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"What? What's going on?" Jana asked.

"We're losing him."

"Randy, you have to do...do something." She said weakly. He looked at her and the color draining out if her face.

"Jana...baby?" The doctor looked back over.

"Code Blue!" He said as he started to do compression. He looked at Randy. "Get him out here."

Randy barely had time react when he was shoved out of the room. Once he was gone, the doctors began working on Jana and the baby. Randy walked out to the waiting room and saw Matt and Sarah.

"Is everything okay?" Sarah asked.

"One of the babies is fine. They're working on the other one. And Jana. She... The color started to drain out of her face and they pushed me out."

Sarah moved to hug him. "She will be fine." She said as she did. "She will be fine. She has you and Jake. She would never leave you guys."

"What about the babies?" Matt asked from behind them.

"One is fine and they are working on the other one. Do you care about Jana Matt?" Randy asked him. "I mean she was doing this for you and Sarah. And now because she agreed to do this favor for you, she's fighting for her life. I mean, I knew you were selfish about this whole thing. You only wanted what you wanted and to hell with everyone else."

"Of course I care about Jana! She's in there having our babies."

"So they're your and Sarah's now? You don't consider Jana their mother."

"She's their birth mother while Sarah is the biological mother."

"Let's not get into this right now. Jana and those babies need us." Sarah said to them. She looked as the doctor walked up. "Are they all okay? Jana and the babies?"

Randy and Matt both turned to the doctor. "Jana is stable. She was bleeding and we think she had a blood clot. But we managed to stop the bleeding and dissolved the clot"

"Did you have to do surgery?" Sarah asked remembering what happened when she had Sawyer.

"No. Jana will be able to have more children." Sarah sighed with relief. "Now about the babies."

"Are they okay?" Sarah asked.

"One baby is fine. He's very healthy despite being early. He will have to stay in the NICU for a little bit. But he is very big for a twin."

"And the other one?"

"I'm sorry. There was nothing we do could. He was very small and we think he lost a lot of blood to his brother. It's called twin to twin transfusion. It happens sometimes with twins."

"You mean he...he died?" Sarah asked with tears in her eyes.

"I'm so sorry for your loss."

Sarah sat down. She couldn't believe that one of her children were dead. The doctor turned to Randy. "Mr. Orton, if you want, you can see your wife, I can take you to her."

"Thank you." He said turning to Sarah and Matt. "I'm sorry about the baby." He followed the doctor and headed to Jana's room.

Matt turned to Sarah. He sat down beside her and took her hand in his. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry we lost our baby."

She pulled away from him. "This is your fault. If you had just been normal and fine through this, our son would still be here." She said getting up. "I'm going to see my son who is alive and then hold my son who is dead. You stay away from us." She turned and headed down the hall leaving him there.

Randy walked in to Jana's room and kissed her on the forehead. She stirred a little bit. "Hey." He said softly.

"Hey, what" She paused to swallow. "Happened?"

"You coded while having the babies but the doctors stop the bleeding and you're going to be fine." He said as he sat down in the chair. "I was so scared when they made me leave. I had no idea what was happening." He took her hand and kissed it. "I never want to be that scared. You are okay and you're going to be fine."

"How are the babies?" She asked. "Has Matt and Sarah seen their kids yet?"

Randy sighed. "One of the babies was just fine but the other one didn't...he didn't make it."

"Oh my god, Sarah and Matt must be so devastated." She said softly. "Was it something I did during the pregnancy?"

"No." Randy said taking her hand. "The doctor said it was something called a twin to twin transfusion. He was very small and lost a lot blood to his brother who was bigger. It's no one's fault."

"I need to see Sarah and Matt and I need to see the babies. "

"I think you need to rest for now." She nodded and soon fell asleep.

Sarah walked into the NICU and looked at her son. He was sleeping and looked so perfect. "He's doing good." She heard behind her. She turned to see the doctor.

"Is he really?"

"Yes. He's strong." He replied. "I can take you to the other baby if you want?"

"Yes, I do." She replied turning back to her son. "Mommy will be right back."

She followed the doctor to another room. "Doctor, can I limit my son's visitors?"

"You can as his mother plus being in the NICU it might be better to limit them." He got out his pen. "Who did you want to band from visiting?"

"Everyone but me. Just for now. I need to deal with this."

"Mrs. Korklan, this is no one's fault. It's just something that happened."

"I blame my husband and for now, I think it's best that only I get to see the baby. He needs his mother."

"Alright, if that's what you want, we will put a no visitors on the baby." He opened the door and they walked in. He walked over to the bassinet and picked up the baby and handed it to her.

"He's still warm." She said as she held him.

"I know." He sighed. "I will leave you alone with him."

Sarah stood there holding her son. She didn't stop the tears from falling. "I'm sorry little guy. "I love you. Please don't ever forget that." She just cried as she held her son. She had been expecting two little ones and now she had only one and was burying the other.

"Mrs. Korklan, we have to take the baby downstairs." The doctor said walking in.

"Okay." She said placing a gentle kiss on the baby's forehead and placing him back into the bassinet.

Matt sat out in the hallway stunned by what the doctor had just told him. Sarah had made the restriction that no one got to see the babies but her. He knew she was angry but to restrict him from seeing his children. He looked up and saw her walking toward the NICU.

"Sarah." He said as he walked up.

"Yes." She said turning to her husband.

"You band me from seeing the boys. Why would you do that? They're my children."

"And you caused this." She said turning to go. She felt him grab her arm.

"No, I didn't. This was just something that happened. Sarah, I have a right to see my children."

She sighed as the doctor walked up. "Mrs. Korklan, I couldn't help but overhear. I think you should let your husband see the children. It's the right thing."

She sighed again and looked at Matt and the doctor. "Fine. He can see the babies but no one else. No one else." He reached our to touch her arm. "No! Don't touch me."

"Sarah, please. We need each other."

"Why now? We didn't before." She sighed. "I'm going to see Garren in the NICU. The doctor will take you to Mason." She didn't say more before she headed into the NICU.

The doctor turned to Matt. "I will take you to your son." Matt nodded and followed. "Mr. Korklan, I know this is a difficult time. Your wife is grieving as are you. I wouldn't take what she say seriously."

Matt just nodded as he headed into the room. He saw the bassinet in the room and walked over to where his son laid. He gently picked him up and held him close. He looked like he was sleeping. He couldn't hide the tears that fell as he held him. This was his son and he was gone.

He stayed for a little while before he headed out to the NICU. He had to see Garren and know he was okay. He just hoped he and Sarah could help each other. That she would let him help her.

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