He chose to not say goodbye. He just couldn't face john feeling like this. Relizing what it meant. For he knew what his heart was trying to tell him. He was in love with John
Smith. How could he go back to England knowing that he was in love with a man. It was wrong. Espitialy since the man was already in love with the princes of a foren land. How
could he ever look him in the eye again. So he stayed. He asked a crew member who had been kind to him to tell john. His place now was among the natives of this new world. The
night before the chief had asked if he knew anything about treating the wound he had caused. Thomas had told him he did and asked if he could stay to help heal the damage he'd
done. So here he was, watching the only person he had ever loved sail away, wondering if he would even live to make it back to England. In the three days Thomas had set
foot in the new world he had changed so drasicly that he didn't even know who he was anymore.
