This is so short and I'm sorry. I think there will only be only a few left before the sequel. PLease check out my other story also...it's bad boy kendall =] . please review =]
"Daniella!" I yelled and I ran to her. She was bleeding from 5 cuts on her left wrist and she was just sobbing. I put Emerson in the bassinet in the corner and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a wash cloth. I grabbed her wrist and wrapped it.
"Kendall why didn't he want me? Why didn't my mom want me? Why do people not want me?"
"I want you baby. I love you so god damn much. You don't need them. They treated you like shit, you said it yourself. What happened to you when you lived there?"
"They…they… I was like a prisoner. They wouldn't let me out unless it was for school. I would have to clean and cook for them and they would beat me if I didn't do it right. My father hated me and I guess I know why." She gave a short chuckle.
"Babygirl you didn't deserve that. What was your dad talking about when he mentioned what I didn't know?"
"Throughout my whole life…my dad…would make business deals…using me. I would dress up a little slutty in heels and a short dress and serve drinks in my dad's study. I would…pleasure…my dad's clients so they would sign the contract. The things they would make me do. I felt so disgusting afterwards."
"But I thought you were a virgin when we slept together?"
"I was…I never let them touch me there. Anywhere else was allowed. My mouth, my hands, and my ass. It was so painful each time. Baby please don't hate me." She sobbed into my chest.
"No,no,no,no never. I would never ever hate you."
"What my dad was talking about was…when I told him I was pregnant…he then allowed his clients to touch me there. The night that I told you I was pregnant was the first time some guys touched me there besides you."
"How many?" I whispered out.
"6 a night until he kicked me out." She mumbled and I started to cry.
"I'm so sorry baby. You didn't deserve any of that. Neither did Emerson. You're safe now. I will never force you to do anything you didn't want. I will never force you to make me dinner or clean the house or touch you anywhere you didn't want too." I sobbed.
"Thank you Kendall. Baby…I would make you a sandwich because I love you and I know you're not forcing me. I just didn't want you to find out about this. I thought that I could keep it from you."
"Daniella our relationship needs honesty. I would have found out eventually. Please don't be afraid to tell me anything."
"I feel like such a slut."
"You're not. When did you start cutting though?" I removed the cloth to see if the bleeding had stopped.
"I started after one of my dad's clients burned me with his cigarette. The pain helped me forget that I was being used so I just started."
"No more. I let you have some slip ups but no more. You will stop cutting for good." I demanded.
"I don't know if I can." She spoke quietly.
"You can and you will. What if one day you cut to deep? What if Emmy has to grow up without you? What if I had to raise her alone? I can't do that and I would never let that happen."
She was still crying but she wouldn't meet my eyes.
"Look at me babygirl."
She looked up and I kissed the middle of her forehead.
"I love you so much. I will never be ashamed of you but I only want what's best for you. I need you to be next to me at all times. You are my other half and if one day you cut too deep…I'll lose part of me forever." I knew that quilting her would work.
"I'm sorry Kenny."
"It's okay. You're going to the out of town clinic though."
"Of course. Can we just stay home today and not do anything. I'm not in the mood to do anything."
"Absolutely. Emerson fell asleep so it's just me and you for right now."
She smiled and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. Some makeup was smeared down her cheek.
"You look so beautiful right now."
"Stop it Kendall."
"I know this is a random time to ask but…prom is coming up. We didn't get to go to junior banquet together so it would be an honor if you would accompany me to prom."
"Kenny…I….I would love too."
"We can name our next child at prom." I joked.
"haha funny Kenny. I love you."
"My mom will want to go dress shopping with you…and Katie."
"That's fine. I need to take money out of my account quick before my dad takes all of it away."
"Who cares if he does? I'll pay for it and I'm sure my mom will help too. You don't have to worry about the money situation right now. We'll get through this."
She nodded against my chest and I rubbed her back until she fell asleep.
"I love you babygirl. You have no idea." I kissed her temple and closed my eyes and let sleep overtake me.
