'Ive loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night' Galileo
Harry's POV
It had been a few months since Fenrir told me he wanted cubs. Since he made me the happiest I've ever been. I had been so excited that the next morning I ran to tell the rest of the pack. Liekos stood towards the back of the group next to Fenrir, a warm smile on his face and his hand on Fen's shoulder.
It seems like just yesterday that happened. Now though, I was sat again in the healer's cave with Gayl. She acted as the mediwitch for the pack seeing as she was one of the only wolves with magic. As I looked up and saw her grim face, I knew. I was used to that face being directed at me now. I still remember the first time it had been directed at me.
-Flashback-
I was so excited. It had been two weeks since we had agreed to start trying for cubs. Fenrir and I were 'together' as often as we could be. I assume it has been a good thing for him too. I mean he's getting it on a plate so he can't be too bothered.
I was so excited. I've been fertile this past week and now was the perfect time to find out that I'm pregnant. I bounced towards the medi-cave with a spring in my step. I hummed a muggle rhyme as I waited for Gayl to come in.
'Hey Little One,' she smiled at me as she came over to me.
I laughed as I gave her a quick hug. I was bouncing on the bed as I waited for her to get everything ready.
'Come on Gayl, I'm so excited. I can't wait to see my cubs. I just know I'm pregnant. I can feel it! Mother Moon has blessed me, I know it' I garbled excitedly. Gayl smiled at me and told me to lie down.
She waved her wand over my stomach and I closed my eyes excitedly. When I felt her cancel the spell I looked up. Her face was set in a frown. I could see her eyes held sadness and a little pity.
'I'm sorry Harry.'
I began to sob quietly. She pulled me into her embrace.
-Flashback ends-
'Still nothing?' I whispered. She looked at me sadly and shook her head.
'I'm sorry Harry.'
I sighed and left quietly. I walked past the children and other women of the pack and laid down on our bed when I reached our cave.
I was laid silently facing the wall. I sensed him before I heard and felt him come into the cave. He carefully and slowly edged his way towards us. I could feel his apprehension and sadness through our bond.
'Harry?' he softly questioned. I softly shook my head and felt sadness flow even stronger through the bond.
He crawled into the bed with me and wrapped his arms around me. I turned to face him and he kissed my forehead. We'd deal with it together.