After weeks of rehearsals, we were able to start the tour, the first stop being San Diego. Taylor's hometown. We had two tour buses. One for 'my band and me' and another for Big Time Rush. I had decided to have James in my tour bus, if that was alright with everyone else on the BTR mobile so that there would be an extra bed for the kids.

I smiled as I stepped onto my tour bus, remembering the first time I went on tour. I sighed and went to the master bedroom on the bus, and set my suitcase down, and James came in after me. "This time I don't have to leave you alone." James smiled, wrapping his arms around my waist, kissing my cheek.

"I know." I smiled softly. While I felt bad for all my band mates getting the smaller beds, they left one open for the kids to sleep in, which I was grateful for. However, I wanted Nick and Ella to sleep in the master bedroom with me and James since they were still so young.

"And this time, tour will be better because I have you." James smiled and we laid down in the bed as the kids conversed with Eva.

I smiled up at him and kissed him. He held my hand and set his chin on top of my head, intertwining our fingers. "Even if we were on separate tours, I'd be thinking bout you worldwide."

"As would I Lilly." James smiled softly.

I don't know how long it was, because James and I had fallen asleep before we were attacked by Caitlyn, Liam, Nick and Ella.

"Mommy! Daddy! Wake up! We're here." Caitlyn grinned.

"we're in San Diego already?" I muttered groggily.

Liam shouted "Yes!" and giggled.

James and I smiled at our kids and we unloaded the bus as I went in for soundcheck. Both soundchecks went great and we just sat around until I had to go on. I had my hair curled and makeup done and an outfit picked out for me by my stylist. She put me in a yellow ruffle tank top, and at first we tried on a black skirt, but, I couldn't move, so we decided on a pair of skinny jeans. I felt like I looked like a summer's day. I had my mic attached to me and I took a deep breath. Five minutes to curtain.

"You look beautiful." James smiled.

I blushed. "Thanks. Where are the kids?"

"With our lovley hired nanny for the tour."

I nodded. "I'm nervous James."

"Why?"

"Because it's been forever since I sang on a stage in front of a crowd."

"you'll do fine." He smiled, kissing me, but we were separated by someone saying, "Mrs. Diamond, time to go on."

I nodded and took a deep breath, blowing a kiss to James as I headed on stage, screams of happiness filled my ears. "Lilly!" they shouted and I grinned.

I waved to them and turned to my band and nodded, they started playing 'Hit the Lights' a song I had written a few months after I arrived in L.A.

"It's the boy you never told I like you,

It's the girl you let get away.

It's the one you saw that day on the train,

But you freaked out and walked away

It's the plane you wanna catch to Vegas,

Things you swear you'll do before you die,

It's the city of love that waits for you,

But you're too damn scared to fly.

(Chorus)

Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight,

Come alive, let the moment take you, lose control tonight.

Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight,

Come alive, let the moment take you, lose control tonight.

It's the time that you totally screwed up,

Still you're trying to get it out your brain.

It's the fight you had when you didn't make up,

It's the past that you're dying to change.

It's all the money that you're saving,

While the good life passes 's all the dreams that never came true,

Cause you're too damn scared to try.

(Chorus)

Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight,

Come alive, let the moment take you, lose control tonight.

Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight,

Come alive, let the moment take you, lose control tonight.

It's a mad, mad world, gotta make an escape,

It's a perfect world, when you go all the way.

Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight.

So let's go, go, go, go all the way.

Yeah let's go, go, go, go night and day.

From the floor, to the rafters, people raise your glasses,

We could dance forever!

(Chorus)

Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight,

Come alive, let the moment take you, lose control tonight.

It's a mad, mad world, gotta make an escape.

It's a perfect world, when you go all the way.

Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight."

I smiled as I finished the song and the crowd cheered. I took a drink of my water, and looked at the crowd. "How y'all doin tonight?" I asked, the crowd cheering. I smiled. "I'm so glad y'all came out tonight. It's been sometime since I've been on stage like this, singing in front of people. As you all probably know, I disappeared from the music scene about 6 years ago. To tell you the truth, I had to leave, because, I got pregnant. "I stopped and the crowd gasped, they had no idea. I looked at them, smiling. "However, my whole family was supportive through the whole thing, except for my dad, but, the most support came from my now husband, James Diamond." The crowd cheered again.

"Anyways, we had a beautiful baby girl, her name is Caitlyn, and she's now the oldest of four. I have two boys and another girl. Our son, Liam is two, and Nick and Ella are twins and are about a year old. I want to thank you all for coming, this means so much to me. I thank my faithful Winnies that stuck with me. And to you Rushers worldwide. How about I sing a few more songs and we can get Big Time Rush out here?" I smiled and the crowd cheered again.

After singing a few more songs, and my duet with BTR, I finished my set and went backstage where I was greeted by James, who kissed me deeply. "You were great." He mumbled against my lips. I smiled, tears pouring down my face.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"I'm…I'm so happy I can do this again." I grinned, tears of happiness pouring from my eyes, wrecking my mascara.

James chuckled and kissed me once again. "Well, now it's my turn to back onstage." He smiled.

"You'll be great." I smiled, blowing him a kiss as BTR went on stage. I heard the crowd cheer and I smiled as they opened with 'Elevate'

In between their set, they told the fans about their families and then asked if the fans wanted to see them, I heard them cheer and I had Ella resting on my hip as all of us wives and children walked onto stage. I stood by James as he picked up Caitlyn and Nick while I held Liam in my other arm.

Kendall beamed with pride as he held Keenan and Taylor held little Isabella. Carlos kissed Alicia's cheek as she held little Carlos Jr. who, was turning out to be quite the chunker. And Logan and Val smiled at little Skylar, who looked up at Logan with her eyes that mimicked his own. I kissed James quickly onstage after he introduced our family, and it went down the line until Logan finished introducing Val and Skylar.

After that, we all went backstage once more, and the guys continued their set, finishing with 'City is Ours' After what seemed like a whole panic outside with people wanting autographs, we finally got back to the buses. The kids were already asleep by the time we got on the bus, so I put Nick and Ella in their portable playpens, which doubled for sleeping areas.

I changed into my shorts and a tank top, crawling into bed, James, in just boxers, snuggled in next. We interlocked our fingers and I smiled. "I have a feeling this is going to be a great tour…"

A/N: 'Hit The Lights' is originally owned by Selena Gomez. I just borrowed it for this chapter ^^