She was in the waiting room her head in her hands as the reality of the situation began to sink in. How could Tori not remember her? After everything they went through how could all those memories just be gone.
"Miranda" Emma said quietly sitting beside her friend "I got you a coffee"
"I don't want it" She mumbled
"I bought it so drink it!" Emma demanded shoving the cup in Miranda's face
She picked her head up taking the cup in her hand sipping it slowly.
"Are you okay?"
"Really" Miranda almost laughed "How could I be okay in this situation?"
"You need to calm down"
"Calm down! Calm down!" Miranda whined
"Yes Miranda, calm the hell down! You can't put yourself through this there is nothing you can do, Tori has to get through this with the help of her father, you can't always be her knight in shining armor"
"Are you telling me to leave Tori, to let her deal with this by herself?"
"No Miranda, you need to be in Tori's life, but I'm telling you to be there for her as a friend it's obviously too hard for you to see her like this" Emma explained
"I can't do that!" Miranda said "I can't let her go, I love her"
"I know you do but Miranda, what if she never remembers? What is she never remembers who you are or what you two were? How are you going to deal with that?"
"Crap!" He whined rolling out of the bed wrapping the blanket around his waist
"What the hell?" Amy moaned sitting up slowly her hand rubbing her throbbing forehead "Holy Crap!" she yelled her eyes finding Noah "Put a shirt on! Why are you naked!" she asked moving her eyes away from his toned chest
"Why are you!" He shot back pulling his shirt over his head hearing Amy shuffling quickly off the bed "We didn't do what I think we did right?"
"Oh God I hope not!" Amy said reaching for her t-shirt "I mean we didn't right?"
"I don't know, I can't even remember what happened last night" Noah admitted slipping into his jeans "I can't believe I did this"
"We" Amy corrected
"Hi Tori" Miranda greeted sadly walking towards her bed
"Hi…" She paused biting her bottom lip trying to remember the girls name "Miranda"
"Yea" Miranda smiled hearing Tori say her name "Are you doing any better?"
"I feel better, but I still can't remember what happened in the accident, and I don't know if I ever want to remember"
"Tori this is a terrible situation and I know it can be easy hearing people tell you that your mom is gone and that you've lost your memory"
"I haven't lost my memory" Tori interrupted "Not completely that is"
"Have you remembered me yet?" Miranda asked hopefully
"I know were friends, but I can't remember when we meet or things we liked to do"
"That's a shame, we liked doing a lot of fun things" Miranda confessed a small smiled growing on her face as she thought of Tori's lips on hers "Anyway I needed to tell you something"
"What is it?"
"Now this is gonna hurt me a lot more than it hurts you, even though I love you with all my heart and even though it kills me to say this but Tori, I need to leave, I need to let you go, there isn't anything I can do to help you, and if I stay I feel like I'd be waiting for something that would never happen" She wiped the tears from her eyes "I'm sorry Tori but this is goodbye" She leaned in kissing Tori gently on her forehead squeezing her hand tightly in her own
"Miranda" She looked into the blue eyes that stood before her something in her heart told her to stop the girl from leaving, something told her to hold onto the blue eyed blonde haired goddess as long as she could
"Goodbye Victoria" Miranda said letting go of Tori's hand
The drive home was long Miranda not speaking a single word her head leaning against the window as her ears filled with music.
"Miranda!" Emma yelled pulling Miranda from her music trance "Do you want to stop and get something to eat?"
"Not really, I want to get home and curl up in my bed. Are we almost there?"
"Few minutes" Emma said "Do you think it was a good idea for my mom to stay in New York?" Emma asked trying to break the silence
"I have no freaking clue" She whined plugging her headphones back in
"Miranda thank god!" Jess smiled watching Miranda walk up the driveway
"Why are you here?" She questioned tripping over herself
"Are you high?"
"What the hell? No!" Miranda yelled grabbing her keys
"Sorry, it's just your eyes are all puffy and red"
"Oh" Miranda said sarcastically "That's from all the crying, I guess I forgot to tell you Tori doesn't remember who I am, so we broke up"
"Oh my god, Miranda" Jess said her own tears beginning to form "Why didn't you call me?"
"I didn't want to admit what was happening" She admitted feeling Jess' arms wrap around her
"Hey Noah it's me" Emma smiled into the phone as she walked into her bedroom "I know your pissed at me for missing our one month anniversary dinner, but I have a good reason I needed to help Miranda I'll explain later. But anyway call me, love you"
He listened to the message his heart filling with guilt as he felt it begin to crack. Once she heard what he did it would be over forever, there would be no going back from this. No matter what he did if she heard this, she would never forgive him.
"Amy it's me, please tell me you haven't told anyone" He asked
"Of course not"
"Good don't, we need to keep this between us"
"It's our secret"
"Our secret" Noah repeated
Question (answer in reviews) are you upset over Miranda and Tori's breakup?