows! Oh god, I hope uncle Qrow didn't get drunk in front of her. Uncle Qrow, I love you so much but why do you have to have such a disrespect for authority? Winter is practically authority incarnate. And she's my future sister-in-law!
"I'm sorry!" she said immediately. She felt kind of bad about apologizing for her uncle, because it wasn't like she was embarrassed of him. It was just that she was literally meeting the one person whom she wanted to ensure had the best possible impression of her.
Winter chuckled. "He's the most infuriating person I know, but say hello to him from me the next time you meet him. I appreciated his assistance during our last mission together." Then she winked at Ruby. "Let's go back now, before my poor sister frets too much."
Relieved, Ruby walked back to Weiss together with Winter. They both had to reign in their amusement when Weiss turned to them and gave them a slightly slightly apprehensive look. "Winter, did you give her a big sister talk?"
Winter raised an eyebrow at her. "No, certainly not. I just told her how nice it is to see that you're in good hands."
"She was very nice to me," Ruby added lightheartedly, stifling a giggle at how Weiss' cheeks grew red, her girlfriend opening her mouth as if to protest but then thinking better of it.
Winter was silent for a moment, seemingly reluctant to end their reunion. However, a look towards the airship caused her to carry on. "Weiss, I'll speak to you soon. I'm not certain how long my assignment will be, but I should be able to make time for at least one more visit before I head back to Atlas."
"Okay, I look forward to it," Weiss said and opened her arms, meeting Winter in a hug.
The sight was heartwarming to Ruby.
I'm glad she has a sister who looks out for her.
After the hug ended, they bid Winter goodbye and waited while she boarded the ship. Ruby looked at Weiss. Her girlfriend appeared a little bit less cheerful than a few minutes ago. She put a hand on Weiss' back. "She promised she'll be back soon."
Weiss hummed. "I suppose that's contingent on what happens with the White Fang."
"Are you worried for her safety?" Ruby asked. Somehow, she hadn't thought about it from that angle yet. The idea of a conflict blooming up and lives being lost felt foreign, like an impossibility. Yet, as she'd learned from history books, a spark was all it took to start a fire. Her stomach tightened over the uncertainty still hanging over their heads like a storm cloud.
"I'd like to say I know she'd be able to take care of herself, but yes, I'm worried. I also wanted to spend more time with her. For the first time in years, it felt like we connected and could talk honestly to each other," Weiss replied, eyes locked on the airship.
Ruby placed a hand on her shoulder. "Don't worry, she'll be fine, you know that. And there'll be plenty of chances for us to see her again."
"Meeting family is fairly nerve-wracking, isn't it?" Weiss chuckled and turned her head towards her. "I still can hardly believe how nervous the idea of meeting Taiyang made me."
Ruby thought back to all the times she'd worried over making a good first impression on Winter. Meeting her hadn't been nearly as scary as what she had conjured in her mind, but up to that point, she had been moderately terrified.
"Yeah," she replied and giggled. "I was such a mess after you told me. Hanging out with everyone really came in handy yesterday."
"Silly," Weiss poked her in the side and Ruby stuck her tongue out at her.
The airship engines roared to life and they saw how Winter waved at them through a passenger window. They returned the gesture while the ship took off, until it turned towards Vale City and they lost sight of her.
Weiss then stepped closer and reached out, lightly grasping Ruby's hand in her own. "I want to try again."
Ruby looked momentarily perplexed, glancing down at their intertwined hands. "Are you sure?"
Weiss thought back to what Winter had told her. "I'm sure it's not easy, but keep in mind what you want in life". The advise reverberated in her mind. She didn't ever again want to make Ruby feel like she had to hold herself back. If Ruby wanted to hold her hand, or hug or kiss for that matter, then she should be able to do so to her heart's content.
Ruby's silver-coloured eyes betrayed the hesitation she was feeling. Hesitation over Weiss' comfort and well-being.
It made a warm feeling swell in Weiss' chest, ironically making her all the more certain of her plan, so she set out to explain her reasoning. "I want to try again. I've had all of yesterday evening and most of today to consider it. Winter gave me some advice as well. Of course, this is very soon after my recent disastrous attempt, but I want to anyway. I really do, so I am going to try until I succeed."
She pulled Ruby into a hug, wrapping her arms around her. Right now, she didn't care if anyone saw them. "Because you are important to me Ruby. You're the girl I love." She tightened the hug, burying her face against the crook of Ruby's neck.
"I love you too, Weiss," Ruby responded and hugged back.
Their closeness comforted her and Weiss again resolved to take that leap of faith. After all, she knew what she wanted. The ruby pendants were hidden in her closet and she was already itching to give them to her girlfriend. However, as things stood right now, she had to sort herself out first. Making Ruby hide their relationship just wouldn't cut it anymore.
There was also the matter of the upcoming ball the school would be hosting in some weeks time. Dancing was certainly on the agenda, and it wouldn't surprise Weiss if many people would try to seek out a date. She had previously put off thinking about it while she was at Patch, but she realized she didn't have that luxury anymore. Going with Ruby as her official date was something she would love to do. The alternative, to go as friends, would leave a sour aftertaste for both of them.
She deserves better, and so do I.
Otherwise, nothing of what she had begun to dream about could possibly come true. Her time on Patch had helped to shape her ideas of what life could be like past graduation at Beacon. Weiss knew she already wanted to live together with Ruby, that was a given, but them doing dishes, watching TV, preparing breakfast etc, had all helped to solidify what that domestic bliss would feel like. Having a warm and welcoming home to spend time in had left such a lasting impression on her that Weiss sometimes daydreamed of the two of them living together and doing these simple chores.
Further down the road, she imagined they would get married, and then there was the topic of children. She hadn't yet put a lot of thought into when or how that would happen, but she could see herself raising kids together with Ruby one day. Her face reddened as she realized just how far her daydream had taken her, but she couldn't help it. A wave of giddy anticipation ran through her as she thought about what the future could hold for them.
Ruby is worth it. She is worth all of that effort and then some, and I have to start somewhere. Come on, Weiss Schnee. Stop hiding and fearing those imaginary shadows!
As she hugged Ruby and inhaled her pleasant fragrance, she thought of all of this and more while gathering her resolve.
After a few seconds, Ruby let her arms rest against Weiss' lower back and loosened the embrace a bit so Weiss could disentangle, should she wish to. Yet, Weiss didn't, continuing to hug her and being so warm and impossible soft and nice to be close. Ruby never wanted to let go. For a moment, her wish was granted as Weiss clung closer to her and Ruby stroked her hair slowly, nuzzling her chin against her. "I love you," she repeated softly.
Even as Ruby said that, her girlfriend's words secretly made Ruby rather worried. There wouldn't be a repeat of two days ago, but what if Weiss failed again? Wouldn't that be pretty bad?
No, that isn't right. I'll have to support and encourage her.
"You'll do fine," Ruby said instead, deciding that having faith in Weiss was more important. If Weiss failed, then she would be there for her and pick her up, as many times as it was needed. Ruby could imagine that Weiss felt a lot of pressure no matter how much she tried to reassure her that they could go at a slower pace. Had their roles been reserved, she herself would likely have done the same.
Weiss hummed and Ruby giggled as her breath tickled the nape of her neck. "Ready to give this a try, then?" she asked after another few seconds passed.
"Yes." Weiss let go of her and grasped her hand again. Her face had a slight flush to it from the intimate hug and her eyes betrayed nervousness but also resolve.
That reassured Ruby that Weiss didn't do this on a whim. Still, deciding that a little more encouragement couldn't hurt, Ruby brought their joined hands up and planted a tender kiss to the back of Weiss' hand. "I'll be here for you every step of the way," she said, wanting Weiss to keep that fact in mind at all times.
And you will do just fine, Weiss, even if you're unsure of it yourself. I know it.
"I know." Weiss' mouth quirked into a smile and she turned around towards the school. "Let's go," she said and tugged lightly on her hand.
The walk across the airship docks was luckily uneventful. Whenever Weiss spotted people in the distance she tensed up, her grip tightening ever so slightly. Yet, she didn't break off. Whenever that happened, Ruby rubbed her thumb over Weiss' palm and squeezed her hand to let her know she wasn't alone.
Still a bit away from the school, Ruby figured it would help if Weiss was preoccupied with something else, as she could feel how the silence grated on her girlfriend's nerves. "Weiss, about running, I talked to Pyrrha yesterday and she thought it was best that you work on getting into a good routine and adapting to it, before you join us."
Weiss' expression fell somewhat as she focused her attention on her, instead of habitually glancing around. "I should've expected that. How long do you estimate it will take for me before I'm ready?"
Ruby mulled it over. Weiss was already pretty athletic, but stamina was her main deficiency. "Probably a bit over a month? I'm not sure, but you know what Weiss?" Her cheeks reddened when she thought of a fun way for her to build stamina. Best not to suggest it at the moment.
Maybe later though… I want to make love to her again.
Weiss shook her head.
Ruby grinned as she met her girlfriend's curious gaze. "I'll help you out. Technique, stretching excesses and I'll even run with you." She squeezed the hand she was holding. "Running alone isn't a whole lot of fun."
Weiss shot her a grateful look. "Thank you. I'm fairly nervous about it, as little sense as that makes. It's just overwhelming to start out I suppose."
"Yeah, but baby steps. Let's start on Sunday, okay?"
A nod confirmed that Weiss was along, before her expression grew contemplative. "About our date on Saturday, have you made any meal plans yet?"
Ruby shook her head, even as her heart sank. She hadn't yet given that much thought! "No, uhm, I was going to do that but-" she began in a panic, only to be interrupted by a slender finger to her lips. Not knowing what else to do, she chomped - gently, of course.
Weiss' smug expression turned into one of incredulity, and she looked so hilarious that Ruby burst out laughing, letting the finger go as she stopped walking and doubled over.
"Sorry, it's just, I've always wanted to do just that. Haven't you noticed how often you put a finger against my lips when you want to speak?" she asked, trying in vain to stifle another giggle and wiped a tear from her eye.
Weiss huffed and playfully swatted at her, blushing cutely over having been made aware of the childish gesture. "It's not often at all. Just a few times." She pointedly ignored the raised eyebrow Ruby sent her way. "Now, as I was going to say, Ruby…" Her sharp gaze made Ruby nod to show she was listening. "The botanical garden has a park of sorts, right?"
"Yup."
Weiss' eyes lit up in excitement. "Then how about this; I will make us a delicious, homemade lunch in return for you taking me out."
The almost pleading look Ruby saw made her ignore her first instinct to insist on preparing one herself. It seemed important to Weiss, so she decided to let her have her way. Besides, Weiss could be stubborn and would try to negotiate her way to getting her will through anyway. "Okay, I look forward to it." And she really did. Weiss had never before prepared a homemade meal for her; It made a warm and fuzzy feeling stir in her chest. She grasped Weiss' hand again and resumed walking, subconsciously humming on a cheerful tune.
They were close to the academy building now, thereby making the journey increasingly perilous as the risk of them meeting any students increased with each step. A few moments later, her fears came true when she spotted a bunch of second year students coming out of one of the adjacent buildings, the training hall to be particular. With the speed they were walking at, they would arrive to the dorm area at the same time.
"Want me to let go?" she asked and glanced at her girlfriend, only to immediately clamp her mouth shut. She wanted to empower Weiss, not immediately offer her a way out.
"No, definitely not." Weiss gave her a tense smile, her grip in her hand tightening.
They met the group in what to Ruby felt like just a few seconds later. Behind the first wave of people, she spotted Velvet and Coco. And they noticed them. Coco and Velvet had become distances acquaintances to team RWBY, but Ruby wouldn't describe them as being close. Perhaps that would change with time, though it was tricky with different schedules and classes.
"Hey, Ruby, Weiss," Velvet greeted happily, Coco mimicking her.
"We'll be along in a few," Coco said to the rest of their group. Ruby wasn't able to spot their two other teammates. "Got to imbue our collective wisdom to our adorable first years." Ruby could've sworn that Coco winked at them behind her shades.
The attention had the effect of ensuring that all of the other students, a good ten or so, looked at them. Ruby noted a few curious glances and raised eyebrows towards them once they spotted how she and Weiss held hands. Her girlfriend's grip tightened as she flashed them a nervous smile.
"Okay, don't take too long though. We have a bet to settle!" one student replied, who appeared to catch on to her girlfriend's discomfort, making the rest of the students follow his lead and beginning to head to the second year's dorm.
"Hey Velvet, Coco, how are you?" Weiss' tone of voice had a higher pitch to it than normal and Ruby realized that her hand was shaking ever so slightly.
She quickly took a step forward to gain their attention, stroking the back of Weiss' hand with her thumb to try and calm her down. "Yeah, how was the break?"
"The break was wonderful. I invited the team to visit my family. They live outside of Vale so it was fairly close," Velvet started, smiling as she recollected fond memories.
"Plus," Coco interjected, "we got the chance to meet her adorable little brothers and sisters and slay a tonne of Grimm. Helping out an entire village like that and securing the surroundings for months was sweet." She grinned. "We're practically heroes to the little darlings now. What were you two up to?"
"We went to my home on Patch and hung out. No Grimm hunting happened, but a whole bunch of being lazy and eating delicious food. Well, we did do some training as well; my dad's a huntsman and combat instructor at Signal, so it's kind of cheating that way I guess," Ruby explained quickly, coming precariously close to rambling before she reigned her enthusiasm in and slowed down.
They talked for a bit about their respective trips and what else had happened. Velvet's mom apparently made a carrot cake to die for, which Ruby privately thought was a coincidence bordering on an almost painfully simplistic stereotype. Of course, that allowed her the opportunity to delve into their foray in the strawberry fields and how they'd learned to cook together.
More than once, Ruby caught how Velvet in particular glanced at their linked hands. She was obviously curious and not too good at hiding that fact, and when there was a lull in the conversation, Velvet's curiosity got the better of her, her ears standing a bit taller. "I'm sorry to pry, but do you two have some good news to share?"
Weiss' face was beet red and Ruby felt how the grip on her hand tightened, but her girlfriend didn't shy away from the question. "Yes, I'm in a relationship with Ruby," she said quickly, eyes flicking between them.
Coco motioned at their links hands, whistling in appreciation. "Congratulations. Did it happen during the break?"
Weiss' hue reddened perceptibly. "T-thank you. No, it didn't. We've actually been in a relationship for some months now... but I didn't want to attract any attention." Her gaze darted away from the older students, visibly nervous and on edge.
Privately, Ruby was brimming with pride. Weiss had voluntarily revealed that they were together to someone else. She nudged her girlfriend slightly and sent her a wide smile when those blue eyes turned to her. "You did it. I'm so proud of you."
I love you, Weiss Schnee.
Velvet had apparently spotted the uncertain tone and demeanor because her face grew sympathetic. "We're not going to judge you, Weiss."
Silence followed for a moment until Weiss seemed to deflate, exhaling audibly. "I… thank you. This is really difficult for me."
"You've struggled with coming to terms with liking the same sex?" Coco asked bluntly, glancing at Ruby. She nodded to confirm.
"It shames me to admit it, but yes, that's precisely it. Or, well, lately my fears has been about public perceptions. Ruby's been immensely helpful and understanding."
Weiss' fond smile caused Ruby to blush and she pulled her girlfriend into a side hug, overcome with emotions; It was hard to stay still when all she wanted was to hug and kiss Weiss for forever. "Don't mention it," she replied warmly. The sudden bodily contact was maybe not the best move she could've pulled, but Weiss didn't seem to mind, staying close to her.
"Well, you go and be you and do what you feel like, and if anyone has a problem with that, let us know. " Coco's smile was one that promised misery. "I'll be sure to point out the error of their ways."
"Thank you," Weiss said again with palpable relief.
I think I owe those two a favor. Weiss really needs to know that she has allies all around here ready to stand up for her.
After talking some more, they eventually bid Coco and Velvet a good evening and headed towards their dorm room.
As they walked, Weiss didn't say much, but she never let go of her hand. She seemed absentminded, dazed, and barely replied when Ruby tried striking up a conversation. Ruby wasn't sure how much more exposure today Weiss could take, so she wanted to hurry before they ran into anyone else. She was keenly aware that the rumors were likely already in motion. Of course, neither Coco or Velvet would go out of their way to talk about them now that they knew how difficult this had been for Weiss, but they were likely to get a question or two from their friends.
Worry churned in Ruby's stomach. There was no going back now and she had to do everything in her power to ensure that she supported Weiss. Had their encounter been too much for Weiss now that the initial bravado and positive reactions had died down?
She likes to mull things over and is probably imagining all sorts of rumors flying around. At least we're home in a minute. I hope this doesn't go badly.
As soon as they stepped into the dorm room and the door closed behind them, Ruby swiftly pulled Weiss into a hug. "I'm so proud of you!" She kept her voice as cheerful as possible, which wasn't a difficult task considering how happy and proud she was in spite of her fears.
Weiss leaned into the embrace immediately, wrapping her arm around Ruby's shoulders and nuzzling into the crook of her neck. "That was a terrifying experience," she admitted in a low voice, pressing herself closer against her and nearly clinging to her. Ruby began to stroke her back, ensuring that Weiss was able to seek safety in her presence.
With her back against the closed door, Ruby got a good look at Blake and Yang's perplexed expressions. Her sister and friend had been sitting at the desk and studying together when they barged in, and now their attention was turned fully on them.
"Uhm, what did we miss?" Yang asked cautiously. "Didn't it go well with Winter?" Next to her, Blake's expression began to slowly shift into worry.
Ruby blinked. She had almost forgotten about meeting Winter in light of the last 30 minutes. "Oh no no no, that went fine! Winter was super friendly and approved of me and all that. Some other stuff happened as well though - good stuff!" she quickly explained, hastily adding the last part as she saw how her friends were on the verge of a misunderstanding. "Weiss, wanna tell them?" She bumped her nose against her girlfriend's temple in a display of encouragement and loosened her grip around her catch.
Taking the cue, Weiss disentangled herself and turned around to face her friends. "It went well. Really well. It felt like Winter and I had a honest discussion and could understand each other, and it was years ago since we last did that. What Ruby and I were referring to is what happened afterwards."
"What happened?" Blake asked, her voice tinted with worry.
"We held hands," Weiss revealed. She had a broad smile on her face but looked to be incredibly tense nonetheless. "In public. Winter gave me a pep talk, and I took a gamble and somehow didn't freak out."
Yang blinked, startled. Blake stood up and walked forward and gave her a hug, which Weiss reciprocated. "Congratulations, Weiss. I knew you could do it."
"I thought my heart would stop beating," Weiss admitted in a shaky voice. The laughter that bubbled forth had a faint hint of hysteria to it.
"Weiss, you are amazing, you know that?" Yang praised. "How do you feel now?"
She giggled nervously and pulled away from Blake's embrace. "Odd. I feel weak and strong at the same time. My mind transitions from joy to panic and I think I need to cry." As soon as she had admitted that, she began to wipe at her eyes as tears began to trickle down. "It was hard. Really hard. But I did it."
Ruby immediately stepped close and pulled her into another hug and began to whisper reassurances to her. Weiss' frame shook and soft sobs escaped her. She felt how tears stung in her own eyes as she was overcome with emotions. Weiss was so brave and had pushed herself so hard to reach this point, and Ruby realized that she would never be able to fully understand how scared her girlfriend must've felt.
"I'm here for you, Weiss. So is Blake and Yang. Cry as much as you need," she said soothingly, stroking her girlfriend's hair over and over as she hugged the shuddering girl close.
The minutes ticked by and Weiss calmed down eventually, her trembles receding and her breathing growing steady once again. Ruby released her grip enough so that Weiss could disentangle herself should she want to. But she didn't, continuing to cling to her.
Today had been a monumental step for Weiss, probably one of the most important ones she'd even take. Tomorrow would be challenging in its own right, but Ruby just knew that they would make it through.
I hope this chapter was enjoyable. A bit on the heavy side emotionally for sure but that was needed. In any case, Weiss took a great leap forward.
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