Telling Silence

It's the silences that tell her about him, now that she has learned how to read what is unsaid.

Like the control that is revealed in the quiet click when he closes the laptop: either pausing his work for that of the Host Club, or finished just in time to participate with the others.

Or the satisfaction that drifts through the air as the folder closes in a shushing sound between one long-fingered, capable hand.

His silence speaks its own language: disapproval, annoyance, interest or amusement when the Host Club undertakes one of its schemes.

The tilt of the head that says he's paying attention; the glint closes out the world: defense and offense, both.

It's the times when he doesn't speak that reveal who he is behind the character he has set up.

Ambitious, ruthless, insistent, complex, thoughtful, competitive, vindictive, compassionate, burdened, graceful, strong...

Haruhi is grateful for the silences, because they give her insight that few others have about him, and tell her of a secret she never dreamed of looking for.