"Just tell me we are going somewhere where the stars meet the sky."

…

Kakashi was studying his Senpai's lips. It was something he'd found himself doing more and more the older he got. They were a pale pink color, thin and slightly chapped, but Kakashi was fascinated with them. He wanted to know what they were like to touch and he felt a tingling sensation in his lower belly every time he thought about them.

"What's kissing like?"

He was still 16 when he asked this question while on a mission with Shou. He didn't know what made the words slip out of his mouth, but he immediately regretted them, feeling absolutely mortified. He clenched his jaw anxiously as he glanced sideways at his Senpai in the growing darkness.

Shou was lying on his back beside him, hands folded behind his head and wearing an incredulous look. His eyebrow rose as he watched the younger one squirm uncomfortably and Kazuki was beside him, rolling around laughing.

Ahh… Fucking teenage hormones…

"You're not asking for the sex talk, are you?" He asked wearily.

"Wha- N-No!" Kakashi cried. Now he was really embarrassed. "Never mind!"

Shou sighed. "We can discuss it if we need to," he said painfully.

"I know how sex works!" Kakashi hissed. "I don't need it explained to me!"

"But you need to know about kissing?" Shou smirked.

Kakashi was blushing up to his ears. "I said never mind!"

"Well, you'll never find out if you keep that mask up," Shou said. "Go out and get that person you like. Show her your adorable face and I'm sure she'll let you see what kissing is like."

Kakashi shook his head.

It's not a girl I like.

He took a deep breath, determined to prove something. He wasn't sure what exactly, but his body was quickly moving on its own.

Shou merely blinked as he suddenly found Kakashi on top of him, straddling his waist.

Shit.

Kazuki raised his eyebrows.

Hmm…

"How about I get a demonstration from you instead?" Kakashi murmured, leaning close as he tugged his mask down.

Shou gave him a calculating look. He was one of the few people ever allowed to see Kakashi's face…

…And "adorable" wasn't quite the best way to describe the boy sitting on him anymore. If anything, Kakashi was pretty… Thin face, boney cheeks, delicate nose, and soft lips with perfectly unmarred skin, accept for the prominent scar over his eye. His eyelashes were long and pale… And those eyes of his… They were so dark and lost. Shou could still see the pain, the confusion, and the anger hidden in their depths.

"You're too young," he said simply.

"T-Too young?!" Kakashi said defensively, his confidence deflating like a balloon. "You made me a captain already, but I'm too young for this?"

"Too young for me," Shou corrected. "It wouldn't be right."

"How would it not be right?" Kakashi said in frustration.

"I'm 10 years older than you," Shou reminded him calmly.

And I'm a total hypocrite. I was only 14 while Kazuki was 22.

I felt guilty the whole time, Kio…

"So?" Kakashi demanded, his weight sinking back onto Shou's stomach.

"So…" Shou said, shifting a little. "It makes me look bad."

"But you're a pervert, so what's it matter?" Kakashi said.

Shou made a face. "Yeah, a pervert- not a pedophile."

"I-I'm not a little kid!" Kakashi huffed indignantly.

"You're close enough," Shou said.

Kakashi looked away. "I can handle anything that happens to me," he said quietly. "Why does age matter now?"

Shou licked his lips, catching Kakashi's attention. He reached up to run his thumb across Shou's bottom lip, feeling the slightly rough skin and Shou gripped his wrist.

"Kakashi…"

The sound of his name on Shou's lips was enough to send shivers down his spine. He leaned forward again, his breath getting heavier.

"Come on, teach me…" He whispered.

Shou could feel Kakashi's pulse thumping wildly under his fingers and he sighed.

You shouldn't.

Kakashi slipped his wrist from his Senpai's grip and took a hold of Shou's wrist instead before biting down on the freckled birthmark there. Shou gasped quietly, jerking slightly.

Oh, Kio. Watch out. You always liked when I did that.

Fuck.

Kakashi gasped as he was flipped onto his back and his hands were pinned above his head. He struggled a little, heat spreading through his body as Shou nudged himself between his legs. He was getting hard so fast he felt dizzy. Shou watched him closely and Kakashi could feel himself shaking under him. He'd never felt more vulnerable in his life.

Don't. Don't do it, Kio.

Hnn… But he's so cute.

Shou moved to pin both of Kakashi's hands with just one of his own and the younger's eye followed his other hand's actions. It reached down to take a hold of Kakashi's chin and his head was tilted upwards. He gave an audible swallow, waiting for Shou's next move, but also knowing he could escape if he really wanted to.

But he didn't want to. He wanted this so bad it hurt.

"You sure about this?" Shou asked roughly.

"Y-Yes… Please…" He all but whimpered and he inwardly cringed at how pitiful he sounded.

He never wanted to look weak in front of someone else, yet it seemed to be a constant occurrence in front of Shou and it probably always had been. Shou didn't seem to mind however, or at least he wasn't making fun of him for it and for that, Kakashi was very grateful.

Shou watched his Kohai squirm under him and it created heat inside him that he knew was wrong, but he couldn't pretend he hadn't thought about doing this kind of thing before. It was amazing how Kakashi had matured over the years, growing into a fine… Well, everything. It was all a huge test on Shou's self control to not touch him in all the ways he'd craved.

Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.

He knew better than to get involved with his Kohai in such a way. It would change everything. It wasn't fair to do that to Kakashi. Not when he couldn't give him what he would surely want.

Kazuki was the only one he had room for in his life.

"Shou…"

Shou's willpower was fading embarrassingly fast as he watched Kakashi squirm even more.

"I'm totally going to hell for this…" He grumbled. "And this… This is just for fun, all right?"

It doesn't mean anything.

Kakashi nodded his head frantically. He would take what he could get.

Shou leaned down, lightly pressing their lips together. It didn't feel at all like Kakashi had imagined. It was better. Shou's lips were indeed chapped, but so fucking warm at the same time that Kakashi could feel his heart pounding in his throat as he tried to kiss back. It was clumsy at first, since he'd never experienced it before, but he did his best.

At least until Shou's tongue slid across his lower lip and he inhaled sharply at the foreign feeling. Shou paused his movements, wondering how to proceed and Kakashi feared he would stop. He pushed his own tongue out to lick earnestly at Shou's lips and he thought he heard Shou chuckle. He could feel his cheeks burn in embarrassment, but he soon forgot about this as Shou's tongue invaded his mouth and he let out a startled moan. His hips bucked as his cock throbbed urgently and Shou could feel it brush against his thigh, his own cock twitching in response.

He knew it was so, so wrong. Fuck, he really did… Kakashi was young and in this aspect, innocent… But the kid was asking for it!

Kakashi was gasping for air when they pulled apart, his body trembling in both nerves and arousal.

"More, Shou… Please, more…" He panted and he really didn't care how desperate he looked now. He was aching for Shou's touch.

I've wanted this for so long.

Shou smiled slightly. "Heh… Who would have known this was the way to make you say please…"

"Che. Don't… Don't fucking tell anyone," Kakashi growled -or at least he tried to. He was shaking so much that he wasn't even sure how he sounded anymore.

Shou grinned. "Never, Wolfie…" He leaned down and licked at the shell of Kakashi's ear before nibbling on it.

Kakashi let out a strangled little sound, jerking his head at the feeling. Shou paused again, before giving it another experimental lick and Kakashi shuddered under him, gasping.

"Your ears, huh?" Shou murmured. "I really should have figured this out sooner."

"W-What?" Kakashi said in hazy confusion.

"Does it feel good?" Shou asked before sucking on his earlobe.

Kakashi jerked again, mewling loudly and reaching up to grip his Senpai's shoulder tightly. "Y-Yes," he said, voice strained. "What… What are you doing to me?"

Shou chuckled. "Erogenous spots," he explained, pulling back enough to see Kakashi's flushed face. "Now I feel kinda bad for biting them in the past…"

Kakashi shuddered again as Shou rubbed his ear between his fingers, too overwhelmed to form words.

"Hmm… Let's see what else we can find," Shou said, sliding his hand down to press against Kakashi's arousal. He couldn't stop now.

Please, forgive me, Kazuki.

But he was gone.

"Nyaa! S-Shou!"

Kakashi's body jerked upwards, shocks of pleasure rippling through his body. He found himself grinding up against Shou's hand and he could hear Shou laugh quietly again at his desperate actions, but he couldn't keep still. He needed this so badly.

Shou captured his lips again and his hands came up automatically to tangle in his Senpai's hair. Shou gave a quiet little growl that made his heart leap excitedly and he tightened his grip, crying out when Shou started actually moving his hand over his cock. It felt so good even with his pants on; Shou's hand was so warm and firm against him. His underwear was wet already and he was struggling to breathe. It was suddenly all too much too fast. He would cum for sure.

"S-Shou," he gasped shakily, breaking away for air. "I-I can't. Please."

He was panicking. He didn't want to cum too fast and look like an idiot!

Shou immediately moved his hand away and Kakashi whined. "Do you want me to stop?" He asked gently.

"No! N-No, please," Kakashi begged raggedly. "Please, I need- I- d-don't leave me- Shou- I-"

"Hey, relax. I've got you," Shou said, cupping his cheek. "Just breathe."

Kakashi whimpered. This was so embarrassing. He couldn't think clearly at a time like this.

Kazuki appeared again beside them.

You got carried away, Kio. He's never been touched before.

I know, damn it. I didn't mean to.

"We can slow down," Shou said. "Don't worry."

Kakashi clutched at Shou's shoulder and nodded, unable to speak.

Yes. Please, more. I want you! I need you! Shou!

Shou leaned down and kissed him more gently this time and he moaned with relief. The idea of this stopping now was too terrible to consider. He needed Shou.

Shou's hand made its way to his hip to rub circles into his skin and he arched into him. It was amazing how good it felt to be touched and Shou's fingers eventually slipped slowly under his shirt. He sucked in his stomach a little as a palm moved over it and a single finger traced around his bellybutton, making him gasp and jerk.

Shou let him up for air then, kissing slowly down his jaw to his neck. His pulse was pumping wildly and he knew Shou could feel it. He wished he could play it cool, but there was just no hiding how much he was being effected. No pretending. Shou could see through him now better than ever.

Shou bit him lightly, making him moan and he was soon sucking on the area hard enough to leave a mark, not that Kakashi knew this yet. He moved to his collarbone next, licking and nibbling along the skin and enjoying the little gasps he received. His hands crept further upward over Kakashi's heaving ribcage and to a nipple.

"Nn- Ahh!" Kakashi gasped even louder as callused fingers brushed over the hardening bud.

Shou paused briefly before repeating the action, smiling when Kakashi arched his back sharply and mewled.

"S-Shou," he whined, feeling so much heat in his lower belly. He had no idea something so simple would feel so good.

Shou continued to nibble along his skin as he took his time playing with each nipple in turn, making Kakashi tremble and squirm. The younger was starting to whimper uncontrollably and cling to him desperately as his body tingled all over from the sensations.

Remember when I touched you like this for the first time, Kio?

Oh, hell yes. I was so turned on that I nearly came the moment you pulled my pants down.

You couldn't stop whimpering.

Of course I couldn't. You were touching my cock with those teasing fingers of yours. I'd wanted you to do that for so damn long.

Kazuki chuckled.

But I wasn't this sensitive, was I, Kazuki?

Your nipples weren't, but you made the same kind of sounds when I touched your hips. I made you cum so many times over the years just from licking them.

Shou blushed.

They're not that sensitive anymore.

Aww. That's too bad…

"Hahh… Fuck, Shou…" Kakashi keened.

Shou was finding out things about his body he hadn't even known about and it was just so different than when he touched himself. It never felt this good when he played with his nipples on his own. This was something he wasn't prepared for. His cock was throbbing unbearably within the confines of his clothes and he anxiously wanted to push them down. The idea of Shou's hand actually being on his cock made him whimper all the more.

"Shou," he panted. "S-Shou, I- I- need… Nn… Oh, fuck- I P-Please, Shou…"

He was too ashamed to ask for what he really wanted, but it seemed Shou got the message. His Senpai sat back and observed him for a moment as if he was really deciding about this next move. In the end, he went for it, looping his fingers into Kakashi's hemline and slowly tugging his pants and boxers down. Kakashi hissed with relief as he was exposed to the night air, lifting his hips enough to allow Shou to drag his clothes down to his knees. The grass under his butt was itchy, but there wasn't much time to dwell on this as Shou's hand moved up his bare thigh.

He was incredibly exposed now to the older ANBU and in the back of his head he wondered 'Am I adequate enough?' It was fairly dark however and he hoped it would be enough to hide him. He cried out loudly as his cock was suddenly gripped and he jerked violently, curling in on himself. Shou had to push on his shoulder to get him to lie back and he slowly started stroking him.

"Oh, god," Kakashi choked out. "Fuck!"

This was even better than everything he'd felt before. He was definitely in trouble now. How did anyone ever last with this kind of pleasure? He would have to learn to build his stamina for the next time.

Wait- Would there be a next time? What if-

"Kyaa! Hah- ah!" He whined as Shou's thumb circled the head of his cock. "Shou!"

Shou had to put a hand against his chest to keep him still again as he twisted and shook. His nerves were going haywire and Shou's touch was the only thing he could think about now. He wanted this to last, but there was no way he could let Shou stop now.

"Shou… Shou, I-"

He wanted to warn him, but it was too late. The only thing spilling from his mouth now were cries and screams of pleasure as he came in rivulets all over Shou's hand, his own stomach, and his shirt. Shou kept working him until he was completely finished, stopping when the younger sobbed with how overly sensitive he was.

Shou allowed him time now to breathe and relax in the aftermath. Kakashi's eyes were closed as he panted raggedly and Shou couldn't help grinning. The boy looked unbelievably sated.

Look what you've started, Kio.

I didn't start anything. That was all him.

You could have said no.

Shou sighed as he rolled onto his back.

He was giving me that kicked puppy look that I can't resist. It's just like yours.

He seduced you.

Shou inwardly scoffed and heard Kakashi clumsily slipping his pants back up.

Hardly.

You better hope he doesn't remember what you said about your hips that one time or you'll be putty in his hands.

We both know the only hands I've ever truly been putty in are yours.

…For now.

Shut up.

Kakashi awoke the next morning feeling uncomfortably sticky and his face turned 50 shades of red as he remembered what happened. He sat bolt upright to find that Shou's stuff was already packed up, but Shou was nowhere in sight. He hurriedly reached for his bag when he spotted the mess he'd made on his shirt. His hands shook with nerves; just managing to change when Shou reappeared in the trees above him.

"Let's go home," he said easily.

Kakashi yanked his mask up as his face grew impossibly redder. Of course Shou would be calm about this. He was no innocent virgin. This kind of thing was no big deal to him. While Kakashi on the other hand was trying to forget how embarrassingly he'd acted the night before. He'd been so vulnerable and weak, giving himself up to Shou the way he did.

He must think I'm a complete idiot.

No… Shou had never been the judgmental type. His Senpai was the only one that had ever accepted every part of him. He had to remember that.

But it wasn't easy as they traveled back to Konoha. He kept playing the night before in his head over and over.

I shouldn't have done that… Why did I make all those stupid sounds? …What nonsense was I spewing? …Oh, fuck. I should have returned the favor! What if he was expecting something and I just laid there like a doofus?! What if he-

"Wolfie," Shou said, interrupting his thoughts. "Quit over thinking things. You did just fine."

Kakashi's face went red again. "I…" He cleared his throat when his voice came out high-pitched. "I was a complete uke!" He hissed.

Shou snorted. "So? Everyone's acted like that before," he said. "And since when do you have to be the strong, perfect captain that you are in front of everyone else? You know you don't have to pretend in front of me."

"It's still embarrassing," Kakashi said painfully.

"It shouldn't be," Shou said, shaking his head. "Why wouldn't you make sounds if it feels good? You were super cute last night too."

"Gah! I don't want to be cute!"

Shou laughed. "Trust me. It's a good thing."

Kakashi's face reddened even more.

"And the carpet even matches the drapes," Shou said happily. "I like it."

"Oh, my god!" Kakashi cried, mortified. "You already knew that!"

Thanks to missions, they'd changed and bathed in front of each other loads of times, much to Kakashi's horror and delight.

"Yeah, but to see it all in action," Shou said calmly. "It really suites you."

"Gah! Shut up!"

"What?" Shou said. "You should be pleased. At least I'm not telling you that your cock is weird."

"Wait- Is it?" Kakashi asked horrified.

"Nope. Otherwise that would have been the first thing I said."

"You're such a jerk," Kakashi said disbelievingly.

"What?" Shou said, shoulders slumping. "I've been giving you nothing but compliments!"

You're embarrassing him, Kio.

What the hell am I supposed to say then?!

You started off so well…

I did?

Yep.

Damn it!

Shou stopped and waved his hands in front of his face. "All right- Wait. Just forget all that," He said quickly. "Let's go back to the beginning. You were fine. There's nothing to be embarrassed about, okay?"

"I… O-Okay," Kakashi managed, feeling at least a little better.

Shou looked relieved and he grinned. "Now, let's get going," he said. "There's strawberry pocky calling my name."

Kakashi couldn't help smiling. "Are you sure it's not calling my name?"

"No way!" Shou said childishly. "Hands off!"

Kakashi laughed and followed him.

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