Best Fake Relationship Ever Ch 38 She is Love, a glee fanfic

Disclaimer: I do not have any relation to Glee or any of the writers on Fox. Purely fictional.

All the memories of him flashed in her head just as the musicians played the first note.

Oh my man, I love him so, he'll never know
All my life is just despair, but I don't care
When he takes me in his arms,
The world is bright, all right

What's the difference if I say, I'll go away
When I know I'll come back on my knee someday
For whatever my man is,
I am his forever more

After the first verse, Rachel was close to tears. With every word that she sung, she was hurting inside. She started repeating the same verse and knew that she could never erase him from her life, at least not entirely. He had been a part of her, and he still was.

Oh my man, I love him so, he'll never know
All my life is just despair, but I don't care
When he takes me in his arms,
The world is bright, all right

What's the difference if I say, I'll go away
When I know I'll come back on my knee someday
For whatever my man is, I am his forever more

When she was done, Mr. Schue brought his hand to his chest and stared at the girl. He was lost for words; she had delivered the song flawlessly. She always had, but this time, she had channeled all her emotions, and for that last two minutes, he was speechless at how much she has grown.

Kurt let out a breath he hadn't realized he had been holding. Rachel's solo was amazing. He was dumbstruck at her delivery of the song.They have to get back together. They just have to.

Finn sighed as he braked at a traffic light. He turned on the radio, hoping that music would drown his sorrows.

Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold, hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh, so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song to you
I might even sing this song to you, to you, to you

And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back, we'll make it better
So just come back
I'll make it better than it ever was
I'll make it better than it ever was

After the song ended, Finn was more determined than ever. He reversed his truck and headed towards the direction of the Berry household.

After glee rehearsals, Kurt offered to give Rachel a lift home. He wanted to talk to her about Finn and Mercedes understood the need to give them a little privacy.

"Let me know how things go!" Mercedes whispered before she ran off.

Kurt nodded and looked at Rachel. "Ready to go?"

She nodded and the pair headed towards the parking lot.

"You would never offer to drive me home Kurt, you know it's not exactly the most convenient place in Lima. Every time you offer to do something for me, it's either you need a favour or you want to talk about something. So spill, what is it?" Rachel asked as she settled herself in his car.

"You know what I want to talk about." He replied as he started the ignition and pulled away.

"Kurt, I've forgotten about everything. Nationals is coming up and I want to focus on getting that trophy."

"Yeah, keep telling yourself that. I know you Rachel, and I know Finn. I've seen the way you two look at each other. Even though it's nauseatingly disgusting, it's love."

"Yeah? Well love has just got to wait now, doesn't it?" She said stubbornly as she crossed her arms in front of her.

He was shocked at her answer. "Does that mean that you've forgiven Finn?"

"No. Where did you get that from? When I said that love has got to wait, I wasn't referring to him."

"Oh yeah? Is there anyone else in your life then?"

"Barbra Striesand."

"Thanks for clarifying your sexuality Rachel." Kurt remarked sarcastically. "But I have awesome gay-dar considering that I'm part of the community as well. So stop trying to give yourself excuses will you?"

Rachel sunk into her seat as she thought back about her performance earlier.

As though Kurt was reading her mind, he spoke up again. "You evidently haven't gotten over this whole thing with Finn. Come on Rachel, how were you able to give such a heartfelt performance without thinking of him? You can lie to yourself all you want but you know that he's worth it."

"I'm really afraid of getting hurt Kurt. You know that this isn't the first time that he has, it means something if he doing this to me for the second time."

"It doesnt change the fact that he loves you. Why are you pushing him away when he's obviously in your head all the time? You say that love has just got to wait, but you know that you've never stopped. Feelings that came back are feeling that never went away Rachel."

Chapter 38! Feeling so terrible about myself because I've been lacking in chapters, so I really hope that this is making up for it, ANOTHER STEP CLOSER TOWARDS A HAPPY FINCHEL! Hopefully it'll be good enough! Small glee references to S02E18, S02E22 and S03E02! Also, the last line from Kurt had been a quote I've seen on TheLoveStories/twitter when I was tweeting a few days ago! Awesome fit into the story, so here it is!

Also, the song on the radio's "Maybe" by Secondhand Serenade! I was downloading a bunch of albums a couple of days ago, and chanced upon this song. Already started on this story and the song was PERFECT! Really wanted to use it in my story, so I've been working hard at it! Hope you'll like it!

Noro, AnnPatrick, gleepotter, DonStella, THANK YOU SO MUCH, despeit my lack in chapters, all of you still religiously comment after every chapter and ask for more! THE SUPPORT YOU'VE GIVEN ME HAS BEEN WONDERFUL! I'd definitely update another chapter again tonight, so stay tuned for more!

Readuntilyoudie, Awww, thank you for loving the references, was really afraid readers would start thinking that I'm just drawing lines from everywhere without putting much thought in the work, so I've changed a couple of stuff. But thanks, nonetheless, you're amazing and Finchel's on its way! Keep hanging on! :)

MudbloodGleek, no problem you lovely writer! Super excited to see what you have for us! Sending you lots of love! :')

CarCarBeepBroom, Awwww, tell me about it! I love that you're counting the reviews along with me, you're just too precious! That line had been a line from the 2008 film, as mentioned. I've added the last part about proving it wrong for the dramatic effect! Glad to see that you love it! Thank you sweetheart! :D