Stef
It's my sixth day in prison, hard to believe tomorrow i've been in here a week. Strangely it didn't go as slowly as i thought it would. I've been avoiding Alisha at all costs but it's hard when she is just one cubicle away. Yay i thought some of my neighbors at home were bad. I'm starting to think that the rest of the group is good, or at least as far as being in jail goes. I figured out that Silencer is in here for getting drunk and fake robbing a bank. Like who goes to jail for that. Oh yeah the drunk girl with a squirt gun jokingly demanding money is really a threat. If i was called to the scene i probably would have just laughed. She got six months for that, she has two down.
I never figured out Tigers story but i've heard rumors that she's killed someone. I decided it's best not to ask.
Alisha came over too my cube staring right at me.
"Get the fuck out of here" Tiger yelled.
"Shut up, cat" she said and silencer pulled Tiger back.
"It's Tiger" Tiger corrected.
"Be a good kitty" she said and i can practically see Tiger plotting Alishas death.
"I'm actually here too talk too Stefanie" she said.
"Who's Stefanie?" Silencer asked.
"I don't want too talk too you" i clarified.
"Wait blondie you're name is Stephanie?" she asked.
"Did you really think my mom named me Blondie?" i asked and she shrugged.
"I'm not asking" she said.
"Ok you just called Tiger a kitty i'm sure she's more than willing to attack you" i said surprising myself at how bold i'm being.
"Oh now you have someone else doing your dirty work? I thought you enjoyed beating me too the point that i almost died" she said and i tried my best to keep a poker face.
"Wow… i didn't see that coming" Tiger said.
"Isn't that right, Blondie?" she said. 'She's just trying to get under my skin' i reminded myself.
"It was self defense" i said and she laughed.
"Yeah you're a lucky bitch you're getting off on that. I kicked you once you hit me over and over and over again. You wanted to kill me! Guess we aren't that much different, are we" she said and i jumped up slamming my hand down on the bedside table.
"Shut the fuck up" i yelled and she laughed.
"My point exactly" she said.
"Don't worry kitty i'm getting out of your territory" she said leaving.
"Well that was something" Silencer said.
"Sorry" i said sitting down.
"It's ok but you did use my line and it's copyrighted so you owe me" she joked and i laughed.
"I can't believe she called me kitty" Tiger said. "How insulting"
"Please if i had a laser pointer you would chase after it" silencer teased her.
"What happened?" Silencer asked.
"My wife is her ex girlfriend, she's ruined her life. Than she gets out of jail and sent her letters, and followed her and i just…. I don't know. She came after me, thinking i'm the thing standing in the way of her happiness with Lena. She kicked me and i defended myself and then i don't know something happened and i just kept hitting her. I wanted her to die, more than i wanted anything…." i admitted and Tiger sighed.
"Let me guess you are scared of who you might be. You don't know if you can trust yourself and you are not sure if you should even be around you're family anymore. You're thinking maybe you belong here because at least you're family is safe without you there" she said and i looked down. Why does she sound like she talks from experience? Either that or she can read minds.
"I killed my wife's rapist" she confessed looking ashamed herself. Wow ok then.
"We were young, in love and all that. She just was so full of life, you know. We went out drinking one night and i got so drunk i passed out. He drugged her and then raped her and i wasn't there to protect her, like i promised her. When i figured out what happened i became obsessed with finding him and killing him. I wasn't fully there for her when she really needed me. Than i go and find him and shoot him three times, getting myself sent to jail. So now i'm really not here for her. All i wanted to do was protect her and instead i just ruined everything" she said sadly.
Well that explains a lot. I feel bad for her. I don't know what id do if someone were to rape Lena.
"Trust me get out of here when you can, because she needs you" she said and i nodded.
"Yeah" i said.
"I don't know if it makes us bad but you don't seem like someone who could ever hurt you're family. Get out and be a better person than me" she said and i hugged her.
"And i'm sorry if i made you feel like i was going to rape you" she said and i laughed. Guess i was wrong about her too.
Lena
Well today i have my first therapist appointment in like fifteen years. Yay this should be fun.
"So tell me why you're here" Katie Douglas, my new therapist asked.
"Oh um… well it's a long story. My ex-girlfriend, from like eighteen years ago, abused me and after a year i told her i wanted to break up and she stabbed me…" i started.
"Wow that couldn't have been easy for you. I see that you have had a therapist before and were diagnosed with PTSD" she said and i nodded.
"Uh yeah i did after the incident, i stopped seeing her about fifteen years ago" i explained.
"Why did you stop going?"
"I don't know life started to get back to normal. I had a one year old son and a great wife, i guess things started getting good again" i said and she nodded.
"So things started getting bad again lately?" she asked.
"Yeah you could say that. She came back on parole and followed me, sent me a letter. She was fixed on getting me back. I started getting the nightmares again…." i explained.
"So during this grace time where she was in jail you weren't having these nightmares?" she asked.
"I'd have an occasional one but no. Now i get them all the time" i said.
"So did you call the police?" she asked.
"Um before i could she seeked out my wife and attacked her and luckly Stef defended herself and put her in the hospital. Than since it went a little past self defense because she was in shock Stef was required to go to jail until her hearing. It's her sixth day out of thirteen." i explained and she nodded.
"Is your ex in jail?" she asked.
"Alisha, yeah she is now. She escaped from the hospital for a bit but a few days ago she showed up at my house too talk about it and i called the cops and now unfortunately she's in the same jail as Stef" i explained and she just looked at me shocked.
"Wow you really do have quite a drama here" she said.
"Yeah unfortunately."
"So are you confident she's going to pass her hearing?" she asked. I never really let myself consider if she didn't. What would we do than?
Stef
It was lunch time and everything seemed normal. Silencer and Tiger were trying to guess my bra size out of pure boredom and i watched as the oldest resident, who has too have dementia, had a conversation with her "son" who really is just a tomboy who apparently resembles her son.
"No she would have to be a C cup" Silencer said and i rolled my eyes.
"Hey pull you're scrubs around you tighter" Tiger commanded and i laughed.
"Really guys 36C get over yourself" i said and they laughed.
"I knew it, i guessed she was in the 30sC range" Silencer said. Than looked over at the old lady talking to her "son".
"How about her?" i rolled my eyes.
"D easily" i said as screaming broke out from the other table.
"She fucking killed herself because of you" the black girl yelled at Alisha.
"Inmates" the security guard yelled splitting it up. I can tell this isn't over she looks like she wants to kill her and for some reason i don't doubt that she will.
It was a few hours later and i was running the track when an announcement went over the speaker.
"All inmates must report to their assigned cube" it said. What the hell? This is the second one and i've been here for six days. Great now i have to sit sweaty through a lockdown.
"What's going on?" i asked Silencer who shrugged.
"Rumor is anti-racist racist killed Alisha" she said. Wow she killed her?
Anti-racist racist? They come up with the best nicknames in jail. I guess that will be the girl who was with Fenderman when she strangled me.
"I saw it, it was in the tv room there was no guards for a while and she just beat her up" said a girl from a cube over that i haven't met.
"And she died?" Silencer said.
"Looked dead to me. She hit her multiple times in the chest it can stop the heart" she said either it's good that she knows that, like she used to be a doctor but got involved in drugs, or bad like she's kills people. Probably the second one.
I just can't believe she's dead, it almost doesn't seem real. You would think it would be harder to kill her.
After lockdown it was confirmed that she did indeed die and Anti-racist racist as they call her has been locked up in the mental wing of jail. She's actually died.
I feel like i killed Alisha off a little too easily, maybe it should have been more dramatic (I guess assume it was but Stef wasn't there) but this is what you're getting. Next chapter is Stefs hearing. So after that would be more of a resolution so it will start not being as intense. Please review and let me know what you think.