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Chapter 35: Happy Holidays

"Happy Halloween Logie," Kendall said sitting down next to his husband. Even a month later it was still hard to believe that he was his husband.

"Happy Halloween Kendall," Logan said smiling at the blonde.

"Do we have to go to the Halloween party at Rocque records tonight?" Kendall whined.

"Yes we do, we're promoting our new single," Logan said nodding his head. They had just released a new single that had been on a TV show that Logan didn't care for much. Logan liked the song and it was catchy, and they had some promoting to do. They had to get their fans to buy it.

"Why this won't be normal promoting, we can't really perform," Kendall said.

"I can sing," Logan argued.

"Yeah, but doctors orders are for you to start taking it easy," Kendall said.

"I can still do things, I'm only seven months pregnant," Logan said stubbornly.

"I know, babe," Kendall said leaning in and pecking Logan on the lips. Logan grabbed Kendall and deepened the kiss. Kendall grinned into the kiss and allowed Logan to do as he pleased. They had an hour and a half before they had to leave, and they had already dropped Alex off at Jennifer's apartment.

"Mmm, Ken," Logan moaned as Kendall's lips found his neck.

"Yes Logie," Kendall said as he pulled back to look at the flustered brunette. Logan pulled the blonde in for another kiss.

"Need you," he said against Kendall's lips. Kendall grinned and pushed Logan down onto the couch when there was a knock at the door. Kendall sat up.

"Hold that thought," Kendall said. He jumped up and ran to the door. He opened it part way and came face to face with his mother. "Hey mom what's up?" Kendall asked.

"You didn't give me any diapers for Alex," Jennifer said.

"Oh sorry, I guess I spaced," Kendall said. He ran to get the diapers while Logan sat up on the couch. Kendall returned with the diapers and wipes for his mother. She thanked him and left. Kendall shut the door and locked it. He turned back to Logan.

"Maybe we should get ready for the party," Logan suggested.

"No, we've got time," Kendall said moving over to Logan. He sat down next to Logan. He leaned in and kissed Logan on the lips and that seemed to spark something in his husband.

"You mom does have keys," Logan said.

"Bedroom," Kendall said. He stood up and helped Logan up and they quickly made their way to their bedroom. Once they were there Logan started on his pants. He pushed them down and kicked them aside along with his underwear. Kendall let out a low growl and stacked Logan's lips.

"Ken," Logan said as Kendall backed him up.

"God I love you," Kendall said against his lips. Logan smiled into the kiss and started undressing the blonde until he was naked. The only piece of clothing left between the two was Logan's shirt. Kendall started to tug at it. Logan grabbed Kendall's hands and shook his head.

"No," Logan said.

"Why not? You're beautiful," Kendall said looking Logan in the eyes.

"No I'm fat," Logan said shaking his head. Kendall leaned in and capture Logan's lips in a kiss.

"You're gorgeous, but if you don't want to you don't have to take your shirt off," Kendall said. Logan bit his lips and took his shirt off and looked down at the floor. Kendall grabbed Logan's chin and tilted him up and kissed him once more. This kiss wasn't rushed or needy, it expressed love. Logan gained some confidence. Logan turned them around so Kendall's legs hit the bed.

"I wanna ride you," Logan said into the blonde's ear. Kendall moaned at that and nodded his head. He climbed onto the bed and scooted back. Logan climbed on as well and situated himself in Kendall's lap. Kendall grabbed the lube and coated his fingers. He started to stretch Logan.

"God Logan you're so hot like this," Kendall said looking up at Logan. Logan only moaned in response. Kendall pulled his fingers out and rubbed the excess lube on his cock.

"Mhmm, Ken," Logan said rolling his hips a bit. Kendall whimpered and thrust his hips up slightly. Logan grinned and grabbed Kendall's cock and lined it up with his entrance. He slowly sunk down onto Kendall. They both sighed in pleasure.

"God Logie so tight," Kendall moaned. Logan slowly lifted himself up and started to bounce in Kendall's lap. Kendall moaned and thrust his hips up. Soon the two built up a rhythm. Logan was moaning and bounding. Kendall's hands came to Logan's hips, one hand snacked it's way to Logan's bobbing member. He started to stroke Logan's cock earning him a louder moan.

"Oh god Kendall," Logan cried as he came covering his fist. Kendall thrust up into Logan a few more times before he came filling the brunette.

Logan climbed off the blonde and left to get something to clean up with.

"We still have to go to the party," Logan called out to the blonde who hadn't moved to get cleaned up. Logan heard him groan and smiled to himself.

Logan cleaned himself off and grabbed a clean washcloth and got it wet. He walked back to his and Kendall's room. He tossed the washcloth to the blonde. Kendall just grunted at him. Logan shook his head and started to change into something presentable. He turned to Kendall.

"Come on Kendall, Kelly will kill us if we don't show up," Logan said.

"Fine," Kendall sighed. He got out of bed and cleaned himself up before getting dressed as well.

"You should just be happy we don't have to dress up," Logan said.

-Take What Comes-

Logan woke to the sound of crying. He looked to his side and saw Kendall still sleeping. He nudged the blonde and Kendall jolted awake. He looked over at Logan and heard the crying. Kendall got out of bed and headed to Alex's room. Logan sighed and looked at the clock, it was five in the morning and it was Christmas day.

Last night they had spent a few hours over at 2J with Jennifer, Luke, Katie and Luke's two sons Jayden and Devin. Jayden was eighteen and Devin was fifteen. Kendall and Logan had actually met Jayden and Devin at their wedding. They were both nice and the guys liked them. Jayden seemed to like them too and Devin hardly spoke, so Logan wasn't sure what he thought of them. James and Carlos had shown up as well with the girls and Isaac and Stella. They had all hung out and managed to tire the kids out so they'd sleep through the night.

Today however they would all go over to Joanna's for Christmas day. James and Carlos would be there too, along with Brooke and Kenneth. Logan was excited for this. It was Alex's first Christmas and he wanted to make thing special. They would be opening the gifts that Kendall and Logan had bought him here and then over at Joanna everyone else's gifts.

Several minutes and Kendall didn't return. Logan heaved himself out of bed and made his way to Alex's room. He saw Kendall sitting in the rocking chair with Alex trying to get him back to sleep. Logan smiled at the sight and leaned against the door as best he could. Kendall looked up at him and smiled.

'He won't go back to sleep,' Kendall mouthed. Logan sighed and shook his head.

"Well we're both up, might as well stay up," Logan sighed. Alex looked over at Logan before resting into Kendall some more. He seemed to be leaning more towards Kendall lately. That was because Kendall was the only one that held him lately. Logan didn't like it, but after Will was born things would change. He'd try and make time for both of his sons.

Kendall stood up with Alex and they headed out to the living room turning their lights on as they went. Logan sat down on the couch and Kendall sat down in front of the tree with Alex. He set Alex on the floor between his legs. They had put the presents under the tree last night.

"Look Alex Santa came last night," Kendall said. Logan smiled as Kendall grabbed a present for Alex. Most of it was clothes, but there was a few toys for him. A rattle and a glow toy that took up Alex's attention. Soon the present pile was getting smaller.

"He's not even paying attention," Logan laughed as Alex looked at his toys. Kendall laughed and nodded his head. He then grabbed a small box and looked at it.

"What's that?" Logan asked confused.

"What's that Alex? Should we give daddy his present?" Kendall asked smiling.

Logan looked surprised as Kendall held the wrapped gift out to him. Logan smiled and took the gift he opened it and it was a small rectangular black box. Logan opened it and saw a piece of paper inside. Logan moved the paper and saw an old pocket watch he recognized. His jaw dropped as he looked up at Kendall. Kendall was grinning like an idiot.

"Where did you get this?" Logan asked.

"You mom had it," Kendall said, "read the note," he said pointing to the piece of paper in Logan's hand.

Logan looked at the note and read it.

Logan,

I know things won't be the same without me around. I want you to have this even if they are out of style as you and Kendall constantly remind me. I want you to keep this as a reminder that I am with you no matter what you do or where you go. I am writing this letter because I don't have much time. I am sorry that our time together wasn't long. I want you to know that I love you and your sister very much. Take care of them for me will you?

Love,

Your dad, David.

Logan had tears in his eyes as he looked at Kendall. Kendall moved to sit beside Logan. He placed his arm around him while Alex busied himself with his toys.

"Your mom had it. She didn't know he left it to you otherwise she'd have given it to you years ago. I found it when we were looking for pictures of us for our wedding. I tried finding the right time to give it to you, but I couldn't find one until now," Kendall explained.

"Thank you," Logan said throwing his arms around the blonde. Kendall smiled and hugged his husband back. He let him sit there for a bit until he saw Alex crawl over to the coffee table.

"Look," Kendall said pointing to Alex. Logan let go of the blonde and looked at Alex as well. He smiled at him. Alex had learned to pull himself up to be able to stand. He hadn't taken his first steps unassisted yet. Kendall grabbed his phone which was sitting on the coffee table from last night and started making a video of Alex. It was a habit. They wanted to catch his first steps on video, but he couldn't seem to do it.

"What you doing Alex?" Logan asked his son.

"Baba," Alex said happily. He let go of the table and he wobbled a bit.

"Come here," Logan said to Alex. He held his arms out to his son. Alex looked at Logan and took a step. Kendall and Logan gasped excitedly. Alex took few steps before falling onto his butt. Alex looked up at Kendall and Logan who were shocked and smiling. Alex smile and laughed. Kendall was done on the floor in seconds to pick Alex up. His phone was sitting on the coffee table once more.

"Al, you did it," Kendall said smiling.

"His first steps," Logan said as Kendall sat down next to him with Alex. He was proud of Alex. He had take his first steps, he hadn't gotten very far, but it was a start.

"We'll have to tell the others," Kendall said.

"Later, it's only six," Logan said. Kendall nodded his head in agreement. "You know what this means though," he said slowly.

"What?" Kendall asked.

"Soon he'll be climbing onto everything," Logan said.

"You're right," Kendall sighed looking down at his son. Alex was just smiling and babbling in his baby talk.

"By then we'll have Will to worry about," Logan said.

"We're so not ready for this," Kendall said.

"Whether or not we're ready, this is happening," Logan stated matter-of-factly. Kendall just sighed knowing that Logan was right. They had made their mistake and now they had to deal with the consequences. He set Alex on the floor and stood up. Alex started to crawl over to his toys. He started to play with the light up toy he had gotten.

"I'm hungry you want some breakfast?" Kendall asked. Logan nodded his head. Kendall headed to the kitchen while Logan sat back and watched Alex.

Logan sat back thinking over the last year. A year ago he had been pregnant with Alex and dating Kendall. He hadn't thought they would have another this soon and he sure as hell didn't think that they would be married either. Logan didn't mind any of it. He loved Alex and he would love Will too. He loved Kendall and couldn't see himself without anyone else. Things were perfect right now.

"Ken," Logan slowly. Kendall looked over at Logan. He had been in the middle of making some sandwiches for him and Logan.

"What?" Kendall asked.

"We're going to need a bigger place," Logan said.

"I know, this place isn't be enough for four people," Kendall said nodding his head. They're apartment was small and had two bedrooms. It would be good while the boy were young, but they would get bigger. They were going to need more room.

"What do you wanna do?" Logan asked. Kendall finished making their sandwiches and brought them out to the living room. He looked over at Alex who was still interested in his toy.

"I think we should look for a house," Kendall said honestly. Logan nodded his head. He had been thinking about that too. He knew the perfect real estate agent to help them too. They would have to talk to Carlos and James too. They would understand why they needed to move. Hopefully they wouldn't be too mad at them.

"I know the perfect real estate agent who will help us," Logan said. Kendall laughed and nodded his head.

-Take What Comes-

James groaned as he felt the bed start bouncing. Then a voice accompanied the bouncing.

"Daddy! Mommy! Get up it's Christmas."

James groaned and opened his eyes. He looked up at Isaac who was still jumping up and down excitedly. James grabbed his son and made him stop bouncing. He looked over at Camille who was awake as well.

"Isaac not now," James said looking at the clock. It was only five thirty in the morning. Isaac whined and started to squirm.

"Santa came," Isaac said trying to get free from James' hold. James sighed and let go. He sat up and stretched. Isaac was now sitting at the end of the bed.

"Ok we're up," Camille said sitting up. James yawned and nodded his head. Isaac smiled at the two and looked to the door.

"Presents," Isaac said excitedly. James got up and Isaac jumped down from the bed. Camille followed the two out to the living room with a yawn. Isaac ran over to the tree and looked at James. James smiled and walked over to him. He sat down beside him while Camille sat down on the chair next to the tree.

James started to give Isaac his presents. Isaac tore each one open fast and excitedly. Camille and James both watching him. They were glad that he was happy. He liked everything he got except the clothes. Soon there was only one small present left. James leaned in next to Isaac and whispered in his ear. Isaac nodded his head and grabbed the present and walked over to Camille.

"Present for you," Isaac said smiling as he held the small present out. Camille looked at the present then to James.

"You didn't have to," Camille started.

"Just open it," James said. Camille smiled and unwrapped the box. I was a small red box. Camille looked up at James as she opened the box and then to the box. Inside was a pair of diamond earrings, she had been looking at months ago. Her smile faltered for a second, but returned quickly. She looked up at James who was standing up. He was smiling at her.

"Oh James." She jumped up and threw her arms around him. "You remembered," she said.

"Of course and I thought they'd match," James said slowly.

"Match?" Camille asked confused. She pulled back form James to look into his eyes.

"This," James said reaching over to the tree and grabbed a box that had been hidden in the branches. Camille looked at James with wide eyes. He opened the box and inside was a diamond ring.

"I know this is what you thought the earring were. I saw that look," James said as he got down on one knee. Camille's hand came to her mouth. "Camille Roberts will you marry me?" he asked. Isaac was sitting on the couch watching the two. Camille was looking at James.

"Yes," she said. James smiled and slipped the ring on her finger. James then stood up and kissed her on the lips. Isaac started clapping his hands. Camille looked over at Isaac with a smile. "You knew about this," she said looking at the little boy.

"I help daddy," Isaac said.

"He helped?" Camille asked looking at James.

"Yeah, I was buying the earrings and thought I might as well get the ring while I was there and we both were looking at the same ring. Isaac asked what it was for and I told him it was a surprise for you," James explained.

"They're perfect," Camille said smiling as she looked at the ring.

"You have to wear the earrings and ring to Joanna's," James said.

"Of course," Camille said nodding her head. James smiled and sat down next to Isaac.

"You gonna get married like Kindle and Logan?" Isaac asked looking at James. James nodded his head and Isaac smiled.

-Take What Comes-

Carlos stood in the doorway to Stella's bedroom. Lucy was sitting on the edge of Stella's bed. She was trying to wake Stella up for Christmas.

"Stell, it's time to get up," Lucy said softly as she gently shook the small girl. "Santa came," she said. Carlos smiled as Stella opened her eyes. She looked up at Lucy with a smile.

"Santa?" Stella asked. Lucy nodded her head. Stella nearly jumped out of bed. She saw Carlos and ran over to him. "Santa came!" she said. Carlos smiled and picked her up.

"I know, and you've got to open your presents," Carlos said. He carried her out to the living room. He smiled when Stella's face lit up at the sight of her presents.

Carlos set her down and she ran over to the tree looking at Carlos and Lucy. They both joined her at the tree. They handed her a new present when she was ready for the next. She loved her toys and even the new shoes she had gotten. However, there was one present still under the tree. Carlos grabbed it and looked at it.

"This ones for me," Carlos said slowly. He looked up at Lucy confused.

"Open," Stella said looking at Carlos.

Carlos looked at Stella before unwrapping the present. He then opened the box and there was two things inside. The first was a picture drawn in crayon. Carlos smiled as he realized it was from Stella. In the picture was a big building and three people in front of it.

"That's you, me, and mommy," Stella said happily.

"Oh Stell, thank you I love it," Carlos said hugging the small girl. She smiled and kissed Carlos on the cheek. She then moved over to Lucy and leaned against her.

Carlos looked at the other item in the box. It was a pair of small blue booties. He looked at them confused. He didn't understand why those were there. He looked up at Lucy who was smiling at him. Carlos looked down at the booties and it clicked. He looked up wide eyed at Lucy.

"Are you…" he asked slowly.

"I took three tests and they all came out positive, I haven't been to a doctor yet, but I go next week," Lucy said.

"Your serious," Carlos said.

"I am and I know we wanted to wait until Stell was older, but-" Carlos silenced her with a kiss.

"I'm not going anywhere Luce, this is sooner than I planned, but things happen for a reason," Carlos said. Lucy smiled at Carlos.

"You hear that Stell, you're gonna be a big sister," Carlos said looking down at the small four year old. She smiled.

"I gonna be big sister?" Stella asked as she looked at Lucy for confirmation.

"Yep," Lucy said smiling.

"We're definitely gonna need a bigger place," Carlos said looking around the small apartment. Lucy nodded her head.

-Take What Comes-

Logan was leaning tiredly against Kendall. They were at Joanna's with everyone else. Jennifer, Katie, and Luke had arrived shortly after Kendall and Logan, who were the first to arrive. Katie had taken Alex and started to play with him in the living room while Kendall greeted his mother and Luke. James, Camille, Isaac, and Brooke were next to arrive. Brooke had arrived to spend Christmas with Isaac. She missed him since she still lived in Minnesota. Isaac was happy about Christmas but mad that James wouldn't let him bring his toys. Once he saw Alex he ran off to play with his cousin as well. Carlos, Lucy and Stella arrived not to long after. Stella was happy about it being Christmas too. She told Kendall all about what she had gotten and Kendall listened to her.

Kendall and Logan had shared their news about Alex's first steps that morning. Kendall showed everyone the video. They all knew that Kendall kept his phone out in hopes of catching his first steps. Jennifer and Joanna had tears in their eyes and Carlos and James had been excited as well.

Camille then shared hers and James' news. Everyone was excited for the two and Kendall nudged Logan in his way of gloating. Kendall had so called that James would be the next one to get married. Brooke was happy and told Camille she would help her with anything she needed especially with her makeup.

"Cami gonna be my mommy," Isaac said running over to Brooke. "She gonn' marry daddy," he said excitedly.

"I know sweetie," Brooke said smiling affectionately at Isaac. She picked up Isaac and set him in her lap. Isaac was smiling brightly.

"So how'd he do it?" Lucy asked interestedly.

"He had a gift under the tree for me and totally mislead me at first," Camille said, "he gave me these earrings I've been looking at and I thought that was my gift," she said.

"I didn't want to be obvious about it," James said smiling sweetly at Camille. Camille laughed and explained everything to Lucy and the other women. They all awed and told James he was a romantic.

The four guys excused themselves from the room and headed outside for a bit to get away from all the noise. They all stood on the small porch.

"Congrats man, you two are great together," Carlos said.

"Yeah, and Isaac loves Camille," Logan said.

"I honestly didn't peg you to be the next one of us to get married," Kendall said honestly.

"Well, Isaac asked what getting married meant and I told him it's what two people who loved each other did," James said.

"And he asked if you loved Camille?" Logan asked. James nodded his head. The four settled into mindless chatter about nothing in particular until Carlos let it slip that Lucy might be pregnant.

"What?" Logan asked shocked.

"I didn't say anything," Carlos said quickly.

"Dude are you serious?" James asked. Carlos sighed and hung his head.

"Don't tell Luce I let it slip," Carlos said, "but she took a few home tests and she's going to the doctor next week. She's not a hundred percent sure yet," he said.

"We won't tell," James assured the Latino. Kendall and Logan nodded their heads in agreement with him.

"How do you feel about this?" Kendall asked Carlos.

"Honestly?" Carlos asked looking at his friends. They all nodded their heads. "I'm scared," he said.

"That's to be expected," Kendall said.

"Not for the reason you think," Carlos said looking out to the road. The others looked at him confused. "I think I might want her to be," he admitted.

"Really?" James asked.

Carlos sighed and explained the conversation he had had with Lucy while they were on tour. He admitted the truth about how he felt and everything was out in the open. Carlos told them how he felt like he took a back seat to Kendall and Logan and even James at times. He told them how him wanting a kid had nothing to do with that though. He wanted a kid to call his own, he loved Stella more than anything, but it wasn't the same. He had been thinking about kids ever since Alex had been born.

"Wow Carlos," James said.

"Look Carlos we didn't mean to make you feel like you took the back seat to us," Logan said.

"I know, but there were times when I felt like the band would be better off without me," Carlos sighed.

"No we wouldn't," Kendall said walking over to Carlos. "The whole reason we're here and famous is because of the four of us. Without you none of this would've been possible. You're needed more than you think," he said.

"I know, but we're going on our hiatus now for a bit and maybe this will be what we need," Carlos said.

"Yeah, uh Kendall and I need to talk to you guys about something," Logan said slowly.

"What?" James asked.

"Well with Will on the way Logie and I need more room for our family," Kendall said.

"You guys want to move," Carlos said before they could say.

"Yeah, we're going to talk to my mom soon, but we want to talk to you guys first," Logan said.

"What," James asked.

"It's the same deal we've had with James when he wanted to move, we've always been within walking distance of one another," Kendall said.

"Isaac would love a backyard to play in, and I'm sure Camille would love more space," James said.

"I'll have to talk to Lucy but that does sound nice, we'll need more space if she is pregnant," Carlos said.

"Are you guys saying what I think you're saying," Kendall said.

"We'll have to talk to the girls, but yeah," James said. Kendall and Logan grinned.

"We're brothers of the ice, nothing can separate us," Carlos said.

"So you guys are ok with leaving the Palm Woods," Logan asked.

"Yeah, I mean we knew we couldn't stay there forever," Carlos said.

Wow another update. I really liked writing this one. It was fun and a nice filler. This fic is almost done. Up next it Alex's first birthday, and then baby Will comes and maybe a few more chapters after that. So review and let me know what you liked what you didn't like.

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