"Everything Happens for a Reason" Part 2
Episode 38
Kinkirk House
Kevin: ready to talk?
Lucy: absolutely
Kevin: (hesitant)
Lucy: (puts her hand on Kevin's shoulder and looks straight into his eyes) Kevin don't hold anything back, tell me what you feel, tell me everything
Kevin: Lucy I just don't know how to express my anger and happiness that your back
Lucy: Kevin tell me you have every right to be upset with me
Kevin: How could you just take off?
Lucy: I have no idea, I guess I just felt trapped and I wanted out
Kevin: why did you feel trapped?
Lucy: I don't know
Kevin: Is it because you're sick of being pregnant? And you feel trapped because of that?
Lucy: a little bit but I am now excited for the baby
Kevin: you didn't want to have a baby before?
Lucy: (nods with shame) not really
Kevin: why didn't you just tell me?
Lucy: because it is a terrible feeling to have
Kevin: no it isn't Luce
Lucy: Kevin I didn't want our baby
Kevin: and that's alright because now you do
Lucy: I want this baby because I think this baby will bring me closer to you
Kevin: that it will
Lucy: Kevin go on
Kevin: What did you do the day you left?
Lucy: I got up and I talked to Ryan saying how sorry I was to have me as your mother and how sorry I am that I just left him there
Kevin: you are not a bad mother Lucy, Ryan is lucky to have such a mother as you
Lucy: Kevin don't give me all that credit
Kevin: Where did you go?
Lucy: I went to another town about an hour away
Kevin: what did you do there?
Lucy: (puts her head down) I drank, I slept, and I just sat on benches feeling bad for myself
Kevin: where did you sleep?
Lucy: wherever I could find
Kevin: Luce that's terrible
Lucy: I also drank a lot
Kevin: that's bad for the baby
Lucy: I know
Kevin: (looks confused) then why did you do that when you knew it was bad for the baby?
Lucy: because I wanted to kill the baby (bursts into tears)
Kevin: (shocked) Luce
Lucy: I am an awful person
Kevin: no, no your not
Lucy: (crying) I hate myself Kevin
Kevin: please don't
Lucy: (crying)
Kevin: Please don't cry either
Lucy: (stops crying)
Kevin: that's better
Lucy: I guess
Kevin: Were you going to come home?
Lucy: eventually
Kevin: did you ever try to kill yourself?
Lucy: no I didn't
Kevin: did you miss Ryan?
Lucy: more than anything
Kevin: did you miss me?
Lucy: more than life itself
Kevin: What did you think about?
Lucy: everything
Kevin: like?
Lucy: I thought about how mad you were for me leaving, how my parents feel about my take off, how Ruthie was doing, how Ryan was doing, how you were doing, how Cecilia and Simon were, how Matt and Sarah were, how everyone was, I thought about this new baby and I thought about you and Mary and Ben getting married and Mary's new baby
Kevin: that's a lot of thinking
Lucy: yeah
Kevin: I was doing some thinking also
Lucy: and?
Kevin: I think we need a break
Lucy: what?
Kevin: Lucy I love you but I am afraid of you
Lucy: (breaks down) afraid?
Kevin: I am scared that you are going to run off and break my heart into a million pieces again
Lucy: (crying) Kevin
Kevin: I went in a state of depression I couldn't eat or sleep or do anything I can't go through that again
Lucy: (crying)
Kevin: I am going to be there for you Lucy and the baby but I think we need a break
Lucy: (crying)
Kevin: I am so scared that you are going to run off and never come back, I can't deal with that
Lucy: (crying) you'll never have too
Kevin: I am scared that you are going to do something to the baby
Lucy: (cries really really hard) Kevin
Kevin: I know that's a terrible thing to say but its true and I don't know how to deal
Lucy: (crying) I understand
Kevin: Lucy I am going to be there for you
Lucy: (crying) this is the time I need you the most
Kevin: Lucy before you need me you need to come to grips that you need yourself
Lucy: (crying)
Kevin: Lucy
Lucy: (crying) I just want you to know that I am sorry
Kevin: I forgive you but you need to forgive yourself
Lucy: (crying) how?
Kevin: only you can do it
Lucy: (crying) I don't think I can
Kevin: yes you can
Lucy: are you going to take Ryan?
Kevin: we can alternate for a while
Lucy: how long are we going to be on a break?
Kevin: depends how long it takes for you to forgive yourself
Lucy: so that means never?
Kevin: Luce please
Lucy: (crying) Bye Kevin
Kevin: (hugs her) Lucy I'm only a call away
Lucy: I know
Kevin: Love your neighbor as you love yourself
Lucy: I love you
Kevin: you can't love me without loving yourself
(Kevin walks out the door and leaves the house)
Garage Apartment
(Simon is working on a paper for school and Cecilia is holding the twins)
Cecilia: Simon
Simon: yes
Cecilia: we need more diapers can you watch the twins while I go get some
Simon: (kisses her) sure thing
Cecilia: (grabs the keys to her car) be right back
Simon: I'm missing you already
(Cecilia drives to the store)
Petrowski House
(Ruthie and Will are talking and Paris is making lunch in the kitchen)
Ruthie: Will
Will: yes Ruthie
Ruthie: will you come to the cemetery with me today?
Will: yeah
Ruthie: after lunch
Will: of course
Ruthie: Will I was thinking that I could make you the father of the baby
Will: are you sure Ruthie?
Ruthie: I am positive
Will: thank you so much (kisses Ruthie for the first time)
Ruthie: wow
Will: I can't wait to see your baby
Ruthie: our baby
Will: I love you
Ruthie: I love you too
Camden House
Annie: I love that Ruthie found someone who cares so much about her
Eric: Will is a wonderful boy
Annie: Ruthie really is crazy about him
Eric: the only time she smiles is around him
Annie: she loves him
Eric: I am not too happy though about Ruthie being pregnant
Annie: I am angry too but we can't yell at her or anything
Eric: yeah I know
Annie: well it's her life and what she does with it is her choice
Eric: absolutely
Kinkirk House
(Mary and Ben are talking privately)
Ben: I found a house for us (touching her stomach)
Mary: you did
Ben: I bought it (dangled a key in front of her)
Mary: (happy) OMG
Ben: it's perfect
Mary: (hugs Ben) I love you
Ben: I love you
Mary: Ben I want us to get married now
Ben: I think we should wait until after the baby is born
Mary: why?
Ben: because I want your whole family to except me and I want them to get to know what we are all about
Mary: I guess if that's what you want
Ben: we are going to get married I promise
Cemetery
(Ruthie is kneeling at Peter's grave and Will is kneeling at Isabel's)
Will: (looking at something shiny sticking up through the dirt beside Isabel's grave) what is that? (Picks up a gold ring out of the ground)
Ruthie: OMG (grabs the ring)
Will: what?
Ruthie: this is my ring you found my ring
Will: that's nice
Ruthie: (hugs Will) you don't know how much this ring means to me
Will: why?
Ruthie: Peter gave me this ring and I lost it
Will: was it your promise ring to him?
Ruthie: yeah how did you know?
Will: he told me about it
Ruthie: o
Will: yeah
Ruthie: is it ok that I wear it?
Will: I wouldn't have it any other way
Garage Apartment
(Phone rings)
Simon: hello
Person: are you Simon Camden?
Simon: yes
Person:
End of Episode
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