"Nora, where are you? Please just come back to us. We never wanted it to turn out this way; we wanted to save you from becoming a monster from losing everything that made us love you in the first place. I always thought I loved Lydia, ever since I can remember but I was wrong. I remember you laughed at me when I had admitted it, I haven't heard your laugh in so long…When you came back to life you had lost your soul, the one thing that made you so special. I was watching you one night when you were tied up, you were sleeping... you looked so peaceful so much like your old self. I thought for a second that you weren't breathing. I panicked and ran over to check, you was. Nora I never want to feel like that again, that I might lose you. We all just wanted you back that it drove us all insane. Each and every one of us has our reasons for wanting you to be yourself again. Isaac saw you as his sister, he kept mentioning how when you're normal again he wants you to teach him how to play guitar, he wants to be good at something. Allison wants her best friend back, she's struggling with the death of her Mom at the moment and the only person she wants to comfort her is you. Scott may seem like he doesn't care but he does, you are his friend Nora. Boyd misses the pranks you'd pull on Derek and the way your smile made everyone else smile, he may have seemed like he'd prefer you dead but he was just looking out for Derek. No one wanted him to die. Speaking of Derek, he is going nuts; no one has been able to get some sense out of him in days. He's searched the town thousands of times Nora. If he isn't searching the woods, he's on the main road, if he isn't on the main road he's outside your house hoping you'd come home. He won't eat he won't sleep, he loves you so much, everyone can see it. You're ruining him Nora. I never thought I'd see Derek cry. And then there's me. I'll accept the fact you slept with Derek even though it hurt the hell out of me, I'll accept the fact you love us both if you just come back to us. I want nothing more to see your face. We'll work our way around this whole thing maybe there's a way you can feed without killing people? I won't try and change you because I love you for you. You are the first person I can honestly say I love and I don't want to lose you ever. Just walk through that door back to me. That's all I want."
A tear fell onto the screen of my phone. I sniffed wiping it away to only be greeted by another. The sorrow that gripped me held on hard in an unrelenting grasp. My mind fogged up and my eyes felt heavy with the salty liquid. I felt my lip quivering as I tried to swallow my tears back and not show my weakness. My fingers twitched to dial Stiles number but I stopped myself, launching my phone across the room. I couldn't go back.
I held my knee's to my chest slowly rocking myself to calm the sadness that overwhelmed me. I took a few deep breaths.
"Nora, are you okay?" Aidan appeared in the doorway, I didn't look up at him. I wasn't going to allow him to see me cry.
I rubbed my eyes dry "I'm fine" my voice was shaky, barely covering the sob that was about to break out.
"Have you been crying?" Aidan was in front of me in a matter of seconds, grabbing my face to look at him. His eyes hardened at the sight of me.
"It's them again, they're messing with your head" He hissed.
"No I just stubbed my toe" I lied but he wasn't buying it.
"Don't lie, you know they don't mean anything they're saying they want you back so they can kill you Nora, they shot you for god's sake" He was trying to drill it into my head, but my heart kept fighting back.
"Why do I have to kill Derek?" Tears leaked out of my eyes as I shook my head, unable to accept it.
"Because Derek killed you and he killed one of ours, he isn't who he says he is"
"He loves me" I whispered. Derek loved me.
Aidan groaned before sighing furiously "Don't you see he tricked you? He doesn't love you! Otherwise he wouldn't sit there and watch you die" I winced at his words, they were so harsh.
"If I kill him then what will happen? I join your pack and kill more innocent people" I spat
"We will be stronger more powerful, we won't have to kill because we'd be able to take what we want when we want" He stroked my face and I finally gave in believing every word he said because Aidan had never tried to kill me. Aidan believed I wasn't a monster and Aidan wanted a better future, our future.
I'M SO SAD I ACTUALLY CRIED WRITING STILE'S SPEECH, WHO ELSE WAS ALSO SAD?
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