"Be careful with Helios I don't want him hurt."
"You took it too far Morgause Gaia will most defiantly not be pleased."
"Oh come now, I didn't hurt him I was the one that finally got to admit he was in pain I am a goddess not his priest but I do it anyway not just for Gaia but also because I have been guardian to this boy since he was babe long before you or Kilgharrah. Who by the way has been doing a horrible job, I mean just look at this poor bastard he is a complete mess and-
"No thanks to you Morgause, I told you to help him try to move on try to make him see the light of things and you did none of that instead you became his lover." Gaia said she looked angry starring back forth between Arthur and Morgause, Helios.
I knew better then to send them but Morgause beg me too, Arthur was special to her because of his Mother worship Morgause and since he took after Ygraine she made her mission to always protect Arthur and she had done so even during battle she was with him. Then Kilgharrah was chosen by destiny to guide Arthur through the world.
"Gaia I did my best I cannot help that I ended up having a connection with him." She tried to defend her action and now Helios looked crossed with her.
"You better choose your words carefully women because I just about had enough of this talk and what of our niece I have given her permission to return and she will be here soon that's the only reason why I showed up tonight and I would not get in her way if I was you." Helios said
Morgause arched her brow to him and flicked her blonde hair over her shoulder acting as if she wasn't afraid of my Gwen.
"Please little demi god means nothing to me I did this for Arthur."
"Oh really because it look different to me."
I smirked I knew she would be her any second and look who else showed up Maan and Kilgharrah now the fun can begin.
"Gwen I brought him to your spot just like I said I would."
"I see after you put his cock in your mouth, after you and he took herbs, after you put a fucking knife to my husband's throat."
"Gwen you missed understand yes I had my moments with Arthur but they meant nothing to him he only wants you."
"But did it mean something to you?"
"I cannot lie it did, and how dare any of you judge me. Gaia you played a dangerous game with your daughter and lives of these humans because you love them so much", she rolled her eyes. "And you Gwen sweet and innocent, you left him all alone and you knew how much he loves you, you two having a connection for fuck sakes, but you left him behind any way. Tell me Gwen, how does it feel to be immortal and to alone?"
Gwen squared her shoulders I looked over at Maan who cheered her on she was always so violent but this was play and I would decide on what happens next.
"Gwen stop before you do anything harm to her, Maan but you claws away there will be no blood shed tonight. I understand what you are saying Morgause but it was still wrong of you to overstep." I turn towards Gwen who looked so unhappy I never wanted her to that way I wanted her to save the world and she did. My eyes were on Arthur I could see the tears that had stained his face; I knew that Morgause would never harm him in her own way she was trying to help. Since she couldn't do it with just speaking she distracted him with sex and foreplay.
"As some of you may think I am not heartless I believe in happy endings and all that, but we aren't human none of are we have our faults but there are none to punish us not until now. Arthur Pendragon has been forsaken and he in return has abandoned everyone around him including his own wife he stopped having faith. I have seen his future and it is ugly and it pains me." I started shedding tears something that I never do.
"How is that a punishment? Helios asked.
I sighed and wiped away my teardrops. "Because brother if he stops believing we die Avalon will be no more, he will make it life mission to see that we die."
"How could he? He just a mortal?" Helios scoffed.
Morgause is the one that answered. "Yes he is dearest, but don't be foolish, Arthur Pendragon may be nothing to you then a human but I have seen him battle none can stop him, and plus he has a blade that can strike anything down including Gods."
"Well I'll be damned we should take the sword away from him." Kilgharrah spoke this time.
"You will not take anything from him he has already lost me and if besides you can't it only accept Arthur touch no else."
Guinevere
As my company spoke among themselves, I made my way to Arthur who was still passed out. I felt I hand touch my shoulder and I stopped to see it was Morgause.
"What do you want here to berate me some more?"
"No Gwen and I am sorry that I did that it wasn't fair who too didn't have a choice, I just wanted you to know that he hurting so bad, imaging if I was actually human nothing but a greedy whore who only cared about money, slitting his throat would have meant nothing."
"I'm glad you didn't, I have would have killed you." I said slightly laughing.
"I know and Ygraine would have found me in the underworld and killed me immortal or not."
I kneeled beside him and caressed his head his hair was still soft. I started crying uncontrollable I wanted him to hold me I love him so much and he'll never realize it because I broke his heart no matter what it was me not Gaia, not none of them.
I stood up I screamed for them to shut up. "I am not returning to Avalon I can't." I said.
"Daughter you don't have choice you are immortal and that's where we live."
I shook my head at my Mother. "No I am not leaving him and what does it matter that I am immortal and he is not its always been that way since I married him, but Mother please he needs me and you know this."
"Earth child you are no longer needed on in world your place is with us." Kilgharrah said
Maan glared at him. "I am just about sick of you taking my sister side husband, Gwen dear come here."
I walked to Maan and she took both of hands looking me deep in my eyes.
"I understand that that's where you think I am needed but that's not true Arthur needs me we are nothing without each other you said that I was the heart of the earth will Arthur is my heart and I don't care what I have to do I am not leaving him again."
I made my decision no one would change my mind. It was time for me to choose him, as he would do for me.
"Alright I give up my life on this earth I don't mind staying in Avalon, Maan said. " I too give up my life on this earth Arthur and Gwen deserve to be together. Morgause said putting her hands on top of mines and Maans.
"Are you both insane Maan you love to hunt you cannot do that anymore at least not as wolf which you love and Morgause what about your brothel you would give that up for what Arthur will grow old soon and then can join Gwen in the afterlife."
"Clearly you are not only blind Kilgharrah you are also an idiot, don't you see that isn't working for them I thought you cared for Arthur, or maybe not it was you who agreed with Gaia to make him live so he could be this great king. It like what Gaia said he won't become that without Guinevere by his side and you know that that means Aishling will fail as will the Pendragon well be doomed." Morgause said not giving a damn that the Kilgharrah nostrils flared.
"Wait I am happy to see you two would do such a selfless act for my daughter but that isn't necessary, Gwen can stay."
What did I just hear Gaia and now she was laughing damn her she planned this she already knew I would ask to stay I rolled my eyes this was becoming too much.
"I told you I care about your happiness you are my child and I love you now come everyone we have some Vikings and crazy exile goddess to deal with Helios I expect you and Morgause to handle Arae and Lamia, as for Maan and Kilgharrah prepare for the others to arrive I give it two days."
"Thank you Mother for everything thank you all." I said
Gaia kissed my forehead I turned back to Arthur as the others left.
Arthur started to wake he got up to quickly trying to focus in on his surroundings and he looked at me and rubbed his eyes not believe what he is seeing.
"Guinevere?"
I smiled at him but he did not return one back instead he glared at me trying to stand once he was somewhat on his feet he ended up vomiting I used my magic to gather water for him to drink at first he wouldn't take it but I pushed for him to take it.
"Arthur are you angry with me?"
"Oh so you notice." He said trying to walk away from me.
"Why are you mad."
"You know damn well why, so why are you here to tell me to move on to forgot don't worry I have."
"That not nice to say and from the looks of it you haven't I've been watching you and frankly I have to agree with Merlin I am disappointed in you."
"Me? He shook he head in denial. "Go away Gwen I don't want to see you came and saw what you needed to see your disappointment, well I don't need you anymore so go."
"Arthur please stop this don't push me away."
"Humph whatever I need a drink and I need to find out where the Morgause is?"
I had enough he may have a temper but so did I. I flung Arthur onto his back and he hit the ground if he wasn't going to listen to me talking to him nicely then I would force him to hear me.
"You Arthur Pendragon thinks that you got the shitty end of the deal that you were cheated well you don't know anything." I flung him again.
"You think I didn't lose? You think I didn't miss you every day that we were apart? You are so wrong." This time I picked him up; I loved having the mighty strength of god.
"If I have to beat you to get you to understand me then so be."
He rolled up in ball trying to block my hits but he couldn't and I wasn't doing this to hurt him I needed him to snapped out it.
"Stop this Guinevere."
"Stop what?" I shouted back at him and he grabbed my wrist and pushed me away from him. Somehow, we ended soaking wet from the water our clothes were completely ruined.
"You're selfish and so stupid and a bastard."
"Right back at you I have every right to be angry at you look what you have done to me Guinevere." He splashed water at me and my vision was blurred but not only just from water but from my tears.
"You are a real bastard I think I didn't want forever with you I did, but unlike you I accepted that it wasn't meant to me."
"Great, do you hear that gods I am bastard because I couldn't not be like my wife, you are just like her like Lamia."
I stopped splashing water at him. "I dare you to say that again."
"I said you Guinevere are just like Lamia a cold heartless bitch."
I screamed like a crazed women and rushed towards I moved so fast through the water nothing was going to stop me from killing my husband. However, he braced himself readying for me to attack him. I moved us back on land and we started rolling around like animals cursing at one another I bit him in his arm and screamed he grabbed me by hair trying to get me off him but I wasn't going to move.
"Aw, Arthur that really hurt." I said winching in pain after he bit me back.
"I am sorry Gu-"I didn't let him finish I kicked him in the shin.
"Aw now who trying to hurt who?"
"You better be thankful that I heal quickly or else I would kick your ass."
"I think you busted my lip when you charged at what was that all about?"
"I don't know maybe when you called me Lamia so low class."
"Oh forgive me I don't know who is high ranking god or goddess?" He gives me a half smile and started crying again ran over to him wiping the dirt and tears off his face.
"Hush now, shhh my heart it's okay I am here I am never going to leave you again."
"I am sorry here I am the king and a man and I am crying like girl."
"Nothing wrong with that I understand you hurting I am so sorry my heart, if I could go back I wish I could say I would have chosen you but then our children would have suffered for it, our friends believe me when I say this my love never wavered for you, I love you so much."
I knew he got but I also knew he did not like it but that is the price we pay for being heroes.
"Arthur Gaia told me something before she left and it important that I get it."
"What is my love I will get you anything you want."
"I need my body she won't tell me where it is so I figured you would now."
Arthur looked away oh no! I hope he didn't do anything to like burn it like we usually if that was the case then it would take much longer for me to return so I could move around like a normal person that's why the gods either burrowed bodies or became animals like Maan and the dragon. I refuse to burrow someone else body.
"I don't have it Guinevere, Merlin and others won't tell me where you are."
"What…Why in the hell not?"
"I have no idea."
No wonder why he was mess they took me away from in sprit and body.
"Okay then I'll have to ask Merlin or Morgana and also they have some explaining to do."
"Will this is going to be some sight."
"Why do you say that my heart?"
"Because I love it when you pissed at other people and not me I am sorry for calling you a cold heartless bitch, I love you and I should have not said that."
I smiled at him, letting him know that he was forgiving.
"Alright here the plan I we're going to ring Merlin and Morgana necks and then go find my body so I can be place back."
"Sounds like a great plan my love."
A/N: Morgause and Helios are both gods and if you can't figure it out Helios is kind of like Hades and Morgause is a mixture of Athena and Aphrodite and though Uther and Ygraine follows the way of Gaia, Ygraine also worship Morgause. So here we have it Gwen is pissed off at M & M, her and Arthur needed to have out before they can make up sex but they can't do that without a her body. Which I am very excited about chapter 39 it one of my favorites it should be up tomorrow. By the way Arthur never once hit her she was kind of just flinging him around like a rag doll he only bit her.