a/n "i'll update soon" ok so that was originally true but then this past year has been bs so i got a bit sidetracked. i decided that i wouldn't continue this story but last week i stumbled across rydel's youtube channel and the "new addictions" ep and all the memories flooded back in. lost my a&a style, don't complain, i'll try and get back into the swing of things. lets see, i just wrote like 400 more words to this chapter but my computer sucks and it restarted and deleted it all. haha finals kill me. the last time i said "i know how i'm gonna end this story" i completely forgot that ending but now i figured out my new ending lol y'all are gonna kill me about it if any of you have stuck around (prob not).

We spent the day together, laughing, telling jokes, flirting. Even though there were dozens of people on set watching us, we couldn't care less. Everybody had gotten used to our extreme flirting and touchiness, it didn't surprise anyone anymore. I still felt the sadness that Ross was leaving, but I tried my best to cover it up with the fact that he was with me right now.

I hadn't read any journal entries since last night. I've sorta been wanting to save them all until he's gone, just so I can keep little bits of him with me.

But I know that tonight I won't be able to take it.

"Laur," I look up from my Ipad as my dressing room door swings open to reveal a tall blonde. He had a slight smirk tugging on his lips, obviously having something planned. We had taken a couple minutes aside from each other to change from our assigned attire to our regular clothing.

He walks up right beside my couch and lays down almost on top of me. Not in a sexual way, but more in a "I'm planking on top of you so you get annoyed."

"For foxes sake," I sigh and ruffle my hand through his dirty blonde hair, "what do you want?" I ask in a teasingly tone.

"Don't be ma-" I cut him off before he could finish,

"What the hell did you do this time?"

"It turns out I have a concert tonight."

"For foxes sake," I mutter. "Alright. Come over after."

He sits up from his planking position and situates himself next to me on the couch, intensively staring at my eyes, while I ignored his gaze. "It'll be late. After midnight late."

"So?" I question him in almost a sassy tone.

He giggles, "okay."

i had an important scene written out too but nope my computer hates me but yeah i'll write that up sometime this week and post it