Noah POV

After my brother's outing I haven't had much hope to ever speak to my family again, and Shane was being extra supporting. Here I had all the family I needed. I have my two sisters Karma and Amy. My weird cousin Lauren who I don't really talk much about but will cut anyone who hurts me or even secretly Shane. And her jock built boyfriend. And my boyfriend who is just amazing.

I look at him just to breath in how lucky I am, but of course I wont admit it to his face. We constantly have these small arguments that spice up our relationship. But our biggest argument of all. Sex.

"Noah I get it you want to wait thats fine but will you tell me until when. This whole teasing and waiting game is probably bad for my heart." Shane says after leaving Amy's house. We get in the car and I knew a car ride of sex guilt will await.

"I don't think anyone has died of not having sex" I say trying to be funny. "Besides it's not like we haven't done stuff." He gives me this look. I knew this was going to be hard for the both of us and honestly I'm not so sure why we were waiting.

"I make you a deal" I say. "Give me a few more days and I'll plan something special" He gives me a smile and seems more relieved. I really liked Shane and I know having sex with him was going to be a huge step for the both of us, so I wanted it to be special.

Lauren POV

We were leaving Amy's and I was thinking how I was pretty much the only in that room who hasn't had sex and it was just frustrating. I was dating Liam Booker and he not once tried to make a move on me. And it got me thinking maybe he thought I was gross, maybe he didn't want to have sex with me.

"What wrong" he asks me.

"Nothing I was just thinking how those two always seem to have drama." I say trying to cover up. But as we got in the car the thoughts just flooded my mind and I couldn't wait much longer.

"Why haven't we had sex?" I finally ask but by the time the words left my mouth. I wanted to take it back. I look at his face and I knew I wasn't going to like what he said. So I tried opening the door to let me out before he grabs it and closes it shut.

"Lauren lets go for a drive" he says. I didn't have much choose and he gave me those sweet eyes and I couldn't say no. We made it to this place where there was nothing but landscape and one little shed. I was really nervous for a second and then he asked me to just wait for him outside the shed. He comes out with this portrait of me made with all small picture of me. I will admit it was a bit creepy but sweet at the same time.

"Lauren, I know I haven't really been there like you need me too, but I've found a clue about my father which lead me to this shed." He mentioned the whole father thing to me but I didn't know he was still looking. "The shed was his, and he had all these cool stuff in it and I know where I can find him" he adds. I was nervous of where he was going with this. "Lauren would you like to come find him with me."

There it was the big question. I wasn't sure what that had to do with us having sex or anything I wasn't trying to be the self absorbed girl but after Tommy I was just left with more insecurities. I hesitated with my answer. And he noticed, he comes closer and grabs my hand.

"I wanted this to be special Lauren. It has nothing to do with…" he says before I interrupted him.

"Thats all I needed to know." I paused. "I'll go with you" I say with hesitation. It was junior year and there is so much more in the future I hope this isn't something I'll regret.