Blinding Lights Chapter 38: Epilogue, a twilight fanfic

Epilogue

Seth's POV

"I can not believe you're making us go!" of coarse it was Brady that was arguing with Sam about this.

"Well believe it." he answers.

"Why though, why?" the rant continues. "We still gotta figure out where all those bloodsuckers went," for some reason, everytime we catch a scent of a vampire, it disappears, without a trace.

"Because Seth senses something there," I nod and Brady glares at me.

"Whatever," Brady stalks out the house. It was time.

"Let's go," I say and walk out, stealing Paul's Car with him and the others right behind me in a different one. When we get there I walk up to the lady turns and smiles at me.

"Excuse me, me and my friends are on the V.I.P. list," I say to her.

"Let me just check," I can see the list clearly.

"This is us," I say to her pointing to the name. Her eyes narrow, clearly not believing me. I take off my sunglasses and pull back my hood so she can see my face, and I pull out my card. Her eyes widen.

"Sorry sir, won't happen again." she says. I turn back to the guys.

"OK, we're in." I tell them, they all look confused.

"No tickets?" Ren wonders curiously.

"Don't worry about it. Jay reserved seats for us." I lie. Mia saw right through it, I could see it. But knew enough not to say. We all walk past her into the auditorium and sat in the front rows, one seat was not filled in the row, next to Embry...?

It was near the end when a kid comes up in front of Embry, crying, wearing a dark hoodie and sunglasses... like I was.

"I can't find my brother," she whines. I recognize her immediately. She disguised her voice... but I knew. She's an amazing actress.

"What does he look like?" Embry asked. I smile and so does she, knowing I figured it out.

"He's tall, has brown eyes, black hair, and a confused look on his face," she described him spot on at this moment. He tilts his head. Again like me, she pulls off the hood and takes the sunglasses off, showing her face. The look that crossed Embry's face was priceless. He crushed her in a hug really fast standing up, lifting the little girl off the ground.

"Where have you been?!"

"Bro... I know... you guys... thought... I...was dead... and all... but... can't... breathe!" she chokes. He sets her down and sits back down. I laugh, so did everyone else.

"Leila, what happened?" Jake asked.

"Where were you?" Sam follows.

"Guys, calm down." Lei tells them. "I was in the woods, there were alot of vamps in the area." that's why the trail's suddenly vanished. "And Jayla used the marks on her neck to blow up the base from the inside and protected me." I frown slightly.

"Is Jayla here?" I ask her. She just smiles and sits down looking at the stage, that meant look.

"And for our final performance," the M.C. says. "After 3 years the La Push High school finally have an Entry. We may not know her real name, but we know she's great. From the home town of Flammable Ninja, we present: Bad Angel." I stop breathing at the familiarity of the name. I watch as she walks on the stage.

Jayla's POV(shocker! sarcasm)

"Bad Angel." that's my que. I walk into the light and look in the front row. He figured it out! :) I stand next to the guy. I look in the crowd, the front rows, and there they all are.

"So... we all want to know," he starts. "Do you know Flammable Ninja?" I smirk.

"He is so gonna get me for this... he's my boyfriend, no joke." there were 'oo's in the crowd.

"You have to be joking,"

"But I'm not... and man, I'm really gonna have to hide underground or something... He's sitting right there! Come on, Flammable Ninja! Stand and wave to the crowd," I look at him smirking and he mouths 'You're so dead' while grinning, before he stood, and everyone cheers like crazy, and the pack laugh.

"So I trust that you won't disappoint?"

"Got that right," the guy walks away and the spotlight shines. The music to stronger plays.

Stronger

You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in color
And do the things I want

You think you got the best of me
Think you've had the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think that I'd come running back
Baby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

You heard that I was starting over with someone new
They told you I was moving on over you

You didn't think that I'd come back
I'd come back swinging
You try to break me, but you see

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

Thanks to you I got a new thing started
Thanks to you I'm not the broken-hearted
Thanks to you I'm finally thinking about me
You know in the end the day you left was just my beginning
In the end...

[2x]
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

(When I'm alone)

The songs were put together to be played a minute after one another. There's a double meaning to every song. When my parents died, it made me and my sister the way we are now.

Secret's

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who drive the shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Seen it straight to gold
But I don't really like my flow, no, so

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

All my secrets away

Secrets was when Sam saved me from that torture place called an orphanage, and I had to know if I could trust them before I could reveal the truth.

Don't Stop Believin

Just a small town girl
Livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train
Goin' anywhere
Just a city boy
Born and raised in South Detroit
He took the midnight train
Goin' anywhere

A singer in a smokey room
A smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching
In the night
Streetlights, people
Livin' just to find emotion
Hidin', somewhere in the night

Workin' hard to get my fill
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice
Just one more time
Some will win
Some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh, the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching
In the night
Streetlights, people
Livin' just to find emotion
Hidin', somewhere in the night

[Instrumental Interlude]

Don't stop believin'
Hold on to the feelin'
Streetlights, people
Don't stop believin'
Hold on
Streetlights, people

That was the night I fought Marisa, Emily tried to tell me everything wasn't my fault.

Apologize

I'm holdin' on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground.
And I'm hearin' what you say,
But I just can't make a sound.
You tell me that you need me,
Then you go and cut me down...
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry,
Didn't think I'd turn around
And say...

That it's too late to apologize.
It's too late...
I said it's too late to apologize.
It's too late, too late, oh, oh.

I'd take another chance,
Take a fall, take a shot for you, oh, oh.
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothin' new, yeah!
I loved you with a fire red,
Now it's turnin' blue
And you say...
Sorry, like an angel
Heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
I said it's too late to apologize.
It's too late, whoa!

[Interlude]

It's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
I said it's too late to apologize.
It's too late.

I said it's too late to apologize, yeah (too late)!
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah (too late)!

I'm holdin' on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground.

When Casey phased, I was upset with the world, pretty much.

Shout

Shout
Shout
Let it all out
These are things I can do without
Come On
I'm talking to you
Come on
In violent times
You shouldn't have to sell your soul
In black and white
They really really ought to know
Those one track minds
That took you for a working boy
Kiss them goodbye
You shouldn't have to jump for joy
Shout
They gave you life
And in return you gave them them hell
As cold as ice
I hope we live to tell the tale
Shout
And when you've taken down your guard
If I could change your mind
I'd really love to break your heart
Shout

Titanium

You shout it out,
But I can't hear a word you say
I'm talking loud not saying much
I'm criticized but all your bullets ricochet
You shoot me down, but I get up

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium

Cut me down
But it's you who'll have further to fall
Ghost town and haunted love
Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones
I'm talking loud not saying much

Stone-hard, machine gun
Firing at the ones who run
Stone-hard as bulletproof glass

You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
I am titanium

Girl on Fire

She's just a girl and she's on fire
Hotter than a fantasy, lonely like a highway
She's living in a world and it's on fire
Filled with catastrophe, but she knows she can fly away

Ohhhh oh oh oh oh
She got both feet on the ground
And she's burning it down
Ohhhh oh oh oh oh
She got her head in the clouds
And she's not backing down

This girl is on fire...
This girl is on fire...
She's walking on fire...
This girl is on fire...

Looks like a girl, but she's a flame
So bright, she can burn your eyes
Better look the other way
You can try but you'll never forget her name
She's on top of the world
Hottest of the hottest girls say

Ohhhh oh oh oh
We got our feet on the ground
And we're burning it down
Ohhhh oh oh oh oh
Got our head in the clouds
And we're not coming down

This girl is on fire...
This girl is on fire...
She's walking on fire...
This girl is on fire...

Everybody stares, as she goes by
'Cause they can see the flame that's in her eyes
Watch her when she's lighting up the night
Nobody knows that she's a lonely girl
And it's a lonely world
But she gon' let it burn, baby, burn, baby

This girl is on fire...
This girl is on fire...
She's walking on fire...
This girl is on fire...

Oh, oh, oh, oh ohhhhh oh oh oh ohhh oh oh oh ohhhh...

[4x]

She's just a girl and she's on fire

Those 3 were the events of before and after I phased. I was mad at Embry, Paul literally tried to rip me to shreds, then I started to return to normal, Then when I found out about Seth singing at this contest those years ago in that specific order.

Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

And I'm already gone, I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ah already gone, already gone, already gone
Ah already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

And I'm already gone, I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

When Leah pisses me off and I run away because I thought it was for the better, I was wrong obviously.

Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

How I felt when I left, I couldn't heal. I was coming back anyway.

Lego House

I'm gonna pick up the pieces,
And build a Lego house
If things go wrong we can knock it down

My three words have two meanings,
There's one thing on my mind
It's all for you

And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm
If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now, now

I'm gonna paint you by numbers
And color you in
If things go right we can frame it and put you on a wall

And it's so hard to say it but I've been here before
Now I'll surrender up my heart
And swap it for yours

Don't hold me down
I think my braces are breaking, and it's more than I can take

And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm
If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down

And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I will love you better now

When I imprinted. I already loved him. And if it was possible, I'd loved him more.

Simple & Clean

When you walk away
You don't hear me say,
"Please, oh baby, don't go."
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

You're giving me too many things
Lately, you're all I need.
You smiled at me and said,

"Don't get me wrong, I love you,
But does that mean I have to meet your father?"
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said,
"No, I don't think life is quite that simple"

The daily things that keep us all busy
Are confusing me
That's when you came to me and said,

"Wish I could prove I love you,
But does that mean I have to walk on water?"
When we are older you'll understand
It's enough when I say so
And maybe some things are that simple

When you walk away
You don't hear me say,
"Please, oh baby, don't go."
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

You're giving me too many things
Lately, you're all I need.
You smiled at me and said,

"Don't get me wrong, I love you,
But does that mean I have to meet your father?"
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said,
"No, I don't think life is quite that simple"

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

When you walk away
You don't hear me say,
"Please, oh baby, don't go."
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

You're giving me too many things
Lately, you're all I need.
You smiled at me and said,

"Don't get me wrong, I love you,
But does that mean I have to meet your father?"
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said,
"No, I don't think life is quite that simple"

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

(x2)

I'm not afraid of what might happen anymore. Plus, I like kingdom hearts ;p.

I was Here

I wanna leave my footprints on the sands of time
Know there was something that, meant something that I left behind
When I leave this world, I'll leave no regrets
Leave something to remember, so they won't forget

I was here
I lived, I loved
I was here
I did, I've done everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know
I was here

I want to say I lived each day, until I died
And know that I meant something in, somebody's life
The hearts I have touched, will be the proof that I leave
That I made a difference, and this world will see

I was here
I lived, I loved
I was here
I did, I've done everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know

I was here
I lived, I loved
I was here
I did, I've done everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know
I was here

I just want them to know
That I gave my all, did my best
Brought someone some happiness
Left this world a little better just because

I was here

I was here
I lived, I loved
I was here
I did, I've done everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I wanna leave my mark so everyone will know
I was here
I lived (I lived), I loved
I was here
I did (I did), I've done
I was here
I lived (I lived), I loved (I loved)
I was here (oh)
I did, I've done

I was here

They thought I was dead for a month, some couldn't forget me or my sister. For the last song, I could have decided to sing with a friend, but I didn't have time to think clearly.

"Last song of the night everybody." I say before the music starts.

Lights

I had a way then losing it all on my own

I had a heart then but the queen has been overthrown

And I'm not sleeping now, the dark is too hard to beat

And I'm not keeping now the strength I need to push me

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone

You shine it when I'm alone

And so I tell myself that I'll be strong

And dreaming when they're gone

'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home

Calling, calling, calling home

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone

You shine it when I'm alone home

Then another light cuts on, there are 'woo's, and another voice sings (A/N: Italic: Jay. Bold: You'll figure that out. Boltalic (Bold&Italic): Both):

Noises I play within my head

Touch my own skin and hope that I'm still breathing.

And I think back to when my brother of my sister slept

In an unknown place the only time I feel safe

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone

You shine it when I'm alone

And so I tell myself that I'll be strong

And dreaming when they're gone

'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home

Calling, calling, calling home

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone

You shine it when I'm alone home

I turn to the light and Seth is standing right there, smiling, he sounded amazing! Best guy singer ever! We stare at each other. Momentarily starstruck until the next part comes up, still not looking from each other.

Light, lights, lights, lights

Light, lights

We walk towards each other. Until we were right in front of one another.

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone

You shine it when I'm alone

And so I tell myself that I'll be strong

And dreaming when they're gone

'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home

Calling, calling, calling home

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone

You shine it when I'm alone home

Home, home

Light, lights, lights, lights

Home, home

Light, lights, lights, lights

Home, home

Light, lights, lights, lights

Home, home

Light, lights, lights, lights

At the end he kisses me lightly and I kiss him back. Moments after the music stops we separate.

"I love you." he breathes.

"I love you too, that'll never change," everyone cheers like crazy, but I don't even pay attention. I'm starring into Seth's eyes, seeing exactly the same thing I always saw when I did before, what always left me breathless:

Aveuglantes Lumières. (Blinding Lights (In French))

A/N: Did you like it? Also, there will be a sequel, whether you'd want to read it is your choice, but thanks for reading. The sequel will be up later Today, it's called 'Light's Shadows'. R&R what you think, please? This is my first fanfiction. Don't hate. The song is obviously Light's, Ellie Goulding, because all songs have a double meaning. The last words of the fanfic show that she knows French like her sister. Again Thanks to you guys for reading, and 123abcd, who Leila is based off (she's the only one of my friends that a character is based off that has an account), for being my best friend!