A/N Hi everyone. Sorry I haven't posted in a while and if this is kind of short. I caught that bug that has been going around. This is part 1 of Big Time confusion which follows the story line of A Different Take and Big Time Vacation.

Big Time Confusion

Chapter 1

The morning light streamed through the open curtains and bathed Kendall its warm glow. It was a soothing presence after the long weeks he spent cooped up in that musky room that served as his recovery room. He couldn't wait to get the day started. He stretched out his arms and wrapped them around the sleeping form his wife. He opened his eyes as he leaned in to give Jo a kiss. It wasn't, however, Jo lying naked beside him. It was Lucy. Kendall panicked and jumped out of the bed., tripping over the sheets as he did. He landed on the floor with a loud thud.

The sound jolted Lucy from her sleep. She sat up and looked around confused. She saw him lying on the floor in a hopeless struggle against the tangled sheets.

"Kendall?" She rushed beside him. Lucy was not sure if she wanted to comfort him or laugh at him.

"You are hopeless." She helped him get the sheets of him.

Once the sheets were off him Kendall stood but then realized belatedly that they were both naked.

He hurriedly grabbed the sheets to cover himself up but tripped over them again and for the second time that morning Kendall found himself on the floor.

He looked up at Lucy sheepishly and was prepared to laugh with her but instead of humor he saw pain and sadness reflected in her eyes.

Kendall got up and tried to hug her. "What's wrong?"

Lucy pushed him away with one hand and wiped her eyes with the other. She moved to the other side of the bed to retrieve her clothes, completely ignoring Kendall's question.

Kendall looked around for his pants and put them on. He raced to the door to stop Lucy from leaving the room. "Please would you tell me what's wrong?"

"What's wrong?! What's wrong?!" Lucy was even angrier that he couldn't even understand why she was upset.

"I can't even sleep with my husband with out him getting embarrassed and regretting it!" Lucy yelled at him.

"I wasn't..." Kendall wasn't even able to defend his actions. He knew she was right.

Lucy wiped her eyes again. "You dreamt of Jo again, didn't you?"

Kendall couldn't answer. He wanted to tell her no but he knew Lucy could see it written plainly in his eyes.

"Is that what you do when we were in bed last night? You were imagining that it was her under you?" Lucy dropped her head.

Kendall placed his hand on her chin and gently lifted her head up. "Of course not."

"You still love her don't you? What happens if you see her one day on the street? You are going to leave me for her all over again?" Lucy pushed his hand away from her face.

"That won't happen. You know me, Lucy. I'm loyal to a fault. Besides how could I love anyone else when I can wake up with a naked rocker." He hoped that cracking a joke would lighten her mood a little.

Lucy raised an eyebrow. "You like seeing me naked, do you?"

Kendall nodded as he grabbed the hem of her shirt as he started lifting it over her head. "You know I do."

It was an hour or two later and the happy couple lay cuddled on the bed. Sweat glistened their bodies, proof of all the love making that had just occurred.

Kendall was gently stroking Lucy's hair as she lay on his chest contentedly.

"Thanks for being patient with me." Kendall whispered to her.

Lucy tilted her hard to look up at him.
"I'm trying baby but you don't how much it hurts when your husband is imagining that he is married to his ex."

Kendall nodded apologetically. "I'm so sorry that I cant remember anything. I wish they had a cure for amnesia. I can't remember our wedding, honeymoon, or even this house. All I remember is a completely different life."

"Just try to stay focused on us. Hopefully you will remember how much you love me. You do love me don't you?" Lucy looked at him hopefully.

"Yes. I do love you." Kendall hoped he sounded convincing enough but he that he couldn't hide the doubt in his voice.

"I'm going to make some breakfast. Come to the kitchen when you get ready." Lucy pulled Kendall's shirt over her head and left the room without even waiting for his reply.

Kendall watched her go and them laid his head back on the pillow. He wondered what was wrong with him. It seemed like he had the perfect life here but all he felt was a void where his heart should be. He felt incomplete, as if his heart knew that there was something missing even if his mind did not.

Kendall shook his head at himself. What he was doing wasn't fair to Lucy. She had been nothing but patient and loving to him even when she found out that he didn't even remember their lives together. He knew she loved him. He sensed it in her every word. He felt it whenever she touched him. Who else would nurse him back to health. She had waited on him hand and food even if they both knew that they could afford to hire a private nurse. Lucy insisted on doing everything herself. Kendall knew that she was hoping that if she was around enough he would remember his feelings for her. As much as Kendall wanted to remember, he didn't.

Kendall sighed when he thought of the reason he didn't remember his feeling for Lucy. It was because he was in love with someone else. It was Jo. It had always been Jo. The Jo in his dreams. In that dream it was Jo he was married to and that they had a beautiful girl that they named after his sister.

He knew it just frustrating to Lucy. She probably felt that she was competing for his affections with a dream. So Kendall pretended to love Lucy. He tried his best but he slipped up every now and then, like he had this morning. Kendall hoped that sooner or later that he would remember that he loved Lucy and why he had married her.

Kendall stood up and pulled his pants back on and made his way to the kitchen. He saw Lucy reaching up to one of the higher cabinets. With only his shirt on Lucy gave Kendall a breath taking view of her exposed bottom.

Kendall smiled as he watched her for a few moments. He hoped it would get easier to forget about Jo. Seeing Lucy like that certainly helped. It's not like he wasn't attracted to her and if the number of times Lucy had asked him to sleep with her was any indication then she was really attracted to him too.

The amount of sex they had the last 2 weeks was crazy. It seemed like Lucy had been waiting years to have sex with him again. He knew that it waning the case since he had only been bed riddled for a few weeks after the injury.

"Like what you see?" Lucy asked him snapping Kendall out of his thoughts.

Kendall's jaw dropped. Lucy was bending over the table completely exposed and offered a clear invitation. He didn't need to be asked twice.

He all but ran towards her. He dropped his pants and grabbed Lucy's waist. He wasted no time in slipping inside didn't bother going slowly, knowing that she wanted the release as much as he did.

He grabbed her hair and slammed into her as quickly as he could. She matched his intensity and soon they reached the release they were both seeking.

Kendall collapsed into a chair, exhausted. Lucy sat down on top of him and this time Kendall made it a point to hug her tightly instead of shrinking away from her.

Lucy moaned in appreciation and leaned into him further. "We should eat our breakfast before it gets cold. The maybe after you want to go for a swim? It will be good to get your muscles to work after lying in bed for so long."

Kendall looked at the beach that stretched out below the plateau where their house stood. "Isn't that what I've been doing all morning?"

Lucy laughed. Kendall liked hearing her laugh. She was all he had left. He wanted to stop disappointing her.

Kendall's eyes stayed focused on the ocean. "I don't even remember when we got this house. Why don't we still live in Los Angeles? Why did we move to Malibu?"

Lucy shrugged. "When we decided to try for kids you decided that some open space would be good. I think you had a lot of good memories here and you wanted to add to them."

Kendall nodded. It certainly sounded like the way he thought.

"Speaking of Los Angeles, I have to be there for a few days. Business." Lucy explained.

"Great! I need to stretch out. It's nice here but I miss the city too. I can pick out a few things. See if I can look up the guys." Kendall wanted to see why they hadn't kept in touch like Lucy said.

"Uh-uh, you are still under house arrest until I'm convinced that you are fully recovered." Lucy traced her finger down the fresh scars on the chest.

Kendall's eyes followed her finger down his chest. He felt her finger rub against the scars she said were probably from skates. He wanted to believe her but in the blackness if the night he can see the glint of a knife.

He would have argued with her but he knew it would have been pointless. He didn't really blame her but he knew Lucy had another reason for not wanting him to be in Los Angeles. Jo probably still lived there and Lucy didn't want to take the chance of Kendall running into her when he was constantly dreaming about her. He understood, she was afraid of losing her husband.

Jo sat in the police station with all her friends. She had just picked up Katie from school when she had gotten the call that the police had finally captured Jett.

She waited anxiously, with Katie on her lap of any news of Kendall. It had been over a month since anyone had seen him. She knew the odds of finding him alive after so much time had gone by were slim but she just felt that he was still alive. She didn't know how she knew but she just did and she held on to that glimmer of hope. She held into that hope for no their reason than the alternative was too painful to bear.

She jumped when an officer called her name. She had been expecting some good news when the officer delivered some bad ones. Jett had escaped while they were transporting him across state lines.

"How can he just escape?" Jo was furious. They were taking away what hope she had left.

The officer looked down, ashamed. "We are sorry. Apparently he faked some sort of seizure and when they went to check on him he grabbed one of their guns."

Jo wanted to yell more but the energy was draining out of her fast. Her friends rushed to her side to help support her.

"There's more." The officer said. "We can't be sure , of course, but the whole trip until he escaped Jett maintained that he had not seen Kendall since he attacked all of you up on the mountain. He says that he isn't responsible for Kendall's disappearance."

"You believe him?" Logan asked.

"We don't know but we have to prepare for what happens of we find out that Jett isn't responsible." He warned them.

They all looked at one another. They had all been sure this was Jett's doing but of he wasn't responsible then who had taken Kendall from their lives?

A/N So what do you think? I hope it isn't too weird. Should I Keep going? Please review.