December 19th - Chloe

What a difference a day makes, diary!

So last night was basically whatever, did dinner with the fam, but I think my parents knew something was up, cuz my mom came to talk to me later. I kind of blew it off, avoided answering and she left it alone.

I hadn't stopped trying to get ahold of Beca, either, but was having as much luck on that as my mom had had. So I went to bed still kind of sad and confused… And woke up in Florida again. I know, shocking how that happens, huh?

Anyway, this morning was shaping up pretty much like the yesterday, still no word really from Beca, and I was getting ready to go down and sit on the beach when my phone rang. I almost ignored it, thinking it was Bree calling to bug me again about one thing or the other, but I couldn't just ignore it. And damn am I glad I didn't. Soon as I pulled it out of my bag and saw Beca's face I answered it.

She explained what had happened, because apparently where my memory was gone, hers had been a bit foggy. She remembered nearly everything about that night, except apparently how much I had been into it. Thankfully though Stacie was able to set her straight, so Becs said. Well, not straight, but… Well, whatever.

She said she that when she had woken up afterwards, her brain said she'd done something really wrong. Well, needless to say I set her brain straight on that matter. I told her about my plan that had been foiled and how, even though I couldn't remember a thing, I was most definitely a willing and able participant. That I had been planning to be a willing participant if things had gone my way, so even though they hadn't, well, it worked out in the end. Sort of.

I also, kinda, let slip about the diary reading thing. Well, not let slip, per say, but I mentioned it to her. I did it to explain why I had finally, and suddenly, decided to, well, take things to the next level. She wasn't as upset as I thought she'd be. Hell, I think she was less upset about that than I was about her not talking to me for like two days.

Of course, I got over that real quick once I was on the phone with her. We never actually made any official statements about things, but I think it's fairly safe to say that we're totes a thing now. And that is aca-awesome!

I'm only really dreading what Bree will say. Whatever, she'll deal with it. I've had to put up with idiots from her for three years that treat her like shit, she can put up with Beca because she makes me super happy.

Oh, speaking of making people super happy. Our conversation ended shortly after a mutually non-stated, official relationship agreement, which basically means that neither of us asked, but I think we're both assuming that we're a thing now. So yay!

So, yeah, I'm like super excited, I just wish I could remember it. Well, that's ok, when I get back to Barden I'm sure we'll find a way to fix that problem. So, that conversation took long enough that it's basically lunch time now, think I'm gonna have a snack then resume my plan of heading to the beach. It's funny, you know, how one conversation can change a day, and that one just did.

Oooh! Just got a text from Becs… Hmm, she wants a picture of me in my bikini eh? Well, I think I can manage that, and maybe a few more…

Alright, my dear friend, I think I'll have to put you away for a while. I have pictures to take. TTFN!

XOXOX ~~~~Chloe~~~~ XOXOX