The two weeks since Miles' patch in party had been fairly busy. Roxy was having to see her cardiologist once a week for monitoring which was getting on her nerves. Gemma had a little over 2 months left on her house arrest and Roxy was certain she had lost the plot. She had taken to calling the garage and having them fill her in on every single minute detail of the day before the Prospects were tasked with bringing the paperwork round every night. Roxy and Tara also shuttled Abel to and from her house for entertainment then on top of that there was the insane amounts of time and money she was spending on online baby shopping. She had already started filling a room at her place for all the baby stuff.

"So when do we find out if it's a boy or girl?" Gemma was on her fifth cup of coffee for the day when Roxy came to visit.

"Next week at my 18 week scan. Hopefully they can tell. I took Tuesday off so I'm gunna get the sonographer to put it in an envelope for me and head straight up to see JC for the afternoon visitation and we can find out together."

"He excited?"

"Oh god yeah. He doesn't care what it is just is excited to be a dad. I want a boy first though."

Gemma smirked. "First huh?"

Roxy rolled her eyes. "Whatever Ma."

"He know you're planning future babies too?"

"Let's just get through this one first." Roxy chuckled and placed her hand over her slight baby bump.

xxx xxx

Saturday visitation rolled around and it was the last time Roxy would see Juice before they found out the sex on Tuesday.

Roxy could barely wait and she knew Juice was going insane. Jax had called her after she'd been at Gemma's the other day to complain about how Juice could barely sit still and it was making him nervous. Then he'd asked her to go check on Tara as when he'd called her beforehand she was super upset.

Tara was having a much harder time than Roxy, she had epic morning sickness and had to be placed on consult duties at work as she couldn't make it through an operation without needing to be sick. Then on top of that she had crazy mood swings and Abel to look after.

All Roxy had was high blood pressure, more likely due to her heart issues than the pregnancy, and some ligament issues which meant she was finding it difficult to walk or stand for long periods of time. Thankfully her job didn't require her to do these things.

Now that Roxy was starting to show slightly she wore a tight, black, tank top and her skinny jeans to the prison today. She wanted Juice to see it and share in that excitement. She threw a flannel shirt over the top just to cover up slightly but left the buttons undone.

Juice had to fight the urge to run to Roxy when he saw her. She looked smoking as always and with Warner once again checking her out he needed to contain his excitement.

When he reached her and pulled her in for a hug and a kiss as he ran his hand over her stomach. They had to pull apart after only a brief second as Warner slapped Juice on the back. Juice didn't want to cause a fuss and have his visitation pulled again so he just ignored him and sat down, taking the opportunity to really check out the start of Roxy's bump.

"You look so good baby." His eyes were filled with joy as he looked Roxy up and down.

She sat opposite him and held his hand. "Thanks babe. So do you. Your hair is really looking good." It was still growing out and each week it just looked better and better. "Excited for Tuesday?"

He laughed. "You got no idea. I think Jax is ready to kill me. But he's also curious. Wants to know if their boy will have a partner in crime or a princess to look after."

Roxy laughed at that. "What do you want?"

He grew serious. "Honestly babe? I don't care as long as it's healthy. I'm just excited." He glanced down. "And worried."

"Why worried?"

"I don't really know how to be a dad I guess. Not exactly had any role models. It's all exciting now but when the baby gets here I won't know what to do. And it'll be like 5 months when I get out."

Roxy's heart broke a little bit when she saw the look on his face. "Oh baby I'm so sorry you're going to miss those first months. I wish it was different. But either way you're going to be an amazing dad. You've grown up to be a really good man despite the fact you didn't have a dad so I have no doubt you'll be great at it." She quickly leant over the table to kiss him before anyone noticed.

Juice perked up a bit at her words. Truth be told that was something freaking him out on the inside. Yeah he had good intentions and all that shit but he'd never known his father and his mum hasn't exactly been a stable role model either so his only experience of family life was really just through SAMCRO. And let's be honest it wasn't usually the best example either. He had been reading every parenting book he could get his hands on in the library in an attempt to ensure he knew what to do. He didn't want to fuck his kid up any more than it would get already with its dad being inside for the first precious months of its life.

Looking for a subject change he asked her how Chibs was looking after her. Roxy filled him in on the business of the club and how Kozik and Phil had been taking it in turns to help her out. Juice didn't really like the sound of Kozik staying over at his place. He knew how much of a flirt he was and although he would surely respect that she was Juice's Old Lady there was still the prison clause. Phil on the other hand was no competition, so Juice thought.

It didn't help that Roxy was now informing him of how horny she had been since being pregnant. He guessed she thought it was giving him something to think about. After all Chibs had told her it's something Juice would appreciate.

Juice would have to disagree. He was sharing a cell with Jax and had limited times where he could have privacy for release and they were few and far between now that he wasn't visiting the infirmary as often for check ups. And in the showers the guys had to watch each other's backs. Juice, Bobby and Tig had been grouped together to watch out for each other one time and although those two had no shame in jerking off Juice sure didn't need his brothers to see that shit. Especially when Tig thought of Roxy like a daughter, it'd just be awkward.

Not to mention Juice now had another image in his head of Roxy, home alone, lonely and turned on with Kozik hanging around the house.

Roxy noticed the scowl on his face. "Sorry. Thought I was being sexy. Guess not." She looked awkwardly at her hands.

Juice felt bad then. He appreciated what she was trying to do for him. God knows he needed it. "Nah it's not that. Just can't help but feel a bit worried about you home alone with Kozik hanging around."

"Don't have to worry about him babe." She let a cheeky smirk cross her face now. "Only person I think about in bed is you. You have no idea how much I think about you, your hands on my body, lips..." She let it trail off as Juice shifted uncomfortably in his seat.

"Fucks sake Roxy." He grinned back at her.

Before they could continue, though, Warner approached their table.

"Alright lovebirds time to break it up." He tapped the table.

Roxy stood as Juice glared at Warner. She stepped forward, breaking Juice's concentration and wrapped her arms around his neck to give him a quick kiss before whispering in his ear.

"Can't wait to see you Tuesday, daddy." She pulled back and winked at him before turning around to head back to the check out area.

"Managed to knock her up I see?" Juice glared back at Warner again, who was following Roxy's ass with his eyes. "I'd still tap that though. Something quite kinky about the whole pregnant-biker-whore fantasy, right?"

Juice clenched his fists and his jaw and it took every single ounce of his self control to not knock Warner on his ass. In fact at this point in time he wouldn't care about the extra assault charge if it meant he got to literally wipe the smirk off Warner's face.

However he just smirked at Warner before saying, "maybe there is. But you'll never know." Before turning and walking back to the side room.

xxx xxx

Juice had called Roxy on Saturday night, after her visitation, as well as Sunday, Monday and then Tuesday morning before her appointment. She was going to go bankrupt filling up is commissary for phone cards!

He was just so excited to see her and the latest pictures of the baby and hopefully find out if it was a boy or a girl.

Jax was once again on edge thanks to Juice's pacing and constant chattering. He was starting to think he wouldn't have minded sharing a cell with Bobby and his sensitive bowels after all. Anything would be better than Juice and his constant nervous energy.

Roxy was also bouncing in her seat with anticipation as she left the hospital with the ultrasound images in the front seat of the car. It was taking all of her self control to not rip the envelope open and look at the pictures and the reveal.

Harley had accompanied Roxy to the ultrasound and was just as excited. Roxy had to promise to come straight back to hers as soon as she had told Juice the news.

Roxy was blasting her favourite album as she made her way up to Stockton. Nothing could dampen her mood today.

xxx xxx

Juice was waiting and waiting to be called through for visitation. So far Roxy was an hour late which wasn't like her. She also didn't miss visitation without calling the prison to let them know.

By the time two hours had passed he knew something had to be wrong. But now it was afternoon lock down where you were stuck in your cell for an hour while they did count after visitation ended and before dinner.

"Dude will you fucking chill she'll be fine." Jax was trying to reassure Juice but he was just as on edge. He knew something must be wrong. Eventually Juice gave up and just lay on his bunk and stared at the ceiling.

The hour for count seemed like the longest hour of his life. He needed to get to the phones and call Roxy to find out what the hell was going on.

The buzzer eventually sounded, alerting the inmates that they were free to use showers and the phones and common area again. Juice and Jax looked at each other and knew they were heading straight to the phone wall.

They managed to be at the front of the line and Juice ran at the phones and frantically entered his phone code. Jax stayed back to keep watch but was close enough to hear any conversation from Juice's end.

Juice frantically dialled Roxy's number. He knew there had to be something wrong. Maybe there had been an issue with the baby. That's what they picked up in ultrasounds, right? Maybe she had to stay in the hospital. But surely they would have someone else from the club come up to fill them in? Juice's mind raced as he phone rang out the first time.

Then he nearly had a heart attack when it rung out the second time.

By the third time he threw the phone at the wall and started to lose his cool.

Something was definitely wrong here. Really wrong.