Chapter 38: weird kind of feeling

Jack felt weird. He thought he would feel a lot of pain but he couldn't feel a thing. It took him a while to realise that that was probably because he was on painkillers. He also couldn't remember what happened. The last thing he remembered was arguing about the car. He still held Martha's hand in his. But he couldn't say anything anymore. He was so tired. Closing his eyes he fell back asleep.

Martha saw Jack close his eyes and for a second she got worried. It took her awhile to realise he had just fallen asleep. He was still holding her hand. She didn't mind. He loved her. He had told her. Everything was going to be ok. Nothing could happen to change it now. Nothing could happen at all. She moved and winced in pain. She had forgotten her wounded leg. Ignoring the pain she moved closer to Jack.

Robbie listened while Tasha told him what happened. He was feeling great. It was weird he had thought that he would be feeling really bad. He smiled. He was probably on drugs or something. It didn't matter. The only thing he needed was Tasha close to him. And that's what he had. He was glad to hear everyone else was ok. And very suprised when she told him Kim saved him.

Tasha saw Robbie smile and she could honestly say she had never felt so relieved in her life. For the most horrifying hours of her life she had thought she would lose him. Seeing him smile just made her realise he was there with her. She told him everything. She saw him look suprised when she told him Kim had saved them. She couldn't help but share the feeling. Maybe there was hope for the guy after all.

He looked at Carla. He had never noticed untill now she was actually hot. He wondered where all these thoughts were coming from. When he heard that everyone else was fine he had been happy. When he heard Jack was awake he was trilled. It wouldn't matter that they would never be friends again. As long as he was alive. He smiled at Carla. He was glad to have her at his side. Though he really didn't understand why she bothered. He had been so horrible.

Carla smiled at Kim. She was so glad he was ok. It didn't matter what she felt. He would never know. There was no way that he would like her. There was simply no way. Her mind drifted of. She remembered how Kim had been over the years. But losing Jack had changed him. It had been like a trigger. A wake up call. To bad it had come to late. But maybe it hadn't. Maybe they would give him another chance. And if they did she just hoped he wouldn't screw it up again.

Jack opened his eyes again. He looked around and found both his father and Martha asleep next to him. He smiled. He tried to move but he couldn't. He still didn't feel anything. It was a weird feeling. He saw a nurse come in and asker her if he was alright. She didn't answer him. It was weird. Almost as if something was wrong with im and nobody would tell him. It was a weird kind of feeling.