"Jacob I am not undressing next to you and getting in that shower". I then stood but to push past him but it was impossible he was too strong and he blocked up the whole door way.

"Please stop acting this way". Jacob didn't move but his face still looked upset and angered.

He then unzipped the jacket I was wearing and the slowly he bent down and remove my shoes first. Afterwards heis hands went to my socks slowly removing them his eyes looking into mine has he did this.

"I want to remove your jeans". His tone was not making what he said a question more like he was telling me what he was going to do.

"No Jacob, I think your going too far". I looked up at him as his hand s rested on the button of my jeans.

"River you smell like them...I hate the fact you were even this close ". He looked pained yet the anger was clear in his eyes.

"Jacob they didn't do anything wrong I promise". I tried to move away from him.

"You smell like them that's how close you where, leeches are dangerous no matter how nice they seem". Jacob moved closer to me trying make me understand but he was not convincing me.

"So your basically making me shower because I stink and not to trust people who Bella is close with". He remained silent, he was stubborn that was something I knew about Jacob since we began to be with each other he wasn't going give up.

"Yes, your my imprint who Bella is friends with is no concern of mines. Once your in the cross line with any of those bloodsuckers is when I have a problem, anything could have happened to you and I wouldn't have been there to protect you". He was so serious I loved how much he felt for my protection but he needed to stop worrying.

"I'm fine, nothing happened to me. You need to realise I'm going to be by myself some of the time without you protecting me. Plus yours always around somewhere and that's why I always feel so safe, Jacob you have to realise I maybe human but I am strong".

"That's my point your a lot weaker than you think River, when that fucking leech hurt you I didn't know what to do. Your my only hope in this world for happiness and I won't loose you". Jacob extended his hand to my face.

" I may be human but I'm not weak Jacob Black". I said quickly.

"Honey I never meant to disrespect you, your the strongest most amazing person in the whole universe and that's why I love you soo much. But there is things out there, that will hurt you and that's why I have an issue with you being near vampires".

"I understand that's how you feel but you have to realise I'm fine and when I tell you I'm ok you've got to understand that manhandling about to get your way won't work I'm not some little weakling". I moved forward and wrapped my arms around him with a soft smile.

"You know I love you".

"You carried me from the forest to here worried I'd been hurt by vampires. I guess in your own macho way that telling me to love me". I smirked up to him.

Jacob kissed me after me smiling to him, this kiss was deep from the moment his warm lips touched my own his kisses were always intense but this one was different before long he had me pressed against one of the small walls in the bathroom which by the way was tiny and how he was standing in it I hadn't a clue.

"Though you still smell like bloodsucker". He said as are heads pressed against each other.

"Do the smell that bad?".I asked trying catch a breath after that awesome kiss.

Jacob brings is fingertips and runs them along my lips before nodding quickly.

"Yea its horrible". He kisses me again holding gently onto my chin, making me feel like on fire as he touched me.

Jacob was like chocolate you just couldn't get enough of his taste and the meaning kissing and simple things like when he touched my hand. I think when the imprint Gods decided we were for each other they give us extra dosage of excitement.

My hands were resting on his neck and the other holding tightly on his very thick shoulder, feeling him tense even more so as the kisses got more all over the place. I had to breathe but kissing him felt more important his hips had me pressed firmly against the wall even more I tried make it more comfortable before long his thigh was pressed in between my legs. Each time he pushed forward my hips moved against his leg, the funny warm feeling below was building again but the thing that was still in the back of my brain was he thought I smelt like bloodsuckers.

I tried to move away to say but Jacob was not having me move from the hot attack on my mouth. The world had frozen around us again yet Jacob moved me so that I was now no longer against the wall. His hands moved to my jeans which I freak out why did he want them off, yea he had seen me in a towel but I don't my huge hips were a turn on.

" My thighs are too big". I then moved to my jeans but before I could unzip them Jacob pushes my hands away . His hands are larger than my mine but he manages to unzip my jeans within seconds and even quicker in removing them from my legs.

Jacob's hands linger on my legs as he removed my jeans and my breath becomes shallows as his fingers caress my skin from my knees upwards. "Your thighs are perfect, your skins is even more pale here and soft".

"They're still big though". I say in a whisper.

"No perfect".His hands then moved from the outside of my thighs to my waist, one thing was sure when he held me he made me feel smaller not fat. Another thing that was clear I was now only wearing my t-shirt with my panties, and they where bright yellow Sponge Bob square pants panties with his face on the front of them. I was even more embarrassed by the fact I was the most unisexual person when it came to underwear and today of all days I was wearing something a kind would wear.

I looked into his eyes one more time before closed the bathroom door and then he moved me into the shower fully clothed and accompanied by him.

The water was not to warm or cold just right, Jacob was standing against my back I didn't moved as his hands moved close to me but didn't touch me but instead reached for a small bottle cherrys the same bottle I used in my house. It was strange him having a girly showergel but I guess that was Jacob. He then placed some on his hands and started washing the gel from my neck to my shoulders to the sides of my breasts and downwards. I remained still yet my legs felt shaky at the fact he was trailing his hands from my large hips to my backside.

Jacob had never bee this forceful with anything that included me but why was I feeling so good that he was touching me . His large hand rested just above my panties his hand no longer resting above my t-shirt but underneath it, Jacob was still so warm no matter that the water was beginning to cool down.

"You know the reason why I use this gel?….because of you I like your smell on me". He said almost like a whisper in my left ear as he leaned further against me from behind his zipper scraping my back as he pushed forward again his hand not longer above my panties but on them.

I was shocked at first the water still hitting me yet the blush I had was burning on my face. Jacob was holding me in a placed no one had ever been near before, I was going nuts he had been mean to me and here I was thinking about him touching me more. "Can I touch you...".He said directly into my ear.

I didn't know what to say back, we had both felt something more in the cabin but was I ready for me to touch me more. The answer to my question to myself did not get long for me to answer his lips touched the back of my neck before moving to my cheek to me turning around slightly to him kissing me more deeply the water splashing on us as we angled ourselves closer and my back was stuck to his front his.

I nodded before he moved his hand gently against my panties making my head throwback against his chest.

"You feel warm here". He continued to touch me and kiss my neck his teeth scraping against my skin. I hand were resting against the wall but Jacob at moved them around his neck my body rubbing against his own as his hand was moving softly against my panties. "You have to promise me you won't go out their by yourself again". I squirmed I wanted something but saying it out loud make me embarrassed. "Why, ah!". I moaned again now feeling something that was Jacob's pushing against me. "You know why". Jacob's hips thrust against my backside even in jeans I could feel his hips the water had dampened them making them cling even more so against him.

"Okay!". I almost screamed, Jacob's hand had stopped.

"Love my hands on your softness". Jacob then moved hand once more before slipping his hand gently into my panties.

He was no longer touching me through a barrier but now my skin. The water was making both our bodies wet and I relaxed as he moved his fingers along my lower lips I shivered, my hand was holding tightly on his arm as he teased me softly before placing his larger finger inside of me. At first it was sore and he stopped for a minute for me to get used to the intrusion but gently he began moving gently. I had never experienced anything like this before I new people masturbated but I was always afraid to, Jacob's fingers like the rest of him was warm and the warmth made me feel even more aroused at the soft moving and kisses he was placing on my neck.

"I have been wanting touch you since the moment in the cabin". He said like a groan into my ear before placing his other hand on my hip. Jacob's fingers were still on me it was like the world had froze he was touching the most intimate part of me yet the water was pouring making the hotness of his body even warmer against my back. " Are you okay". He asked his throat deep and soft at the same time like he was loosing control of his own words.

"Yes". I breathed out. As Jacob's fingers kept moving gently inside of me making my brain scattered. "I've dreamt of touching here since we first met". I leaned back even more the movements inside of me made it hard to think his fingers were magic not mention how controlled his touch was. "I want to make you feel good, just they way to make me feel by breathing. Baby do you want to feel even more pleasure". He said with that husky voice of his.

"Yes". Without much more words to be given Jacob began to nip on my neck and then the unbelievable happened his fingers finger was moving and hitting a spot he he had not touched before. "Let go baby, I won't let you fall". I was so confused I didn't know how to react this was much different from the time in the cabin but that same tension inside of me felt more stronger and it was building and building until he moved his hand one more time and I fell!

The pleasure that he talked about lasted a life time but to the world around us it was far shorter. Jacobs body held me tightly letting the rippling sensation in my stomach settle before we moved. Jacobs heart was beating quickly as he chest was now curled in holding me close to him, he had made me feel amazing and didn't feel what I had felt again. I knew guys could feel good to but I wasn't sure If I would do it right, I could feel his lower half and it was pressing against my lower back.

"Jacob". No answer, he was silent.