Will feels a lump in his throat. He loves having sex with Sonny but he doesn't know if that kind of stuff will do it for him. He is immensely satisfied already "Sonny, I love you, you know that. And we've just established how much I trust you. But I gotta tell you, I'm afraid... What if I don't like I. I wouldn't want to spoil our experience..." Sonny turns off the ignition and puts a tender hand on Will's knees "We don't have to do anything you're not comfortable with, Will. I just had this idea when I was looking at you earlier. I would love to discover new things with you. I've never done it either. Call it a personal fantasy. There's something very arousing about the idea of one of us letting go of his control and trusting the other." "One of us? Oh, god, Sonny, I couldn't even think of being the one in control." Will feels himself freaking out. Sonny unbuckles and hugs him, whispering "It's okay, angel, let's forget it. You've just proven to me how brave and supporting you can be. That's a lot already. I love you." "I love you too, Sonny."
After that, they are a little ill-at-ease. Will feels he has disappointed his boyfriend. Sonny has a shift mid-afternoon and Will has class at 1 pm. They sit in front of lunch. Sonny is a really good cook. Will digs into the spaghetti bolognese, letting out contented sighs. Sonny stops eating and starts staring. It takes Will a moment to notice it and he asks "What's the matter, honey?" Sonny smiles "Nothing, I love feeding you, that's all. You're all cute." Will smiles with his mouth full. He feels so cared for. In his mind, a strange idea is forming. Each time Sonny makes him feel good like that, he will count one point. When he gets to ten points, he will agree to using the blindfold.
One...
They do make love that night, softly and slowly. Sonny's hand are barely touching Will's skin and Will catches a glint of reverence in the depth of his lover's eyes. This is enough to bring him to the brim and he comes into Sonny's busy hand. The smile he gets from Sonny tells him he has moved on from the blindfold talk. Will is glad and shaking so he cuddle up a little with Sonny, until he sees another look, of need and desire. So Will slides down, taking Sonny in and sucking as well and deep as he dares. At one point, he manages and relax his throat enough to allow him all the way inside "Fuck! Will! I can't... You're... God..." The sensation of sperm filling his throat directly is bizarre but sexy and Will feels proud to have gotten to this point. Sonny's face is a pure display of gratitude. Will melts at the way his man brushes his head tenderly and looks at him with intensity. There are no mental barriers between them, now. Will grins and asks "You liked it?" Sonny sighs and smiles at the same time "No, I didn't. I hated it... and that's why I came so fast. Come on, Will, you were at your best, here. I love how you are so focused on giving me pleasure rather than taking it. It's rare you know." Will blushes and lies back on the bed "Seeing you enjoy yourself like that, it's... I don't know... I have all these emotions, but I can't explain, really." Sonny brushes his cheek and replies "Can you try?" Will shrugs "It's like... being a magician. I do something and you change, somehow. You're such a confident strong guy, but when I make love to you, you're... kind of mine. You show me a side of you that no one else sees. And knowing I can do that, it's better than anything else." Sonny looks stumped. He always tells Will fluffy stuff but right now, he's gaping, looking lost or words. Will holds him down and spoons around him. As they fall asleep, he hears a faint "Just for what you said, I'll make it my life duty to make you feel good and happy."
Two
Two days later, Will wants to hit something. His professor has caught him after his lecture and expressed his concern over his last essay. Will has kept up a brave front but he is a perfectionist when it comes to his school work and it got him worried. Then a guy has left the student parking lot too fast, leaving a dent on the side on Will's car. It happened too fast for him to get the license plate. Now, he's come to Common Ground to see his boyfriend and he isn't there. In fact, Chad seems surprised to see him. Will notices he seems more relaxed and less moody than the last time, but instead of feeling good about that, he's frustrated because he's irritated and happiness in other people grates him. He dejectedly leaves the coffee-house and decides to visit his siblings. He knows they are looked after by their grandmother so he heads off, but when he gets there, no one answers. After a few text exchanges, it turns out they're hanging at the zoo and it's too far for Will to want to go. He feels tired and fragile. He texts Sonny over and over but nothing. He's beginning to worry, which takes his mind off his own problem but doesn't better anything. He comes home and slumps on the couch, jumping when he feels something hurting his butt. It's an opened pen that he had forgotten here, so he can't blame Sonny for that. He hops to the bathroom and puts down his jeans. His ass is red and bruised now. Should he apply some ice on it? The door opens and he sees Sonny's reflection asking "Hey, angel, you didn't wait for me to strip? Can I join?" Will sends him an angry glare and points to the mark. Sonny approaches his hand but Will shoos it away "It still hurts, don't touch it. Where were you? Chad couldn't tell me. He said you asked him to cover. What happened?" Sonny takes a step back and answers "Something came up. I couldn't call earlier but I was planning on explaining now. I'll wait for you to calm down, though. I'm sorry about the bruise, but I don't like being yelled at like that." He steps outside and Will punches the mirror. Which hurt his fist. He so should have stayed in bed. He sits on the toilet seat and takes a deep breath. Sonny mad at him is not a good experience. He did react stupidly. He waits until he's gotten rid of his bad mood and sheepishly goes back to the living-room. Sonny is seated at the kitchen counter, head in his hands, eyes closed. Will kneels next to him and takes his hand to kiss him. Sonny lets out a sigh. "I got a phone call today. We got a proposition to open a new coffee house. I didn't tell Chad because I wanted to surprise him. And it was a long meeting so I put my phone on silent." Will feels bad now. "I'm sorry honey. I had a shitty day and I took it on you. That was mean. Will you forgive me?" Sonny smiles and says "Of course, angel. I cannot get mad at you. I'm the one guilty for not texting you before the meeting. I'm sorry. I have an idea to make things better." Will starts getting aroused but is surprised by the proposition "Let's take a warm bath. It might make you feel better. You're OK?"
Three.