Louis' POV:
I never have felt this much hurt and sorrow. I want to tell the world that she's dead. It hurts knowing that I can never get her back. The directioners can see that I'm hurting and they tell me to get her back. When I hit the punching bag multiple times it felt good. I felt better. Nothing could bring her back. Ana took it hard too, I saw her go into a random fit suddenly on my way to her house. Ana and I have gotten closer, she understands that it hurts. She understands my pain. I heard her say something about a guy named William that abused her. It must be a touchy subject for her. She's like my 5th sister. I need to see my family soon. Haven't seen them in a while.
Ana's POV:
"Harry, I cant take it anymore! She was one of my closest friends! I cant even start to say how much it hurt! She's dead and nothing can bring her back! Louis' hurting everyone is! That doesnt matter though! I don't want to wait to get married! Everything requires a loss of something or waiting! It's driving me nuts!" I shout and Harry looks taken back. "Baby, are you alright because you look like you're going to pass out. Lets look on the bright side, atleast we are getting married." Harry said. "Why must we delay?" I ask "Well, it was the only day open for the venue you wanted. All I want is for you to be happy. You're not happy right now and it tears me to pieces. Of course I want to get married right now, but everyone expects some big wedding because I'm famous." He says "Let's get married now." I say "We cant. Baby, you know we can't. Everyone is too hurt right now. My best man, rarely leaves his house. We can't baby. Not so soon." He says and I nod. I get up from the bed. "Where are you going?" He asks "I'm going to my therapist appointment. Care to drive me?" I ask and he nods. While we're getting changed I notice that it's almost christmas and Louis' birthday. We get into the car and Harry starts driving. "Harry, we need to go present shopping." I say and Harry just nods. He parks the car and I notice we're in front of Dr. Amethyst's office. We get out and are crowded by paparazzi. "Why are you here?" One asked and knowing I couldn't tell them I just cry. The paparazzi look taken back by my outburst and start asking more questions. I grab a pack of gum and some plastic forks I had in my purse. Why I had them... No idea. I start throwing them at the paps. They look at me as if I'm crazy and start backing up. I enter and get taken back to the room right away.
*an hour later*
I feel nothing different, but I do grab a teacup from Dr. Amethysts office to throw at the paps. I leave teacup in hand out of the room to find Harry waiting. He looks down and sees my hand grasping the teacup and gives me a questioning look. "Why do you have a teacup?" He asks and I just point to the paprazzi outside. He nods understanding. We leave and are once again bombarded with questions. I throw the teacup at them and look shocked. This will probably be in every magazine by tomorrow.