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Texas...and they weren't kidding when they said everything is bigger in Texas, cause as soon as you walk from the fucking airport everything becomes like giant size which makes a small girl like me feel very weird and more tiny then what I am. Jeff kept his distance from me when we left. I guess he was still a tad bit upset about me leaving and all. I mean I get it...he finally wants a girl who shared the same passion as him, and for me to be on the road with him all the time, and truthfully I would love to be that girl, but come on look at me! I can't do anything artful, or that looks mildly close to wrestling. I can be a bartender, a pretty damn good one if I don't say so myself.

"Kellie Bear, you promised we could go shopping for tonight!" Maria screamed in my ear as soon as we landed. Ugh, that's all she's been talking about since we left. I mean I know I am a girl all up for shopping, but you have to understand something with Maria...with Maria it is no shopping, it's like hell on earth!

"Ria, we just got here we can go when people aren't around as much…I love you but I don't want to get killed by fan boys trying to get at you." I whined just as annoying back. Getting fan boys off my best friend is not my favorite past time really.

"Aw, but Kel!" she whines just as bad as me, maybe even better. What? I'm not going to give into her little game and be her maid once more. My best friend was a beast when it came to shopping.

"Maria…" it was the warning voice this time.

"Please!" there is that tone again. I give in, I have to, because with Maria that's all you can do, give in. I look over to see Jeff in all his glory, putting on his sunglasses as if to hide him from the fans. I don't think I could ever get used to when he put on his glasses. It's like a cut to the gut and all I want to do is make out with him.

"So is that a yes?" she pushed me from my dirty thoughts .

"As long as you don't make me your human Barbie again I think we will be fine." I mumbled, biting the metal loop in my lip. She smiled wide; grabbing my arm and watching the boys pass us by. I looked at Jeff, and he was not happy at all. He actually looked like he was kicked and thrown to the ground, which I should be held responsible for I guess.

"Loves, you wanna go with us to the mall?" Maria asked the quiet crew. Matt shook his head, and looked over at Jeff who mumbled something I couldn't understand. That didn't bother me as much as when Shannon walked over and whispered something into his ear. The look Jeff and Shan gave me were giving me the jitters and making me more nervous. Maria stole a glance at me and gave me a shrug. I was getting nervous because I know the look Jeff gave me…he gave me the I fucked up look.

"He's in trouble…I can tell." I let the words slip from my mouth as soon as I grabbed my phone to text him what was wrong. He jumped a bit grabbing his phone and then stealing a glance at me. It was then when he mouthed the name Vince did I know that something was seriously wrong.

"Come on Kel, I wanna get to the mall before we leave." I hear Maria whine, but at the moment I don't care. I'm watching as my boyfriend gives me one last look and walks away as if it was the last time he was going to see me, "Earth to Kel!" Maria is desperate to grab my attention. I finally turn around, but bump into a hard body that I recognize as the only person I really didn't want to see.

"Just wondering if you wanted to get a bite to eat." Randy asks me. Can this guy get any worse when it comes to timing? No I don't think he even knows what the hell timing is.

"Can't sweetheart Maria and I are going to the mall." I guess this thing with Maria was a blessing, cause I don't want to be anywhere near Randy. I watched as his face turned into pout, and I watched as his mouth opened just about to ask if he could join two lovely ladies, but thank God Maria grabbed me before he could even mutter the words.

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"Did you see that look Ria?" I ask as she throws at me one more bag on me. Now you think I would be used to this right now, but now you know the reason why I hate things like this. My best friend looks me right in the eye and shakes her head for a moment giving me that small smile of hers.

"You know our babies wouldn't do anything to worry us." She jokes, throwing me a t-shirt to try on. Oh I forgot to say, Maria forgave Shannon for my sister thing, but now just wants to make sure the next time I go home she gets the beat down of her life. Actually that sounds kind of nice.

"No, something is really wrong." And with those words spoken my phone vibrated and when I looked down I saw it was Shannon; with shaky hands I answered the phone and took a deep breath.

"Kel, we need you back at the hotel Jeff needs you." That's all Shannon said to me before hanging up. I felt my heart stop, I felt my body go numb to the point I didn't even feel the bags falling or Maria tapping on my shoulder.

"We need to go back, now." I remember saying but that's all I actually remember saying.