A/N Okay I had some issues with my anxiety/panic attacks hence my slower pace in writing and updating. Hopefully after Tuesday I'll have a lot more figured out. As for this chapter it's not a lot of Clexa more separate stories for the whole chapter but some of it needed to get out on both sides before the next chapter emerges. I'll admit I am not a huge fan of the chapter it was harder to write then any of the others. More will be addressed on both sides of this chapter so it's not finished. Enjoy. xoxoxo
Clarke had said goodbye to Lexa early leaving the brunette in her bed due to the fact that she was meeting her mother for breakfast and that meant an earlier schedule when you're a doctor. Clarke was slightly dreading the meeting she wasn't even sure why she asked but then again she felt that if her mother and Lexa were every going to get along then some things needed to be settled because she didn't want to stay away from her mother for the rest of her life but she also wasn't giving up Lexa. Pulling up to the hospital she figured her mom would be in her office going over the rounds for the day unless they had an emergency come through the ER. She wasn't sure how long or how this breakfast planned on being. She wasn't in a rush but she didn't want to fight with her mother so if that meant having to walk out on the situation she would.
"Hey Clarke long time no see." Clarke waved seeing a nurse she use to hang out with all the time when she would sit in the ER watching the commotion and pace her mother's job was.
"Hey how are you?" Clarke smiled thinking it over at one point in her life she wanted to be her mother.
"I'm good we miss you around here." the nurse gave Clarke a little shove.
"I know being at the university has me busy these days." Clarke looked around and she had to admit she did miss helping people and working in such a fast environment.
"You mean that sexy girlfriend of yours." Clarke blushed a little looking down wondering how the nurse knew.
"Magazines tell all blondie." Clarke bit her lip thinking about how she should have known because who didn't know due to the tabloids.
"Yeah she is something special I won't even deny that." Clarke looked past the nurse seeing her mother standing and watching them talk about Lexa.
"You can see the love in her for you Clarke, she's a keeper." Clarke smiled again giving the nurse a hug before walking past her to her mother.
"Hi mother." Clarke beamed a smile this time because she was happy that someone other than her friends could see the positive in her and Lexa's relationship.
"Clarke it's good to see you could make it." Clarke watched her mother purse her lips like she wasn't expecting to follow through.
"I told you I was going to be her mother and I meant it." Clarke kept her tone light because she didn't want to argue already.
"I grabbed a little bit of everything. I am sure you know I am free for a little bit unless an emergency comes through." Clarke nodded sitting down grabbing a croissant and a couple pieces of fruit. She watched her mother sit back in her chair grabbing her charts looking them over again. It was obvious she wasn't going to start the conversation let alone bother with eating.
"So it's been awhile since we seen each other. How have you been mother?" Clarke decided to not go straight into the dinner party issue.
"I've been good just busy at the hospital as usual. We've had some interesting cases lately." she watched her mother glance up at her and then back down at the charts. She swore she could see tears in her mother's eyes but she couldn't keep eye contact with her long enough to be about to tell.
"What do you consider interesting?" Clarke decided to stick to her mother's work for a bit. Looking around the office she noticed a few things had changed but she was happy to see her picture was still on the wall along with her graduation picture her and her father drew. It wasn't real but it was meant to stay in the frame till she replaced it with the real one.
"We've had a string of high school students coming in extremely incoherent and high. We can't tell if they are being drugged or if they are taking it themselves because when they wake up they have no knowledge of what really went down." Clarke looked back at her mother thinking about what she said regarding the drugs.
"Sounds like Rohypnol, are they all coming from the same area." Clarke couldn't help but be interested.
"No all over the district and from what we can tell different parties from the few friends who have come in with the patient." Clarke seen her mother crack a small smile from her questioning the case.
"Hmm have you been able to identify the whole drug yet?" Clarke realized she did miss going over charts with her mother. It didn't change her mind on being an art student but she didn't mind sticking to a few medical courses if her body and mind could take it because she loved helping people.
"The lab is working on it but we had two more come in last night so I was going over the charts again to see if I could find a connection." Clarke knew her next question was going to ruin the moment just a little.
"Speaking of connections we both know why I am here." Clarke watched her mother look up at her again like she was in shock.
"Mother don't play stupid. I was at the dinner party and I heard Finn's accusations regarding Echo and the money." Clarke watched her mother for any sign of expression.
"What if it was true Clarke. Would it change anything?" Clarke was a little taken back that her mother didn't argue with her on it being wrong but asked her question back.
"No it wouldn't change anything I love Lexa and we're still together and that won't be changing." Clarke made sure her tone stayed strong.
"Why her Clarke?" she once again was taken back by the question and the fact that her mother turned to look at her.
"It isn't a matter of why mother. We met, we became friends there was an attraction a strong one and I truly do love her with everything I have." Clarke sat forward watching her mother take in the information.
"Why are you so against my relationship with her?" Clarke decided to ask the question.
"Do you know what the people say around here when they see those magazines thrown across the counters of the breakrooms and the lunchrooms." Clarke rolled her eyes thinking about everything that was plastered in those things to make them both look bad.
"Really mother you're basing your hate for my relationship off of a few magazines which obviously are not meant to be positive." Clarke tried to not raise her voice.
"Do you know her history with women Clarke?" Clarke felt her jaw drop a little shocked that her mother would even refer to Lexa's past with other women.
"I'm not just any other woman mother, is that what this is about?" Clarke raised her voice this time.
"This really has nothing to do with Lexa does it? This is all about your disapproval of my sexuality. You haven't been okay with it from day one and it's why I kept it from you for so long because I knew your disapproval of Raven being out about her sexuality." Clarke watched her mother pick back up the charts again.
"Mother I am not leaving this office until you tell me why you freaked out at that dinner party." Clarke slammed her hand on the table.
"It's wrong Clarke. All of it is wrong." Clarke wasn't understanding.
"Explain it to me mother, what is wrong? Is it because you got called out or is it because you don't like me being in love with a woman or is it that you are wrong for once." Clarke accused almost all of it.
"Do you think your father would like to see you with a woman, especially a woman like Alexandra. Do you think he would be okay with your sexuality. He wanted to see you graduate from medical school Clarke and to see you get married and have children. How could you disrespect him so badly." Clarke jumped hearing her mother yell as she felt the tears start to fall from her eyes. She was in shock that her mother would bring her father in on the situation and his expectations regarding her life and career.
"Don't you dare mother. You were not there when he was dying on the street next to me. You have no idea what he said to me nor have I ever told you. I laid there with him screaming and crying and you're going to pass judgement on me and my choices and what he might want for me." Clarke wanted to stand up but she didn't want to start a scene in the hospital.
"Do you see this?" Clarke pulled the ring out from under her shirt that she was always wearing.
"This right her mother, he gave this ring out of his wallet when he was dying on the side of the street when I couldn't help him. With all my medical experience I couldn't save him and all he could say to me was that he wanted to give this to me when I graduate no matter what path I took." Clarke took the necklace off sitting it on the table for her mother to see it.
"Did you ever see the way dad's face lit up when he was drawing. When he could pick a pencil out and grab a piece a paper and catch a moment of you or even me. I watched him draw you so many times and the smile on your face in those drawings has been lost since that day." Clarke did stand up this time.
"If you hired Echo and broke shit over what you think my father would want out of me or if he would be disgraced then you are so wrong. He told me he wanted me happy mother just happy that is it, and if you would just give me a chance to show you who Lexa really is and how happy I am you would understand that." Clarke turned her back to her mother now holding the ring.
"Clarke don't you dare turn your back on me." Clarke heard her mother stand up.
"What are you going to do mother smack me like you tried before. Yes I can apologize for what I did to you but I will never apologize for a damn thing when it comes to being with Lexa." Clarke turned back around standing toe to toe with her mother.
"Don't you get that you are ruining my reputation in this hospital along with the expectations we had for you. You are suppose to follow in my footsteps Clarke. You are suppose to be a profound doctor and have a husband and let the world see that. Instead you show the world that you are gay or bisexual or whatever and in love with a womanizer who flashes her money and fancy cars to get attention." Clarke realized her mother was never going to understand.
"You really don't know me or her at all. If you really think I would let myself stand beside a man or a woman who was like then they you really are condescending." Clarke shook her head.
"Dammit Clarke." Clarke jumped a little when her mom smacked the table.
"Yes that is what I was suppose to do mother is follow in your footsteps but guess what I changed my path I followed in my father's and I bet that hurts you just as much as it does when we lost him. I choose to be more like him then like you and I fell in love with a woman in which he would approve of because I am happy. He wouldn't stand in front of me and judge me like the rest of the world and he most definitely wouldn't have hired a money hungry bitch to break my world apart." Clarke grabbed her bag ready to head out of the office before it got even more heated between the two.
"You know what mother I am so happy with Lexa and I am so happy I chose to be like him rather than like you at least I have respect for the people I love in my life. Oh and don't worry for the sake of your reputation I'll still be at the party but don't expect a warm welcoming from me or Lexa because that is who I am bringing with me." Clarke was crying and pretty much said it in the hallway in front of everyone with her mother still standing in her office and she hurried up and walked out. She heard her mother yell something from inside the office but she didn't let herself have enough time to hear it.
Once outside of the hospital she wiped her tears while struggling to yank out her phone. Looking at it she had a few text from Lexa and from Octavia.
Clarke: Hey can you meet me somewhere?
Clarke sat tapping her hoping she got an answer quickly.
Octavia: Yeah where are you?
Clarke: I'm at the hospital. I just talked to my mother and it didn't end well.
Octavia: I'm on my way meet me at the cafe on the corner.
Clarke started walking that way not even paying attention to the fact that she drove to the hospital. She really didn't care about anything but getting away from her mother at the moment.
Clarke: Hey beautiful
Clarke sent off a text to Lexa before she heard her phone start ringing. Looking down she smiled.
"Hi commander." Clarke smiled into her phone hearing Lexa voice on the other end.
Lexa could tell that something was wrong with Clarke's voice. She knew that she was going to meet with her mother this morning and she was hoping it would go well. She didn't want Abby to not like her especially since they didn't know each other very well. The first time they met was random and then the dinner party was a disaster.
"Hey beautiful, where are you?" Lexa waited for it.
"I'm on my way to the cafe down the street from the hospital to meet Octavia." Clarke knew that Lexa already knew something was wrong.
"It didn't go well did it?" Lexa felt bad for Clarke.
"Not really no but then again it's my mother we're talking about." Clarke bit her lip rounding the corner to the cafe.
"Do you want me to meet you?" Lexa wanted to be there for Clarke.
"No it's okay I know you have a lot to do today. We both did so Octavia is going to meet me but how about we meet up in a bit." Clarke smiled knowing Lexa would drop everything to come to her.
"I miss you." Clarke spoke again wanting Lexa to smile.
"Ohhhh Griffin pulling out all the moves on me." Lexa laughed.
"Got to make sure you know just how amazing you are." Clarke laughed hearing Lexa blow out air.
"Well I miss you too." Lexa heard the bell ring through the phone meaning Clarke had walked into the cafe.
"Hey bitch." Lexa heard Octavia in the background.
"Text me later?" Lexa agreed hearing Clarke say I love you before hanging up. She had been sitting in her car outside of Voss and Taylor for about thirty minutes now. She needed to go in but she didn't know how to go in and she wasn't even sure if Gustus was actually inside. She thought about going to her father with the information but even then she wasn't sure if his best interest was still out for Clarke. Holding it together the best she could she got out of her jeep and headed into the bar entrance.
"Hey commander it been awhile." Lexa smiled at one of her workers knowing it had been way too long since she had been back behind the bar with them but she a few more important things to handle before she could get back to that.
"Within time you'll see me again." Lexa bumped shoulders with the guy as she pushed through the doors of the bar seeing all the chairs up on the tables still they hadn't started setting up for the night yet. Heading to her back office she walked in sitting down behind the desk looking down at all the mappings and drawings she had been working on before all hell had broke loose.
"Do you need anything." Lexa jumped a little seeing the same worker pop his head through the doors.
"Umm is Gustus here today?" Lexa heard her own voice shake.
"He hasn't been around much but I think I saw him come in earlier do you need me to grab him for you." Lexa just shook her head yes before asking the guy for a whiskey neat as well.
Lexa picked up her phone seeing a text from Clarke. She had put her phone on silent when she walked in because the last thing she wanted was to be interrupted during this conversation she was about to have. She laughed at Clarke's text it was just a picture of a little dog and a heart which was obviously stood for commander heart eyes.
"You asked to see me." Lexa jumped again almost dropping her phone hearing Gustus speak up in the room even though she never heard him come in.
"I did." Lexa leaned back in her chair taking a deep breath. She wasn't sure how to start the conversation. She could read Gustus for like once in her life seeing he was either nervous or afraid.
"You can take a seat." Lexa gestured to the chair and he listened which wasn't shocking.
"Clarke and I have come up with a scenario regarding Finn and Echo but before all of us putting it into play I made the suggestion that you should know as well since you have been by all of us step for step including keeping all of us safe." Lexa watched the Gustus nod his head but still not saying anything.
"You can also speak." Lexa felt herself get a little frustrated.
"I am not sure what you want me to say Alexandra." Gustus finally spoke he had been holding his breath half the time.
"How about a fucking explanation Gustus." Lexa threw her head back telling herself to calm down.
"I lied to you Alexandra. What else would you like me to say." Gustus wasn't sure if she wanted his side of the story or just someone to yell at again which was okay as well.
"I want to know why? Like why didn't you say something this whole time, every second of my life you were near me and you never thought once it was important to tell me you are my biological father." Lexa stared at him watching his expression change to sad.
"I wanted to tell you Alexandra but what good would it have done? If I would have told you then the result would have been this no matter what because it was my choice to let you be his and me just be in the picture." Gustus knew it was the truth he had made that choice to give up his right to her before she was even born.
"You were my outlet though Gustus. Everything in my life resulted with you always being there for me. Like i don't understand why you just didn't tell me. My father told me he gave you the choice when I turned 18 why did you not share it with me then." Lexa watched him wince slightly over the use of the word father.
"Alexandra I have wanted to tell you for so long but this right here what we have or had depending on your choice was more important to me then just having you take my last name or ruining the relationship we have built." Gustus started to explain.
"It has ruined everything though. Can't you see that." Lexa started to yell but she forced herself to calm down again.
"I made the mistake of not speaking up right away when Finn shoved it down my throat with Clarke being there as well." Gustus shook his head looking down.
"I never intended on this to affect you two, she is the best thing I have ever seen walk into your life and I can see the love between you. Don't let what I asked her to do ruin what you have." Gustus pleaded because he wasn't sure where the two had been since he hadn't spoken to Clarke.
"Clarke and I are fine. This no longer has to do with her and I have we have come to an understand that you two will remain friends." Lexa stood up starting to pace the office.
"Alexandra please understand I made that choice back when I was younger. I was a strong man then but I had no means to raise a child and after your father threatened to destroy you and your mother my best bet was to let him claim you as his daughter. I'm not saying I liked the idea, but being around and getting to see you grow up with me that's what mattered to me. You can call me horrible and hate me but if I had the chance to take it back I wouldn't because I would have missed out on everything we've done together." Gustus stood he wanted to walk over to her because he could hear her crying.
"I thought of you as a father Gustus. I wanted to tell people you were my father even with my last name being Voss because you are my father. I always thought I wasn't good enough for my father and it wasn't actually his fault it was yours." Lexa threw the glass she had in her hand thinking about it all.
"I know saying I'm sorry won't make up for my choices Alexandra, and even if you hate me forever I will still love you till the day I die even if it has to be from a distance." Gustus spoke from his heart.
'What about my mother." Lexa turned looking at the man and she finally could seen the shine in his eyes like he was going to cry.
"I loved her just as much as I love you. She meant the world to me and what happened between us was frowned upon but if gave me you and that is what mattered the most." Gustus finally reached up wiping the single tear that started to fall from his eyes.
"What am I supposed to do now Gustus? I have Clarke and I have Octavia and Raven but who do I go to after them? Who do I go to when I need you?" Lexa leaned forward in her chair because she couldn't stop her tears from falling this time.
"I am still here for you Alexandra." Gustus heard his own voice crack.
"How do I even comprehend that Gustus. I sat in my room with my father discussing this and for some reason I was able to let him off the hook. I was even able to ask him for a favor but when I look at you I want to put my fist through a wall." Lexa stood up tapping her fingers on the desk because she told herself to be smart about the situation.
"There is no need for that." Gustus stood hoping if Lexa was going to punch something he could stop her.
"I just don't know how to handle this anymore. I don't know if I can move past this or move past you." Lexa turned her back to him not wanting sure what to do.
"I'm not going anywhere." Gustus kept it short.
"I fired you." Lexa snapped back.
"I still work for your father." Gustus stuttered a little at the end watching Lexa turn around and look at him.
"My father huh?" Lexa bit her lip looking at him with eyes that could probably kill.
"Yes your father. I might be your biological father Alexandra but he raised you and you took his last name. I gave up my rights to being your father." Gustus hated saying it even though it was true and he could see the hurt in Lexa's face over it.
"Yeah you fucking gave up." Lexa stepped up to him this time she was shorter and smaller then him but she tried her hardest to seem big.
"I do not mean it in that way Alexandra." Gustus figured he could have worded it differently.
"I think that is exactly how you meant it." Lexa snapped pushing him a little. She was pissed and she wanted to rage on him and then cry.
"Alexandra." Gustus stepped back because he wasn't sure what she was going to do.
"How could you do this to me?" Lexa pushed him again.
"Alexandra please." Gustus almost felt like he should brace because she was going to hit him.
"I should hate you but I don't and that is what makes this so much more fucked up then what it is." Lexa pushed on him again but this time he didn't step back and she bumped directly into him. She wanted to wrap her arms around him and cry because it was just all wrong but right.
"Alexandra." Gustus for the first time wanted to break down about the situation.
"Can I get another whiskey neat." Lexa had walked past Gustus for a second asking her bartender for a new drink since her glass was shattered on the ground in the corner of her office at the moment.
"Just forget it about it." Lexa turned around wiping her tears away taking the drink she took a long drink of her whiskey letting it burn down the back of her throat.
"Ummm." Gustus was speechless.
"The plan." Lexa cleared her throat again after the burn cleared.
"What is the plan you are talking about." Gustus kept standing hearing the subject change and hoped Lexa would lead with it because he was still worried a little about her punching something. She never lost her cool but when she was pushed hard enough she would and this could be a moment.
"Clarke thinks Echo and Finn are together, she thinks that we all have just overlooked the obvious when it comes to those two and how they have similar wants and needs." Lexa took a sip of her whiskey walking past Gustus not making eye contact with.
"Money." Gustus only spoke one word.
"Yes money and because they both were getting that it makes even more sense for them to hook up and seek out more. We can conclude that Echo is here for me but I think Finn is here for Clarke even though not all of us agree on him being that stupid." Lexa watched Gustus think it over and she could see his distaste for Finn wanting Clarke.
"I don't understand. It has been proven several times that Echo will not get you and we all know Finn has no chance with Clarke." Gustus could see how they all would over look it because of what he had just said.
"True but the messages to Clarke weren't always hatred. The rose and the xoxo notes they were all out of love and who else would be here to swoon Clarke other than Finn. He has always been nice to her and the only person who has pushed his buttons is Octavia and that is for obvious reasons." Lexa bit her lip thinking about it hoping she was right but if she wasn't then someone else wanted Clarke from her.
"So what about the apartments?" Gustus was listening to Lexa break down the facts.
"Clarke and Raven both agree that the apartment I was in was not Echo's. They think that might have been Finn's due to it looking way more like his taste in things. I guess he is a fancy kind of guy." Lexa just hated thinking about him all together.
"Makes sense I questioned it being Echo's when I walked in as well." Gustus was understanding the points.
"So Raven is going to find a way to hang out with Echo at her real apartment and then we're hoping to stage some type of fight where Octavia pisses him off regarding me and then Clarke sticks up for him and hopefully he will by it." Lexa figured the plan sounded stupid but she had a feeling Finn was dumb enough to fall for that.
"You don't think that is too simple?" Gustus knew he wouldn't fall for it himself.
"I think we're all good actors and I think Finn has just been waiting for the right time to swoop on Clarke and if we give him the opportunity then maybe he will bring her back to exactly where I was and then we will have our first step of real proof." Lexa sat her glass down thinking about how they were all taking risk with this plan.
"So you are willing to let Clarke stick up for him and leave with him and go to his apartment." Gustus watched Lexa's knuckles go white as she gripped the end of her desk.
"I hate it but if it's what I have to do to end this then yes." Lexa looked up him now seeing his own dislike in it as well.
"Okay well I will do whatever you need from me" Gustus agreed to whatever plan they had in mind. Anything to be around Lexa for the time being was all he wanted.
Clarke was walking back to her car when she heard her phone go off. Pulling it out she realized it was a text from her mother wanting to apologize for the scene but she wasn't in the mood for it for the time being. She had been with Octavia and her best friend had calmed her down. She text her mother back saying they would talk again next weekend at the charity event for the hospital. Shoving her phone back in her purse she unlocked her car jumping again.
"Clarke." she couldn't help but scream a little even though she seen it was Gustus..
"What the hell Gustus." Clarke shoved him for being sneaky again.
"I did not mean to scare you." Gustus wanted to smile but he didn't.
"Well a proper noise or two when walking up behind someone usually helps." Clarke laughed holding a hand over her heart.
"I'm here to tell you that Alexandra has spoken to me about the plan and your role in it." Gustus still didn't approve of Clarke's side.
"Oh and how did that go?" Clarke leaned against her car watching the mans expressions.
"I don't like the you going away with Finn part." Gustus shook his heads.
"No not that Gustus. How did you talking with Lexa go?" Clarke knew he was dodging the question. .
"Um it wasn't bad nor good." Gustus kept it shorting knowing Clarke was going to push.
"Details." Clarke pursed her lips.
"Alexandra will tell you." Gustus knew it was true.
"I want to hear it from you as well." Clarke could see his eyes change colors.
"She was upset, she broke a glass and threatened to punch a wall and shoved me." Gustus gave Clarke the key points.
"She what?" Clarke eyes went wide standing up off the car.
"I expected worse but I have a feeling she isn't done." Gustus nodded his head seeing Clarke shaking her head.
"Wow ummm I'm going to go find her." Clarke as worried about Lexa now that she had heard what went down.
"You need to take this serious about Finn. If you two are correct that he wants you I would not trust being alone with him." Gustus made sure his voice was stern.
"Okay will get together later, all of us." Clarke said swinging her door open getting into it before rolling down her window.
"Where is she?" Clarke knew Gustus would know.
"Wood." Gustus figured Clarke would know exactly what that meant.
Lexa sat down in her house she wasn't sure what to do. She wanted to be upset but she wanted to cry. She had talked to him and even though she wanted to understand she couldn't or she wasn't ready. Something about it all made sense like had known her whole life but just hadn't been looking at the clues. She wondered to herself how she could have been so blind to it but then again everything about her childhood and growing up with Gustus had been perfect.
SLAM
Clarke shoved through the door not even thinking about it slamming behind her. She had seen Lexa's jeep outside and knew the brunette was somewhere in the unfinished house. She had been slowly working on it with the time they had together but lately that had been less then normal due to issues.
"Lexa." Clarke yelled not hearing anything. She walked through the house realizing some of the things Lexa had been carving were not placed up along with her painting was on the wall. She wondered when the brunette had the time to sneak away from her.
"Lexa." Clarke walked into her bedroom or the room she knew was going to be Lexa's bedroom and found the brunette sitting on the floor against the wall. She watched her wipe her tears always trying to hide her crying.
"Hey." Clarke walked towards her sliding down on the wall next to her grabbing her hand she felt Lexa squeeze it.
"Hey." Lexa spoke back looking at the blonde.
"I thought we agreed we would work on this place together." Clarke decided to not talk about what she knew already.
"How did you know where to find me?" Lexa didn't acknowledge the question from the blonde.
"Wood." Clarke smiled a little knowing exactly what it meant and where Lexa would be.
"That's how you knew is the word wood." Lexa was confused.
"Yeah I ran into Gustus and that is what he said to me so I knew that it meant you had to be here. This is your getaway Lexa. This is where you come to carve and get lost in what you love the most so of course I came here first." Clarke felt Lexa lean her head on her shoulder.
"You seen him?" Lexa was a little shocked it was that quick.
"Yes he caught me coming back to my car leaving Octavia." Clarke let Lexa lead the conversation.
"Did he tell you what I did?" Lexa was curious.
"I asked and he didn't give me much but that you were upset and a few things that went down." Clarke knew that Lexa knew what she had been told.
"Is he mad?" Lexa felt a little weak wondering if what she did had gotten to Gustus.
"I don't think he could ever be mad at you Lexa." Clarke knew Gustus loved her more than anything in the world.
"Then why did he do it." Lexa knew it wasn't a question Clarke could answer but she asked it anyways.
"He loved you before he knew you." Clarke said it without thinking but she she knew it was true and she hoped Lexa believe it as well. Feeling the brunette take a deep breath she knew it was sinking in with the brunette and hopefully it was enough of an answer for Lexa to see the truth.
A/N Okay so now we got a little with Clarke and her mother which will get explain more. Along with some Gustus and Lexa which will also be more details. The next chapter will be the sit down and the start of the plan. Anyone have any suggestions or ideas on how we should start this off then hit me with them. Thanks for the support and once again sorry on the delay. xoxoxo