Last chapter for tonight. That would make a total of five chapters today. And hopefully a few more tomorrow so I could get to writing the new story as soon as possible.

As always, reviews are welcome and I wouldn't mind if you pointed out things I could do better next time.

I wake up and the images from last night flood my mind, making me blush and cover my face with my hands. I recall all the amazing feelings and for some reason feel like giggling like a school girl with her first crush.

I decide to check the time. I'm not sure what I'm expecting, but it must not be too early. I'm not even that tired.

It's half past ten. Time to get up.

"Gamzee~", I whisper in his ear, stroking some hair from in front of his eyes. He groans, but doesn't otherwise react to me.

"Come on, it's already past ten", I say a bit louder, poking his back. In response he curls into a ball.

"Oh please", I chuckle and keep poking him until he turns onto his back. I kiss him gently and when it ends he opens his eyes, smiling a bit.

"Morning", he says still a bit groggy.

"Finally", I say and poke him again. He quickly grabs me and pulls me down against his chest, which gets both of us to start laughing. After the laughter dies down I sit up and look around the room. Both of our clothes are somewhere on the floor, rather close to the bed. Before I can really do any attempt to reach my boxers Gamzee gets up and throws them to me. I gladly take them and pull them on.

"I think I'll go take a shower", he says as I get into my wheelchair.

"Sure", I say smiling after him and cover my face with my hands again. I can't believe I've really done it now. Of course I wasn't a virgin, but I've never done anything of that sort with another man before.

I hear the shower start and wheel to the window, staring out onto the roads. It's rather quiet, but I'd only figure as much. It is Sunday after all. I can see a few people out walking, some with each other, some with dogs, and others with children. I sigh. I will probably never be able to do that with anyone.

Then a sudden idea strikes me. I must go out today. And without Gamzee.

I take the shower after Gamzee and try to think of a reason to go out without him. A walk wouldn't work, he'd definitely want to come with me. And he'd drive me if I wanted to go shopping. I sigh, a bit frustrated. Nothing seemed to work.

And suddenly it hit me like a strike of lightning.

"Gamzee, I was thinking", I start off and look at him next to me on the couch, "You could, uh, go see the doctor."

He frowns, turning his eyes to me.

"Why's that?" he asks, sounding a bit out of character.

"Well, I think you, um, might need stronger medicine. You've been acting sort of weird lately", I explain, trying to make it sound believable. Gamzee stares at me for a good while before he sighs, closes his eyes and leans back on the couch.

"I'm sorry, Tav", he says and now it's my turn to frown.

"Sorry for what?" I ask inching closer.

"For everything. I've all up and scared you more than you motherfucking need to be scared. I've scared John, almost wrecked our house and I have no motherfucking clue how you're still here, next to me, not even to mention why we did what we did last night."

I blush at the mention of last night but don't want to say anything, so I just nod slowly and wait for him to continue.

"You're scared of me, aren't you? I need stronger meds, because those don't keep my issues under control. You don't need to worry about it. I'm gonna go see the doctor today if possible. You don't need my problems on top of yours. You're always so nice and friendly to everyone, and I was really taken aback you would do against your nature and hit Strider just 'cause he called me a juggalo. I don't deserve you, I really don't. You deserve someone better. I'll eventually just hurt you."

I grab his face and force him to look at me.

"Stop it", I say sternly and he blinks, staring at me like he's seeing me clearly for the first.

"What?" he asks confused.

"Stop that stupid talk. You have your flaws, but so do I. I help you, you help me. I love you, you love me", I say keeping his face towards Myself.

"But-"

"No! Gamzee, I love you. To me you couldn't be more perfect", I snap. He still looks like he's going to protest, but I don't give him the chance. I quickly, but gently kiss him and he stares at me, finally shutting his mouth. I let his face go and smile, stroking some hair from in front of his face.

"You're right. I shouldn't talk like this. I'll just grab a few pills and go straight to the doctor", Gamzee says grinning. He ruffles my hair and gets up. After he disappears into the bathroom I climb into my wheelchair and wheel to my room to grab my phone and some money.

"You going somewhere?" Gamzee asks from behind me as he grabs his hoodie from a chair.

"Yeah. I was, um, thinking of going out. Maybe grab something to, uh, eat while I'm at it", I say smiling and Gamzee nods.

"Just don't do like I do and stay out all night", he says grinning and I chuckle slightly.

"Of course not. Bye", I say and he waves to me before closing the door. I take out my cell and open a new text message.

i,uH, nEED A FAVOUR,, cAN I COME OVER?

I send the message to Equius and get a response pretty quickly. I was not really sure if I expected for him to say yes, but that's what he said and I'm fine with it.

I get out of my apartment, lock the door and wheel to the elevator. I have the lady from the floor below as my company.

"Morning Tavros!" she says smiling sweetly at me. I greet her and let her talk until I get to the bottom floor. I say good bye to her and wheel out, heading for the bus stop. There's no way I'm going over to Equius's place by myself.