Lost Then Found.
Libby laid on her side. Curled into the tightest ball she could manage right now. Her head, sides, back, legs, every part of her hurt. She didn't know how much more of this she could take. It had been almost 7 months since she had seen Maureen. She could help but start to think that everything she had told her about her Mom and Elliot… No Dad coming to find her wasn't true.
She couldn't help but sit and look out the small window that sat level with the ground outside and wonder if her Mother had had the baby. 'maybe that's why she hasn't found me yet. Maybe they decided to let me go and move on with their new family, I don't even have a place with them anymore.' she thought to herself. 'almost 7 years Libby! If she was that concerned they would have found you by now. Just let it go and accept that right here is the end of the road for you. Stop dreaming of been reunited with your Parents they don't want you anymore. Jesus Elliot's not even your father why would he want to find you.' she scolded herself.
"oh Shut up Libby You know that not true." she said to her self.
Turning back to the window she look at what she could see outside to see if she could work out just where she was, but she knew it would be near impossible she hadn't been in the city since she was 9 years old. There was no way she was going to remember where things were.
"You got to find away. Anyway out of here and find that building your mom works in Lib." she told herself. This had become a regular thing, with no one to talk to she would talk to her self, remind herself of things, sing songs that she heard on the portable radio that they had left there for her.
"what if she doesn't even work there anymore. Then what." she asked her self softly.
"of course she still works there Mo said she had grandpa Don and the gang helping her." she reminded her self.
"so get out and find the building. Would be a lot easier if we weren't in a city where all the building look the same." she said slightly angry.
She continued to stare out the window to keep her mind of needing sleep, and the ripping pains she felt cursing through her body. After awhile she knew she needed to lay down before she feel down. The room was spinning and she had no way of making it stop. So slowly she pushed her self up and shuffled to the top of the dirty, blood stained mattress. The pain she felt between her legs was unbearable, but there was nothing she could do. Laying down she slowly let her eyes flutter closed. Just before sleep claimed her she whispered softly with tears in her voice. " please Mom, hurry up and find me. I cant take no more of this." she cried out. " I love you." she whispered through her tears as sleep once again claimed her body.
Location 1-6 precinct.
"I'm been serious. Stop laughing Olivia! You left me here for almost 5 months, with the conspiracies, the hothead and the man who believes he was a gangster." Don said trying not to laugh at the three men's faces of shock.
"We were not that bad." Munch said defensively.
"I bet Munch." Olivia laughed. " I know how you three can be. That why I keep saying I'm the only normal one in this department." she finished.
"Hey what am I then? Cos I aint nothing like these three." Don said.
"you're the loveable father who puts us in our places when we don't do as we're told." Olivia sated walking to him and handing him a cup of coffee before saying. " apart from me I always do as I'm told." she smiled at him.
"Yeah Liv if you say so." Fin replied.
"I do and besides I'm his favourite. Aint that right dad?" she said with a sweet smile.
"Okay stop trying to start a war Olivia. Lets get some work done." he said with a chuckle. " that paper work isn't going to finish its self now is it.." he finished before turning to walk back to his office.
"Okay boys funs over lets get to work." Olivia smiled before walking to her desk to start on her paper work.
Location… Abandoned Hospital.
"Wakey wakey raise and shine." the voice said.
"what do you want?" Libby asked not even having the energy to open her eyes.
"I fetched you something to eat."
"I'm not hungry." she told the dean coldly.
"well I'm surprised. Your dad said you did great." he smiled evilly at her.
Her eyes shot open at his statement. When she locked eyes with him she just glared at him and said through gritted teeth. "get the hell out!"
Without thinking Dean brought his hand back and back handed her across the face. " you've already been told about get smart with us your not in the best position do be telling us what to do." he yelled.
"screw you Dean." she yelled back.
"Okay if you insist." he told her. The smile on his face made her skin crawl and her heart feel like it would break through her chest.
"please don't do this Dean." she begged.
"why the hell not you just told me to." he laughed evilly at her. Before grabbing her by the ankles and pulling her to the edge of the bed. When he had her there he learned over her grabbed her wrists and held them above her head in one of his hands while the other made its way down to pull her panties down before unbuttoning and unzipping his own. "I'm gunna enjoy this." he growled at her.
"No, no, no please don't. not again." she cried.
He didn't listen or care. He listened to her cry out in pain while he brutally raped her.
After what felt like for ever he finally got off of her and zipped up his pants. He made his way to the door to leave but before he did he stopped and looked over his shoulder to look at her. She was curled up on her side with her back to him, he could tell she was crying. He could see the blood on the bed and the marks that would soon turn into bruises along her side. He smiled to himself. Satisfied with what he had accomplished.
"there's some black sweats and a tank top on the floor by the door. Bitch." he growled before slamming the door behind him.
Libby jumped hearing the door slam. She turned on to her back even though it hurt her to do so. She needed to make sure that he was actually gone and it wasn't some sort of trick. When she was sure he was gone she let the pain and fear over take her body and cried out louder than she ever had. She cried for what felt like hours. She even cried while she painfully pulled her self up to her feet to go get the clothes that had been left at the door for her.
She ate the food that was left then curled back up on the bed finally not caring what happened to her. She just wanted the nightmare to end.
To Be Continued…
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