*Forever and for Always*
As always I do not own these SOA characters. They belong to Kurt Sutter. I do however own Patches (BYZLATS President) Jeizan (Ellie's Boyfriend) Matt, Don, Skip & Jared (Jury's crew) also the charter president's Charlie, Ryan, Tommy, Mark and Kim. First and foremost thank you all for the support and the reviews it means a lot.
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"I can't believe he would accuse me of being drunk. He's such an asshole" Tara said as she paced the sidewalk.
Lyla, Neeta and Ellie didn't know what to say. They had no idea why Jax flipped out the way he did. Tara has never given him a reason to act like that.
"He is very territorial of you and no matter what that's not going to change but he did make a huge scene in front of the entire restaurant" Lyla said trying to get Tara to understand where he was coming from.
Tara just looked at Lyla and rolled her eyes.
"Come on ladies let's just go up to our rooms and relax for the night. One of us ladies is going to have to at least tell the guys we are safe before they get SWAT looking for us" Neeta said as she hugged Tara.
"Well I'm not talking to Jax. He better hope and pray my ass shows up for the wedding tomorrow" Tara said as she grabbed her bag and headed in the front door to the Ritz.
The ladies rented 1 room just for them to stay in so that the bride and groom didn't see each other before the wedding plus it's the room that Tara and Jax will be spending their honeymoon.
"I'll call Jeizan and let him know that everything is ok and where we are" Ellie said as they all entered the room.
Tara turned to look at Ellie and said "Make it very clear that I don't want to hear from or see Jackson!"
Ellie just nodded her head and stepped out on the balcony.
"Jax you need to calm down before you wake up the boys" Opie said to his best friend who was now screaming into his phone because Tara refused to turn hers on.
Jax turned and looked at Opie and asked "dude our ol' ladies are fucking missing how can I relax?"
Just as Opie was about to open his mouth Jeizan entered the balcony.
"They aren't missing Jax. Ellie just called me said that they are at the RITZ. They rented the room for just the girls tonight so that the bride and the groom didn't see each other before the wedding it's bad luck or something"
Jax let out a breath that he didn't realize he was holding in and looked at Jeizan and asked "What room are they in?"
Jeizan shifted uncomfortably from one foot to another. He didn't know how to tell Jax that Tara didn't want to see him without Jax completely losing his shit.
"Well uh.. Ellie said that Tara said she doesn't want to see you" Jeizan said as he looked down.
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN SHE DOESN'T WANT TO SEE ME?" Jax screamed.
Jeizan looked up at him like he saw a ghost. Opie knew that he must have felt uncomfortable having to tell Jax that Tara didn't want to see him.
Just as Opie was about to respond his phone rang; it was Lyla.
"Hey babe" Opie answered.
"Hey Ope. I just wanted to let you know that we are safe and not to worry. We are at the RITZ and will be getting ready here for the wedding tomorrow. Let Jax know that he's an asshole and he better pray that Tara shows up tomorrow" Lyla said.
Opie just shook his head and replied "I know babe. I love you I'll see you tomorrow beautiful"
With that Opie hung up and slapped Jax on his back.
"So that was my ol' lady, she wanted to tell us that they are safe and that Tara said you're an asshole and you better pray she shows up tomorrow" Opie said as he lit a cigarette.
Jax let out another breath and looked at his best friend and just shook his head.
"I don't even know what to say" Jax said as he took a seat next to Opie.
"Dude you got a lot of explaining to do to her. You were defiantly an asshole" Opie said passing Jax a beer.
Just as Jax was about to respond Piney came out on the balcony.
"You're an asshole. I'm going to the RITZ" Piney said and turned around and left the room.
Opie and Jax both sighed. "Brother I better not get punished for your shit" Opie said.
Jax just looked at Opie and gave him a weak smile. Opie stood up and stretched his body before saying "come on brother the kids are going to have us up early and you have a big day tomorrow"
"Yeah that's if I don't get stood up at the altar" Jax said as they made their way in the room.
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(((MEANWHILE IN CHARMING)))
"This job really sucks. I hate getting in and out of this damn suite. I really wish I never attended law school" Jared said as he walked in the clubhouse and ripped the tie off.
"I think it's hilarious seeing you in that suite" Adam said as he dodged the beer bottle that Jared threw.
"Wait until you need a lawyer next time I'll magically develop amnesia and not remember how to be a lawyer" Jared said as he went to the bar for more beer.
"That's what you say all the time I just think you love the attention you get when you're in a suite" Adam said as he pretended to duck as if something was being thrown at him.
"Shut up" Jared said as he took a seat at the bar and asked "did Alvarez come back for the idiot yet?"
Adam just shook his head yes.
"Good that's one less thing we have to worry about. I saw that blonde bitch in her car across the lot again this morning when I headed to Stockton. She's going to be an issue if she slips in" Jared said in a serious tone.
"Dude you ain't telling me something I don't know. That bitch practically dropped to her knees in front of me so I'd let her in. She's the one that Tara warned us about" Adam said laughing.
"Yeah I know and if Tara catches that bitch anywhere near Jax or his dorm room SAMCRO's real queen is going to need my assistance for real this time" Jared said smiling.
"That chick has something up her sleeve I can feel it but I just don't know what it is. We've got this place locked up so tight that I know she won't be able to get in but she seems like a very sneaky bitch" Adam said.
"Well as long as she stays far away from Gemma we will be good" Jared said.
"How's all that shit going anyways?" Adam asked.
"Quite frankly I'm surprised that she hasn't kicked my ass to the curb yet" Jared said laughing.
"But in all honesty it's going the way I figured it would, her bail was denied and her temper hasn't stopped since she set foot in Stockton. Although I do have it on tape that she admitted to kidnapping Tara" Jared said taking another sip of his beer.
"Now that Alvarez is all set with Clay I think I'm gonna turn in. We have a big day tomorrow" Adam said as he got up from the bar and went to the back.
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(((MEANWHILE WITH ALVAREZ)))
"When am I going to get to leave here? I can pay you more than what Jax is paying you to just let me leave" Clay said.
"Ese Jax ain't paying me shit I'm doing this shit for free because as I've told you before you deserve to rot in hell for everything you have ever done" Alvarez said.
"This is bullshit you mean to tell me that Jax has you so whipped that he ain't even cutting you a deal with the cartel for the drugs that we've been running through your territory since being released from Stockton" Clay said smirking.
Alvarez just looked at him and shook his head.
"Why do you act like I don't know all this shit already Clay? What part of I was part of Jax and Tara's plan have you not comprehended yet?" Alvarez said loudly.
"So go ahead keep on telling me more things that you think I don't already know" Alvarez yelled.
"If you knew all of it than I wouldn't be sitting in this chair tied up" Clay said shaking his head.
Alvarez stepped closer to Clay and said "You may have been able to play that bullshit game with some of your brothers but that shit ain't flying with me. I'm not stupid Clay you'll say anything you want until you get your way and then you'll kill anyone in your path that doesn't agree with you. So why don't you do me a favor and just sit there, shut the fuck up and await your slow painful death you have coming" Alvarez said before spitting at Clay's feet.
"You and I are no different Marcus. You'll see you will turn into a monster so fast you won't even know how it happened" Clay shouted as Alvarez left the room.
"That man always has something to say. The first one of my members that listens to him about anything will have to deal with me personally" Alvarez said to all his brothers.
They all nodded and understood exactly where he was coming from. The last member that disobeyed his order ended up kidnapping SAMCRO's VP's pregnant ol' lady and that ended bad for Hector.
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(((MEANWHILE IN STOCKTON)))
"I NEED THE DOOR TO CELL 10 OPEN NOW" The guard yells.
As the cell doors open 2 guards rush in to separate the two inmates who were beating the crap out of each other.
"BREAK IT UP NOW LADIES" The female guard yells as she grabs for Gemma.
"She attacked me while I was sleeping. She tried to kill me with a pillow" The female inmate yelled underneath Gemma.
"MRS. MORROW I SUGGEST YOU GET UP NOW BEFORE I TAZE YOU" The female guard yelled.
Just as Gemma was about to stand the female inmate kicked her in face and Gemma went back into attack mode.
"She's fucking crazy she kept calling me Tara said that she was going to kill me if that's the last thing on earth she does. Oh my god she has a weapon. Help me" The female inmate was now screaming and kicking at Gemma to try to get away.
"You bitch I'm going to kill you, you tried to take my son and my boys away from me. You're a dead bitch you hear me Tara you're a dead bitch" Gemma screamed as she was pulled off the inmate and dragged down the hall.
"Main I need an inmate escorted to the infirmary ASAP she is in cell 10 and is bleeding badly. I have another inmate Morrow going to lockdown" The CO said over the radio as she walked Gemma down to lockdown.
"You'll never learn will you Gemma" The guard said as she put Gemma in a cell and slammed the door behind her.
"She's in there for a full 24 hours before any visitors or rec time" The CO told the other CO at the desk.
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(((The next morning—BACK IN DISNEYLAND)))
"Daddy where's my mommy?" Abel asked as he got out of bed and looked around the room.
"She's with Aunt Lyla, Neeta and Ellie. Today is the big day me and mommy are getting married" Jax said as he rolled off the bed to his feet.
"I WANT MY MOMMY" Abel shouted and crossed his arms over his chest.
"I want your mommy too Abel but we will see her soon" Jax said hoping deep down that she would show up to the wedding she planned since they were 16.
"I WANT MY MOMMY NOW DADDY" Abel stomped his feet.
"Listen buddy as soon as we are done with breakfast and if you behave I can talk Piney to see if he will take you to see her" Jax said trying to maintain the sadness he has inside.
Abel didn't say another word he just stomped his way out of the room.
After Jax fed Abel and Thomas all the other guys were coming into the room and Happy was the first to ask
"Ya hear from her?"
"Nah she doesn't want to hear from me. Hopefully she doesn't stand me up at the altar" Jax said after getting their tuxes out.
"Well from what I heard you overreacted majorly" Happy said before walking out of the room to join the others.
"Daddy Uncle Opie said that mommy wants me and Thomas to go with Piney. Can we go daddy can we please go?" Abel asked excitedly.
Jax gave Abel a smile and said "sure buddy let me just get your clothes together. Maybe mommy wants you guys to get ready with her"
Or maybe she's taking your boys and leaving you-his conscious said.
Within 20 minutes Piney was waiting to take the boys back to the RITZ with him. Piney looked at Jax and said "See you in a few hours" and then left with the boys happily walking beside him.
Jax took a deep breath and let it out slowly. Tig came up behind him and asked "you alright brother?"
"I will be if my ol' lady shows up at the altar" Jax said giving Tig a weak smile.
"It'll be alright brother. If she can forgive me for the shit that I did then she will forgive you. You just have to give her time" Tig said as he left Jax to his thoughts.
Before Jax knew it, it was time for everyone to go to the church and wait.
"Opie you got the rings right?" Jax asked as they stepped in the church.
"Sure do brother but I can't show you them" Opie said before Jax could even ask.
"I just hope she shows Ope" Jax said with a sad smile.
"She will brother. She will." Opie said.
As all the brothers gathered around and sat down, the majority of SAMCRO sat on the bride side where as Jury's crew and the Charters President's sat on the groom's side. It didn't go unnoticed by Jax that his brothers are still mad at him. Chibs stood in front of Jax and Opie as the doors opened and showed Neeta and Piney walking down the aisle. Then the doors closed again.
It was about 10 minutes before the doors swung open and out walked Ellie followed by Lyla.
The music started to play and everyone began to rise from their seats, when the church doors opened there stood Tara in her beautiful halter top dress being walked down the aisle by her boys.
Jax began to tear up just thinking about how he could have blown this with her. It was their second chance and he needed to do things right. He vowed to himself right then and there that he will never lose her again.
As Tara made her way towards Jax she could see the hurt in his eyes but she knew that he did that to himself. She just smiled at him the closer she got to him.
Once Tara and Jax were joined by the hands, she kissed Abel and Thomas and they made their way over to Jeizan.
"We are gathered here today to celebrate a union of these two love birds" Chibs said. The church erupted in laughter.
"Aye Jackie boy tells me that they both have written their own vows and I'm just here for kicks. With that said I turn this over to Jax who wants to go first" Chibs said as he stepped aside.
Jax nodded his head and turned to Tara.
"Tara, I've loved you since we were kids. I always felt the need to be your knight in shining armor" he paused "except I guess I was your knight in shining leather" he laughed.
"You've been a part of me since I can remember. Those 10 years apart destroyed who I was because I wasn't Jackson when you weren't there; I was a ghost in the body of myself. When you came back to me it was like a sign from God telling me to get it right this time that no matter what happens it always has to be me and you. I've put you through hell and back and yet here you are standing in front of me giving me the rest of you. You gave me 2 beautiful sons and I can't wait to go through this pregnancy with you. I love you Tara more than anything in this world"
Tara was crying as he was reading his vows. He wiped away the tears as he spoke his words to her. To him nobody else in the room was there other than her and him.
"Tara love, it's your turn" Chibs said as he took her bouquet of flowers.
"Jackson, you are a part of me in more ways than one. You complete who I am as a whole. I struggled those 10 years apart from you because it was like I couldn't breath, there was no air in my lungs; I felt as if I was living half of a life because my other half was miles away from me. When the job opened up I jumped on it. My first chance to come home and claim my man and I jumped on it. You not only gave me yourself but you gave me 2 beautiful healthy children and managed to knock me up again" she laughed causing everyone to laugh.
"You were there when I needed you most and no matter what I could always depend on you. I gave you my heart when I was 16 and that has never changed. I love you more than anything Jax" Tara finished as she wiped her tears.
"Now we exchange the rings" Chibs stated.
Opie handed the box to Chibs and smirked.
"Jackson, come health, happiness, and prosperity, I will stand with you; come illness, trouble, or poverty, I will stand with you. Take this ring as a sign of my love and commitment that I will stand with you through thick and thin. I love you" Tara said as she slid JT's wedding band on her husband.
"Tara, come health, happiness, and prosperity, I will stand with you; come illness, trouble, or poverty, I will stand with you. Take this ring as a sign of my love and commitment that I will stand with you through thick and thin. I love you" Jax said as he went to slid the ring on, Opie interrupted and said "and?"
"And I vow to treat you as good as my leather and ride you as much as my Harley"
Everyone at the church erupted in cheers as Chibs proudly said "I now pronounce you husband and wife, Jackie boy you may kiss your bride"
TBC—alright there it is—the wedding just happened. Next update is going to be there little ceremony and then Jax and Tara's honeymoon. I hope you all enjoyed and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all your love and support!
****A special thanks to Samantha Renk for helping me when I thought I was being a little harsh on our Jax. I appreciate it more than you know****