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Sesshoumaru studied his little brother and felt a cold shiver run over his back. "Inuyasha this changes nothing."
Inuyasha slowly turned his head towards his brother and let his eyes roam over the perfect face.Sesshoumaru could feel the golden gaze burn a trail over his features. The silence from the mostly talkative hanyou was disturbing and he felt his heart clench in fear. The words Inuyasha spoke next did nothing to lessen the fear. In fact he was sure his heartbeat slowed down to a dangerous level.
"No, everything changed." It was spoken in such an even tone, that even Sesshoumaru who had mastered this was spooked.
"Inuyasha?" Sesshoumaru cupped the chin of his little brother and brushed with his thumb gently over the soft skin.
He admitted it, he was scared, scared that his little brother would freak out and bold away. That he would turn away from him. His heartbeat picked up after that, but the beat flew past the comfort zone right into the freak out level. He didn't want to lose him, not now he finally had him, he would die. He needed the wonderful, radiant, beautiful, hanyou to live and to be happy. Sesshoumaru took a deep breath and willed his heartbeat to slow down to an acceptable level. He wanted to be there for Inuyasha. If his little brother decided to leave him, he would let him go.
"Sesshoumaru." Inuyasha breathed out.
Instantly, all generous thoughts fled the building. Everything in him yelled in despair. He is mine. Mine! The possessiveness surged through his body. His finger dug deeper in the soft flesh of Inuyasha's cheek.
"Don't hate me." Inuyasha fixed his eyes on the twin magenta stripes on his brother's cheek.
Sesshoumaru heard the words that sounded more like a sob than something else. Sesshoumaru thought his heart would break for sure. He wanted to pull the boy in his arms and never let go. But…, but he didn't want to force the upset hanyou. He didn't know why his younger brother had asked him that question. Was he planning to leave him? No, he wouldn't let him do that. He had to fix this.
"I can never hate you. There is nothing you can do, that would make me hate you." Sesshoumaru inhaled deeply and braced himself against the words that would follow his next statement.
"Even if you decide to leave, leave me. I will never hate you." Sesshoumaru's voice hitched a little when he said that and he berated himself for it. He didn't want to put ideas in Inuyasha's head.
Inuyasha's head snapped towards him. His eyes locked for a single heated second with those of his brother, he then lowered his head almost in defeat and stood up. Sesshoumaru's fingers fell from the face from his beloved one. He straightened his back and braced himself against the sound of footsteps that would fade away. But Inuyasha didn't move.
"I think it would be wise if we took the time to think this through, to be sure that we make the right choices. I think it would for the best for me to return home." Inuyasha spoke in a dull voice, his eyes fixed on the dark blue crescent moon on his brother's face.
He was sure Sesshoumaru would protest, but he wouldn't relent. If his perfect brother would have the time and breathing space to think things through he would see that his little brother was a freak. He wouldn't want him around anymore. He already was a freak and this was a new level of freakishness. He always was balancing between his human and youkai part, now he had another two extremes to balance between, a man and a woman. Inuyasha felt a scorching stab in his heart. He was the ultimate freak.
"If that is what you wish I will consent." Sesshoumaru kept his voice steady.
He had to stay strong for Inuyasha. If his brother wanted time and breathing space to think things through, he would not oppose, but there was a limit to his patience. He would not let the reason for his happiness slip through his fingers. Sesshoumaru stood up and looked at the down-turned face of his little brother.
"If you truly wish to be apart from me I will cooperate, but first…" Sesshoumaru cupped the face of his beloved one and bent to place a feather light kiss on the slightly trembling lips underneath his.
Inuyasha looked with wide startled golden eyes in the powerful golden eyes of his brother. He wanted to return the kiss, drown in it, surrender to the wonderful lips, but he had to be the sensible one.
Sesshoumaru arched an eyebrow when he didn't receive an answering kiss. His heart was panicking and his mind was shutting down. Inuyasha was right in front of him, but it felt like they were drifting miles and miles apart. He didn't want to feel like this. He didn't want to feel like his heart was torn out his chest, like every breath would burn his lungs. Inuyasha, Inuyasha, his mind cried out.
Inuyasha pulled away a little and Sesshoumaru lost all control. He grabbed Inuyasha by his slim waist and pulled him flush against his strong body. Inuyasha couldn't resist melting his body against that of his brother.
"I want you to know, I will always love you, no matter what." Sesshoumaru whispered the words straight out his heart between the swiveling ears of Inuyasha.
"I not only love you, I worship you. I want to make you mine and want to become yours." Sesshoumaru felt weak for the first time in his life.
His legs couldn't support his body anymore. He sat down on the edge of the bed and pressed his cheek against Inuyasha's stomach. Inuyasha felt warmth spread through his whole being. He tenderly brushed the hair away that was veiling his perfect brother's face.
"If you are reluctant to carry a pup, you don't have to, but please don't push me away." Sesshoumaru looked up with pleading eyes.
Inuyasha was sure that his heart dislodged at the sight that the taiyoukai was presenting now. He never wanted to see this lost expression on Sesshoumaru's face ever again. He pulled Sesshoumaru up and sealed his lips over that of his brother. Sesshoumaru instantly returned the kiss and plunged with his tongue into the moist depth between the lips presented to him.
Inuyasha could have hit himself. He was an idiot. He had to have more faith in his brother. Sesshoumaru felt that things had changed. His little brother wasn't tense anymore. He wrapped his arms tight around the hanyou and hold on.
"I love you and I want to make you happy." Inuyasha couldn't stop kissing his brother. "I want to carry your pups if you want to."
Sesshoumaru moved his lips away a little. "It is impossible for me to be happy if you are not happy. I would love you to carry my pups, but not for the next decades. I want to keep you selfishly for myself for a while. But yes, a pup with your beautiful features and my impeccable character will be perfect." Sesshoumaru pecked Inuyasha's nose tenderly.
"Keh, as if I would like to put an emotion depraved pup into this world." Inuyasha smiled teasingly and licked Sesshoumaru's lips.
"So you think I'm emotionless. Let me show you how emotionless I can be." Sesshoumaru swirled Inuyasha onto the bed and jumped after him, landing on his back next to the little menace. He pulled him on top of him.
"I love you so much, it hurts." Sesshoumaru couldn't keep the seriousness out of his voice.
Inuyasha's heart thundered in his chest. He definitely had to stop hurting the perfect being under him. He pulled up a little.
"O, maybe I can kiss the hurt away. Where does it hurt?" Inuyasha smirked and Sesshoumaru met the smirk with his own.
Sesshoumaru pointed towards his forehead and Inuyasha dropped a peck on the dark blue crescent moon. The finger now pointed to his heart. Inuyasha pressed a soothing kiss on the chest. Then Sesshoumaru pointed to his lips and Inuyasha lowered his lips, but pulled back at the very moment their lips would meet.
"Nah, I'm sure you are just pulling my leg." Inuyasha said and smiled mischievous.
"Tease," Sesshoumaru murmured and pulled Inuyasha's head down and captured his lips.
Laughing Inuyasha let his lips be devoured. His heartbeat accelerated and his blood rushed from his heart directly towards the lower regions of his body. The slick tongue of his brother brushed tentatively over his lower lip and Inuyasha opened up and eagerly sucked in the long wet appendage. He felt his brothers lips pull in a smile. Long slender fingers wrapped around the boy's face and tilted it just so that their mouths fitted perfectly. The slick tongue licked into Inuyasha's mouth, tasting, caressing and conquering his senses.
Inuyasha desperately clutched on his brother's shoulders. He couldn't handle this feeling of drowning even though it was in a sea of need, want and love. He couldn't let go of his control. He couldn't surrender, he never surrendered.
The tongue thrust meaningful at the front of his throat and suddenly drowning in the whirlpool of feelings was not something he wanted to avert, but it was a goal to achieve. Inuyasha surrendered wholeheartedly to the heat that captured him, every muscle of his body relaxed and he lowered himself on top of the wonderful hard body of the youkai.
Instantly fingers and claws started to caress and simultaneously shred clothes. In seconds Inuyasha's shirt was gone and claws scraped tenderly at his side, moving down. Inuyasha gasped into the mouth that had locked securely over his. He wanted to rip his brother's shirt off, feel his smooth skin slide over his own, but it was impossible to concentrate on such a complicated task when any reason, any sense was thoroughly overshadowed with the feelings of desire rampaging through him.
It was a good thing that intuition took over and Inuyasha's hands moved on their own accord. One dived into the silky hair of his brother and skated caressing over the smooth scalp towards an elfish ear. The other moved slicing through the silk shirt down over the strong smooth chest. Sesshoumaru moaned and gasped desperately for air. Those hands where breaking through all his defenses.
Inuyasha suckled and kissed his way down over the vulnerable throat. He could feel Sesshoumaru's blood pump through his veins. The next time he would take his time to suck a beautiful mark on his brother's pristine throat. Now he was too impatient. Other body parts of his brother were enticing him to proceed. He kissed his way down to a perked up pink nipple and latched on it. Sucking, biting it, Inuyasha glanced upward to the beloved face of his brother and smirked at the sight that was presented.
Sesshoumaru had his head thrown back and a steady, "yes…, yes…," spilled his mouth.
His hands were loosely but heavy around Inuyasha's waist. When Inuyasha tried to proceed his way down, the hand prevented his movement. They were now on their own exploration. They slid inside Inuyasha's pants and cupped his ass. Inuyasha gasped and pushed his ass into the hot feeling. Sesshoumaru arched his body and their groins brushed together. They hissed simultaneous and all finesse was gone. A finger pressed down into the crevice of the globes onto the puckered passage. Inuyasha gasped and felt a shiver run over his whole body.
"Yeah, do it." Inuyasha breathed all dirty and longing.
"Yes!" Growled Sesshoumaru in response and flipped them over in one move.
He hooked his claws in the waistband of Inuyasha's pants and boxers and ripped them clean off his body. The tear of fabrics was followed by a laden silence. Sesshoumaru took his time to take in the beautiful body in its naked glory. A feral growl was resonating in his chest. This was his, only his, for all eternity. Inuyasha began to squirm under the scrutinizing glare and reached up to slide his fingers over the bulge in Sesshoumaru's pants.
It was like Sesshoumaru was waiting for this sign. He shredded his clothes and cupped his little brother's hips. He fixed his eyes on his little brother's hardness and without any delay closed his lips over the enticing plump crown. Inuyasha hissed and trashed into the mattress. His hands were flailing for something to hold on, something to ground himself on. His fingers found his brother's platinum hair and curled into it. His hips jerked up right into the moist heat that was enveloping him. God, this was too much. He hips snapped up, piercing through the stretched lips into the heavenly hot mouth. His big brother was skillfully sucking him into oblivion.
"Sessh…, Sessh…, ooooh, yeah…, yeah…, Sessh …," was all that he was able to say.
Sesshoumaru was sucking the manhood of his little brother like he couldn't exist without the taste on his tongue and yeah, he probable couldn't anymore. Inuyasha furiously snapped his hips back and forwards. He wanted this, didn't know what was up or down, his thoughts were gone. He felt! Felt himself lose himself in his magnificent brother. God, he could do this forever. He wanted this forever. It wouldn't take very long now before he burst.
"Aaah, Sesshoumaru. Yes, take it. Take it." Inuyasha was almost delirious and vigorously pumped his shaft against the back of his brother's mouth and it felt good. It felt so good that his brother was just taking it, wanting it, sucking him right out of his mind.
He glanced down at the platinum head bobbing up and down in his lap, devouring him. Right then the bastard looked up and Inuyasha could see the golden eyes darkened by passion, the perfect lips stretched and his cock disappearing in that heavenly mouth and he lost it. He tried to warn his brother, pull him by his hair off his pulsing cock, but he was too far gone, too much lost in the heat of his release.
Sesshoumaru felt the wet cock in his mouth pulsate and the pull on his hair, but all that he was focused on was the hot spurt of come flooding his mouth. He closed his lips tighter around the pumping flesh and pulled the slender hips closer to his face, digging his claws into the stern flesh of Inuyasha's behind. He felt skin break, but he couldn't stop. He wanted his little brother, all of him, every little bit of him. He relaxed his throat and swallowed all that was his to have. Inuyasha was already trying to hammer his spurting cock through his face, so he didn't have to put any effort to in keeping that wonderful cock inside him. He could relish on the taste and feel of the white heat coating his mouth and pouring down his throat.
When the frantic pounding simmered down and the hard flesh softened Sesshoumaru sucked gently to get the last drops and prevent the withdrawal of the now completely soft shaft. He could easily suck on his little brother's dick for the rest of his life and be happy just doing that. He sniffed tentatively and the rich smell of sex and Inuyasha filled his nose and his mind. God, another thing he wouldn't be able to live without.
He felt a light tug on his hair and he looked up. His eyes wandered from the still heaving chest, the enchanting lips and the wonderful dazed golden eyes of his little brother. He felt proud that he had accomplished that. He licked the flesh in his mouth and Inuyasha moaned and squirmed a little.
With a smirk Sesshoumaru let the oversensitive cock slip out his mouth. He nuzzled the taut balls and licked them sloppily. He felt the movements in the sac and nipped gently with his fang at the rolling jewels of manhood.
Inuyasha groaned and fist his hand in the platinum hair that blanketed his view. Sesshoumaru licked under the sac under the balls and Inuyasha released a beautiful moan. His thighs began to tremble, moving on his own accord to make room. Sesshoumaru moved a little so he was settled between the strong thighs.
The skin behind Inuyasha's balls was parted and a drop of creamy fluid was leaking outside. Sesshoumaru looked with amazed eyes at the wonder that was gifted to him. He parted the flesh some more and buried his nose into the hole that was on display. It swelled sweet, rich, wonderful and alluring. He pressed his nose deeper into the smell and it overwhelmed his senses. It smelled like burning sex. God, he was so screwed. How in the world would he be able to go back to the world if he had this?
The hips underneath his face bucked up and the hand in his hair was pushing him in the sweet erotic hole.
"Sesshoumarou…, Sesshoumaru…, Sesshoumaru…," panted Inuyasha totally overcome with these new feelings.
Sesshoumaru carefully pushed his tongue in to take a taste and no, that was impossible. The taste was almost identical to the white hot cum that Inuyasha had spurted in his mouth. The only difference was that the bitter sweet taste of the cum was slightly less bitter and more sweet. Sesshoumaru stabbed his tongue deeper into the hole and Inuyasha almost squirmed off the bed.
"Yes…, yes…," chanted Inuyasha, lost to the world. His member was hard again, he was swimming in wonderful feelings his brother was inflicting.
Sesshoumaru licked even deeper inside and brushed against a fragile barrier. He thrust with his tongue a few times against it, taking care not to break it.
"Yes! Do it…, do it…" Inuyasha pushed Sesshoumaru more into him. The feeling was overwhelming. He wanted Sesshoumaru inside him.
His hips gyrated in Sesshoumaru's face to get him deeper. With a deep growl Sesshoumaru abruptly pulled himself away from Inuyasha. The startled look of Inuyasha was soon replaced with a lustful gaze when the youkai lord lowered himself completely on his younger brother. His erect cock slid snugly against the hard cock of his sibling. Inuyasha licked his lips and looked into the burning with passion golden eyes above him. Slowly, very slowly Sesshoumaru lowered his eyes to the lush moist lips underneath him, and then with a shudder he returned his eyes to the wide ones staring into his. Inuyasha moved his hips to get some friction between them.
"No don't…, don't move." Sesshoumaru breathed the words out in distress. He buried his face in Inuyasha's lush hair to not lose the little control that was left in him.
Inuyasha felt a pang of fear course through his body. He was a freak and Sesshoumaru was fighting to control himself not to bold. Oh God, he had pushed his brother into his wanton hole. It had disgust him. It was not burning passion he had seen in Sesshoumaru's eyes, it was revulsion. He needed to go. He needed…, he needed…, SESSHOUMARU, his heart cried out.
"Inuyasha, stop freaking out," sounded Sesshoumaru's muffled voice.
"I'm not freaking out. I am a freak." Inuyasha tried to push Sesshoumaru off him. "I'll go and you won't have to see me again, ever."
Sesshoumaru groaned and pushed his upper body up, driving his hard cock into Inuyasha's groin.
"You have a self esteem of a slug. I wonder why?" Sesshoumaru looked in the beautiful eyes in the more than beautiful face.
"You are the personification of beauty. Don't doubt yourself." Sesshoumaru said passionate.
"I'm not beautiful, you are." Inuyasha ignored the deep sigh of his brother.
"I didn't know you had a thing for slugs." Inuyasha felt warmth envelope him again, caused not only by the slow moving hips above him, but especially by the warm words. He felt he was not only wanted, but desired like he was special to the taiyoukai.
"I don't have a thing for slugs, only for my hardheaded little hanyou brother." Sesshoumaru looked intent into the eyes of Inuyasha, making it clear that Inuyasha was his and he was never going to get rid of the proud taiyoukai.
"Then, why don't you take me?" Inuyasha asked softly.
Lips closed around his and conquered every single part of his mouth. For a few minutes Inuyasha's mind was blown away by the force of the love that was pouring out his brother into him. Slightly panting Sesshoumaru pulled back.
"Because you want to gift me yourself without actually comprehend your incomparable worth." Sesshoumaru kissed his way down Inuyasha's throat.
"I think I know and it's not that much. You on the other hand must consider what you are getting." Inuyasha gasped the words out. Sesshoumaru had slid a little lower over Inuyasha's body and the tip of his cock was pocking at his entrance.
"I'm only worthy to worship you and your beautiful body." Sesshoumaru blew a hot puff of breath over Inuyasha's nipple that hardened instantly.
"You are worthy of worship, not I. I'll be your servant." Inuyasha started to squirm when Sesshoumaru sucked on one nipple and rolled the other sensually under the palm of his hand.
"You are wrong, my little tempter. You are my master and I'm your willing disciple." Sesshoumaru pushed up and the tip of his cock slid between Inuyasha's buttocks.
Both groaned. Inuyasha's cock steadily leaked pre-cum and he moved his hips just so to get the cock that was teasing his back hole in a better angle. The cock slid towards the other hole and Sesshoumaru froze. Inuyasha groaned frustrated and tried to push his hips up to get the cock inside, where it belonged. But Sesshoumaru had his hips in a strong hold and prevented his movement. Inuyasha looked up panting, trying to keep the hurt in bay.
"Don't look at me like that. I'm not rejecting you, but you have to know what immense gift you so hastily are giving me." Sesshoumaru shushed Inuyasha when he wanted to say something. "And yes, I'll happily with suiting appreciation accept your gift, the day we get mated. I want it to be special." Sesshoumaru kissed Inuyasha and moved a little so his cock was not so dangerously close to the alluring entrance.
Inuyasha smirked when his lips were free again. "Okay, I can agree to that, but first I want you to admit something." When Sesshoumaru nodded and continued to shower small kisses on the hanyou's face.
"You know I can give birth to pups, don't you?" Inuyasha couldn't say anything more because his lips got devoured again.
Panting Inuyasha continued, when he was permitted control over his own lips. "Answer me."
"Yes I admit that you can give birth to pups." Sesshoumaru made an attempt to shut the hanyou up to proceed to more urgent matters involving the hot cavern of the hanyou's mouth.
"That is not what I wanted you to admit."A quirking up of one fine platinum eyebrow made Inuyasha's cock twitched, but he had a point to make first before they could move on to the more heated interaction.
"You do know I have a slick tight hole just dying to be deflowered by your thick cock pounding into it, don't you?" Inuyasha grinned when Sesshoumaru got a pained look on his face and his hips snapped forward involuntary.
"Yes, yes, I know." Sesshoumaru moaned his agreement.
"Still you want it be special and keep my virginity intact until we are mated. You are such a girl Sesshoumaru." Inuyasha laughed when he saw the adorable scowl on his brother's face.
"Admit that you are the girl in this relationship." Inuyasha cupped Sesshoumaru's face and prevented him to kiss him.
"Admit it." He opened his thighs more and the cock slid snug between his buttocks. He needed that cock buried inside of him.
"Whatever you want Inuyasha." Sesshoumaru was gasping for air.
"Just say it." Inuyasha moved a little and the tip of the rock hard cock was poking against the back entrance and all kind of wonderful feelings flared up.
"Oh, God yes." panted Sesshoumaru. He pushed himself up and knelt between the spread thighs. He broke the nails of his fingers and brushed over the tight ring that was exposed now.
"Sesshoumaru, God." Inuyasha pushed back to get the digit inside him.
"No, not God, I'm a girl. I admit I'm a girl." Sesshoumaru quickly gathered some creamy juices from the excessively leaking cunt of his little brother and pushed a digit inside the tight ring.
"Aaah," moaned Inuyasha.
The slight pain was nothing compared to the feeling of finally having Sesshoumaru inside him. The long digit was wonderfully wriggling in his hole and Inuyasha opened up more. He needed more. He was about to complain when another digit pushed alongside the first. The scissoring movements were opening him up and Inuyasha relaxed his tight ring of muscles as much as possible.
Sesshoumaru bend over and captured Inuyasha's mouth again. He thrust with his tongue inside in time with the digits in his little brother's overwhelming tight heat. He pushed another digit in and felt his little brother relax more to accommodate it. His cock was steadily leaking precum and was ready to disconnect from his body to push inside the hot open body if he wouldn't do it himself. His restrain was breaking apart. He had to bury himself into the hot heat that was enveloping his digits.
"Can I? Are you ready for me?" Sesshoumaru breathed the urgent request into Inuyasha's mouth.
"I was born ready for you." Inuyasha breathed back, knowing he was telling the truth.
Sesshoumaru carefully pulled his fingers out the hole. Even though his cock was almost growling at him to get on with the program, he couldn't help to stop and admire the hot body of the powerful inuhanyou that had opened up for him.
"You are such a girl," Inuyasha sighed. "Just push that monstrous big cock of yours inside me, before I cut it off and push it inside myself."
Sesshoumaru wanted to forcefully push inside the hanyou after that, but because he was a considered lover he pressed the plump tip off his cock carefully against Inuyasha's puckered entrance and took a deep breath to not give into his cock's demand to plunge in and feast on the little body under him.
"What are you waiting for? You have no consideration for me, just push that, that thing inside already, you lazy bastard. Start working for it." Inuyasha wanted to feel Sesshoumaru pumping inside him, but he knew it would hurt so he did what he always did when he feared something. He turned into his cocky self and charge into it head on. In this case the other way around.
He heard Sesshoumaru growl and starting to push the tip of that big cock inside. He was so aroused, he wanted this. He wanted to feel the cock of his big brother push into him and ravage him.
"Come on, come on. Do it, yes, do it." Inuyasha held on to Sesshoumaru's shoulders when he felt the tip of that hard cock breach the muscled ring blocking his entrance.
Then everything exploded around them.
Sesshoumaru pulled out fast and wrapped his arms protectively around Inuyasha's head when the ceiling came down.
This time Inuyasha almost gave in to his distress and start crying. No, no, no, no, no, this was not happening.
So, another chapter and no cliff hanger this time.