Standing up Jack led him to the bedroom where he ordered him to undress and lay on the bed before he left the room.

When he returned he had a bowl of warm water, a sponge and the wonderful scent of Sandalwood.

"Close your eyes."

Ianto complied immediately, Jack gazed down at his perfect body, touched by the trust Ianto had in him.

He wrung out the sponge and started gently wiping the young man's feet before softly moving up his legs, wiping carefully, his eyes carefully following his movements as the cloth glided over his soft skin.

Ianto whimpered as Jack deliberately missed his groin and made his way up to his torso and returned to his careful wash. He smoothed gently over bruises, gliding over grazes always watching as Ianto winced when the warm water touched his skin. Jack watched as his winces turned to small moans and tears started forming at the edges of his eyes, rolling down his cheeks.

"Shhhh" Jack soothed as his wiping went on. He felt Ianto shivering slightly under his touch, goosebumps rolled over his skin as Jack bent to place kisses over the bruises and cuts. He cursed mentally as his lips soothed the boot shaped bruise over his chest.

Once Jack was satisfied he was done he threw the sponge back into the now dirty water and shifted the bowl to the floor beside the bed, never once taking his free hand off Ianto's chest.

As Ianto whimpered below him Jack trailed his hand down to his cock, swiping his thumb over the tip, spreading pre-cum over his cock before giving it a hard tug.

Whimpers turned into moans as Ianto started grinding himself against Jack's hand, looking for purchase.

Jack let go of his cock as he moved to stretch out against Ianto, wanting as much body contact as he could. Warm flesh made contact as they both moved desperately together as if trying to crawl into each other's skin.

When Jack heard Ianto hiss in pain as their grinding got more intense and he stopped and froze, pulling back to check on his lovers distress.

"You ok? We can stop…."

"Not sure I can at this point." Ianto opened his eyes…

"Make love to me Jack."

Nodding Jack kissed his lips tenderly before settling him back on the bed, placing a pillow under his hips as he grabbed for the lube kept in the bedside drawer. Moving back between his legs Jack placed small kisses on the inside of his thigh before moving further down towards his groin, flashing a lewd smile back up to the Welshman as he came undone underneath him.

Jack slicked his hand and fingers, he leant forward to take Ianto's cock in his mouth as at the same time he pushed a finger slowly into his entrance, encircling the ring of muscle before feeling it relax and draw him in.

Working his mouth around Ianto's shaft he began to tongue the underside of his cock, with the tip of his tongue he traced circles upon circles up and down his length while slowly twisting his finger around in his tight channel.

His erratic tongue ensured Ianto could not find a steady rhythm to bring him to climax while he slipped a second, then third finger inside him, curling them in and out as he stretched him, feeling for nerve endings to drive him further to the edge with each caress.

Ianto was writhing, he felt nothing but Jack, aware of nothing else other than Jack and he felt himself slipping away. All of the horrors of the last few days where suspended, if only for a few seconds it wasn't Thomas' grinning face or the cold robotic eyes of Lisa. He needed this mentally as well as physically and as much as he wanted in never to end he felt his body reach a breaking point.

"Jack….too close…….need you, need you inside me."

He felt hot tears falling down his face as a sudden rush of memories from the past few days came rushing back only to fall away with every caress of Jack's fingers.

Sensing his distress Jack released his cock and stilled his fingers but did not remove them. He moved back up to be level with Ianto's head. Soothingly he wiped the tears away with his free hand whispering.

"Shhhh, you can lose yourself in me, I'll take care of you, I promise."

A sob escaped Ianto's lips as he opened his eyes.

"I need you."

Kissing him tenderly Jack swiped his fingers once again over his prostate and almost sent Ianto bucking off the bed. Kissing him again as a distraction as he slid his fingers from the young man's body, straddling Ianto he moved up so he was knelt over his torso careful not to apply any weight to his chest as he handed the lube to him.

Not a word was needed as Ianto grabbed the tube and warmed the liquid in his hands before taking Jack's length with both hands, twisting slightly as he reached the base before moving back up over the tip, pausing to run a finger over the eye of his cock.

Stilling his hand Jack whimpered.

"Enough, need to take you, need to be inside you, feel you come."

Jack moved his way back down Ianto's body as the young man carefully brought his knees up, opening himself up to Jack as the older man aligned himself before pushing the tip of his cock through the tight muscle. He watched Ianto's face as he pulled out and repeated his intrusion, careful to insert only the tip again, waiting precious seconds before pulling out to repeat.

"Just fuck me Jack, fuck me."

"Like this?"

Ianto groaned in lust as Jack slip in all the way burying himself and started to thrust in and out, each time deeper than the last.

The sounds of flesh hitting flesh, heavy labored breathing, groans of desire were all that filled the air, driving their lust onwards.

Jack watched Ianto's face as his eyes where screwed shut tight, Jack's name repeated like a mantra, tears still falling. As much as Jack wanted to prolong the pleasure, he wanted to finish this, to drive him over the edge so he could pull him back again.

Jack shifted the angle to ensure he was striking the spot that drove Ianto wild, increasing the pressure and speed as he grabbed Ianto's cock, fisting it in time with his thrusts.

Ianto felt he was close, the lines between pleasure and pain blurred and fought for dominance before pleasure won and Ianto felt his release as he came with a shout over Jack's hand and with two deep thrusts Jack followed as the hot rush released inside of him.

Ianto was overwhelmed as feelings from the past few days rushed back, fear, pain, love and loss hit him as he found he could no longer hold them at bay. It was as if to feel the love, the happiness, he would need to let it all in.

As Jack came down he realized Ianto was shaking and not in a good way. Slowly disengaging from him he moved gently up to gather him in his arms as Ianto buried himself against his chest.

Jack held him.

"You'll stay?"

Ianto's voice sounded desperate.

"I'm not going anywhere Yan, I promise."

He waited until the shaking stopped, till Ianto's breathing evened out before carefully slipping out of bed to get a cloth to clean them both before climbing back beside Ianto, falling asleep with the young man in his arms.

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