(37) Love me. Trust me.

Jamie couldn't believe how much Kerri had spent out shopping while he had spent the day fixing Kerri's wardrobe.

"There's no room left for more clothes Kerri" sighed Jamie when he saw Kerri walk in with more than twenty shopping bags,

"These are for you! They can't stay in their bags"

"What?"

"I said most of this is for you! Only a few dresses and two outfits are mine, and Viv said I can re-decorate so I'll organise my shit next week" Kerri explained "now come here and show me how much you've missed me"

"You are one extraordinary girl and I love you so much." Jamie replied standing up from where he had been kneeling, and kissing Kerri passionately.

Arranging her new clothes in her wardrobe Caitlyn couldn't help but smile, her best friend was truly an angel, making sure they had somewhere to stay, getting them both new clothes, she would find a way to replay her kindness and Viv and Matt's.

Helping Kerri dress after they had made love on their bed and in the shower made Jamie horny again, he couldn't help but plant kisses across her back as he laced up the boned corset she had chosen to wear.

Moaning as he teased her stomach and belly button with his tongue while fastening the zip on her black cords. Kerri sighed and wrapped her fingers in his long hair looking into his hazel eyes as they once again flashed Amber, his naked body tense with hunger and need. Shaking her head, Kerri kissed him gently on the forehead before untangling herself from his arms and walking towards the discarded bags near her desk.

Picking out black jeans and a navy blue tee-shirt that said Fing Relax Kerri carried them over to the bed along with new underwear for Jamie and laid them on the bottom of the bed.

"Kerri if you try to dress me now, we're not going to go to Howl, and I'm gonna ruin that new corset" Jamie managed to choke out, his breathing heavy.

Feeling disappointed Kerri simply nodded and headed towards her desk, and taking out her makeup box.

Sitting on the bottom step, dressed in pale jeans and a bright pink tee-shirt and new boots, Caitlyn waited for Kerri and Jamie to come down.

"Come on you guys hurry up!" shouted Spencer, up the stairs

"We're coming were coming" shouted Kerri switching off her CD player

"You wish" laughed Jamie jumping from the open landing into the living room, landing squarely on the couch, facing Viv in the arm chair.

"Go before I strangle you! In this house Jamie Sullivan you walk! Is that clear?"

"Yes Viv sorry" Jamie mumbled

"Is there a theme tonight?" Caitlyn asked as they drove towards howl.

"Not really it's pretty much a rock club," Soph explained

"Do we have to listen to this?" Luke asked shaking his head as the Rembrandts launched into the chorus

Not replying Kerri simply turned up the volume and put her foot down

"That's a yes!" laughed Spencer amazed that they had all managed to fit into the Capri.

The music was louder than it had been last week and Kerri loved it. Ignoring the fact that Kris was watching from one of the balconies Kerri let the music tempt her, pushing her way into the male dominated mosh pit, Kerri laughed as a small female was almost trampled, extending her hand Kerri pulled her up, having to shout over Disturbed's Get down with the Sickness,

"Stay close to me or you'll get hurt, show them how tough you can be! Don't stand anchored to one spot, move with the group" Kerri told her pulling her to her side.

Watching his sister teach his dream girl how to mosh, Liam sighed. There was no doubt about how strong she was, and how well she could lead, after Ellie had gotten the hang of moshing other girls had joined in, and taken Kerri's advice until the pit was an almost equal girls versus guys.

Laughing at how much fun moshing was Sophia was disappointed when the song finished, but glad at the break in the crowd so she could get a drink.

Collapsing onto a sofa on the upper floor next to Jamie, Kerri realised that Liam was on the balcony opposite. Smiling at him Kerri turned her attention to a quiet Jamie

"What's up?" Kerri murmured as she kissed him

"Emma's around somewhere and she keeps bugging me to go see my mum" Jamie sighed

"If you want to go see your mum I'll come with you" Kerri offered, snuggling in close, only to be brushed off.

"Come on your gonna come dance with me" Kerri replied dragging him off the settee after 15 minutes

"No thanks Kerri" Jamie sighed shaking Emma's voice from his head, she was giving him a head ache

"Okay sit here and let her bug you, I'm going to dance"

"Don't be like that Kerri, "

"Like what? I came up here to see you and you've ignored me and let her annoy you for the last 15 minutes, I didn't come to a club to sit in solemn silence," Kerri spat before jumping into the crowd below.

"What was that all about?" Sophia asked over the music

"His cousin is bugging him to go see his mom so I said I would go with him, and then he ignored me for the last 15 minutes, so I offered dancing which he refused, I didn't come here to sit and stare into space, he knows where I am if he wants to talk or dance" Kerri replied before finding Spence in the crowd and moving towards him.

Watching her dance and laugh with her friends Jamie couldn't help but get jealous, how could she just push away pain and anger and enjoy the good times.

'It's hard Jamie, really hard but if we always live in the past, we'll never live, and then we're doing an injustice to those we've lost, we have to live our life not only for ourselves but for them too,'

'I don't know how to'

'Let me show you and help you, don't shut me out, come down here and dance' Kerri begged looking up at where he stood. 'Love me. Trust me'