AN: HAPPY EASTER! To everyone who celebrates it. And to everyone else HAPPY HOLIDAYS! Sorry if I offended anyone it wasn't my intention. And I would like to thank everyone who reviewed and has been following me so far. Thank you to Zayide, psychovampirefreak, Guest, LuvinTwilight143, Gracegoddess, Matthias Stormcrow, bakerusaf, kouga's older woman, twilightlover212, 0.0-MIDNIGHTROSE-0.0, Tokidoki-Twilight, An Avid Reader Forever, 12123lu1lu12123, Leapordsky, Jake's Wolfgirl99, Emmaline341, becthom594, Jacob Lupo, teamalek, iluvJasper, Bluesky20, Guest, AussieGirl16, Tara, twentytwoshadesofgrey and HalfBloodAlex15

Also I want to say that Jacob, Dean and Sammie and the rest of the pack will show up in the upcoming chapter it was just this chapter was all about what Bella is going through so I promise they will show up next time and even have their own POV's.

POLL: In the next chapter who should it be written in Jacob, Dean's or Sammie's POV? POV means point on view for those that don't know.

Chapter 37: Welcome to my personal hell.

When I finally awoke. I was dazed and confused. Where the heck was I? I thought to myself as I took in my surrounding. I was defiantly NOT on the beach where I black out at. I was now in a cold dank and musty smelling room. That looked like it hasn't been lived in since the civil war era because from what I could see through the darkness the only thing that lived here now was spiders, mice and more than likely bats. There was cobwebs and moss dangling from the ceiling and dust, mud and leaves covered the floor.

My big mistake was when I turned my head upwards to see if I could tell if it was night or day by the cracks in the ceiling. Because as soon as I turned my head sharp this piercing, stabbing pain shot straight through the back of my skull. I must still be suffering the effects of whatever hit my head. But as I moved my hand up to examine the back of my head I noticed that both my hands were cuffed to the metal headboard of the decrepit bed I was sitting on.

I just laughed thinking yeah right whoever put these on me must be stupid. These weak little things don't stand a chance against my strength. What surprised me was when I pulled my wrist with all my strength thinking it would snap the cuffs in half. It didn't budge. The cuffs just stayed there and all my strength couldn't snap them.

What the heck is happening? First I phase back unintentionally. Then I can still feel the cold crisp night air even though I am supposed to run a toasty 108 degrees. And now I am so weak I can't even snap some stupid handcuffs.

Well if my strength can't snap them then my phasing will. But even as I dug up my most anger filled memory I couldn't phase. Nothing happened. I tried and tried and nothing I could do would make me phase. I was completely powerless. I was back to the way I was before I phased.

What could have happened to make this happen? I thought to myself. But as I compteplated this. The only door is the room bust open to reveal Tanya in all her glory. With her hair in blond curls while wearing a silk blue blouse and blue jeans complete with heels and wearing a smirk on her face. There was no mistaking it she was behind everything.

"Well lookie whose decided to join the land of the living?" Commented Tanya walking into the room.

"What the hell did you do to me Tanya?" I asked not wanting her to beat around the bush with her attitude.

"Whatever do you mean?" She asked acting all innocent.

"Cut the bull crap Tanya. I know you did something to me to take away my abilities to phase. Now what did you do?" I demanded getting really pissed off.

"Well I guess there is no harm in telling you since you have already been given a dose." She replied holding up a little vile of liquid in her hands.

"Did I ever mention I excel in bio chemistry? In fact I have a master's degree in the field." She said.

"Well goodie for you what does that have to do with me?" I asked.

"After my little run in with your daddy 14 years ago. I knew that when I came back I would have to deal with him and possibly your brother and many more werewolves. So I spent the last 14 years concocting this rather brilliant potion. This medicine once administered will render a werewolf powerless for a total of 30 days. That means no phasing, no superhuman abilities, nothing. You will be the same defenseless little human you were before you phased. But of course I didn't know if it would work properly until I had to test it. And let's say your Daddy was the perfect little lab rat." Said Tanya with that stupid little smirk on her face.

"What do you mean? What did you do to Josh?" I asked with worry clearly evident in my voice.

"Well look for yourself." Replied Tanya. As she flipped on a flashlight and pointed it to the corner of the room where there lay lifeless on the floor was Josh.

He was naked clearly from being forced to phase back. And he had bruises and cuts and burns covering his body. It was clear that Tanya took her sweet time torturing the poor man while he was cuffed with his arms behind his back.

"What are you too much of a coward to face him or me while we still have a chance to fight back! Not only did you take away our werewolf abilities but you had to cuff us also. You truly are a coward!" I yelled at her not caring what she would do to me.

Apparently Tanya didn't like my little comment because with superhuman speed she came over to me and punched me right in the face making my mouth fill with blood.

I may have not liked Josh at all in fact but I still didn't want to see him killed. No one deserves that. Not even a man like him.

"What are you going to kill me like you did to Josh?" I asked glaring at her.

"No Josh was just a lab rat. I have bigger plans for you. You see what I want is revenge. And you must be punished for stealing Edward away from me. So you and I are going to play a little game. Oh don't worry you are going to like this game. It was one James taught me before you killed him." Tanya said clearly happy about what she had in mind.

"You see James loved the trill of the hunt. And I thought this would be the perfect game for us to play. Here is how it is going to go. First I let you go and you can run and hid or do whatever you like. But know this we are situated in a 500 acre wildlife preserve. All three sides of this preserve are covered by water and the only way in or out of this preserve are through an 18 foot tall electrified fence. You may ask why they have an electrified fence on a wildlife preserve well that is just a cover. The Denali coven owns this land and we only call it a wildlife preserve so we can hunt without being disturbed and the electric fence is to keep from nosy little human from accidently bumping into us while we hunt. Here we don't have to hide while we hunt." Explained Tanya.

"Well I am getting a little off topic here. Here is how the game will be played. I will let you go and you can run and hide heck you can even try to fight back. But I will hunt you down and if I capture you I will sink my fangs into your skin releasing my venom and then when you are on the brink of changing I will suck the venom out again only to have you go through the agony of changing again. I will do over and over and over and if you survive through the torture. We will start the game all over again. Until you surrender and beg me on your hands and knees for death and then maybe just maybe I will grant your wish and take great pleasure in torturing you to death." Said Tanya smirking at me.

I wasn't stupid this whole game was a way of torturing me. Not only physically but emotionally and mentally. It was torture mixed with mind games. Just imagine stuck in the wilderness with no way of escaping. Running on no food or water for weeks and not getting any sleep from being on edge all the time wondering when or where she was going to attack next. That would drive any one insane and thinking that death would be a sweet release from the torture.

As I thought those last words was when Tanya came up beside and hit me behind the head once again knocking me out once again?

(Three weeks later.)

I woke up in the woods once again after another one of Tanya's torture sessions. Tanya must be getting angry that I have lasted this long because instead of the usual seven hours of torture by venom this time she tortured me for twelve hours. It was utter hell but I was not going to give in. I wasn't going to give her the pleasure to have me beg for death. If she wanted me dead she was going to have to do it herself without the pleasure of having me beg for it.

But even though I was still fighting to stay alive for the sake of Jacob and Dean knowing they would die also I was giving up all hope in the pack finding me. It had been three long torture filled weeks and still no sign of them. It shouldn't have taken this long. I would have escaped from this hell hole of a wild life preserve long ago but Tanya wasn't lying about three sides of the preserve being covered water and the only escape was through an electrified fence. And I saw the voltage on that thing and that much electricity running through your body would make you a crispy critter.

You may be asking yourself how I have survived this long without any food or water. Well the woods have provided somewhat. I drink my water from a creek that runs through this land and I get my food from wherever I can find it. Berries, mushrooms, acorns, grass just anything that would keep me from collapsing of starvation. Thank god I paid attention when Charlie and Billy would take Jacob and I on camping trips. They would always point on what berries and mushrooms were poisioniess and what was safe to eat.

As I got some leaves and some vines so I could make a somewhat bandage on my wrist to keep the bite wound clean and not become infected. I noticed the storm clouds roll in and the sky became dark and then the buckets of rain began to fall. I shouldn't mind the rain by now but all those other days it rained while I was here it only rained in the daytime so it wouldn't be too cold but. It was six at night and it was already cold without the rain if I stayed out in the rain this time I would surly die of hypothermia. But there was no where I could go to take cover. In my three weeks of hell I have noticed there are no caves and no canopy of leaves to take shelter in so mostly at night I just sleep under the stars and cover myself in the leaves that fell last fall to keep warm.

I realized I was really in trouble when I heard the thunder and saw the crashes of lighting light up the sky and knew that this was going to be one violent storm. There was no way I was going to survive the night unless I got to some type of shelter out of the cold and rain. But that wasn't possible I was out of luck I was going to die tonight from exposure to the elements.

That was when I saw the electric fence. If I was going to die I was going to die on my own terms. I was going to die from exposure to the elements anyways so at least this way I wouldn't suffer it would be a quick death. My only hope was that this wouldn't affect Jacob and Dean. But I knew it would since imprinted wolves die when their imprint dies.

My only thought right before I touched the electrified fence was I love you and I'm sorry. I took one last breath and then braced myself for the pain as I reached out and touched the fence.

But nothing happened. I wasn't electrocuted. The storm must have knocked out the power! I thought overjoyed at the realization. Then like the little spider monkey that Edward once called me I started to climb the fence. I made it up and over the fence pretty damn fast if I do say so myself. This coming from the girl would couldn't climb the rope in P.E. class. But look at me now. It must have been the adrenaline running through my veins. For as soon as my feet touched the ground on the other side I began to run like I had never ran in my life. I bet I would have set a new state record in track at the rate I was going.

All I knew was now I had a fighting chance. I wasn't a caged animal anymore. Back there it was easy for Tanya as shooting fish in a barrel but out here I had at least a fighting chance.

I must have run for at least an hour and a half before I reached any sign of civilization. Even if it was just a road. But not just any road it was a highway. I could hitch a ride somewhere but I didn't know if it was such a good idea considering the clothes I was wearing. It was the same clothes I have been wearing for the last three weeks even since I phased back on the beach.

I was wearing a sports bra and my super tight boy shorts. That's it. Yeah not such good attire for hitch hiking. What choice did I have? Either hitches hike or die when Tanya realizes I am gone and catches up to me. Hmmm hitch hike or death. I choose to live. So I started walking in either direction sticking my thumb up. The first two dozen cars that drove by didn't stop. But the third simi that drove past did. I was kind of worried about this. I mean I didn't want him getting the wrong idea or try to take advantage of me. But again what choice did I have. That's right none.

All that worry melted away when I opened the passenger side door to find an elderly plump man with a long white beard was sitting in the driver's seat. He actually reminded me of Santa.

"Dear lord girl get in before you freeze to death." Said the kind hearted man.

As I slipped into the cab the warm heater enveloped me and made me feel like it was heaven compared to the freezing conditions outside.

"My lord girl what happened to you? You look like death rolled over." He asked as we started driving down the road once again.

When I looked in the review mirror and saw my reflection I saw what he was talking about. I was so skinny you could see my jaw bone and my face was sunken in from all the weight loss. Not to mention my sports bra and boy shorts were super loose now too. My skin was paler then usual if that was even possible. My eyes were dark and lifeless losing all the spark they once held and my hair was a total mess looking like it had been washed in three months and had leaves and dirt sticking to it. Not to mention I was covered head to toe in mud from running and slipping as I ran through the forest in the rain. Yes I was clumsy yet again.

When the elderly man asked me the same question again it shocked me out of my thoughts and had my mind going in hyper drive trying to come up with some excuse as for my appearance.

"Ummm well my friends and I were camping and we decided to go swimming but I didn't have my suit with me so I just went swimming in this and when we went back to our campsite we walked in on a bear rummaging through our stuff so we just took off running and I guess we got split up and lost." I said making up the best excuse I could make up on the spot. I was actually impressed this excuse was actually believable. Sam would be proud.

I mean what could I say that a jealous delusional vampire has been holding me hostage for three weeks? Come on. Really.

"Here Honey these will probley be huge on you. But it will keep you warm." He said as he handed me some clothes that he got from behind him without taking his eyes off the road.

He had handed me a red flannel shirt and a pair of grey sweat pants. And he was right they were huge on me like seven times too huge but lord did they keep me warm.

"Thanks" I said as I put them on.

"There now you look like a real trucker." He joked when he looked at me after I put on the clothes.

"Yep now all I have to do is change my name to Bubba." I joked right back.

"Too late that name is taken." He joked again.

"No but really the name is Geston." He said.

(AN: Can anyone guess where I got that name?)

"Names Bella. Nice to meet you." I replied.

"Umm do you have a cell phone I can use? I would like to call my friends so they don't worry." I asked hoping I could get ahold of Jacob, Dean or Sammie.

"I have a cell phone but it won't do you any good. We're in a dead zone right now. You can't get a signal out here." He replied.

"Well do you know a place that might have a land line that I could use?" I asked once again.

"Uhhh yeah we are about an hour away from Grace's Café. They have an old fashioned phone booth outside that you could use." He answered.

(AN: Does that café sound familiar? If it does then you know where Bella is right now.)

After an hour of driving he pulled over on the side of the road at Graces café. He told me to keep the clothes and that he was sorry but he had to keep on driving since he was on a deadline with his cargo.

I was thankful for all he did for me and thanked him as I ran into the phone booth right outside the café and my luck was starting to look up when I found a quarter on the floor right below the phone that someone must of dropped in like the 60's. Because come one who uses a phone booth anymore. Except maybe superman. I thought to myself as I put the coin in the machine but fought with myself on who to call. Dean never answers his cell because he never has it with him. Jacob is never home and what if Billy wasn't there to answer. I may only get one shot at this so I called the one number that I knew that someone would answer.

I called Sam and Emily's place there is always someone there. So I put the coin in and dialed there number that I knew by heart. On the third ring someone finally picked up.

"Hello?" Said the voice of none other than Emily.

"Emily?" I asked not believing that I was actually hearing her voice after all this time.

"Bella? Oh my god where are you? Everyone has gone crazy trying to find you." Asked Emily.

"I am at Grace's café. Where Dean and I first met. Tanya has been holding me captive and torturing me she has some kind of medicine that makes you lose your ability to phase and all your werewolf abilities." I answered her in a rush because I wanted them to know where I was so they could come get me and make this whole nightmare over with.

"Okay just stay there. I will call the boys and tell them we found you and they will come get you." Said Emily.

But I didn't get the chance to answer her because someone had grabbed me by the back of my shirt and yanked me back so hard out of the booth that I landed on my back on the ground a good five yards away from where I originally was.

I could still hear Emily saying my name repeatly over the phone when I didn't answer her from where I was. I thought that Tanya had finally realized I escaped and caught up to me. Or that Victoria had come to finish the job that Tanya had started. But when I opened my eyes I saw that it was neither Tanya or Victoria. It was….

AN: Yeah I am gonna leave it there. An't I evil? LOL! So does anyone have any guesses on who it could be? Who knew Bella had so many enemies? LOL! Anyways Review like always. The more reviews I get the faster I update! So please please please review!