A/N: There is some smut thrown in this chapter, but there is more story after the smut ends, so...just a warning for anyone looking to avoid it. :) (full A/N at bottom)
Blaine's eyes widened as realization hit. "Oh, no, Kurt. No. Karaoke. Broadway karaoke."
Kurt's excitement returned as Blaine led him to the spot under the tree where he had set up the music player and had the sheet music binder set out. He had updated his inventory since the last time he and Kurt had sung together. Kurt felt Blaine's eyes on him as he flipped through the pages in the binder. He felt his heart lighten at the many duets he passed on his way through the binder. 'This is the last time you'll sing with him for a while. Make it count.'
After many songs and even more giggles, both boys' voices were beginning to strain. Blaine had just finished singing 'This Is The Moment' from 'Jekyll and Hyde'; Kurt smiled as he watched Blaine press the pause button on the stereo, waiting for Kurt to make his next choice. 'Do it. It's your last chance. He'll agree. Do it!'
"Uh, B? My voice is getting kind of sore. Let's each pick one more song, but the song has to be a duet." Kurt smiled wider as Blaine's eyes softened to adoration and his own smile twisted widely on his face. "Okay, I've got one already picked out. It's sort of heavy on your singing, but I want to do it anyway for my choice." Kurt leaned over and found the right song on Blaine's iPod before handing him a copy of sheet music.
Kurt watched Blaine carefully as the opening chords of 'Come What May' from 'Moulin Rouge' began to play. Blaine's smile was soft and his eyes shone with pure adoration as he met Kurt's gaze. Kurt listened in awe as Blaine sang his part song, adding in his own voice when the music called for it, to blend in a beautiful harmony.
When the song finished, they both paused for a moment and smiled at one another. Kurt pushed the binder to Blaine and watched as he searched through the music.
"Aha! Got it." Blaine said quietly as he turned to his iPod, speaking while he scrolled through the different songs, "This one is heavy on your singing. Sorry, but you always take Mimi, so here you go." He handed over the sheet music and Kurt's breath caught in his throat as he saw the chosen song.
The opening chords to 'Without You' from 'Rent' filled the silence. They both sang passionately and as the song drew to a close they were both left panting. Tears had managed to escape both boys' eyes; once the song was over, Kurt pounced forward, capturing Blaine's lips in a heated kiss.
Kurt reached his tongue out, getting immediate access and he took his time exploring, tasting Blaine's mouth before sliding his tongue to tangle with Blaine's. After several minutes, Kurt had to break away for air. He smiled at Blaine, who was panting equally as hard next to him.
"Beach?" Blaine said once they had regained their breath.
Kurt nodded, "Beach."
As the duo sat on a single beach chair in the middle of Blaine's makeshift beach, Blaine felt Kurt turn in his embrace. He watched as Kurt sat up and crossed his legs, facing Blaine. Blaine mirrored the posture, his heartbeat sped up at the look in Kurt's eyes; it was a look of hope crossed with deep seeded sadness.
"B? We're going to be okay, right?"
Blaine smiled and tried to control his heart rate once again, "Of course, Kurt."
Kurt nodded and looked to the sand as he spoke again, "We'll keep in touch, right?"
"Of course, we'll call and talk every day and skype as often as we can and text all the time."
Kurt took a deep breath, "And you'll come home for Christmas?"
Blaine reached over, grabbed Kurt's hand and waited for him to meet his gaze again. "Kurt, I promise I'm coming home for Christmas and that we'll stay in touch and we'll be…p-perfect." Blaine's voice hitched as the tears finally escaped. "Everything will be okay. Y-you won't give up on me, right?"
Blaine watched as Kurt's expression turned to caring mixed with the sadness as tears cascaded down his cheeks as well, "B, I'll never, ever give up on you. On us. Never. I know I did before, but never again. I promise."
Blaine nodded and leaned forward to capture a kiss from Kurt. Once they pulled apart, Blaine caught his breath before suggesting it was time for dinner. Kurt readily agreed and the duo made their way inside, cleaning up their afternoon activities as they went.
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Blaine watched as Kurt took the last bite of the food on his plate. He stood and took Kurt and his plates to the kitchen sink, opting to hand wash them, as the house would probably be abandoned for the better part of the time while he was in New York. As he was washing the final plate, he felt arms snake around his waist. He leaned back into Kurt as he set the plate down on the drying rack.
He turned around in the embrace and smiled as he met Kurt's gaze. He snaked his arms around Kurt's waist as Kurt adjusted his arms so they were placed around Blaine's neck.
"I'm going to miss you so much, Kurt."
"I'm going to miss you too, B."
Blaine leaned forward and captured Kurt's lips in a kiss. He put as much passion as he could into the kiss and felt Kurt respond immediately. He hesitantly slid his tongue out and was met with Kurt's already open and waiting mouth. Blaine moaned into Kurt's ready mouth. Blaine felt Kurt push against him and they backed into the counter, flush together.
Kurt's hands made their way down his arms and up his back in a slow, repeated circle. All too soon, Blaine needed air. He removed his mouth from Kurt's, taking a couple of deep breaths while resting his cheek on Kurt's. He felt Kurt's hot breath on his ear and smiled. He moved to kiss Kurt's jawline before moving to his neck. Kurt tilted his head, giving Blaine a wide expanse to work with. He quickly found Kurt's pulse point and began making his mark. The moan that erupted from Kurt sent all of Blaine's blood quickly rushing south, causing his pants to turn into a noose around his cock. Blaine moaned as Kurt rolled his hips against him and he could feel that Kurt was just as hard as he was.
"Oh Blaine. God, I've m-ungh-missed this so much." Kurt said in a husky voice and Blaine smiled, knowing that he was the cause of the tone drop.
Blaine leaned up so his lips could brush against Kurt's ear, "Should we take this to my room?"
Kurt shivered as those words were said hotly into his ear. He moaned obscenely before latching his lips to Blaine's again. After several minutes, Kurt broke the kiss and took Blaine's hand, leading him to the bedroom.
Once they reached the room, Kurt gasped. It was so empty. There was the bed and a suitcase, which was placed neatly by the wall. Blaine's desk remained, only because it didn't fit the dimensions of the room in his apartment. Kurt felt Blaine's arms slowly snake around his torso again, and his lips made their way to Kurt's neck.
"I'm sorry, it's just strange. It's so…empty."
"s'okay" Blaine mumbled against his neck.
Kurt could feel Blaine's dick poking his ass cheek and it snapped him right back into the moment, effectively causing his own dick to come back to attention as well. Kurt turned in Blaine's embrace and latched his lips to Blaine's once again. Kurt reached his hands down and unfastened the buttons before slowly inching Blaine's polo up, over his torso.
"Kurt," Blaine moaned as Kurt's fingers ghosted over his nipples.
Kurt smiled as he tugged the shirt up and over Blaine's head, the soft sound of the shirt hitting the ground made him smile wider. His eyes raked over Blaine's newly extra-defined muscles. He had had muscles before, but they were nothing like the sight before him. Kurt leaned in to kiss Blaine again. He could feel Blaine's fingers working his own shirt undone. He broke the kiss and leaned down to work Blaine's neck. He found Blaine's favorite spot, right at the point where his jaw met his neck, and made his mark, hard. Blaine's moan only caused Kurt to move lower and mark his collarbone as well.
Soon, Kurt's shirt joined Blaine's and the duo pressed flush together again. They slowly made their way to the bed. Kurt felt his knees hit the bed and gave in, falling gracefully with his lips still attached to Blaine's. They shifted higher on the bed and Kurt laid his head back on Blaine's pillow and allowed Blaine to straddle him. Kurt raked his fingers down Blaine's back as Blaine shifted to grind his hips into Kurt's.
They both moaned at the friction. Kurt felt his breathing getting shallower as Blaine continued to grind against him. Finally, he felt close to his climax and had to raise the white flag.
"Mm..Blaine..ungh…we…ho-hold on, honey." Kurt said brokenly as Blaine landed a particularly hard thrust.
Blaine stopped immediately and rolled off of Kurt. 'Damn it. I was pushing it and I knew it. Shouldn't have done that. Great, now he'll only remember me as that guy who wanted to sleep with him. Fuck. No. I love him. I-'
"Blaine? Are you okay?" He heard Kurt's soft voice next to him.
Blaine turned and smiled, "Y-yeah. I'm fine. Sorry about that. I g-got carried away."
He saw Kurt's look of shock and looked away quickly. "B, I just needed to slow down to make sure I didn't…well, so I didn't cum too quickly."
Blaine turned quickly to face Kurt again, "Really?" Kurt bit his bottom lip and nodded, Blaine sighed in relief. "O-okay."
He leaned forward and kissed Kurt once again. Blaine felt Kurt's fingers undo the button of his pants and slowly slide the zipper down, loosening the pants from his achingly hard cock. He felt Kurt's hands slowly run down the sides of his thighs as he slid Blaine's pants down, leaving his boxer-briefs in place.
Once his pants were all the way off, Blaine worked on Kurt's pants, fully removing them, leaving his navy briefs behind. Blaine kissed his way up Kurt's legs, skipping his cock, quickly moving up his chest to kiss Kurt's mouth again. He slowly slid his hand down Kurt's chest and palmed his cock through the tight briefs. Kurt moaned into their heated kiss and Blaine smiled before breaking the kiss to work his way back down Kurt's chest.
He reached the waistband of Kurt's briefs, hooked his fingers in the band and slowly inched them down, allowing Kurt's cock to spring free of the offending clothing. Blaine got the briefs to Kurt's knees before he couldn't take it anymore. He leaned down and kissed his way up Kurt's shaft and slowly sank his mouth down on Kurt's cock.
Kurt moaned above him as he continued to bob his head, sucking and digging his tongue into the vein underneath Kurt's cock. He teased Kurt's slit with every pass and moaned at the first taste of pre-cum beading into his mouth.
"Ungh! Blaine!" Kurt moaned and Blaine popped off of Kurt's cock and smiled as he finished removing Kurt's briefs.
He kneeled up on the bed and removed his own boxer-briefs before laying down, flush on top of Kurt. They both moaned as their naked cocks slotted together. Blaine slowly began thrusting his hips against Kurt's, building up speed and friction with every thrust, using their pre-cum as lube.
"Kurt. Please." Blaine moaned as Kurt worked his neck with his mouth, his hands kneading Blaine's ass.
Blaine felt Kurt remove his mouth from his neck before feeling the hot breath in his ear. "What do you want B? Tell me what you need, honey. This is all you tonight."
Blaine closed his eyes and halted his thrusting. He and Kurt had always been a switch couple. Blaine loved the feeling of being filled, but also loved being in control. 'What do I want? This shouldn't be so hard.'
"B?"
Blaine opened his eyes again and met Kurt's gaze. "I want you inside me. I need you inside me. I need to feel you for days. I need you, Kurt. Please. I need you."
Blaine didn't realize tears were streaming down his cheeks until Kurt reached over and wiped a few stray tears away.
"Of course, B. Do you have anything?" Kurt asked quietly.
Blaine nodded and got up from the bed. Once he retrieved the lube from his desk drawer, his heart dropped immediately.
Kurt watched as Blaine's shoulders continued to shake through his tears. Kurt's own tears were sliding silently down his cheeks. Blaine hadn't moved a muscle after retrieving the bottle of lube. Kurt's confusion took over. 'What's going on? Did you change your mind? What is it?'
"Blaine, is everything okay?"
Blaine slowly turned around and shook his head. "I d-don't have any condoms."
Kurt's heart plummeted, 'Was he with someone else? I wasn't. Was he?'
"I-I wasn't with anyone else…were you?" Blaine asked quietly and Kurt sighed in relief.
"No, B. Only you."
Kurt's heart swelled and broke at the smile that took over Blaine's face; the flood of tears streamed quicker out of his eyes. Blaine set the lube bottle down on the bed and slid down on top of Kurt. They kissed passionately for several minutes, thrusting against one another, tears sliding out of their eyes uncontrollably.
Kurt hooked his leg over Blaine's hip and rolled them over. He looked deep into Blaine's lust blown, teary eyes and smiled.
"How do you want to do this?"
"I n-need to see you, please."
Kurt smiled and nodded before kissing him deeply. He reached for the bottle of lube and coated his fingers thoroughly, rubbing them together to warm up the lube before reaching down to circle Blaine's entrance. Blaine moaned as Kurt slowly pushed his finger into Blaine's heat. Kurt began moving his finger around and kissed Blaine again.
Blaine broke the kiss a second later, "More. Please."
Kurt added a second finger alongside his first. He scissored them and kept moving them around inside of Blaine. He hooked his fingers and smiled when Blaine's hips bucked.
"Fuck. Kuuurt." Blaine moaned as Kurt continued to brush his prostate.
He slid in a third finger after Blaine nodded to ask for more. Kurt kept scissoring his fingers and moving them around inside of Blaine, brushing them against his prostate with every pass.
"Kurt. I need you. I n-need you." Blaine said through his tears and need.
"Okay honey. Okay." Kurt said through his own tears.
He lubed his cock thoroughly and took a deep breath before pushing into Blaine. Blaine's heat tightened around his cock and they both moaned at the slow rate at which Kurt pushed into Blaine. Once Kurt was fully engulfed, he stayed still, waiting for Blaine to nod. He heard a sob erupt from Blaine and immediately got worried. 'Shit. I've hurt him. Shit. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.'
"Kurt. I'm going to miss you. Miss this. I'll miss you so much." Blaine said as their gazes met.
Kurt's own sob escaped his throat as he leaned down, careful not to move his hips too much, to kiss Blaine passionately. "I'll miss you too, Blaine. So much. I love you."
"I love you." They kissed again. "Okay, you can move."
Kurt slowly inched his hips back and thrust them forward. He worked up to a comfortable speed and angled his hips so he brushed against Blaine's prostate with every thrust. They both moaned obscenities and each other's names.
As Kurt felt his stomach knotting, he reached down and began stroking Blaine in time with his hips.
"KUUUURT!" Blaine came with a sob and a shout.
Blaine's walls tightened around Kurt and he came seconds later, "BLAAAAAINE!"
Kurt came to after his intense orgasm and slowly slid out of Blaine. They were both panting heavily, their sweat covered chests rising and falling quickly.
"I love you, Blaine." Kurt said before kissing Blaine deeply.
"I love you, Kurt." Blaine said and Kurt heard the pure sincerity behind the words.
He snuggled tightly into Blaine's side, his tears sliding out of his eyes and landing on Blaine's naked chest. They didn't even bother to clean up. Kurt fell asleep with Blaine's heartbeat as his soundtrack.
Blaine woke up the next morning to his cell phone alarm. He was spooning Kurt tightly. He kissed Kurt's cheek before reaching over him to turn off his phone alarm.
Blaine kissed Kurt's cheek once again, "Kurt? Kurt, wake up. We need to get up and get ready."
"S'too early." Kurt mumbled.
"I know it's early, but we have to get up. I need to shower and make us coffee. Do you want a shower or do you want to sleep until it's time to leave?" Blaine inched away as Kurt turned onto his back, wincing slightly.
They had woken up from their first love making session the night before after an hour and decided to switch, having one more time in each other's arms before sleep claimed them for the night.
"I'll get up. Shower together?"
Blaine nodded and slowly moved off the bed, wincing at the pain radiating out of his ass. It subsided as he got used to the sting as he walked. The duo walked hand-in-hand to the shower. They kissed deeply as they cleaned each other.
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Once they got out of the shower, they padded into Blaine's room to get dressed. Blaine put on his glasses and was startled when he heard Kurt's gasp. He looked over and saw Kurt pulling a package from his bag.
"B, I almost forgot, this is for you." Kurt said, holding out the package to Blaine.
Blaine smiled as he took the parcel from the towel clad boy, "Kurt, you didn't have to get me anything."
"I know. Just…open it."
Blaine smiled and carefully unwrapped the paper. His eyes fell upon the back of a photo frame. He turned it over and immediately had tears flowing from his eyes. His heart felt like it would explode from all of the emotions that he was feeling. The photo from the Lima Bean when Rachel had shown Finn how to take their picture was nestled into a beautiful frame that perfectly fit the ambiance of the furniture in his apartment. Blaine stared at the picture. The genuine smiles from their laughter shone brightly in the photo.
"B? Is it okay?" Kurt's hesitant voice snapped Blaine back to the present.
Blaine looked up and met Kurt's eyes through his blurred vision before leaning forward to kiss him passionately.
"It's perfect. Thank you so much. I love it."
They walked downstairs, their bags in hand. Blaine made a pit stop to throw his sheets in the washer, knowing the housecleaning staff would be by later in the day to do a final clean for when his parents wanted to come back and that they would put his sheets in the dryer for him. He walked into the kitchen and smiled at Kurt, who was seated on a padded stool.
"Coffee?" Blaine asked quietly.
"Coffee." Kurt nodded his confirmation.
As Blaine made them some coffee, a sad silence filled the room as they stared at each other. Blaine had chosen to keep his glasses on for the trip and left his hair gel free at Kurt's request.
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All too soon, Blaine found himself in Kurt's car, tightly clutching his hand, softly singing the song playing over the stereo.
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Even sooner, Blaine found himself with his boarding pass in hand and his bag checked into the plane. He stood in front of Kurt, holding his hand tightly, staring deep into the beautiful blue-green orbs before him.
"C-can I take a picture of us for my phone? Please?" Blaine asked as tears began to slide down his cheeks.
"B, we're a mess, really?" Kurt said as tears escaped his eyes as well.
"Please?"
"Okay."
Blaine turned and wrapped his arm around Kurt's waist and felt Kurt's arm wrap around his shoulders as they both attempted to smile at Blaine's phone. Blaine turned the phone around and a small sob escaped his throat as he saw the pure adoration in Kurt's eyes in the picture, even through the tears. He looked up and saw the same look gracing the face directly in front of him.
Blaine lurched forward and wrapped his arms tightly around Kurt's waist; a sob escaped his throat as Kurt's arms closed around the back of his neck, holding him tightly. They stayed like that, hugging and crying, for several minutes before Blaine forced himself to lean back, keeping his arms around Kurt's waist.
They both looked around and when Blaine looked back to Kurt he saw the nod and blocked out the world around them. He leaned forward and kissed Kurt with more passion than he ever had before. Their tongues tangled heatedly in the desperation to never let go of one another. A few moments later, Blaine broke their kiss. He leaned back and met Kurt's gaze again.
"I love you, K-Kurt. So much. Please, please remember that. It's never changing. I love you f-forever."
"I love you too Blaine, forever. Forever."
"I'm going to miss you."
"I'll miss you too. We have all of our communication tools. We'll be okay. Christmas?"
"Christmas."
Blaine kissed Kurt once more and looked into his eyes, trying to memorize every last speck, before turning to go through security. As he made it past the metal detectors, he heard a magical sound.
"BLAINE!" Blaine turned and met Kurt's gaze through the sea of people. "I LOVE YOU!"
A sob escaped Blaine's throat, "I LOVE YOU TOO KURT!"
A/N: I don't own Glee, nor any of the musicals/songs mentioned in the chapter. Thanks to julymom97, who if y'all remember, was my 100th reviewer and picked out the movies for the boys to watch a few chapters ago, as well as the song from 'Jekyll and Hyde' in this chapter! *sigh* I'm sorry this is late. I got home late, and just...yeah. Sorry. Let's see...We have a chapter left and an...epilogue(?) after it. I say epilogue with a question mark because it's really just a short chapter that I'll try to make closer to normal length, but will probably stay at the measly 600 words. Thanks to everyone who followed/favorited last chapter. Special thanks to the person who reviewed! I hope everyone's still enjoying the story! MUAH!
