( Spencer p.o.v)
Ashley has stopped texting me. I don't know if I am happy about it or not.
"hey Spence." Madison said walking up behind me in the school bathroom.
"hey." I say in a low voice.
"Spence are you alright?" Madison asked turning me to face her.
"no I'm not alright. Ashley has stopped texting me. I don't know if I should text her back or not. I just want to scream." I said turning around so I wasn't looking at her.
"do what you think is right." Madison said kissing me on the cheek. "now I have to get to class." she said walking out of the bathroom.
*ring*ring*ring*
'hey you got my voicemail. you should know what to do. text it or leave it.' I hang up before the beep.
'hey ash call me when you get this. i still love you...i never stopped...-S' I can't really think anymore.
I look down at my phone before I exit the bathroom. this is really like the only place I can get some peace in this place. I was told that I had to stay at the school if I wanted to graduate.
"Ms. Carlin you are supposed to be in class." great it's mother Caroline.
"sorry I'm having girl problems. I don't feel good." I said holding my stomach.
"I will take you to go see the nurse." she said walking me to the nurse office.
"I think I just need to go lay down." I said hope that she will be like okay go head
"she will be able to see what is wrong with you." of course not I so don't like this woman sometimes.
I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket. great and that is Ashley.
"I just get really bad cramps when it is that time of the month for me." I said hoping she would just let me go to my room.
"okay go lay down and I will have her come check on you." she said as she walked away and I walked back to the room.
I get into the room and pull out my phone. it was a text from Ashley. I smile when I see her name on my phone.
'need time :p -A' my smile turns into a frown.
what the fuck she needs time.
'fuck you ash... :'(-S'
then I block her so I can't get text or calls for her.
'can you text me kyla new number if you have it.-S'
I text Madison. then I just lay on the bed. sometimes I wish it didn't have to be like this.
I look at my phone three miss calls. all from Ashley. three voicemail yet again all from Ashley. I can't deal with her anymore.
I text mandy. 'what are you doing tonight. -S'
'nothing what about you sexy ;). -M'
' are you still in l.a. -S'
'no but I can be there tomorrow.-M'
'alright see you then ;)-S'
'okay sweet I can't wait to see you.-M'
I can't believe I am doing this. I know what she is thinking right now. oh yeah I know she would come back for more.
the door opens. I look up the is a lady standing there in a really short nurse outfit. I thought they all dressed in longer skirts.
"hello Spencer Carlin. are you doing alright." she said walking over to my bed.
"yeah just trying to get comfortable where my stomach don't hurt." I said looking up at her.
"you just lay down and I will go get you something to eat and drink. you think that would help." she said sitting on my bed.
"no thank. I will be fine." I said turning and carling up in a little ball as of right now I just want to cry myself to sleep.
"alright I'll let you get some rest. I will come check on you later." she said getting up off my bed and walked out of the room closing the door behind her.
I just started crying look at my phone at pictures of me and Ashley. then I flipped to the one of me and Kyla in the pool acting goofy.
"Spencer are you alright." it was Madison. I didn't even here the door open.
"yeah I'm good just look at pictures." I said hitting the home button. "did Kyla ever text you on her new number?" I asked.
"I don't think she did." Madison said looking at her phone.
"oh I blocked Ashley number. she said she need time. hell if I know what that means." I said sitting up on the bed so Madison could sit next to me.
"she is an ass." Madison said sitting down and rapping her arms around me.
it's been crazy I hope that this week goes by fast. one more week and then I am out of this hell whole.I am staying in l.a but I won't be here. I can't wait.
"mandy you have to stop I need to get up for school." I said kissing her one last time.
"I have to leave tonight." mandy said grabbing my butt pulling me closer to her.
what can I say once you have been with someone it is easy to fall back into it.
"mandy I will see you before I leave now go." I said kissing her one last time getting out of the bed and getting ready.
I walk into the cafeteria. I saw Madison with the other girls. I walk over to them and sat down.
"hey" I said eating the food that was in front of me. I guess mads got it for me. I love her for that.
"hey sexy how was you night" Madison said.
"nothing special." I said looking down at my phone. "I just miss while you know." i said kind of hoping that there would be something from Ashley but nothing. I unblocked her last night.
"I know." Madison said and got up with her trey as the bell rang. I get up with mine and fallow her out the door.
"So have you heard anything from ky." I asked hoping she would say yes.
"Nope but I wish. I hope her and Ashley still keep their premise tho." She said looking all sad.
"You and me both." I said feeling my phone vibrate in my pocket. I run in to the closest bathroom.
It was Ashley it was fucking Mandy 'i miss you -M.' I didn't text her back. I just put my phone back in my pocket and walked out of the bathroom.
I don't care anymore I am going to text Ashley after school. I walked into class and everyone was already in there.
Set down and look round. I just wish I had waited to be with Ashley. If I did her and ky would still b here.
The last bell rang "alright class put the phone and stuff away." The new teacher said. I don't care what her name is.
I raise my hand. "yes miss. Carlin."
"My I be excused."
"Yes you may just take the hall pastt with you."
I pick up the hall pass up off her desk and walk out of the class room and out of the school. I need a cigarette so bad right now. I pull my phone out of my pocket. I walk over to the side of the building where I hide and smoke.
*ring*ring*
"Spence." a voice came over the phone.
"Yeah." I said lighty.
"Spence I'm kind of busy can I call you back." Was said on the other line of the phone.
"Sure." I said about to hang up.
When I heard "Spence I'll be there I never break a promise." With that the phone when died.
I took one last hit of my cigarette and throw it down. I walked back in the school. Down the hall to my locker and sprayed myself before walking back into class.
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