Selfish Lovers 35

Later that night back at the loft…

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Katou and Iwaki are in the living room with Aya having a nightcap when she says, "Kyo you have some pretty interesting friends and to think you know Taki Sagano, the ballroom dancer! Man, I think it's awesome! I got a chance to talk to him and as usual, your friends are the best-looking men around. I could just stay here forever. I can't wait to tell my friends that my brother knows Taki, everyone is just going to freak! This has got to be the best night of my life!"

Katou looks at her, looks at Iwaki, shakes his head at her and sips on his drink. Sitting on the sofa next to Iwaki, he watches Aya as she goes on and on about their night out. Katou runs his fingers through Iwaki's hair and whispers, "How long do you think she is going to keep this up?"

Iwaki whispers back, "I think she should be winding down soon. She was talking all the way home, don't forget. Besides this is her first time meeting someone famous, so let her enjoy it."

Katou chuckles, "I guess you're right, she does seem excided about it. So, who am I to spoil it?" She spins around and says, "Katou you are the voice of the samurai in 'The Demon Shogun' right?" Katou nods and she says she is the luckiest person in the world.

"I can't wait to go to the shoot with you on Monday, Katou. "Kyo, you're the best brother in the world!" She dances over to them, gives each one a kiss, and says goodnight. They watch as she floats off to her room and waits for her to close the door then look at each other and laugh.

"Let's go to bed, I'm tired, how about you?" Katou says, "Yeah, I'm beat too, right now all I want to do is sleep." Iwaki gets up and Katou follows. He checks to make sure the blinds on the window in their room are closed. Instead of a wall facing the living room he has a big pane of glass with blinds on the inside. When they were alone they would sometimes leave them open. With his sister being here, they need their privacy.

Iwaki pulls his shirt over his head and Katou comes up behind him. "Are you going to take a shower or wait until morning?"

The raven-haired man rubs his chest, "Can you sleep with me not taking a shower tonight?" Katou smiles at him, "You mean sleep next to your sweaty, musky, body all night. With you pressed up against me, holding me, as your scent, mingles with mine?"

"Uh, is that a yes because I can go and take one, if you think it will bother you to inhale my scent all night?" He looks in Katou's eyes as he runs his finger down his chest seductively.

Katou throws his pants on the chair, "I dare you." He is standing there in all his glory staring at Iwaki with lust in his eyes. Iwaki stands there looking at Katou and moistens his lips with the tip of his tongue. He smiles at Katou, "You are such a tease, aren't you?"

Katou turns, walks to the bed and leans back on his elbows and his legs spread open, "The last thing I mean to do is tease you. Come here Iwaki and let me show you how serious I am." Iwaki removes his pants and walks over to Katou as he lays back, crawling over him on all fours.

"Now show me how serious you can be and do it quietly… please." Katou looks up at him in amusement, "Although I like your sister, I will be glad when she goes home."

He grabs Iwaki around the waist pulling him down and rolling him on his stomach. He rises up, slides his moist tongue up his spine, and stops at his neck with his tongue dancing in his ear, their hands intertwined as the passion takes over them.

Iwaki moans softly in the back of his throat as Katou moves his body slowly over him. He calls Katou's name lovingly, as he tries to muffle the sounds in his throat. He whispers in Iwaki's ear, "I want you so badly Iwaki…I've got to have you…tell me you want me too." Iwaki turns his head to the side, "You've got to control yourself Katou. Just for now…this one time…control yourself…and control me."

Katou chuckles in his ear and bites him softly on the neck following it with a moist kiss. He pulls Iwaki's hips towards him and sticks his tongue between the clef and Iwaki groans.

He buries his face in a pillow to stifle his cries. Katou licks upwards on his hips and nipping him tenderly. He bites gently on the side of his shoulder and moistens it with his tongue. He slides his two fingers to the ring of muscles and pushes. They go in easily before the older man clamps down on them. "I see you're ready for me after all."

He removes his fingers and pushes his erection into Iwaki without warning and he cries out. He stops and whispers in his ear, "Relax love, it only hurts for a moment. Let me in Iwaki." Iwaki moans, "I…I want to…just slow down, love."

Katou slows and kisses Iwaki on his shoulder as he brings him closer to his body. "I'm sorry…but I want you and I want you badly."

Iwaki gasps, "Then I want you…to have me. Take me Katou, take me now!" He puts both arms around Iwaki and is pounding into him saying he can't hold it because it feels so good. Iwaki has his face in his arms while he is moaning into the pillow crying for Katou to go deeper.

After a few minutes of unbridled passion, they both climax at the same time with Katou collapsing behind him gasping for breath. He puts his arms around Iwaki's waist and lays his head on his back. They lay in this position for a while melting into one.

Iwaki moves his head and clears his throat, "Let go Katou, I can't breathe." Katou pulls out of him and rolls over on his back. "I think we were pretty quiet, don't you?" Iwaki chuckles, "I almost smothered myself with the pillow. As far as having sex with her in the house, I'm with you. I'll be glad when she leaves too, although I will miss her."

"You do know, if she gets that job, she will have to stay here with us for awhile, right?" Iwaki sits up, "You're right, I never thought about that." He looks down at Katou, touches his lips with his finger, leans down, and gives him a kiss. Katou puts his hand up behind his head bringing him down for a deeper kiss. Iwaki slides his tongue inside Katou's mouth probing and sparing with his own. Katou pulls him down on top of him and they start on round two.

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Taki and Marc are sitting in the living room of the penthouse and discussing the night's events.

Taki asks, "Why did you talk to him at all, you should have walked away. He's only trying to cause trouble for us."

Marc sips on his drink, "Taki, you have to stop letting this man run your life. He knows you are afraid of him and that's why he keeps coming after you. With him being back in town and no longer with Traci, he plans on stepping up his game."

"I supposed he told you that and you believe him, is that it?" Taki leans against the bar holding a glass of wine and looking at his lover the rim.

"As a matter of fact he did. He told me this tonight but it was really a reminder of sorts." Taki looks at him with a frown and says, "What do you mean by that?" Marc chuckles, "When I first talked with him about you, he told me, if he ever lost Traci, he would take you from me. In his own way, he just reminded me of that fact."

"You don't believe him do you? I would never go back to him." Marc says, "I think he was trying to bait me into another fight, I don't know but I did want to hit him. I just walked out on him; I didn't know how much more of his smug face I could take. I have never hated anyone before, but I can honestly say I'm beginning to hate him."

"Don't say that Marc, he's probably hurting right now, he has lost Tracie to Mitchell so he is paying for his mistakes. I kind of feel sorry for him in a way, but not enough to be with him. I want to be with you and I hope you know this."

Marc crosses to him, "I know you do but I don't trust him to not try to see you again. Even now, you sympathize with him. If he had done half the things to me that he has done to you, I would never feel sorry over whatever pain he has. I keep telling you, you are too nice to him and that's why he acts the way he does. However, I guess that's what drew me to you also. Your kindness is immeasurable Taki; everyone thinks the world of you."

"I have never heard anyone say anything negative about you. Do you know how rare that is? Even Traci is on your side. She along has reason to hate your very existence, since he is her boyfriend after all. However, she only treats you with respect and sympathy. I could never pull that off with anyone."

Taki laughs, "She probably thinks I'm a weak fool. I let the man drug me and he got away with it. After that, I let him in here and he attacks me again. I guess I don't handle conflict the way I used to. I've been living my life as a spectator and not really participating… but it stops now. I'm tired of people looking at me as a figure to be pitied. No one can stop Noah but me and it's time I accept that truth."

"Thank you for trying to rescue me from him, but from here on out, I'll take care of it myself." He puts his arms around Marc's waist and tilts his head up as Marc leans down and kisses him. He hugs Taki tightly, "Please be careful with him Taki, I don't want to see you get hurt. Noah is dangerous right now. He has nothing to lose and I don't want to kill him because I swear if he hurts you, I will."

"I doubt if it goes that far. I plan to tell him clearly that you are the one I want to be with. You are so patient with me Marc, how could I not love you?" Marc chuckles, "That's what I've been saying all along. I'm the best man for you. I will love you forever…Taki."

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Noah has left the club and goes by Traci's apartment to pick up some clothes. Running into her right now is not a good idea. He looks around and thinks to himself how he has gotten himself into this situation. A month ago, he was as happy as could be and now he has messed up his whole life. He walks over to the closet and stands there looking at Traci's things, he reaches out and touches her clothing as if she is the one he is stroking. He catches himself, puts his hand down, and shakes his head standing back.

He walks over to the bed and sits there with his head in his hands. He knows he has no one to blame for his actions. He and Traci were getting alone so well, until Taki showed up. He couldn't put it on Taki because all he has done is treat him like an old friend. The first night seeing him again and they made love should have been the last time.

However, after being with him he couldn't help but want him again. He thought he was over Taki. He has never been with another man until he showed up as he did. He still cannot say he is to blame. He had forgotten how sweet the taste of his skin is.

Noah can't seem to forget how he feels when he moves so sensually under him. If you were a gay man, Taki is the one you want to have as a lover. He makes you feel so powerful the way he calls out your name in the throes of ecstasy. The beautiful, silver haired man makes you think, you are all he needs and wants.

Noah gets up, goes to the kitchen, takes the grey goose out of the freezer, and pours almost half into a small glass. He takes it to the living room, sits on the sofa, and leans back sipping on his drink. He looks at his watch; he still has a couple of hours before she comes. He doesn't want to be here when she brings Mitchell with her.

He sips on his drink and thinks about the two of them being together so soon. He has to be the one Marc was referring to, when he said Traci could get over him.

Wait a minute; Traci was seeing Mitchell before he even slept with Taki that first time! He sits up with this realization. This means she cheated on him first! He feels like an idiot for not realizing. She was ready to leave him anyway and he gave her an excuse to do so. How could he be so stupid! She's running around playing the injured party and she was cheating all along. He just made her bring it out in the open.

Everyone probably knew about her affair with Mitchell. He was so wrapped up in trying to get to Taki he didn't see it. He kept putting it off until he was so far gone that now he is the outcast and not her. He thought Marc was saying that because he wanted him to leave Taki alone and now he knows, it was a warning.

He sighs and gets up and goes back into the kitchen and pours another drink and takes it into the bedroom. He sets it down by the bed, starts pulling clothes from the closet, and looks for a suitcase. He finds one and puts it on the bed piling it with his clothes. He looks around and remembers he has yet to pull the things from the dressers. He opens one, sees her personal things, reaches out to stroke them, and pulls his hand back in a fist.

He puts the suitcase on a chair, begins pulling things out from the drawers, and throws them in. He closes it, sits on the bed, and sips his drink. He is thinking how foolish he's been. Not being able to make up his mind between the two, Traci has made up her mind already. He sits back and laughs aloud at the foolishness of his actions.

Noah always watched Traci, but when Taki came back, that's when he shifted his focus to him and forgot to watch her. He let her slip away, with no resistance whatsoever. Now he is alone and the people he is so passionate about are with others. He looks down and sees that his right hand is wet. He puts his hand to his eye and wipes away a tear he didn't know was there.

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The next morning at the loft...

Iwaki wakes and reaches out for Katou. He opens one eye and does not see him so he opens the other. He sits up, stretches looking around for his robe, and spots it on the chair. He gets up, puts it on and goes to the kitchen where Katou and Aya are drinking coffee and laughing. He comes in, says good morning, and takes a seat yawning with his hand over his mouth. Katou looks at him and pours him a cup of coffee as he sets it in front of him, he ruffles his hair and says, "You finally woke up sleepyhead? Do you want breakfast or cereal?"

Iwaki looks at him over the rim of his cup, "Are you making breakfast Katou?" He looks at him with doubt on his face because he knows Katou can't cook. Katou looks back at him, "What are you saying, you don't think I can make you breakfast?"

"No, no, I didn't mean it like that at all. If you want to cook, I'll eat, I'll eat anything you want me too." He has a big smile plastered on his face.

Aya laughs, "Can he cook Iwaki because you sound as if he can't boil water?" Katou looks at her with a frown, "I can't cook but I can go get take out, right Iwaki?"

He looks at Katou with relief, "Oh, you were talking about going out for breakfast? Why didn't you say so? You had me worried there for a minute. Not that I wouldn't eat your cooking but if you want to go out its fine with me."

Aya laughs at them, "There's no need for you to go out Katou, I'll make breakfast for all of us. You do have eggs don't you Iwaki; I could make us some omelets, if that's okay with you?"

Iwaki looks at Katou while he is smiling at Aya saying, "Iwaki loves omelets, just make sure you put cheese in them okay?" She looks over at Iwaki, "You still like cheese omelets huh, well that's what I'll make. You two go find something to do and give me thirty minutes and I'll have everything ready."

Iwaki gets up, "Katou, since you're dressed why don't you go and get a paper and I'll take a shower." Katou whispers in his ear as they leave out of the kitchen, "You sure you don't want me to wash your back for you?" Iwaki laughs and punches him in the shoulder, "I'll be fine don't forget my sister is here, you pervert." Katou laughs and says he'll be right back and heads for the newsstand as Iwaki heads for the shower.

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Iwaki steps out of the shower to see, Katou is standing inside holding a towel. He looks at him, "What are you doing in here? You know Aya is in the kitchen making breakfast; she could come in here at any minute." Katou walks behind him, "I told her I was coming to see what was taking you so long, so here I am."

He wraps the towel around his waist pulling him close to him. He kisses Iwaki, "Every time I'm near you I want you but I do know how to restrain myself. You're safe for now so just hurry up or your eggs will get cold." He pats Iwaki on the butt, walks past him, and goes out the door.

Iwaki watches as he leaves out and can't help but be a little disappointed. He dries off slowly thinking about Katou and the time when they could be alone once again. He misses the double showers they have to take because he cannot keep his hands off him when he sees his naked body. If someone had told him he could feel this way about another man, he would have told them, they were crazy. Now when he thinks about the time he has spent with Katou he cannot imagine being without him.

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Iwaki walks in the kitchen and takes a seat while Aya puts his plate in front of him. "This looks good Aya, right Katou?" He looks over at Katou and he looks at Iwaki and smile. "It tastes good too; cooking must run in the family."

Aya laughs, "My mother taught us to cook while growing up because she wasn't always around. Did he tell you our mother is an artist? She has shows all the time back home, right Kyo?"

"He did tell me a little about his family but he said your mother likes to paint so I thought it was a hobby or something. Is she famous back home?" He cuts his eyes at Iwaki who happens to be looking down at his plate.

Iwaki cuts a portion of his omelet and picks it up with his fork, "She is pretty popular at home and she has sold a lot of her work. I didn't want to get into it. I didn't want you to think I was bragging on my family, that's why I didn't go into detail. I wasn't trying to keep it from you or anything." He looks up at Katou and gives him a slight smile. "I'm sorry about that okay?" He puts the food in his mouth.

"I don't understand, why would you be bragging?" Katou looks at him with a puzzled look on his face.

Aya looks at Iwaki, "I see, you didn't tell him about mother. Well Katou, she is the artist that was commission to do the mural in the state building and won the top prize. It was in all the papers last year and they did an interview with her on Good Morning Boston. We were so proud of her."

"I did read about that in the paper, her name is Rhonda Nicorrah, am I right?" He looks at Iwaki, "That's your mother? She is really great, I seen that painting in print and on the news."

Iwaki tells him she uses her maiden name for work. Katou says, "She's a beautiful woman also; you look like your mother Aya."

Aya smiles at him, "Iwaki and I look like our mother but our brother looks like father. I hope you never meet him because I don't know what he will do once he finds out about the two of you. He's kind of a loose cannon but he and Iwaki were very close growing up. However, he's changed and now he's a wild card."

Iwaki stares at her, "Although we don't see each other that often, we do keep in touch and he already knows about Katou. So you don't have to worry about him."

"You told him before you said anything to the rest of us?"

"Aya I didn't send out announcements, he happen to call me at work for a favor and we started catching up, so I told him. I didn't swear him to secrecy or anything but I guess he felt like it was something I needed to tell myself.

The older man turns to his lover, "Katou don't listen to her, and she never got along with Masahiko. He is the only one that won't let her have her way. They were always fighting because he didn't like the fact he was no longer the baby."

Besides, he's cool with the two of us being together. In fact, he wants to see you Aya. I didn't think you would want to see him so I said I would see. So do you want to see him?"

"Of course I want to see him! He's my brother too. I don't hate him I just don't like the way he lives. He could have done so much better for himself if he had finished collage and not drop out the way he did. He was in med school and decided he wanted to be an actor and he hasn't done anything at all. The last I heard he was waiting tables somewhere."

"I didn't know you felt like that Aya, but isn't it better for him to be happy pursuing what he wants? After all, it is his life and no one can live it for him."

Katou looks at both of them and decides to change the subject. Iwaki looks as if he may be pissed off. He doesn't like seeing him upset about anything, unless it is about him and then only if they can have make-up sex afterwards.

The blonde smiles, "Why don't you go relax Aya. I will clean the kitchen. Iwaki take your time and finish eating, do you want more coffee?"

Iwaki looks up at him smiling; he knows what he is doing. He says yes and Katou pours another cup for him. Aya looks at the two of them and thinks they have already forgotten about her. The look the two of them exchanges makes her feel as if she is intruding on a private moment.

She walks out of the kitchen, goes to her room, lies across the bed, and thinks maybe she should go for a walk and give them some privacy. She grabs her coat and tells them she's going for a walk and leaves out.

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"Are you okay Koi, I don't like to upset you if I can help it. I should have never asked about your family. I'm sorry Iwaki." He gets up and puts his arms around Katou, "You didn't do anything wrong, it just pisses me off to hear her talk like that about him. He's really not that bad, but enough about them. We do have a little time right now so why don't you clean up later?" He takes Katou's hand and leads him to the bedroom.

Iwaki goes inside, pulls Katou, and takes his face in his hands kissing him, "I want you Katou, and I want you now."

Katou pulls his shirt over his head, pushes him back on the bed and falls on top of him. He kisses Iwaki's chest and sucks on his nipple as he strokes the other one.

He slides his hand to his pants and pulls them all the way off. "I would never have guessed you weren't wearing underwear. This is what I love about you; you're so full of surprises. I think you had this on your mind all along didn't you?"

Iwaki wraps one leg around him," I thought we might get a chance along. I want to make sure we don't waste time. You don't mind do you?" Katou looks down at him and says in between kisses, "You…know…I…don't."

He slides his tongue inside Iwaki's mouth as he slides his fingers up his body. Iwaki puts his hand between them and strokes Katou slowly. He pushes Katou with one hand and he falls on his back so Iwaki bends over him and takes him in his mouth. Katou looks down at him in surprise, runs his fingers through his hair, and arches his back telling him how good it feels.

He leans over, moves his body so that he is down at Iwaki's hips, and takes his erection in his mouth. They are in a perfect sixty-nine position each giving the other pleasure. Katou slides his finger in the slit between Iwaki's hips, probes for his spot, finds it and Iwaki moans as he jerks his body wildly. As Katou is probing and sucking him Iwaki says, "I can't take too much more of this Katou I think I'm going to cum."

Katou let's go of his erection and takes Iwaki from behind. He holds on to him around the waist and whispers, "Wait for me Iwaki, just a little longer…I'm about to cum too. You feel so good I don't want to stop, I can stay inside you forever."

"Don't say that now…I can't hold back…it feels too good…I'm sorry." Katou hears what he is saying and let's go and they both reach climax one after the other. The spasms that hits their bodies have them jerking in unison. Iwaki rolls over on his back, pulls Katou face to his, and licks his lips. Katou chuckles, "How do they taste?" Iwaki tells him, he tastes like honey.

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Aya comes back in with lunch for her and the guys. She goes in the kitchen and sets down the bags. She calls out for Iwaki and Katou. The blonde comes out of the bedroom and tells her Iwaki is asleep. "He must not have gotten enough sleep last night. He isn't use to drinking like he did. We're supposed to go to the club but I think we'll stay in tonight. You don't mind do you Aya, I can make arrangements for you, if you want to go out."

"That's okay, I do have the interview in the morning, so one night in won't hurt. I brought us some lunch at a little deli I found; there was the nicest old man in there. He gave me a slice of cheesecake free. He says it is for you, you know him, huh?"

Katou laughs, "Yes I do, and he always gives us a slice when we order. I thought it was because we always buy from him but I guess not."

"I think he likes you, Katou, why else would he give it to you?" I'm not saying that he is gay or anything but he did ask if I was new in the neighborhood and then when I told him about you and Kyo he perked right up but he said to give the cake to you with his compliments."

"Iwaki doesn't eat sweets that much but I do, so he probably wants to see me get fat." They both laugh and Aya goes to her room to hang up her jacket while Katou sets out the food.

She comes back and asks if they should wake Iwaki and he says no. "I don't know if you know this but, he's always working long hours. When he sleeps, I don't disturb him if I don't have too. Besides, he can eat later this will keep. By the way how much did this cost you?"

She tells him and he gives her the money back saying she is not to spend her money while she is here and that he and Iwaki will take care of her food expenses and he is not taking no for an answer.

She looks at him, "You are truly a treasure and I'm happy my brother found you. I just never had any idea he was gay."

Katou chuckles, "The reason you didn't know, is because he really isn't gay. Your brother and I have never been with other men before and we are not attracted to any. I can't see myself with any other man besides Iwaki and I think he feels the same way. It took me a long time to find and convince him that I truly loved him. He thought I was crazy at first, but he eventually came around I'm happy to say. They way he is now, is all my doing because I was so selfish and I wanted him. Are you angry with me Aya…for what I've done to your brother?"

Katou looks away from her because he knows he has left himself open for her disapproval. She puts her hand on his arm, "At first I thought the two of you couldn't possibly be that serious about each other. The more I see you together, the more I can see how much you care for each other. I envy the both of you. I would consider myself lucky, if I found someone who loves me as much as you love my brother. I really don't think you've done anything to him that he didn't want."

He smiles at her and pulls her into his arms giving her a hug. "I'm glad you don't hold my selfishness against me. I do love him and I promise I will never hurt him, if I can help it."

Iwaki comes in as they are pulling apart. "I hope I'm not interrupting anything?" They look at him and Katou says, "No, your sister and I were just doing a little bonding, look she brought us lunch!"

"That wasn't necessary sis, I could have cooked something. How much did you spend? I'll reimburse you for your trouble because I don't want you spending your money."

Katou and Aya start laughing and he looks at the both of them. Katou shakes his head, "I already took care of it so don't worry, she knows her money is no good here."

"I like that but what I really want is a new outfit for my interview. Since I can't spend money, the two of you can buy one for me. You are being generous after all. We can go shopping, yeah, that sounds good. Maybe I can buy something I really want."

"You two are the greatest, now let's see, I need a suit and of course I will need some shoes to go with it and I need a bag to match and I will need a hat to complete the whole outfit so what time are we leaving?" She is counting down on her fingers as she tells them the things she wants.

Iwaki and Katou look at each other, "I Think we've created a monster Katou. What shall we do?"

Katou takes a seat, "Well Iwaki I think there is only one thing we can do." He looks over at Katou and agrees. Aya smiles at the both of them, "What is that supposed to mean?"

"It means we're going shopping, isn't that what you want?" Katou is laughing and as he gets up from the table, Aya says she will clean up while they change clothes.

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TBC