Chapter 38
Torn
Mason's P.O.V.
What was I doing? I had no idea...My mind was dead set on leaving that set as soon as I could. The last thing I needed was further embarrassment. Yeah...Bex had severely embarrassed me in front of most of the cast and crew of the TV show. She had gone and kissed Darren and then tried to deny it! My heart was torn.
I may have been unsure of my feelings for Bex before, but now I knew how I felt about her. I never wanted to see her again. As far as I cared she should have just dropped out of school and gone back to acting full time.
Bex's P.O.V.
"I never want to act again!" I cried.
Mom came over and sat beside me on the side of the swimming pool. I had my feet dangling in the water, letting in run between my toes as I slowly swished my feet around in circles. Mom did the same.
"You shouldn't say that." She told me. I rolled my eyes. Of course she would say that. Mom always told me not to give up. "You shouldn't just give up." See?
I sighed. She was right. I shouldn't give up. But I wanted to. I never wanted to act again. Too much had gone wrong because I was an actress. My whole life was wrong because I was famous. I hated it.
"You know...me and Duncan want another baby, right?" I nodded my head. Of course I knew they wanted another baby, that was pretty obvious. "And just because we haven't had a lot of luck yet, it doesn't mean we're going to give up."
Mason's P.O.V.
I dropped to the floor by the field. It was right outside the studio, a massive oak tree surrounded by a few acres of grassy land. It was the perfect spot to just sit and think. And that was what I needed. I needed to sit and think about my life and what I was doing.
I know my mom didn't want me to pursue a life of fame. I didn't particularly want to become a famous actor myself, but it was worth a shot at it, right? I liked acting. I always had a secret passion for it, so why not do something I enjoyed. I had given up my old life, playing for the school football team, to stay on this show. I had, had to drop football to be able to fit in all the filming that went on. I know regretted it.
"Hey..."
Bex's P.O.V.
The last thing I wanted to do right then was face everyone again, but I had to. It was the only way I was going to escape everything. I was going to drop out of the show and then drop out of High school. I would either transfer or go back to home schooling again. Either way, I was never going to see Mason or Darren or Marisol EVER again. And I could live perfectly with that.
However, I had to walk straight back into the studio and through all the sets so I could leave through the main entrance door and let mom drive me home. That was all I wanted to do. I wanted to go home.
"Come on." Mom slid me her sunglasses and I popped them on over my battered and bruised eyes. It stung a little, but it was worth it. The last thing I needed was paparazzi rumors leaking to the media about me again. It had been bad enough last time.
Mason's P.O.V.
"Hey..." I replied, not bothering to even turn and face Katlyn. The two of us had grown quite close over the past few days and weeks of filming. I wasn't even sure how long we'd been doing it for anymore, it was all just one big blur of pain now.
"Come on, Mase..." Katlyn sat down beside me on the floor by the tree. "You can't just give up on this, too...I don't want you to." Katlyn had the most convincing voice ever, but it just wasn't enough. I know she didn't want me to leave the show, but I had to. I had to get as far away from Bex as I could. It was likely that she was going to drop out of High school, but if she didn't I could have always asked to have been moved to another tutor group and other classes.
Bex's P.O.V.
Walking back through the studio and sets was the hardest thing I had ever had to do. Everyone stared at me, but I kept walking confidently through.
DJ's office door was shut; the windows had the blinds drawn so I couldn't see in from the corner of my eyes. However, I did see Marisol sitting outside. She was on a plastic chair, her legs folded indian style so that most of the passing guys could see straight up her skirt. The slut.
I tried to ignore it, trying to keep walking. It was hard, but I did it. Of course, I then had to see Mason and Katlyn sat outside, close to the oak tree. I could trust Katlyn, I knew I could. She wouldn't make a move on Mason s=right after we'd broken up, she was probably trying to comfort him. But it wasn't like I cared anymore, anyway. I was done with boys, too.
I pulled the car door open and slammed it behind me as I climbed into the front passenger seat. I didn't turn to see if the two were now looking at me, I just let mom get into the driver's seat and drive me off home.
Mason's P.O.V.
I didn't turn to look, but I could tell by Katlyn's face that Bex had just left the studio. And the fact that no one could slam a door just like she would. I was going to miss that...NO, MASON, NO YOU WEREN'T!
I just had to keep telling myself that Bex was no longer part of my life. She had been before, but now she wasn't. She was over and done with, time to move on once again.
"Mason..." Katlyn whispered my name. It sent shivers down my spine, but I still refused to look at her. I knew that Katlyn was right. She was right about everything. I was not about to prove that she was right to her though. I just was not going to do it.
The two of us waited in silence until the sound of the moving car was miles away.
"Come back inside, Mason..." I kept silent. I didn't want to go back inside. I wanted to go home. "I know it hurts now, but you'll be fine...Trust me. You will be okay in the end..."
A/N: Torn...I like that word...It describes a lot to me...Torn...
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This is just a quick update I have worked on today...I know it's not a lot, but at least we are progressing with this story now :) I know I have lacked in updating...But it hasn't just been this story, it has been most of them...GCSE's are a lot more draining than you would have ever thought they were...I mean it...All I want to do is sleep...MORE THAN USUAL!
This week I have just wanted to come home from school and curl up into bed and sleep for the next five years...I still do now...Mainly because it is almost half-twelve in the morning...LOL! I am off to bed in a minute now...I promise you I shall try and sleep ;) LOL!
Do not expect any sort of update tomorrow...Possibly...It is me friends birthday and we are going out...But she wasn't in school today so I do not know if we still are...I'll let you know...You should know if I update or not ;) LOL!
Also, if you follow The Going's On Series. I uploaded a oneshot based off it, it was written by my friend Aaron. Please check it out, for me...Please...It will probably only make sense if you The Going's On...But still read it anyway! LOL! I know a lot of you do read them though...
OMG! Gwen's face just came on me music player...LOL! 'Oh why did we build Gwen's face?' hehe!
Thanks you to;
Cuteflopsy: Yeah...It's pretty rare to get Chicken Pox twice...But I swear I did! It just means my immune system couldn't remember how to fight it off...My friend had it four times...Poor, poor him...haha! You are right though, you do usually only get the Chicken Pox once in your lifetime :) LOL! Thank you :)
TacosNotDrugs: haha! Go for it! KICK THEIR ASSES! LOL! Thanks :)
InstruMental: I know how you feel...Darren sucks...He causes too much hurt and pain to good people! LOL! Thank you :)
pomtdwt: ahaha! Poor, poor Bex...I agree...Thanks :)
Aaron'sInAMineField: ahaha! I am going to finish this when I get bored and can think of a good ending ;) LOL! Thank you :)
Robynmas: I have never heard of the trailer park boys...Sorry if it is a lot like that, but I swear I have never heard of it myself...I got the idea from a cross between My Spy Family and Life with Derick...And I have never seen either of those shows either, I just know the basic outlines...LOL! Thanks :)
bella-sk8er: ahaha! I love you too ;) LOL! It is really hard to write this part of the story...I feel soo bad for a lot of innocent people atm! But I guess you have personal memories...I don't...Sorry for making you relive them... LOL! Yep...Courtney is a good mom :) LOL! And right again...I just need to think of a way for Darren to win her back over again...LOL! Thank you :)
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And only 20 more stories until I reach 100! OMG! LOL! I hope I can make it soon...Hopefully before we get to December...LOL! That is my goal...Twenty stories/Oneshots/Songfics by the end of the year :) LOL! Thank I can make it? LOL! HOPEFULLY!
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I am off to sleep now!
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