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Christians POV

We have been back from our holidays for two days now. I have to say we had and amazing time. I loved seeing my two girls girls having an amazing time. We got to see a lot of what italy has to offer. Venus was amazing and Ana loved seeing the Romeo and Juliet balcony in Verona well of course she did she loves anything to do with literature. I decided to bring them to a themepark called Gardaland. It was actually really good I have to say I was pretty suprised.

It was nice having family time with just the three of us. But I am worried about Sophia I can tell she is tired most of the time. But every time I question her about it she says that she is not and that she is fine. I have asked her is she is having nightmares again but she has repeatedly said no and the monitor would wake me if she was so if she is sleeping I will have to get her checked out and make sure she is alright and ensure that her iron levels are okay.

Right now she is at her friends Isabels house. I had to try and ensure that she is getting enough contact with her friends. Dr Flynn recommended it he thinks it will do her good.

It is time to for Sophia to be picked up and I decide that I will pick her up personally. I like having her close to me and I was worried that after the kidnapping I wouldn't be able to let her out of my sight and I didn't for the first couple of days but Flynn told me that I would be doing her harm if I continued with that. He said for my state of mind and Sophia's that I needed to let go a bit and allow her to get over the terrible ordeal.

As far as I know Sophia has been coping very well. Ana has really helped her and I think that the adoption and holiday made Sophia feel a lot more comfortable. She was very worried at first that Ana would be a wicked stepmother when I first introduced them. She watches way to many Disney movies. But I think she got the idea of the boarding school from the woman in the Parent Trap.

Ana is the perfect mother and look forward to us having more kids. Soon enough we will be moving into our new house and we are all very excited I am so happy that Sophia will have a garden to play in. She doesn't know this but I have arranged for Elliot to build her a princess castle in the back garden one that is similar to the one at my parents house.

When I arrive at Isabels house I knock on the door and I am welcomed into their home. Isabel's mother is a lovely woman and has always been so nice to Sophia. Her father owns a few different businesses so they are wealthy. They are very nice people and have been great to Sophia over the years and have been especially helpful in the last few weeks.

"Daddy." My little girl says excitedly as she runs over to me.

"Hello sweet pea did you have a good time." I aks her as I pick her up.

"Yes daddy I had a lot of fun. Me and Isabel did a lot of fun things today we even painted each other's nails." She says showing me her nails and I almost have a heart attack when I see the deep red nail polish on her nails.

Before I can say anything Isabels mom says. "Isabel where did you get that nail polish from you know you are not allowed those colours." She says.

"I got it from your room mommy." Isabel says and I decide that now is the time to make my exit.

"Thank you so much for having Sophia today. I will arrange for the girls to do something in the next few weeks." I say.

"It's no problem Sophia is a sweetheart and helps keep Isabel entertained."

With that I make a quick exit. I hope Sophia realizes that when we get home that the nail polish will be coming straight off.

When we are seated in the car I tell Sophia just that.

"Sophia when we get home that nail polish is coming straight off." I say sternly.

"But daddy I love this nail polish." She says.

"I'll make you a deal we will take that nail varnish off and then your mom will paint them again but in a suitable colour" I say.

"Okay daddy." Sophia says while crossing her arms.

After her nails are painted we get Sophia ready for bed. She had dinner at Isabel's house.

"Night night sweet pea sleep tight." I say as I am tucking Sophia into bed.

"Night mom and daddy I love you both." She says to me and Ana.

"I love you to sweetpea ." As I kiss her forehead.

"I love to to sweetheart sleep tight and don't let the bed bigs bite." Ana says.

I then walk over turn on her nightlight and the monitor. Then Ana and I make our way into our room where we lose ourselves in each other.

At 4.36 in the morning I wake up due to a nightmare. I am shaking and sweating like anything. My nightmmare was about Sophia's kidnapping but instead of us getting her back alive she was killed. I have to ensure that my little girl is alright so I get out of my bed and make my way into her room.

When I walk into her I am shocked to hear her shouting. "Stope please I swear I will be good please I want to go home." My little girl is terrified so I run over to her and wake her up. I hold her close and kiss her head. She just cries into my chest. Just when I thought her nightmares had ended they start back up again. But then I realise that we may wake Ana up if we are to loud I forgot about the monitor do I go to turn it of and I am surprised when I find that it is already turned off. But now is not the time to bring it up.

I am quite angry with Sophia for turning it of but she is terrifed right now so I with her and help her fall back to sleep. I decide to wait with her just Incase she has another nightmare.

In the morning when she wakes up I decide that I need to ask her about the monitor.

"Sophia I know you turned off the monitor last night how long have you been doing this." I ask sternly so she knows I mean business.

" I have been turning it off for the last three weeks daddy." She says.

"Why have you been doing that Sophia." I ask confused.

" I felt bad waking you up everynight with my nightmares so I decided to turn of off and deal with them myself."

"Sophia I am your dad and it is my job to be with you when you having nightmares and it is my job to calm you down. You are only young and you should not have to deal with this on your own. I love you sweetpea and I will always be here for you no matter how late it is."

"Okay daddy I am sorry but I just felt really bad about waking you and mom up every night."

"I know sweetpea but we don't mind getting up to make sure you are alright. But I am not happy with you right now as you have been lying to me for the last few weeks and you know how I feel about lying." I tell my daughter.

" I know daddy and I am very sorry." I really hate her lying to me especially after her not telling me about what was going on at Sarah's house. I am at a loss at what to do right now.

"Okay sweetpea apology accepted but you have to promise me that you will talk to Dr Flynn about these nightmares or even your mother and me. I am not happy about you lying to me but under the circumstances I am going to let you away with it just this once but if you lie to me again it will be a different story okay."

"Okay daddy." She says. I didn't see the point in punishing her for lying to me when she is already being punished enough with these nightmares.

"Okay sweetpea lets go wake up mommy and get some breakfast I say as I pick my daughter up. It is very hard to stay mad at her.

Sorry it's a bit short and all the place I have gone back to work and I have been flat out. I am going on holidays tommorrow for a week so I wanted to give you a quick update before I left. Please review. And for anyone that is looking for a good fifty shades FanFiction to read I would have to recommend "Phoebe Greys life" it is one of my favourite FanFictions. It is a very good read.