Chapter Thirty Seven: Feels

The Taddy Apartment – 9:47PM

Tam sat in the living room waiting for Teddy to come back from where he'd vanished to. She took a sip of her wine to take the edge off the nervousness she was feeling. She didn't know exactly why she was nervous. It wasn't like she and Teddy hadn't had sex plenty of times before. She surmised that the uneasy feeling she was having was due to the fact that they were about to consummate their nuptials. There would be no going back or redoing this moment and she wanted it to be extraordinary more for Teddy than herself. Teddy came back with a fairly small box wrapped in silver and a black bow. Teddy sat on the coffee table in front of her.

"This gift is more for me than you," he confessed as he handed it to her. She opened it hurriedly and it reveal ivory white lace bra and panty set. She looked up at him and arched her eyebrow. He gave her a devilish smirk.

"So you want me to put this on?" She asked dryly because she already knew the answer.

"Yes, and I want to unwrap you. I want to make love to you slowly exactly the way I envisioned in my head for the past few weeks. Will you let me?" Tam looked at the intense look in Teddy's blue eyes and easily got lost in them.

"Okay," she whispered as she got up to change. "I'll meet you in the bedroom." Tam goes into the bathroom and disrobes from the black dress she was wearing. As the fabric hit the ground her eyes hit her reflection in the mirror. She stood there in fairly average black bra and panties. She sucked her little tummy in and observed her curves. She tossed her hair a couples of times and then made a couple of faces in the mirror. Never had she looked in the mirror like this, this had to be one of the first times she found herself kind of pretty and even a little sexy. She chuckled a little to herself and she reached behind her to unclasp her bra it fell just as her panties did. She placed on the tiny white lace thong and then the very see thru bra. She had to give it to Teddy when he likes something he commits to it. She took a deep breath and placed her hand on the door knob. It was now or never. She strode out of the bathroom and stood in front of him with her hands on her hips.

"Well … what do you think?"

"Turn for me," he instructed he sucked in the air through his teeth. His wife was breathtaking and all his. "You're stunning but this look isn't complete. I have on more thing I want to add. Do you trust me?" Tamera nodded.

"With my life," she answered and he gave her a cute half smirk. He pulled a white blindfold out of his pocket. He gently placed it over Tam's eyes.

"Tamera tonight I don't want you to see I just want you to feel and experience my love for you," Teddy explained as he circled her and reached around and squeezed her breasts. She groaned softly. "How did I end up so lucky," Teddy whispered before he picked up his wife and placed her in the center of the bed.

"Do you know why I love lace Tam?" Teddy asked as his fingers traced the outline of Tam's bra. She simply shook her head and sighed. She was lost in his touch and ready for him to be with her already.

"Because it's elegant, royal, and sexy as hell just like you. Honestly you make everything look good but ever since that day in your dad's office I've dreamed of seeing you this way," he explained while peppering kisses along her abdomen. "You look like an angel."

"Oh God Teddy," she breathed as he tried to direct his face to hers.

"No, no little wifey, you are my gift to unwrap as wish tonight. Remember you promised," he stated playfully. "Hold on baby, I think I have something that will help." Tam felt as the bed moved and heard as Teddy raffled around for something, she had no idea what he was looking for. "Put your hands above your head Mrs. Grey," Teddy instructed and Tam did as she was told. She felt as Teddy tied something around her wrists.

"HEY!" She whined she trusted Teddy but she didn't like being restricted from touching him. He was a beautiful man caressing he was one of her favorite parts of their love making.

"Trust me Tam you'll like it. I've always wondered what this would be like. It's been a secret fantasy of mine and I really want to play it out with you. I plan to give you your hands back but I want to be able to caress your body as I see fit with no interruptions from your hands. You're always trying to block me from certain areas, there will be none of that tonight. You truly are a work of art Mrs. Grey. I am truly honored to belong to such a beauty as yourself," he murmured as he slowly caressed Tam's inner thighs. She rotated her hips as he worked her in a frenzy.

"Teddy, I don't know if I can do this. I don't know if I have the patience. I need you," she pleaded as she bucked her pelvis towards him. He bit his bottom lip to reframe from chuckling at her desperation.

"Patience is a virtue young lady. Make sure to leave you hands up above your head or I will tie them headboard," he warned at a whisper as he slowly tucked his fingers into the elastic of her panties. He kept them there while he placed delicate kisses on his upper thighs. Tam lifted her left leg and placed it over his shoulder. She hoped she knew where he was going with this. Teddy allowed his teeth to graze her inner thigh and she ground. Teddy moved past where Tam wanted him to go and instead used his tongue to circle the area around her belly button.

"Teddy," Tam whimpered out of frustration.

"What's wrong Tammy?" Ted teased innocently.

"You know what's wrong!" She fussed. He rose to the level of her lips and kissed her passionately.

"You don't like this?" He whispered before he moved his attention slightly lower and Tam groaned.

"It's not the worst thing in the world," Tam conceded she wasn't thinking straight after such an intense kiss. Ted slid Tam's panties off.

"That's my girl. I think you're really going to like what comes next," Ted cooed before he buried his head between her legs.

"Shit!" Tam moaned. She wanted to run her hands through his hair while he pleased her but he said for her not to move her hands. This was the one time in her life she didn't want to a good listener. After seconds turned to minutes, Tam started to lose her perception of time and Ted treated her to multiple orgasms and hadn't entered her yet. She felt as his hand lowered the straps on her bra. She arched her back so he could unclasps her.

"I think I want to fuck you with it on," he murmured in her ear. He spent a few minutes caressing her abdomen and then his touch disappeared. She listened to the sweet sound on him unzipping his jeans.

"Yes," she mouthed. She sucked in air as they became one. Teddy started off slow like he wanted but Tam's movements, as she bucked and wiggled underneath him, he felt he needed to keep her pace.

"God," she whimpered as tears spilled out the corners of her eyes and past her blindfold. It was surreal just feeling all of this. She did miss being able to look in Teddy's blue eyes. However, it was true what they said when one sense is removed the others are heightened everything seemed intensified. Again time was lost on the couple as their bodies became reacquainted. While Tam praised God, Teddy muttered profanity under his breath.

"Tam, Tam fuck!" For the first time in their many times of being together that Teddy came first but it was only seconds before Tam did the same. She came just from hearing his undoing. As they came down from their experience Teddy removed Tam's blindfold and had the nerve to smile at her bashfully. She smiled back and giggled.

"Well?" Teddy said smugly.

"Well what?" Tam asked breathless.

"It was good right?" Tam rolled her eyes.

"Teddy, every time we're together is good you know that," she whispered before finally moving her hand down to her chest. Teddy untied her. She ran her hand along his jaw line. "I love you Theodore. I don't think you'll ever know how much." Teddy kissed the inside of her hand.

"I think I have Tam," he kissed her forehead and leaned over to the other side of the bed. He grabbed his phone and another little box out of his nightstand. He pulled out the little black box and handed it to Tam.

"I'm going to text June and tell her we are taking tomorrow off. Open the box," he ordered. Tam did as he requested and there they were. Teddy hadn't shown her the wedding bans she allowed him to pick them out because they were important to him. He felt that were the visible sign the let the world know they belonged to each other. She looked at them and pulled the one for him out of the box. She grabbed his left hand.

"I … I don't want to do the vows until we have the official wedding but I promise to love you forever. I am so happy that I'm your wife," Tam murmured with emotion full in her throat. Teddy took Tam ring and placed it on her as well.

"As I look back on my life I think I feel in love with you the first moment I met you. I just didn't know what love was at the time. Thank you for being my everything Tamera," Teddy confessed and he kissed her hand. Tam's eyes watered. This was all she needed. She didn't need the fancy dress and the extravagant party. All she needed was Teddy.

Author's Note: I hope you all enjoy the chapter! It took a lot to but it together. I wanted it to be naughty yet sweet at the same time. I hope to be back soon.