35.

Setting: Season 4, Episode 1

Rating: M

WARNING: ADULT CONTENT. In honour of reaching 35 chapters & 500+ reviews. :D

"Love Me" Tara whispered before they fell onto the bed kissing frantically, passionately. They couldn't get close enough, couldn't touch enough of the other person, couldn't get enough. It had been too long. Jax tore his lips from Tara's to trail a fiery path down her neck. His kisses scattered around her neck line before dropping to the swell of her breasts.

"This has to go." Jax growled when the lace of her bustier obstructed his path. Tara's body stiffened noticeably and Jax raised his head from her breast to look up at her. "Babe? What's wrong?"

"Can we leave it on?"

"Why?" Jax asked confused and saw the unsure look on Tara's face, her eyes wouldn't meet his and he started to panic. "Babe?"

"I look different Jax."

"Oh baby." Jax moved up to hover over her body, looking straight down into her face. Resting on one elbow, he cupped her face with the other hand. "I know your body has changed. You had my baby. But that just makes you sexier, makes me want you more. Something I thought wasn't possible." Jax smiled as he dragged his hand from her cheek, down her neck, over the swell of her breast and down her stomach to the hem of the bustier. Slowly, with his eyes locked on hers, he dragged the lace up her stomach and watched the uncertainty in her eyes with a heavy heart. When her stomach was completely exposed Jax finally looked down. He didn't know what she had been worried about. Nothing had changed, if there was a difference it was slight.

Jax smiled as he raised his eyes to hers. He knew she was feeling insecure, but he couldn't help thinking it was a bit ridiculous. The smile dropped from his face when he saw just how insecure she was, the look in her eyes breaking his heart.

"Oh babe. You are so beautiful. Nothing's changed. There's no difference."

"You don't see it?"

"No. You know what I see? I see the most beautiful woman in the world. I see the woman who drives me insane cause I want her so much, and all the time. I see the woman who can still make me feel as nervous as a 16 year old, all the while making me feel so loved. I see you."

"I love you."

"I love you." And just like that, the urgency of moments earlier returned in a heartbeat. His lips couldn't find hers fast enough. His hands pulled at the bustier, lifting it over her head quickly. The brief moment their lips parted was physically painful. With her breasts exposed, Jax continued the trail he'd started earlier. His mouth found her nipple and enclosed it, teeth pulling gently, careful not to cause any pain to her sensitive flesh. The moan that erupted from deep in her belly made him smirk as he switched to lave his tongue over her left nipple.

"Jax." Tara moaned as her hands rose to run over his newly shaved head. To show her just how ok he was with her ever so slightly softer stomach Jax's mouth left her breast and trailed down her stomach. He lay open mouth kisses all over the flesh that had been home to their beautiful baby boy. As he swirled his tongue in her belly button Jax was overcome with love for this woman. This beautiful woman who gave him the world when she gave him her heart.

"Jax. It's been too long. No more foreplay." Tara panted above him and the tightly coiled rubber band of his self control snapped. Jax shot up the length of her body to take her mouth in a deep, bruising kiss. His hands took hold of the elastic of her panties at the hip and with one good tug he broke each side and the material fell away. He reached between them and removed it, carelessly tossing the scraps of material over his shoulder to fall where it may.

Tara raised her legs to wrap around Jax's waist as he aligned his body with hers. He could feel how much she wanted him, how wet she was. He pushed gently and entered her body unable to stop the groan that tore from his lips as he dropped his head on her shoulder. She felt so good.

"Do I feel the same?" Tara panted when his hips made contact with hers as he sheathed himself fully within her.

"Better." It was the truth; she did feel better than he could ever remember. "You feel so good babe." Jax whispered before kissing her deeply, their tongues duelling for control in a familiar battle, one that she always let him win.

"Jax. I need you, move in me, please... baby." Tara tore her lips from his and squeezed his hips with her legs. She needed him to move now. Jax pulled his hips back slowly before plunging back inside her. Jax and Tara both groaned into each other's mouths, as he reached down to take Tara's hand that rested on his lower back and laced their fingers together. Pulling their joined hands up over her head, Jax reared up so he could look at her face. With his eyes locked on hers Jax started to move in a deep, slow, delicious rhythm that had Tara's back arching and her mouth dropping open.

"Missed you. Missed us." Jax grunted as he gradually picked up the pace. He didn't want to go fast, didn't want this to be quick, but after 14 months without her, this was going to be over before they even really got started.

"Missed you too. Oh god." Tara groaned and stole his view of her dilated eyes as her lids slipped shut.

"Not going to last babe. You feel too good." Jax gasped as he shifted causing Tara to moan at the new angle.

"Me too. Almost there. Love you so much." Tara's hand squeezed his tightly, her hips rising to meet his thrusts. She looked so beautiful beneath him, eyes closed, mouth slightly opened and a fine sheen of sweat breaking out on her flawless, milky white skin.

"Oh god. I love you. I love you Tara. My girl. You're mine." Jax dropped his head to her neck and latched on, sucking and kissing, laving the skin with his tongue.

"Am I? Tell me." At Tara's words, Jax raised his head and saw her now open eyes held just a shadow of doubt. Doubt he knew he'd put there.

"Yes baby. Always... I belong to you Tara, I'm always yours." He whispered before lowering his head to take her mouth in a deep kiss. His hips picked up the pace, moving faster, and his thrusts going deeper inside her.

"Never leave me again." Tara gasped as she raised the hand that wasn't holding his to wrap around his neck, her fingernails biting at his skin. The meaning of her words was not lost to him, he'd left her before Stockton, he'd left her alone in her grief and turmoil, and he'd left her alone to go to Belfast. From the moment Abel was taken until the moment they got him back, Jax had left her. Stockton, as long as it was, hadn't been as painful as that and he'd never make that mistake again.

"Never." Jax whispered his eyes locked on hers, the conviction of his words clear in his eyes. His thrusts became erratic as Tara's face twisted slightly in a familiar expression. She was close, and by god she looked beautiful.

"Hold me." She gasped and Jax shifted to wrap his arms around her. One hand drifted to her lower back, to cover his crow, and hold her hips at a better angle while his forehead rested against hers and he looked deep into her eyes.

"Jax!"

So there it was guys. The sex scene. What did we all think?

Thank you for all your support with this fic. I never could have imagined when I started writing it that it would reach 35 chapters or even more amazing, over 500 reviews. You guys are incredible and I can never thank you enough. But as a small token of my appreciation I decided to post this chapter earlier than i had planned. It was intended for chapter 38. ;)

You know the drill guys.

xx Ally