A part of my mind wished I would have stayed back in Japan, far away from the twit of demoness. I had to keep reminding that part that I was doing this to hopefully get rid of her.
Hope.
Not something I had much of since Kagome left.
In reality, hope was a useless emotion.
'Then why are you doing it?' the rational side asked.
I really didn't know why I hoped, if I had called the emotion useless.
I wanted to bang my head against the plane window or possibly jump out of the plane itself.
I never in my life had been so mixed up. I wasn't even making sense to myself anymore. My actions weren't of my normal nature, my thoughts seemed as if they were not my own. I was slowly going crazy.
Perhaps it had been partially due to the absence of my beasts input. A beast was meant to be a part of a demon for means of help in a time of need. Essentially a beast was the instincts of a demon.
In that line of thinking am I less of a demon because my beast is boycotting me?
Thinking back to the last conversation I had with my beast, I tried to decode what he was trying to get me to see.
What did I have to realize on my own?
What was I thinking about before my beasts' outburst?
I recalled the incident.
Kagome.
So what did I have to realize about Kagome, which would make my beast silent?
No. No. No.
'Could it be?'
A faint smirk appeared in my mind, the first sign of my beast stirring in over a year.
'Really?'
'Is this the reason you remained dormant?'
Took you long enough he said in an amusement laced tone.
I reconsidered the idea of jumping to my death.
'Is she really?'
Yes you moron she is our mate
I looked over to Kagura.
Irrationally I thought she had somehow heard my inner conversations.
The look in her eyes told me she was oblivious. Good.
You have really lost it
'Oh shut up, she's crazy. You can never be too cautious when it involves Kagura'
Yes that certainly is true. You know she's up to something right now, don't you?
'Yes I had a feeling but I am unsure as to what she has planned'
Let it play out.
'That was the idea' I said annoyed.
"Folks this is your captain speaking, we will be landing in Boston, Massachusetts in 10 minutes. So please put your chairs in the upright position to prepare for landing. Thank you."
Oh thank goodness, sitting next to Kagura for…I lost count on how many hours, was killing my nerves.
"Oh Sesshomaru, we're almost there" she exclaimed, happiness rolling off her in waves.
She's acting quite odd
'Hn. She's way too happy to be here.'
Just keep an eye on her, I believe she may try and deceive you
'My thoughts exactly'
Ironic, I know.